Hidden Desires
Author's Note: Thanks for the reviews. I hope you all enjoy this chapter.
Chapter Notation: This chapter is almost exclusively Sasuke x Hinata.
Chapter 11
Sasuke smiled as he glanced down at the beautiful woman on his bed. He loved her more than anything, but then he realized something as his tongue slid over his still blood coated fangs. Her blood tasted too sweet.
He might not have the self-control needed to turn her. Sasuke had only been a vampire for five years. What if he accidentally drained her dry?
"Sasuke, are you alright?" Hinata asked nervously, sensing his hesitation.
"I'm better than alright. I'm euphoric. You said that you loved me. I've been hoping to hear you say that since I was fourteen, but I'm not stupid. Hinata, I'm not sure that I have the control needed to turn you. You taste too good." Sasuke whispered as he kissed her.
Hinata returned the kiss with a smile. Even now, he was still thinking of her safety. She wasn't sure what that meant for them. Sasuke didn't trust himself to turn her. How was she going to become a vampire then?
"You're my protector. I guess you always have been, but I want to be able to protect myself. I want us to be e-quals." The bluenette says.
"Hinata, you're not my equal. You're my superior. I didn't have a choice. Madara saved me from death's door. You're choosing this. You've maintained your sanity in a house full of people who could have killed you with ease. You're the bravest person I know." The vampire told her.
Hinata blushed and smiled at him. Sasuke certainly had a way with words now. That was probably the result of being around other vampires who were likely hundreds of years old.
There was something to be said for a more antiquated method of speech. There was a certain charm to it. Hinata couldn't really explain it. It was just one of those things that you recognized when you saw it.
"That's really nice of you to say." She mumbled, feeling her face burn even hotter.
"This isn't about being nice. This is just about making that beautiful body of yours more durable. You're strong where it counts. In spirit." The raven haired vampire finished.
He wanted to turn her, but Sasuke was still learning to be a vampire himself. As much as it irked him, it was probably best to let Madara do it. Konan or Obito might also work. That and a more well known Sire would be better.
While your Sire's reputation wouldn't necessarily make or break your place in vampire society, it certainly helped in the beginning. It helped to have a famous or infamous Sire. Other vampires were far less likely to pick a fight with a "baby vamp" who had a Sire like Madara Uchiha than a Sire that wasn't as well known.
"I think that you're trying to butter me up because you want more kisses." She giggled.
"Well that too, but that doesn't make what I said any less true." Sasuke told her.
Hinata smiled more and kissed him again. It did amaze her that somehow his fangs weren't an issue during their kisses. Then again, regular human teeth weren't. So maybe it wasn't that surprising.
She didn't know whether to be disappointed or relieved that Sasuke didn't seem like he was going to turn her now. Hinata had finally got her wish. She had found someone who noticed her first, but that someone was a vampire.
"That and you should probably come up with a cover story for why you aren't going to be around your friends and family as much. That or you'll have to fake your death. It's usually easier and cleaner to do the latter, but I will support whatever you want to do." Sasuke whispered, after returning the kiss.
Hinata froze. Sasuke was right. She would have to fake her death or come up with a damn good cover story. Though it was something of a relief to realize that she COULD stay in contact with her human loved ones, after the change.
"That's an option? I could still see them?" The bluenette dared herself to ask.
"It's not recommended, but it's possible. Immediately after you are turned, your thirst will likely be far too great to risk being around them. You could stay in touch through other means though. Phone calls, letters, and online are some options. Eventually, you'd learn enough control to see them in person again." Sasuke informed her as he kissed her forehead.
That was something at least. She wouldn't have to give them up. Well at least not completely. If she was anything like Sasuke, Hinata might be able to see them again in five years. Maybe less.
"If that was an option, why didn't you reach out to us?" Hinata inquired.
It hurt that he had been able to, but he hadn't. The Hyuga woman couldn't lie about that. That was a painful discovery.
"I knew that I couldn't be near any of you. You all thought that I was dead anyway. Keeping it a secret would have been difficult. My parents would have wanted to see me after being attacked. Immediately, afterwards. It wouldn't have been safe." He confessed.
Hinata sighed. Sasuke was being honest. When he put it that way, it was hard not to sympathize with him.
"Well you don't have to be alone anymore." She informed him with a smile.
"I wasn't alone. Not completely anyway. I had Madara and Obito. Later, Itachi was turned and I got to know Konan. Having you here is even better though. There's a difference between love for your family and what I feel for you." Sasuke said as he stared down at her intently.
He was only looking at her, but it made her blush all the same. Hinata couldn't believe that at twenty-three years old, Sasuke was making her blush like a high school Freshmen. He was though.
"I understand that. I guess you're right. We probably should come up with a cover story and ask Madara's permission. He's like your second father now, isn't he?" She questioned him as she caressed his cheek.
"In a rather demented way, that's accurate." Sasuke admitted as he kissed the palm of her hand.
Hinata giggled at the description. One definitely didn't use tame adjectives to describe Madara Uchiha. Demented was as good as any.
"We'll need to tie up a few loose ends before you become a vampire, but it's better this way anyway. It's not a decision that you should make lightly. Once you become a vampire, there is no going back." Sasuke warned her.
"I know. I'm not going to change my mind." The lavender eyed woman replied.
Sasuke wasn't so sure about that. He didn't doubt that Hinata loved him. She'd never lie to him, but the young woman was understandably nervous about "dying." Who wouldn't be?
"I hope not. I shouldn't turn you yet, but that doesn't mean that I can't show you what I'm offering." He told her with a smirk.
Hinata knew exactly what he was implying. She might have been shy, but she wasn't oblivious. That smirk could mean only one thing. Her bathrobe likely wasn't going to be staying on very long.
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"That's true." She whispered.
"I meant it when I said that I would go slow and make it good for you." He promised her as he nipped her ear playfully.
Hinata shivered at the sensual promise in his words and from the gentle nip. She didn't doubt that in the slightest. From the fairly chaste touches that Sasuke had given her so far, she knew that he was rather good with his hands.
Her pulse quickened as she pondered what else Madara or even Obito might have taught him. The bluenette highly doubted that they had only taught Sasuke about being a vampire. She could easily imagine Madara giving Sasuke the vampire version of The Talk.
"Mmm you went from shivering in anticipation to giggling. What is going on in that pretty little head of yours?" Sasuke asked as he left a trail of kisses along her throat and reached for the sash of her robes.
"I was just imagining Madara giving you the talk. The man is ancient. He probably knows all sorts of…things." She mumbled.
Sasuke raised an eyebrow. He wasn't really sure whether to laugh at that or to feel a bit disturbed. Hinata's mind certainly was an interesting place. Well they did say that it was always the quiet ones.
"You're right about that. He may have offered a few interesting suggestions here and there." Sasuke replied with a smirk as he nipped her throat lightly and slid the sash off of her completely.
She was now clad in only a bathrobe and it was half open. Sasuke couldn't help but admire the glorious sight. He could see the valley of her ample creamy breasts, her toned stomach, beautiful legs, and more…intimate places.
"It's not r-eally fair, if I'm the only one getting undressed." Hinata stammered as she shyly tugged his shirt over his head.
"That's a good point." Sasuke agreed and he tried not to smirk at her reaction.
Vampires might not have the heightened sense of smell that werewolves did, but they could smell better than humans. His kind could scent desire. That didn't entirely matter though, even if he was still a human he wouldn't have missed that look in her eyes.
Hinata was attracted to him. He felt a surge of masculine pride at that knowledge. It came from a rather primitive, but exciting place in his mind.
"Does the age difference bother you? I mean I know we are the same age, but I look older." Hinata asked as she trailed her hands along the muscular plans of his chest appreciatively.
Sasuke's ivory skin made his lithe muscles look like they were sculpted out of marble. It reminded her of the statues of Ancient Rome or Greece. Beautiful, but you weren't supposed to touch it.
She was though. Hinata was definitely touching the statue. Only this statue wasn't cold like marble. The temperature difference did surprise her a little bit. Sasuke was essentially room temperature all the time.
"It's not that extreme. I just look like the lucky high school Senior or college Freshmen who landed the gorgeous graduate student." Sasuke said as he sighed in pleasure.
The feeling of her hands against him was incredible. He had dreamed about this for years. He almost couldn't believe that it was actually happening.
Hinata had been right about Madara though. He was hardly shy when it came to discussing any topic. That included the carnal arts. Sasuke was going to make use of the various wisdom that his Sire had so generously shared with him.
"I guess that's true." Hinata said as she sat up and kissed his neck.
Sasuke smirked when he felt her reach for his belt. It seemed like she was just as eager as him. That and he had another reason to smirk.
As Hinata sat up, her robes slid off her completely. Now he could see all of her. Every part of her was perfect to him.
Sasuke kissed the side of her neck and caresses her breasts as his thumb brushes against a rosy pink nipple. The young vampire believed in being honest with himself. He was definitely a breast vamp.
"Sasuke!" She squeaked, after feeling his hands against her breasts.
It felt good. Hinata bit back a moan. A few simple touches really shouldn't have reduced her to goo, but they had.
"You have absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about. You're a Goddess. My Goddess." He reassured her as took one of those rosebuds into his mouth and sucked lightly.
Sasuke lavished it with his rough, warm tongue. His fangs lightly grazed the sensitive flesh, but he didn't bite her. Not yet. It was tempting though.
"That feels so good." She sighed in contentment as she ran one of her hands through his dark tresses and managed to tug off his pants.
"It'll feel even better soon." Sasuke promised her.
He continued sucking on the one breast for awhile, before switching to the other. All the while his hand was massaging her back and her stomach in soothing motions.
Sasuke wanted her to get used to his touch. He wanted her to associate it with comfort and desire. That was why it was important not to rush. Besides,, he had waited almost a decade for this. This moment should be savored.
"Mmm." Hinata moaned as she felt her lower half hum with desire.
It was a slow building one. The kind that was gradually growing. It wasn't overwhelming yet, but it felt so good.
She wanted to return the favor, so Hinata tugged off his boxers and blushed. Idly, she wondered if being a vampire had some other benefits that she didn't know about or if that was just his natural size. Either way, she wasn't entirely certain how that was going to fit.
"Lay down." She told him softly.
Sasuke raised an eyebrow. He hadn't exactly expected his innocent Goddess to make any commands, polite as they were. The vampire quickly got over his shock though and laid down as she instructed.
"Alright. What's next?" The raven haired vampire inquired curiously.
"Well I wa-nted to make you feel good." The bluenette mumbled.
"Oh trust me, you make me feel VERY good." Sasuke assured her.
That was true. He had never been more aroused in his life. The sight of his naked Goddess and sounds of her quiet moans had been more than enough to get him going. It was sweet though. Hinata wanted to make their lovemaking a more equitable exchange, it seemed.
"I want to make you feel even better." She informed him, mimicking his earlier words.
Sasuke just smirked in response. His smirk didn't last long though. Not when she took part of his arousal into her wickedly wonderful mouth and sucked.
The Uchiha groaned in response. It was all that he could do not to give into the impulse to slam into her sinfully talented mouth. At that moment, he probably couldn't have told you his own name. He remembered hers though.
"HINATA!" He practically snarled out in pleasure.
Sasuke definitely remembered hers. He felt her lips brush against his sensitive flesh as she sucked. The gentle touch combined with the erotic act only heightened his pleasure.
There was more though. Her tongue was driving him to the brink of madness. Slowly, she took more and more of him into her mouth.
"So good!" He moaned and with that, he parted her legs and cupped her womanhood.
Sasuke began to rub it and tease her clit with one hand. His other squeezed her backside. The vampire needed to make her feel even a fraction of the pleasure he felt.
She must have felt it though. He could feel because his fingers found her core to be wet. The scent of desire had already filled the air. They both wanted each other. That made him smile.
Hinata gasped and moaned at the contact. That pleasant hum of desire was now more like an orchestra. Why did it feel so much better when he touched her there than when she did it herself?
"Such a sweet kitten. Already purring for me." He shudders as he tried to pull out of her mouth.
Achieving climax before she did and covering her with the evidence of said arousal wasn't how he wanted to do this. He wanted them to be joined together when they both reached ecstasy. His body might be responding like a teenager who was making love for the first time, but he had more control over that. Barely, but he did.
"Why did you stop me? Didn't you like it?" She asked in confusion.
"Oh trust me. I liked it. I liked it A LOT." Sasuke assured her a bit dumbstruck that she would even have to ask that.
He smiled as he reversed their positions. He was now on top, but sitting on his knees. That's when he placed her legs over his shoulders and leaned down to kiss her again. This position would work nicely.
This way he would be able to see those beautiful lavender eyes of hers as he took her. It would be beautiful. He felt his fangs lengthen further at the thought, but pushed back the impulse.
Bloodlust and regular lust often mixed for vampires. It could be the ultimate rush really. Feeding on your lover was the height of eroticism for most vampires, but he knew better. He couldn't risk losing control like that.
"Ohhh." Hinata said, realizing what he meant.
"Do you still want this? I don't think I'll be able to stop after this point." He warned her.
One last chance to back out. It would kill him, if she said no. Sasuke would stop. He wasn't an animal.
"I still want this. I still want you. It's alright. I trust you." Hinata said as she leaned up slightly and stroked his cheek affectionately.
"Thank God." Sasuke told her as he swiftly buried himself inside his new lover.
Hot, tight, and wet. If her mouth had been wonderful. This was incredible. It took all his self-control not to spill his release inside her, right then and there.
"Sasuke!" She moaned as she arched against him.
Hinata felt her eyes lull to the back of her head in pleasure. The feeling of him inside her was beyond words. She felt completely full and somehow her body was blissfully satisfied and yet craving for more a the same time.
That was apparently all the consent Sasuke needed as he began to take her slowly against the bed. He smiled at the beautiful picture she painted. Her midnight blue tresses were spilling all over the bed like a silken waterfall. The slight flush against her creamy skin and her shimmering with desire. The sight of her breasts bouncing with every thrust and sounds of her moans alone would have been enough to drive him to madness, but there was more.
The two of them were one now. They moved as one entity. It was hard to tell where one of them began and the other ended. And it felt so unbelievably good.
"My Goddess." He growled lustfully as he kissed her possessively.
Hinata moaned and returned the kiss. Every time he drove inside her, he hit that spot. The one that made her moan in ways that should have embarrassed her, but she didn't care at the moment.
Being with her vampire was an all consuming experience. Hinata could feel him deep inside her. The intensity of his adoring gaze, the feeling of his lips against her own, and the protection.
She should have been terrified. At any moment, this beautiful creature could have ripped her throat out. He probably could have easily crushed her to death with his bare hands, but instead she felt completely safe and cherished. And very, very aroused.
"My vampire." She moaned and then screamed in pleasure when she tumbled over the edge into a sea of carnal pleasure.
It didn't take long for Sasuke to join her in finding his own release. He came hard and with what Hinata would describe as a roar. She smiled and kissed him as he slid out of her and slowly laid her legs back down on the bed.
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Hinata was still in the midst of enjoying the afterglow of their lovemaking, when Sasuke laid next to her in the bed. He smiled and wrapped one arm around her, while using the other to cover them with the blankets. Hinata responded by snuggling into his arms.
It was a nice sensual cocoon. Hinata wasn't sure what they would do about her friends and family. They would need a cover story and to ask for Madara's blessing to change her into a vampire, but that didn't matter at the moment. All that mattered was that they had each other.
"I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." She panted at him.
Hinata's heart was still racing. It might be a good thing that she was planning on becoming a vampire, in hindsight. She wasn't sure her heart could take being Sasuke's lover, but she would have died with a smile on her face.
The next day, Madara arrived back in London with Kakashi and Rin. He smiled to himself. He couldn't wait to see the expression on his descendant's face when he was reunited with his old friends.
"Obito! Are you here? I have a surprise for you!" Madara bellowed out, once he was inside the mansion.
"Yes, I'm here. What is it?" The younger vampire inquired as he walked down the stairs to greet his Sire.
"I found two of your old friends." The eldest Uchiha informed him smugly.
Obito raised an eyebrow. He had lived for centuries. Obito Uchiha had a lot of "friends." Friends as in people that he had mutually beneficial political and business exchange. There were only a handful of people that he would call true friends though. Madara was one of them.
"Alright. Where are they?" He asked.
Obito barely got the question out of his mouth before he was tackle hugged to the floor. Rin came flying into the room and pounced. Kakashi wasn't far behind, but he was content to watch the embrace.
It would have been awkward, if he had jumped Obito like Rin was doing. So for the moment, he was just happy to watch the fireworks. It did his heart good to see the other vampire again though. It had been far too long.
"Rin?! Kakashi?!" He asked in a stunned voice.
"Yes, it's me. Kakashi saved me. I was stuck in a coffin for centuries. I'm not sure how he figured out that I was still alive, but I'm back. It's so good to see you!" The brunette exclaimed, her eyes alight with pure joy.
Obito's eyes widened in horror. That meant that Rin had been tapped in a coffin for centuries. She had gone hundreds of years without feeding. She had spent hundreds of years alone.
"Oh God, Rin. I'm so sorry." He whispered.
"It's not your fault, Obito. You couldn't possibly have known. Besides, it doesn't matter now. We're all together again." She said with a smile.
Kakashi nodded in agreement. It warmed his heart to see all three of them reunited. Obito would likely help them on their quest for revenge. He was almost certain of it.
Once the descendents of Rin's would-be murderers were dead, they could move on with their lives. The three of them would be a family again. It would be just like old times.
"The family might even grow." He whispered under his breath.
Perhaps Madara and his other two "children" would join them. The silver haired vampire found himself rather curious about the other two vampires that Madara had sired. Madara Uchiha wouldn't sire just anyone. They had to be special in some way.
"Still. I am so sorry, Rin. I should have known you wouldn't be killed that easily. Forgive me." He pleaded.
"There's nothing to forgive. Things are going to be much better now." The other vampire promised him.
