Cross My Heart And Hope To Die Chapter 19, a camp rock fanfic

Hey guys! So this chapter is pretty special because there is a preview of one of the upcoming chapters at the end! Anyway so I want to thank: xJustSunshinex, x-YourWorstNightmare-x, and Megan for all of the reviews. You guys seriously kick butt. You guys are amazing. And I hope that you guys like the story. I'm trying really hard to keep it dramatic and entertaining to read.

Disclaimer: I don't own 'When You Look Me In The Eyes' the Jo Bro's do. I only own Niki, Melissa, Riley, Becky and Gavin.

Chapter 19: Regrets

I woke up before Nate and tried to move around, but I couldn't. Nate had both of his arms wrapped around me and was holding on firmly, and he would NOT budge. I tried getting out but he would just mumbled and pull me back. It was cute but at the same time, it was kind of annoying. But what can you do? So I just sighed and lay back down and gave up. Nate smiled and then went back to sleep.

A couple minutes later-to my relief- Riley came in- and saved me from Nate's strong, but cute grip- and smiled widely. I gave her a look and she just snickered a little, but thank fully didn't say anything.

"Niki you need to get away from Nate so that I can check up on you." I nodded and tried wiggling out, but once again Nate just shook his head and pulled me closer. Riley rolled her eyes and came over and started shaking Nate.

"Nate, you need to let my patient go. I need to check up on her." Nate grumbled and nodded, and I got out as soon as I could. I looked back to see that Nate had stolen all the blankets and was now, hogging them all.

"Nice man you got there Niki. He sure is a charmer. Does he always steal the blankets?" I stared at Riley and rolled my eyes and smiled discretely.

"Ha-ha Riley. You're so funny." Riley smiled and then began doing some checkups. Once she was done, she took everything out of the room and returned a minute later.

"Okay, so I'm going to go and get you guys some food. None of the other nurses on this floor mind. They all love you guys. But the other nurses on other floors don't. So I have to be sneaky." I laughed as Riley left the room, sneakily.

Soon after Riley left, Nate woke up. He started turning around but couldn't turn around right because of the blankets, so he ended up falling on the floor. He quickly sat up, and saw that I was laughing slightly. He sat on the bed, and pulled me closer to him and then kissed my cheek.

"You have no idea how worried I was. I was terrified! I thought that you were going to be in a come for months!" I frowned slightly and turned to face him. I was about to say something when Riley came in with the food. She set the trays down and smiled. I said a quick thank you and she smiled again and left.

After me and Nate were done eating, he pushed the trays away and looked down at me. I looked up at him and he had a serious look on his face. I stared at him in confusion and he sighed.

"Niki, Melissa and Jason are so happy that they are having kids. I mean them having kids is only making Jason and Melissa fall deeper in love with eachother." I smiled and agreed with Nate, but Nate kept going.

"I wanted to talk to you about something. I know that you and I are only 17. But you're turning 18 in three months and I'm turning 18 in a month…" I interrupted Nate, and he frowned.

"Nate where's this going?" He smiled nervously, and kept talking.

"Well I was thinking, and me and you have been married for almost a year. And we've been in love for two years. And I think that maybe, we could start having kids." I stared at him as my mouth dropped open. I moved away from him, and he looked around nervously.

"Nate!! I am 17! You're 17! We should not be having kids at the age of 17!!" Nate looked at me and quietly told me to calm down.

"Niki you're being unreasonable." I stared at him in shock. I was being unreasonable? He's the one that wanted kids!

"Nate, I do not want to have kids at 17!" He stood up and almost glared at me.

"Well I think we should! We can handle it! I'm a Rockstar; we have enough money to afford to have kids!" I rubbed my temples and sighed.

"Nate, that's not the point?" Nate glared at me. Nate was extremely ticked off. So I had no idea what he would say.

"Then what is the point huh Niki? Let me guess you don't want to have kids because you think that you're going to be exactly like your mom, and end up being an alcoholic and overdosing on pills?" My eyes started watering as soon as Nate let that out of his mouth. I grabbed my IV stand and pulled it along behind me.

"Running away from your problems again Niki?" I turned around and glared at Nate, with tears flowing from my eyes.

"Nate, I gave you another chance when you cheated on me with Caitlyn. And suddenly I'm starting to regret it." I turned around and walked out of the room, slamming the hospital door behind me.

________________Meanwhile___________

Gavin was sitting in the hospital cafeteria thinking deeply to himself. He needs to break up with Caitlyn. She was cheating on him constantly, but she didn't know that he knew. Caitlyn would constantly flirt with every single guy that she saw and then she would 'disappear'. Honestly he was sick of it. He disserved better. And he knew that he could do better.

Sighing, he took another drink of his coffee, and rubbed his temples. He put hid rams on the table and then his head on his arms. He needed to break up with her. He just didn't know when to do it. He heard some giggling, and he looked over and seen Caitlyn, pushed up against a wall with a guy kissing her neck. She kissed him goodbye one final time and then hiked up her skirt again and walked over to Gavin, trying to look hot.

Gavin rolled his eyes and gagged. He didn't even know what he saw in her in the first place. She wasn't all that great, she had a bad attitude. Oh yeah and she was kind of a 'flirt'.

"Hey hot stuff." Gavin turned to see Caitlyn standing there and Gavin wanted to gag again.

"Caitlyn, sit down, we need to talk." Caitlyn smirked, and then sat down in Gavin's lap and started kissing his neck. Gavin pushed her away and then looked at her seriously.

"Caitlyn, I'm breaking up with you." Caitlyn jumped up and glared at him.

"You're what??" Gavin took a deep breath and repeated himself.

"I'm dumping you. I can't take you cheating on me anymore. I'm tired of you always sneaking off and having sex with guys that you don't even know." Caitlyn glared at him and stormed off, not looking back. The sad thing though was that the same guy, that she was with just a few seconds later, kissed her and dragged her into a bathroom.

__________________Shane________________

Shane sat down in one of the family rooms, holding a guitar and strumming it. He had Becky sitting in front of him and he smiled at her. He had locked all the doors, with the nurse's permission, and was going to sing Becky a love song.

"Okay so here it goes Becky." Becky nodded and Shane started playing.

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

Becky smiled and hugged Shane. Shane smiled to himself, and he kissed the top of Becky's head. He wanted no one else. Just her for the rest of his life.

Authors note:

So I am going to be putting in a preview of one of the upcoming chapters. So here is the preview:

I stood there frozen, not sure what to say or to do.

"What do you mean she could be dying?? Can't you do anything to save her?" they just stood there staring at the floor.

"We are trying all that we can, but there is only so much that we can do." I shook my head, I couldn't believe it. She can't be dying! She can't be! She's so young! It's not fair! I looked over to where he was standing. I saw him standing and staring at her through the glass. His stare was empty and hollow. Anything could happen.

Authors Note:

So that is a preview of a chapter in the near future. I hope you like it. And I hope that you keep on reviewing!