Forgetting the Past, Accepting the Future Chapter 3: Firsts and Seconds, a twilight fanfic

Hii, First off I'm sorry about some spelling errors I check my text before posting it but something's always slip

Hii, First off I'm sorry about some spelling errors I check my text before posting it but something's always slip!

Secondly I'll try and update everyday. Although it has been a few days between the third and the second chapter and sorry for that But I'll make it up to you!

And third I (Don't) Own Twilight and the devastatingly handsome EDWARD but oh well He is mine in my Dreams (A)!

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Chapter 3: Firsts and Seconds

EPOV

I walked closer to where Bella was standing. I wasn't really in the mood to meet new people but I guess I didn't have any choice. I knew I would get along with the boy he seemed a calm and relaxed person that you could easily talk to. The girl was another story as she was sitting in her seat she was actually bouncing up and down. If she would bounce a little harder her head would reach the sealing of the bus.

'Edward, meet Alice my best friend here and Jasper my brother.'

Her BROTHER? They didn't look anything alike though they had the same calmness about them. I would almost say that he looked more like Rosalie with the blonde hair and blue eyes. I guess looks can be deceiving. While I was thinking I figured that Bella introduced me to her friends because they where looking at me with smug smiles on they're faces. They then turned to Bella and started talking again. I looked around the bus and saw that it was filling up. I quickly sat down a few seats from Alice and Jasper. I pulled out my I pod and put the volume on the loudest. I let the music calm me because I knew I needed it. When the bus started moving someone sat next to me. I looked up and saw Bella sitting there smiling a little while blushing. Then my mothers favourite song came on and I found the tears stinging in my eyes. I quickly turned my head toward the window so no one would notice.

After a good 20 minutes we arrived at the High school. I thought it would be a prestigious school but it looked pretty normal to me. Just a stack of buildings thrown together. I pulled out my ear buds and followed Bella out to the front office.

The front office was a normal building. The room had light yellow walls on the right wall where a stack of desks. Behind 2 desks where 2 women typing furiously on their computers. Bella cleared her throat and the younger of the two women looked up.

'Ah Bella honey. What can I do for you?' She looked sweet, maybe a little to much. While she was looking at Bella she noticed me. Her eyes raked over my body, but I didn't get a lusty look from her which was reliving. She smiled kindly.

'This is Edward Mason, do you have his schedule?' She asked.

'Of course dears.' She typed on her computer and then got up to get the papers from the printer. She handed them to me and I thanked her.

'I hope you like it here Edward. Good luck.' With that she sat back down and returned her attention to the computer. When we walked outside Bella asked my papers.

'That was Miss Staling. She's one of the youngest secretaries. But she's the sweetest I've ever met. Here you have to give this to the teachers and let them sign it so they know you have attended all your classes today.' She gave me a slip with several names on it, below every name was a blank spot for the signature of the teachers.

We walked over the parking lot toward Alice and Jasper who where waiting by Rosalie and Emmett. But before we could reach them, Bella tripped. I was to late to catch her because some other guy had already his arms around her waist to keep her from falling.

He had a tanned skin so I figured he was from the reserve a little way from here. He had long black hair that was tied back at the back of his neck. He was looking at her with lustful eyes. But she obviously didn't notice as her cheeks began turning red.

'Bella you need to learn not to imagine imaginary bumps in the road. It will lead you to the hospital someday and we don't want that now do we!' the boy said as he placed her steady on her feet, but he didn't release her.

'Jacob, I'm perfectly fine to walk on my own and I don't imagine the bumps the air is just against me and create them so no one sees them and I trip over them!' She exclaimed. So the guy was named Jacob. She had a thing for him that I could see easily, but why she had a thing for him was another thing. I was about to walk away toward the others but Bella just started to introduce me to Jacob.

'Jake, this is Edward he's new here.' Jacob looked me up and down as if to see if I was any competition, which I wasn't, and he didn't look to satisfied.

'Edward this is Jacob, my best friend.' I nodded at him and he did the same.

'Bella how did you end up, touring Edward?' Jacob asked.

She blushed red and looked at me from the corner of her eyes.

'Um, he's kinda my roommate.' She said it hesitantly as if she was expecting some outburst from Jacob.

Before I could hear his answer I walked away toward my brother and the others. They where talking animatedly, but stopped as soon as I came in hearing distance. Emmett slapped his big hand on my back, with a little to much force which caused me to lurch forward.

'Damn it Emmett, can you at least control the force you use?'

I walked away with that I wasn't in the mood for jokes. He knew that but obviously didn't know how not to joke. While I was walking I heard him calling my name and hurried footsteps following me. I stopped and turned around. But instead of Emmett standing there it was Rose. My expressions softened.

'I'm Sorry, but I'm not in the mood for a feel good conversation. First we are taken away from our home placed where we are now, and then we have to attend this crappy school. I'm not in the mood to be happy, so don't try and make me talk about things I don't want to talk about.' I said this as calm as I could not wanting to hurt Rose's feelings. She just smiled at me and pulled me into a hug. I hugged her back, she kissed my cheek something she wouldn't have done under normal circumstances.

'I just wanted to say sorry for how Emmett acted. He is just worried and doesn't how to take care of you. He wants to be there for you, just so you know.'

The bell rang and she walked back to Emmett to get their schedules. I walked to the building with a big black number 4 on it. I found my first class pretty easy. Bella wasn't in class yet so I just went up to the teacher and gave him the paper. He signed it, gave me my calculus books and sent me to an empty seat somewhere in the middle of the class. Everyone was looking, but I didn't expect anything different. Bella came in just before the warning bell and sat down beside me.

'Sorry I didn't come with you, Jacob was holding me up.' She smiled apologetically and then turned her attention to the teacher who had just begun class. Calculus was easy enough because I learned everything in my previous school. After calculus we had history, still as boring as ever. This time tough I sat next to a boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He seemed like a stuck up rich boy. When he sat down he looked at me with pure disgust. After a while he turned his attention to the people behind us. Jacob and Bella, he proceeded to glare at Jacob. I guessed he wanted Bella just like the other half of the male population at this school. Later in class I found out his name was Mike Newton and just as I thought he was a stuck up rich boy. After History came P.E. Bella was an accident prone, it surprised me that the gym teacher even let her participate in the sports. I also noticed no one chose her as partner, and from the whispers from other girls, it was because she would always hurt her partners although it was not intentional. I was raised by my mother to be a gentleman so I asked her to be my partner. She tried very hard to tell me she would hurt me, but being the gentleman that I was reassured her I could take care of myself. We where playing tennis. We played double teams. I placed Bella in the back of the court and every time they would hit a ball at the back of the court I did my best to hit the ball before it would reach Bella. I did well until almost the end of class. We had to play against Mike and Tyler. Being stuck up as they where aimed the ball constantly at Bella. I saved a few, but I missed one. The gym teacher encouraged Bella to hit it. Luckily she hit the ball, but me in the process with it. The bump on my head wasn't as bad as everyone claimed it was. So Bella and me spend fourth hour in the nurses office.

'I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hit you, I really didn't!' Bella exclaimed for the millionth time since gym. We where walking toward the cafeteria. Alice, Jasper, Rose and Emmett where already there with food for us so we didn't have to wait in line.

'What happened? I didn't see any of you in English' Alice asked

'Sorry, Alice. We where in the nurses office.' She said. This cause for everyone to grow worried.

'Bella what happened?' Jasper asked worried for his sister.

'I kinda hit Edward with a tennis racket.' She blushed and looked down. I picked up a fry from one of the plates. The others erupted in laughter. Bella blushed another shade of red. The laughter died down after a few minutes. I didn't really feel like eating so I stood up.

'I'm not really in the mood to eat anything. I'll see you in music Bella.' And walked out the door. I didn't know what came over me, but I didn't feel like being in a big crowed room where almost everyone was happy while I wasn't. I roamed around the school grounds and then found the music room. I couldn't wait for next period when I could finally play the piano, if they had one. Luck was on my side when I entered the room to find it empty and to find a grand baby piano sitting in a corner. I walked over to it and sat down. I saw it was a little old and used, but it still worked so that was a relieve. Closing my eyes I concentrated on a tune that had entered my mind this morning and started playing it, I stopped once I realised I didn't know how to continue so I stored the tune in my mind and just started playing at random. My grew worse when I heard I was playing my mothers song again. I kept playing while the tears streamed down my cheeks. I didn't cry after their dead, I didn't cry at their funeral and I didn't cry after that. Now I just couldn't keep it all in anymore. I felt someone sitting next to me. I looked up and saw Bella sitting there. How come every time I was feeling bad and wanted to be alone she was there and made me feel like I needed someone. I had never needed anyone and suddenly she walks in and makes me feel like I need her. She took my hand and led me to the door. She said something to someone and then led me out of the classroom. I felt the chilling wind, so I figured we where outside. I heard a car stop a few feet away and I heard her talking again. Next thing I knew we where back in Bayham. The tears had stopped somewhere during the car ride here.

'Edward? Are you alright?' She asked her voice sounded so far away. I couldn't get a word out of my throat. So I settled on a shake of my head.

'Should I get Rose or Emmett to come home?' Again I shook my head. We where in our room and suddenly without warning she hugged me. I let my hands at my side.

'I know you are hurting with what happened. Losing your parents is the hardest thing a person could go through. I was 4 when I lost mine, but at that age you don't know what really happens around you. I had my brother to talk to he always knew what I meant. I know you have your brother and Rose, but just so you know. Just because I just know you for a day doesn't mean I don't care, I care and if you need someone to listen to you. I'm there for you!'

As she let go of me, I knew I could count on her. She left me alone after that. I could only hope that everything would go well but I was sadly mistaken. I never knew something could happen that would make her promise seem like a total lie, but sadly it did.

BPOV

A little before the bell rung I walked toward music class, hoping to find Edward there.

I did find him there but in a worse condition then I thought. He was crying while playing a beautiful song on the piano. I sat next to him, but he didn't seem to acknowledge me. I pulled him up. He couldn't go to school in this state. The teacher was standing in the doorway looking astounded at the music that had just died down.

'Teach, I'm taking him home. He can follow class like this.' The teacher came out of his stupor and looked at the depressed looking Edward.

'Of course, I'll let Miss Staling know.'

I walked out of the class toward the parking lot, I had to figure out a way to get back to Bayham. Then I saw Jacob walking toward his class.

'Jake, can I use your car? I need to get Edward home.'

Jake looked at my hand and I noticed I hadn't let go of his hand.

'Sure, I'll come and get it back tonight!' He tossed me his keys and I tugged on Edwards hand towards Jake's car. I opened the door for him and he got in. I quickly walked over to the other side and drove as quickly as I could to Bayham. There I signed our names on the list because we where home earlier. Esme was on the stairs. She looked sad toward Edward. She smiled slightly and I walked up the stairs with him. His tears had stopped somewhere along the ride here. In our dorm I think he realised where we were.

'Edward? Are you alright?' He shook his head. Noting more.

'Should I get Rose or Emmett to come home?' I asked but again he shook his head. He looked so sad I couldn't help myself and I hugged him. He didn't hug me back but I didn't mind. Sometimes it was better to just be hug than be forced to hug back.

I let him go and he seemed a bit more himself. I would always be there for him no matter what happened. I just hoped he would let me in. But I was more than wrong, and I didn't know something like that was waiting for us. I never thought I would ever break my promise for something like that…

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