Cross My Heart And Hope To Die Chapter 11, a camp rock fanfic

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Chapter 11: And then she ran away.

After I had given Nate the song, I went into the hotel room and started to pack. I packed all of my clothes, and shoes. I packed all of my pictures. I picked up my notebook, and opened to a page that had a song written on it. I pulled it out and perfected it. I sat down on the bed and looked at everything of mine that was packed. I picked up my guitar and took a deep breath and started playing.

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)
And I can't stand ya
Almost everything you do
Makes me wanna smile
Even I like you for a while (no... oh...)
I didn't want to admit that Nate would always be able to make me smile.

But you won't let me
You upset me boy
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did
Nate would always kiss my lips when I was mad. And then I would forget momentarily what he did.

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong
I hate how Nate can make me forgive him so easily.

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
I need Nate. I love him. But I despise him at the moment.

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah...)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)
I hate loving Nate. I hate needing him in my life. I love him. But I hate him.

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Said that it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why (why...)
And it just ain't right
I love Nate more than he loves me. And he takes advantage of that by making me overlook things he does.

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
I hoped that Nate wouldn't always be able to do this to me. But he used to be my best friend. He knows me more than anyone else I know.

As much I love you (as much as I need you oh...)
As much as I need you (oooh... as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh...)
As much as I need you
I need Nate. And it's killing me inside to love someone like him.

And I hate that I love
You soooooooo!

And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no...)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so... soo...

I looked down at the song after I finished playing it. I put my guitar on the bed, with the song beside it. I pulled my necklace off and unhooked the chain. I pulled the engagement ring that Nate spent a couple days trying to find. I pulled some blank paper out of my notebook and started writing.

Nate,

I know that you don't love me like I need you to. I know that you love Caitlyn. I know that you would rather have her. So I'm going to make it easy on you and leave. I will always love you. I'm leaving my guitar, a song that I wrote for you and my engagement ring. That way you can remember me.

Love always,

Niki

I put the note down by the song with the ring on it. I let tears fall down my face, as I grabbed everything that I needed. I walked to the door and stared at the handle. I grabbed the handle and opened the door. I looked back into the hotel room one last time, before walking down the hall.

__________________Jalissa__________________

Melissa and Jason were sitting in the waiting room of the doctor's office. Melissa was going to have her first ultra sound and she was extremely nervous. She was drumming her fingers on Jason's leg and bobbing her head to a beat playing in her head.

"Melissa, can you please clam down? I know you're excited but still." Melissa looked at Jason and smiled innocently.

"Jason, you're the one that got me pregnant. So you can suck it up and deal with my impatience." Jason nodded and didn't say anything else. Melissa smiled and leaned against Jason and he kissed the top of her head. A couple minutes later, a nurse came into the waiting room and smiled brightly.

"Mrs. Grey?" Melissa stood up quickly and followed the nurse beaming. Jason followed behind, trying to get Melissa to calm down.

"Okay so Mrs. Grey, I need you to change into this gown and then lay down on the bed. And the doctor will be with you momentarily." Melissa nodded and walked into the bathroom. When she came out, the doctor was already in the room. The doctor smiled at Melissa and tilted her head towards the table. Melissa lay down on the bed and waited for the doctor.

"Hello Melissa, Jason. I'm Doctor Kingsley." Melissa nodded and Jason smiled, happy to have a girl doctor.

"Now Melissa, I'm going to put this gel on your stomach, and it's going to be cold. So just take a deep breath." The doctor started putting gel on Melissa's stomach. Melissa took a deep breath because of the cold and started getting very excited.

The doctor turned on the screen and put the sonic graph on her stomach. She moved it around a bit and then an image appeared on the screen. Melissa smiled widely and squeezed Jason's hand.

"Is that our baby?" The doctor nodded and moved the graph around some more and then frowned. She leaned in to take a better look, and then she smiled.

"Melissa, Jason, congratulations. You're going to be having triplets." Melissa smiled and then heard a thump. She turned around to see Jason lying on floor unconscious.

"Well, looks like he fainted." Melissa nodded and started giggling.

___________________Danny________________________________

Danny sat down in the lounge looking nervous. He just text Becky telling her to meet him here. He looked down at his guitar and then back up at the elevator. He stared at it until it opened a minute later. Becky walked out and his face lit up. He called Becky over and sat her down opposite him.

"I wrote this song when I realised that I was in love with you and might not be able to love you." Becky nodded and Danny started playing.

From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream but it never changed anything
Danny looked nervous. He really hoped that Becky would like the song.

I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody said that this was gonna be easy
Danny knew that this wasn't going to be easy loving someone that she shouldn't love.

Most times it all comes out wrong
I don't know the words but I'll hum along
There's nothing familiar here anymore
to anyone or anything left to feel alive
Danny needed Becky to feel alive.

And I still taste that sickness
And it makes me crazy without it at best
But I'm in the same place I used to be
But I'm trying harder not to be
Danny was trying hard not to fall in love with Becky. Shane was in love with her. They were married. And he was Connect Three's opening laugh.

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be
And all my, all my faces are Alibis
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how the words go
I just started not to say no
Danny looked up to stare into Becky's eyes and he felt himself blush.

So what am I? What am I? So What Am I?

Don't want it, Don't get it
I know you won't regret it
Don't surface, Don't surface
And I feel so freaking worthless
Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis
all my faces are alibis

Danny stopped playing and stared at Becky. She was silent. So he took this opportunity to talk.

"Becky, as you know, I am in love with you. I need to ask you something." Becky nodded and looked nervous. She waited for Danny to continue.

"Will you leave Shane for me?"

___________________________Meanwhile______________________

Nate was sitting in the lobby, thinking to himself. He sat there thinking about what had happened in the past couple days. He needed to talk to somebody. He didn't want to talk to Becky or Melissa. He sighed and was just about to leave when he saw Shane come out of the elevator.

"Hey Shane, can I talk to you?" Shane nodded and sat beside Nate.

"Yeah what's up dude?" Nate sat there nervously not sure what to say.

"Well, I still have feelings for Caitlyn. But I am in love with Niki." Shane nodded and then looked confused.

"Do you love Niki more?" Nate nodded and Shane smiled.

"Dude, go to her and tell her that." Nate nodded and got up and ran to the elevator and pushed the buttons. He figured that if he told me that he loved me, that everything would be fine. That I would forgive him. Nate got to the room and knocked slowly. When he didn't get an answer, he opened the door and walked in. He looked everywhere and then looked at the bed. He read the song, the note and saw the ring. He stood there shocked and let some tears fall.

'what did I do?' He thought to himself.

Authors Note:

So Niki left, Nate is still in love with her, Danny wants Becky to leave Shane, Melissa and Jason are going to have triplets, and Jason fainted. So now I need to know if the triplets, should be all girls, all boys, two boys and a girl, or two girls and a boy. So let me know what the sex of the babies should be. Please review! Thanks guys!