Disclaimer: All characters belong to Stephanie Meyers.
OK, here it is... the moment of truth. Hope it lives up to your expectations. Enjoy.
Chapter 4: For the First Time
Receive. I reached out to Alice to accept her intuition. My hands shook with anticipation. Knowing what to expect, the zap of electricity no longer startled me. My eyes settled into temporary blindness before the curtain opened on Jacob's stage.
"I love you, Nessie" I felt my lips pulsing. Words could not convey my feelings for this creature. Memories swirled in my mind. Her eyes had never changed, not really, the deep liquid pools of the truest brown I had ever known; the same as Bella's had been, so expressive. But this was not Bella, this was Nessie, my Nessie. The one and only thing that mattered in my entire existence. She is my everything.
We sat together in the still of an easy twilight on the beach. Our hands were entangled and our bodies close. The ocean held her gaze, but for me, there was no other beauty in this drab world that could possibly challenge her. "Nessie," her name escaped my lips. She squeezed my hand and snuggled closer. Her heat matched mine. The black boulder beneath us surely had never felt the intensity of fever like this in all of its millennium of being tortured by the licking waves of the sea.
Her eyes finally met mine as if it were for the first time. The world spun 180 degrees as my desire for her crept into my previously innocent thoughts. I gasped at this sudden and fierce change of heart. A key had been inserted into my pounding heart and a door swung opening revealing a world inexplicably larger and more vast than the one I had previously known. It was as if I had been living in the confines of a cave with only a single flame to give me light. And now for the first time, I stepped from my darkness into the radiant power of the white shining sun. The epiphany was blinding. I felt I was going to burst and run screaming and jumping from the sheer joy.
I couldn't help myself, these new emotions were charging at full speed throughout my core. I let my hands frame the perfect lines of her cheekbones. God, she is stunning. I savored the sensation of my hands caressing her face. The wind whipped seductively through her untamed locks. Her scent had always been appealing, but more in the way that baking cookies or fresh flowers tantalized and comforted, this was something entirely new. A foreign and forgotten urge surged through my body. Her scent was intoxicating. I broke my gaze with her heavenly eyes to focus on the unfamiliar awareness of this scent, her scent. Arousal. I was taken aback. Could she be feeling what I was feeling? Was this moment sweet and terrible torture for her as well? I opened my eyes again meeting hers. The softness and child-like innocence had disappeared somehow in the last couple of seconds when I had chosen to close my eyes. I felt sorrow in realizing that our virginal and purest form of love was at its end. But the promise of so much more quickly extinguished my remorse. Had Nessie had become a full-fledged, half-vampire woman right in front of my eyes in a matter of mere seconds? Of coarse not, that was absurd. It was I who had undergone a metamorphosis. I was the one to shed my shield of parental and brotherly affections for the child that had become the mature Nessie that now sat with me silently surrounded by the sound of the ever present ocean before us.
Fate twinkled in the depths of her eyes. Still cradling her face in my hands, I leaned in every so slowly, committing this exact moment to memory, burning it into my soul. My lips met hers, not for the first time, but for the first time as man and woman, the first time with radiating and consuming passion. My tongue grazed her succulent lips, begging permission to enter the deep chasm of her mouth. She moaned giving me access and returning my kiss with reckless abandon. The immense amount of pleasure pulsed within me and my body responded with full attention. The blood filled my cock for the first time since before the fateful day when Nessie's eyes met mine imprinting her claim on my heart and my existance. She had awakened the slumbering beast and it was prepared to release its wrath upon her. I struggled to control myself as I pulled her close in a frenzy.
I paused to gauge her response in all of this. A moment of clarity passed between us. Our souls combined in the intensity of the surrounding fire. She reached for the back of my head and pressed her lips against mine, I moaned in response to her fingers grasping hungrily at my hair and flesh. The rush of her
eagerness threatened my self-containment. I pulled back from her sweeping her hair to the side to fully reveal the ethereal beauty expressed by the flush of her cheeks. Oh to see her in the throws of passion, I felt I would lose my mind to the insanity at hand. I had to have her. Now. This urgency could not be harnessed. She reached for my hand and sent an image of our clothes laying in a pile on the beach. Her cheeks burned, but her eyes held steady.
I began tearing at my clothes, entertaining the idea of phasing just so they would come off quicker. I barely had my shirt over my head when I looked up to see a shamelessly naked and indescribably sexy vixen standing before me. I fumbled with the rest of my clothes unable to rip my eyes from the golden image glowing before me. Perfectly shaped breasts with tiny pink tips lifted in the coolness of the air leading down to a soft and gently sculpted stomach. My eyes fell to her nether regions covered in soft downy dark curls. My eyes ran down the sloping curves of her slender lily-white legs. It was too much. I saw her measuring my views and embarrassment struck me as I looked down to unbutton the jeans that had damn near tied my fingers in knots as I stared at her. She giggled, not the giggle that I had previously known. Not the giggle accompanied by a small girl batting at him and playfully running ahead of him on a path in the forest. No, this was the giggle of a seductive siren that called to him with all of her might daring him to crash his ship on the rocks from which she sang her bewitching anthem.
The rest of my clothes shed themselves as I lost myself in the glimpse of heaven that lay before me. My cock throbbed relentlessly as I stood in the rocky sand of the beach unable to move for fear of this being a wonderful dream. The silence echoed from the other edge of the world where the waves crashed, "Jake," my name sounded like the twinkling of million tiny stars falling from her goddess lips, "come to me my lover, my Jacob." My body obeyed. She smiled and sat up running her silk laden hands down my chest. The sensation sent a shiver through me as my cock reached out striving to touch the softness of her lovely thighs. Her hot mouth found mine ounce again. She plunged her tongue in and out sliding its way over my anxious lips. My hands found their way over the curves of her hips and to the flesh of her ass. I pulled her close to me aligning our bodies that were sure to fit together in the most exquisite of pairings. I ran my tongue and smoldering lips down her throat and over the sharp angles of her collar bone. She let her head fall back, gasping as my tongue found the hardness of her tiny nipples. I flicked over it encouraging it to extend into my mouth. I sucked hard pulling the moans from deep within her. The sounds of her pleasure engulfed me. She gripped the back of my head pulling me back up to her lips in the rush of our dancing tongues she begged me, "Please Jake, I need you." No pictures this time, just her husky voice consumed by the heat the burned from with in her.
I obeyed, taking my cock in one hand and spreading her creamy thighs with the other. She tensed as I ran the head of my shaft the full length of her wet slit. She gasped as it slipped over her clit. I lingered there for a moment observing her digging her teeth into her bottom lip making it swell. I pressed myself against her tight opening, she groaned lifting her hips. I ran my thumb lightly over her clit as I eased myself into the tiny space. I steadied her hip and leaned forward so that we were face to face and I could feel her harsh breaths throwing themselves upon my open lips. I stared into the eyes before me and without a word I thrust myself quickly through her innocence and mine. Her face distorted with the pain but her eyes never faltered. I lay still allowing her to adjust to my girth and relax around me. The hot wetness surrounding me was enough to push me over the edge and then she began to thrust against me. I never imagined that it would feel this amazing. The heat was unbelievable. We rocked together in a slow steady rhythm. It was awkward at first as I struggled to generate the correct amount of movement. I focused on making slow and easy strokes fighting the urge to fuck her hard and fast to a too speedy release. The tension was building too quickly already. I concentrated on even breathing and payed close attention to her response to my movements. She looked so lovely beneath me. I could see the pain in her expression, but each time I stopped she thrust against me wanting more. My hands traced the outlines of her curves as we moved together.
"You feel incredible," I whispered between strokes. I ran my hands through her hair lovingly letting my lips softly touch the lobes of her ears. She moaned in response pulling my chest down to meet hers. She jutted her breasts against me and her breathing quickened. Her nails fought with the skin of my back roughly. The pain only intensified my sensations.
"Oh Jake..." Her back arched delicately as she clamped down hard on my cock, I felt a wave of hot juices swallowing my already throbbing dick. I thrust into her harder and faster wanting more and more. Her screams were distant as my eyes closed...
My eyes startled open, "That's it?!" I screamed at Alice. The waves of frustration swept over me as I felt my own arousal.
Alice cocked her head to the side, "What do you mean?" In my lusty haste I clutched her cold hands and pushed her own vision back into her mind. It only took a manner of thirty seconds before she released my hands. Her face filled with obvious embarrassment and a level of her own lust. "Oh wow, sorry. Being an outsider, I didn't realize how much intensity would be involved." Surprised, she tried to shake the waves of lust from her body, "I think I need to go find Jasper," she said with a sly little pixie laugh.
I rolled my eyes, "No fair." I pushed out my bottom lip pouting.
"I wonder why the vision cut short at that part?" she pondered almost to herself. "More than that, I wonder why I can see him, how is this possible? There must be something that I'm missing," she said shaking her head in confustion, "We all knew this would happen, so why did I need to see a vision about it? What has changed that opened my mind to Jacob?"
I didn't respond to her thoughts. I was too busy with my own. The love that I had felt while inside Jacob's mind was unfathomable. I was so amazed at his complete and utter devotion. I needed to see him and soon, but how was I going to explain my intrusion? The idea was horrifying.
I turned to Alice, but she was lost in her own questions. She sat perfectly still, obviously in deep thought. I stared at her, perplexed by her expression. It must be so confusing to be such a mystery to yourself. Then I laughed, I guess in reality, Alice is not alone in that feeling.