Hey guys. So here is another chapter. And I've added Shane and Becky moments, because I know that there hasn't really been any. I would like to thank all of you who have suggested baby names. I would like a couple more names though. Some names that can be for a boy or a girl, because I am going to combine some of the names that have been suggested. I would like to thank: OneToughCookie, SmilesAndLaughs, xJustSunshinex, and JonasBrothersMusic for reviewing. The reviews are great and I really love getting feedback to let me know how I'm doing.
Disclaimer: I only own Not so Secret, Niki, Melissa, and Becky. Nobody else. I don't own the song 'You're not sorry' that is by Taylor Swift. And I don't own 'Please Be Mine' that is by The Jonas Brothers.
Chapter 10: He's not sorry enough
I do believe that if you've fallen in love then you can fall out of love. And I think that Nate has fallen out of love. I don't know him like I thought I did. I didn't know about his flings with Caitlyn. I knew that they were exes and that they went to Camp Rock and fell in love, once upon a time. But I didn't know that they had been on and off. I didn't know that they were going to be engaged. They were going to be engaged before Nate was supposed to get married to Becky. Which explains why he still wants Caitlyn? He loves her. And I'm just here as a distraction for his parents. Lovely huh.
And Shane and Jason's last names are Grey now too. They got them changed because they said that they're parents pretty much disowned them. So now they are officially adopted into the Grey family. Melissa and Jason were super excited about their baby. They still needed to tell Mr. and Mrs. Grey and they were dreading it. Melissa was scared that they would over-react. And she knew that they would.
It's amazing how your life can be down the tubes, but somebody else's life can be going great. I admit I was a little jealous of Melissa and Jason. I mean they were having it so good. They loved eachother immensely and they were going to have a baby. They were soul mates. But then there was my life. In the tubes.
I was sitting on the hotel bed, thinking to myself. I picked up my notebook again and opened it to a new page. I looked down at the blank page and started crying again. I grabbed a pen and started writing a song. I put so much emotion into the song. I was crying and there were tear spots on the page. I sighed and put down the notebook. I quickly ran over to Jason's room and snuck in. I grabbed his acoustic guitar and left a note saying that I had it. I rushed back to my room, and opened the notebook. I sat down on the bed and started playing some chords and began to sing the song.
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
I felt tears come to my eyes and I realised that Nate did think that it would be fine again. But it wouldn't be.
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I won't believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry no more, no more, no
I didn't think that Nate was sorry enough. I'm just so hurt. I don't want to hurt anymore. But he's still hurting me.
Lookin' so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could'a loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
Nate has too many secrets. I wish he would've told me some of them. I feel like I can't trust him. Now I know that I can't trust him.
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry no no no noo
You're not sorry no no no nooMy heart is breaking every time that I think of Nate and Caitlyn together. His 'love' for me has disappeared. And it breaks my heart.
You had me calling for you honey
And it never would've gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.
I played the last note and let out sobs. I felt tears fall on the guitar. I just let tears fall, and let out more sobs. I put down the guitar and grabbed a pillow. I hugged the pillow to my chest and started sobbing into the pillow. I hated Nate Grey! I hated him! He destroyed me! But I can't help but love him.
_______________________Shane and Becky___________________________
Shane sat in Jason's room to have some privacy. He sat there waiting for Becky. He was holding Nate's acoustic guitar taking deep breaths, trying to calm down. He took a deep breath as Becky walked into the room. She stared at Shane and slowly sat on the bed.
"Becky, I wrote this song for you. I really hope you like it." Becky nodded and Shane started playing, and singing.
They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful
Shane stared right into Becky's eyes and swore his heart stopped.
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through
He had heard people say that they wouldn't make it. He knew that they would. He loved her too much to let her go.
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
Shane knew that Becky was his true love. He just wanted to show her how much he loved her. And this is how.
I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough
Shane wanted to be good enough for Becky. And so far he was. But he wanted to be more than enough.
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
Shane was going to be with Becky forever. At least that's what he planned.
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Shane looked into her eyes and smiled. Even if it was the worst day of his life, Becky would always make him smile.
But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine
Shane finished the song and smiled at Becky. He leaned over and kissed her lips. Becky blushed and leaned in a bit. Shane smiled and pulled away and smiled, making Becky blush more.
"Becky, I love you. And this song proves it." Becky smiled and tucked some of her hair behind her ears. She moved over so that she was right beside Shane. She hugged him and she let her head fall on his shoulder.
"I love you too. So much." Shane smiled and kissed her forehead.
________________________Jalissa_________________________
Jason and Melissa stood in front of Mr. and Mrs. Grey's hotel room. Melissa took a deep breath and rubbed her tummy. Jason looked at her and kissed her cheek, he held her hand and knocked slowly on the door. The door opened a couple minutes later, and they walked in. The stood in the middle of the room, staring at Mr. and Mrs. Grey.
"What did you guys want to talk about?" Melissa stood there nervously and stared up at Jason.
"Well, you see what happened was that…well…" Mr. and Mrs. Grey sat on the beds staring at Melissa, waiting to hear the news.
"Mr. and Mrs. Grey, I'm pregnant." Mr. and Mrs. Grey stared at Melissa, in shock.
"What! Jason what were you thinking! You cannot start a family on tour!" Jason stared at Mr. and Mrs. Grey and stopped himself from rolling his eyes. Mrs. Grey gave Melissa a dirty look.
"Are you planning on getting an abortion?" Melissa's eyes widened and she dropped Jason's hand. She glared at Mrs. Grey and put her hand on her stomach.
"I am NOT getting rid of OUR baby! I love it! And it is going to grow up with a loving father! It is not going to die!" Mrs. Grey's eyes hardened and she had a firm look on her face.
"Melissa, I know that you are already attached to the baby, but you can't keep it. Think of Jason's future. He can't just stop touring because of a baby." Jason snapped his head around to stare at Mrs. Grey.
"I want this baby just as much as Melissa does. And we already talked about this. Melissa is going to have the baby. I am going to stay on tour and we are going to have a family." Mr. Grey rolled his eyes, and put in his input.
"Jason, we just think that it would be better, if you and Melissa didn't have children at this time." Melissa was just about to say something when Mrs. Grey interrupted her.
"Have you thought about adoption Melissa? You can still have the baby, you just give it up." Melissa's glare intensified. She was going to say something bus was interrupted again.
"It's either adoption or abortion." Melissa glared at both Mr. Grey and Mrs. Grey.
"I choose neither." She gave them a quick glare and stormed out of the room dragging Jason behind her.
________________________Meanwhile____________________
Nate sat in the lobby staring at my wedding ring that I threw at him. He was thinking to himself and holding it rubbing his fingers over it. He had tears in the corners of his eyes threatening to fall.
I stepped out of the elevator and got down to the lobby and saw Nate sitting on the couch. I felt tears spring to my eyes, and I was about to turn around and go back to the elevator when Nate saw me. He sprung up and ran over to me and hugged me. I felt my eyes harden and I pushed him away.
"Stay the hell away from me, you cheater." He looked down at his feet, and he couldn't find what to say at first.
"Niki, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't know what I was thinking. I just acted on impulse and I regret everything." I stared at him and rolled my eyes.
"Nate, what a load of bull. You aren't sorry. If you were really sorry, then you would've stopped the first time that you cheated on me. But you didn't." Nate let his head drop and he sighed.
"Niki, please just forgive me! I didn't mean it! I love you!" I rolled my eyes and started walking away.
"Don't leave me Caitlyn! I love you!" I whipped my head around and let tears fall down my face. Nate covered his mouth and realised his mistake.
"Yeah, you sure are sorry Nate." I took a deep breath. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the song that I was writing before. I threw it at him and turned around and started walking away.
"There's a song written about you that shows how I feel."
Authors Note:
So there is another chapter. And it just seems to keep getting more and more dramatic. So I need around two or three unisex names. Please and thank you. I also want to know, what the sex of the baby should be. Should there be just one baby, or twins or triplets. Please review and let me know what you think.