Chapter 4
Hey, it's Regina! Sorry for the delay. I am going to try and write longer chapters and more fluff between Rayna and Deacon. I am just trying to get the story started before I can really get into that. The next few chapters should have more of that in it. Here is just a fun chapter to really start off some of the cute scenes with Rayna and Deacon so please enjoy.
Deacon pulled up into Rayna's driveway. Rayna had been waiting for him and she opened the front door as he walked up. "Hey you. How is your mornin goin?" Deacon didn't know what else to ask and he was pretty sure things with Teddy were not going well. "Well a whole lot better now that you are here." Rayna flashed her 100 watt smile that Deacon loved so much. They had fallen out of touch for so long that now every time Rayna saw Deacon her heart panged a little.
"Come in, I made some coffee and we can talk." Rayna had been a little antsy to see Deacon and she just wanted to tell him everything like they used to back before the girls, the affairs, and the alcohol.
Deacon walked into Rayna's house and before Rayna closed the door behind him, she looked outside to make sure nobody was watching. Rayna didn't expect anything bad to happen but she didn't want something like a picture of her and deacon going around in the press right before the divorce becomes public.
"Divorce." Rayna didn't mean to think out loud but that was the first time she knew what had to be done. She needed to get out of this relationship with Teddy. "Ray?" Deacon heard what she said but he didn't want to push her because he has no idea what happened this morning. "What the hell happened this morning?" Rayna didn't turn to him as he was talking, she continued to move around the kitchen as he was talking. She was pouring Deacon and herself coffee. Deacon noticed she seemed distracted. "Ray?" Rayna finally had turned around and handed him his coffee as she took her own glass up to her mouth.
After taking a sip of her coffee, she finally looked Deacon in the eye. "I'm sorry Deke. I don't know what to do. I got home this morning and Teddy was pissed. He was on the phone with I can only assume was Peggy and I just needed you." Rayna just looked so broken down to Deacon. "It's okay Ray. Do you have anything specific you want to talk about." Deacon hated her talking about Teddy. Teddy had Rayna and he was dumb enough to cheat on her. It was just enough to make him ten different kinds of pissed off.
"I know I said I was going to call you tonight but I just thought we could talk. You know like we used to." "That is okay with me Ray. What did Teddy say when you got home this morning?" Deacon figured he would be mad that she hadn't gone home that night. "Did you tell Teddy that you were with me last night? I knew he blow things out of proportion. That no good piece of shit." Rayna couldn't help but to think of how considerate Deacon was. "No I didn't tell him I was with you. I knew the girls were here and I didn't want them to hear us argue. I just told Teddy that I had been drinking and I didn't feel comfortable driving." "I'm sorry Ray, I should have gotten you a cab home. I knew he would be mad. He is just so ungrateful and maybe if he spent a night without you, he would realize how awful it is."
Deacon was looking straight into Rayna's eyes as she gripped her coffee cup harder and harder. He took the coffee mug out of her hands and set it on the counter that was next to them. He then took Rayna's hands and held them in his. "Deacon, we haven't shared the bed together in months. He knows how it is to not have me next to him. To be honest with you, I think I prefer to sleep in the bed without him. He is nothing like you. You are awfully sweet for saying that though."
"I wouldn't say it if it weren't true Rayna." He slowly let go of her hands and stepped back a few steps to put some space in between them. "That bastard has got to be the luckiest man alive to have you and he lets it go to waste. I don't know how could ever even look at another woman when he has you." Deacon was clenching his jaw and balled his hands into fists. He could not imagine having Rayna and fooling around with another girl. "Deacon, it's okay. You.." "It is not okay Ray! How can you think it is okay? He cheated on you! That is so NOT okay!" Deacon wasn't mad at her but he was sure as hell mad at Teddy. How could he hurt Rayna like that. She didn't deserve it. "Deacon listen to me!" Rayna stepped closer to him and he unclenched his jaw and unballed his hands. "Deacon, Teddy cheated on me! He did! And I just can't.." Rayna coked on her own sobs as Deacon wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead. "Baby, I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you, it just pisses me off that he hurt you."
"No Deaon I'm sorry. I am sitting here crying to you over a man you have always hated. This isn't fair to you." Deacon let go of her then and grabbed her hand leading her to the couch in the living room. Deacon sat down and patted his lap. "Com'ere." Rayna stood there for second before sitting on his lap and clasping her arms around his neck. "I'm sorry you have to go through this baby. This is not fair to you. I'll tell you what if I had you, I would worship the ground you walk on because that is what you deserve." Rayna picked her head up and looked into his eyes. "Deacon," She whispered. "I know baby, I know."
Rayna laid her head on his chest for a while and just listened to him breath. Deacon slowly started rubbing her back. His hands unknowingly started to slide lower down her back to the top of her butt. "Mmmmm, Deacon just what do you think your doing." "What do you mean Ray?" Rayna lifted her head from his chest and reached for his hand that was resting on her butt. Deacon's face got red and he gave her a smirk that made her stomach do somersaults. "I'm sorry Ray, I guess I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing." Rayna just chuckled and got up off his lap. "Come on." Rayna reached out her hands and Deacon grabbed them. "Where are we going?" "Upstairs."
"Rayna are you sure that is a good idea?" Rayna just looked back and nodded. He saw that she had tears in her eyes and he wasn't about to say no to her. Rayna brought him into her room and they just stood there for a minute. Rayna just laid down on the bed and started crying. "This could have been our room. I miss you so much Deacon and not only as my friend. I just wished I would have done things different." Deacon sat down on the edge of the bed next to her. " I know Ray. Me too. I wish I could redo everything. But think you wouldn't have your girls without Teddy." Rayna couldn't bare to think about her girls right now especially Maddie while he was talking about this. "You need to relax Ray. How 'bout I run a bath for you, would that be okay?" She only nodded and aid down on the bed as he got up and went into the bathroom.
Rayna didn't know why he was taking so long. He finally had come out of the bathroom and picked her up like a groom would to his bride. "I want you to really relax ray. You have so much on your damn plate." As Deacon carried her into the bathroom she noticed all of the candles lighting the bathroom and the tub filled with a bubble bath. "Deacon, you didn't have to do all of this." Deacon let her to her feet. "Baby, I know you are not mine anymore but I will be damned if I don't do everything in my power to make you happy."
"Deacon I have and will forever be yours." They exchanged a knowing look before Deacon cleared his throat. "Well I guess I should leave you to your bath." "No stay. I still want to talk." Rayna slowly started to take off her clothes as Deacon swallowed hard. She turned her back towards him as she took off her bra and panties. Once she was completely undressed she stepped into the bath. Deacon's libido was failing him. He knew Rayna was hurting and yet her gloriously naked body had gotten him all hot and bothered. "Ray, I'm so sorry about Teddy." "Don't be sorry Deacon. It isn't your fault. You are perfect."
"So you said something in the kitchen earlier." Deacon didn't want to bring it up but he felt like he had to. "I did? What did I say?" "Divorce Rayna. You said divorce." "Oh, yeah. Teddy and I have been struggling for so long and I love him, I do but I am not in love with him. There is only one man I have ever been in love with and that certainly isn't Teddy." Deacon walked over to the tub and sat down on the floor next to the tub, eye level with Rayna. "Ray." Deacon reached his hand over the side of the tub and Rayna grabbed it. "Deacon I don't know what to do. I could do what I want to do and God I really want to or I could do what I should do." "What is your heart telling you to do Ray?"
"My heart is telling me that i'm a damned fool. I have made so many mistakes and I know if I told you all of them, you would never forgive me. I know I have the girls to think about but there is no way this marriage is going to last. I need to get a divorce with him." Rayna has never said that out loud to anybody before. "Rayna if that is what you feel you should do then I will support it. Besides getting you away from that man whore is something I completely agree with."
"Deacon, you and I both know I haven't been the perfect wife either."Deacon stood up then and started pacing the bathroom floor. "What are you saying Ray? Did you cheat on Teddy too? With who? God Rayna how could.." "Deacon I never cheated on Teddy!" Deacon lowered himself back by the tub and rayna sat up to wear her breasts poked out of the water. "But who is to say I didn't want to." Deacon's eyes grew dark. His eyes wondered down to her perfect breasts back up to her eyes. "Rayna what are you saying?"
"Deacon you know what I am saying. Are you trying to tell me you haven't thought of doing things with me." Rayna took his hand and guided it to her breasts. "Doing things that were a little more than friendly even though I am still married?" "Well of course I have Rayna look at you." Deacon took his hand away slowly and brought it up to her cheek. "Rayna, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. You are the only woman I have ever loved. O'course I have thought of doing things with you and to you. God I have thought of doing things to you. But I thought I was too late. Teddy has you and all I can do is dream of you. You are my angel." Rayna was tearing up at this point. "Teddy doesn't have me Deacon. I may have worn his ring on my finger for way too long but I am always gonna be your girl." At this, Rayna stood up from the bath and stepped out.
"Rayna you are supposed to be relaxin'. What are you doing?" Rayna walked up next to deacon who slowly stepped back as she was getting out. "I am going with my heart Deacon. My heart wants you and it always has." Rayna walks up to Deacon and kisses him. The first kiss was just a peck but then she reached her arms around his neck and pulled him towards her. Deacon was tense at first but then slowly melted into her completely naked body. Just then reality struck him like lightening. "What is it Deacon? Am I wrong do you not want me?" Rayna looked into Deacon's eyes and Deacon was at a loss for words. Rayna stepped back and put her hand over her mouth. "Oh my God you don't want me. Or worse there is someone else. "Rayna." Rayna turned around and ran out of the bathroom. Deacon stood there for a second before chasing after her. He didn't have to run far because he sa her lying face down in the pillow crying on her bed.
"Rayna." Rayna didn't look at him she just sobbed louder. "Rayna damnit!" Deacon sat on the side of the bed. "O'course there is not another girl Ray, you are the only one. You have only ever been the only one. But you are still married. Teddy is one sick son of a bitch but you are not one to sleep with somebody who is not your husband while you are married. God I don't even know how I pulled away from you. My libido should have told you that I wanted, hell still want you. Please baby don't cry." Rayna turned her head and faced him. She was still naked as she sat up and looked at Deacon in the eye. Rayna laid back down but patted the side of the bed next to her hinting that she wanted him to lay with her.
Deacon didn't have to think twice before hopping into bed with naked Rayna. He laid down next to her and laid his head on her bear and completely naked chest. "Deacon i'm sorry for running out of there. I just know that one thing in my life is constant and that is you." Deacon reached his hand over and started rubbing circles on her hip. "I don't ever want to lose this and Teddy almost made it happen." Deaon looked up then and crashed his lips to hers. Deacon moved to where he was on top of her nude body. He sat up while he was straddling her breaking the kiss. "Hey you are never gonna lose me you got it?" Rayna mentally noted that statment for when she tells him about Maddie.
Rayna only nodded because she feared that her voice would fail her. Deacon leaned back down and kissed her with a fiery passion. Their lips were fused together and Rayna could feel Deacon's manhood grow at her hip. "Deacon, I almost forgot how gifted you are." She said as she put her hand to the front of his pants and gave him a gentle squeeze. "Rayna, you keep that up and I'm gonna lose it." Rayna gave him a pleading look. "Please babe. I haven't had a real orgasm in years." Deacon smiled to himself knowing that Teddy wasn't taking care of Rayna like he could. "Rayna you are still married but how 'bout we compromise?" "Deacon what are you.." Deacon slowly started to go down between Rayna's legs. He kissed the inner thigh of both of Rayna's legs before he took one long lick into Rayna's folds. Rayna almost came right then and there. Having Deacon touch her like that almost had her in tears.
"I can compromise." Rayna had said in a breathy tone as she grabbed deacon hair and ran her fingers through it. "Babe come up here I want to kiss you." Rayna had a pleading sound in her voice. Deacon was loving his feast but listened to Rayna. Instead of leaving her core completely neglected he swiftly slid two fingers into her center. Deacon covered up Rayna's grasp with his lips and he devoured her mouth. Rayna could taste herself on Deacon's tongue. Deacon kept pumping his fingers inside of her. Rayna could barely stand it. She started rocking her hips with the tempo of his fingers. "Oh god Deacon." Rayna was close already. Deacon only smiled and started moving his fingers faster. He curved them ever so slightly to hit the perfect spot every time.
Deacon pt his weight on Rayna's hips to stop her from moving. He wanted to enjoy this as long as possible. He loved making Rayna happy. Her breathing quickened and she felt the pressure and the impressive bulge in deacons pants at her hips. "Deacon!" She screamed. She was so close. Deacon could tell she was almost there. "Come for me baby, it's alright I'm right here." That is all Rayna needed. "OOhhhhh." Rayna hadn't climaxed like that since she couldn't even remember. "God Rayna you're so damn beautiful." Deacon was in awe of the little redhead that was laying under him.
"Deacon I love you. I just want you to know that." Rayna had said in a breathy voice. "I love you too Ray and I promise you we are going to figure this out." Deacon was determined to help our Rayna in any way he can. "Sleep now darlin' and we can go out for lunch and talk more then." Deaon kissed the top of Rayna's head and slid to the side of her. He watched as she dozed off and slowly started to drift off as well thinking of only the perfect woman that lays next to him.
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