Jason pulls up to the cabin and shuts off the bike. He had Max and Milo bring their bags up earlier that day so they wouldn't have to worry about it. Sam got off the back of the bike and looked at the place that gave her and Jason so much joy. She had only been up here once after Jason disappeared. Jason came up behind her and interrupted her thoughts. He wrapped his arms around her and kisses the side of her head. "What are you thinking about?"
Sam sighed and said "About the last time I was up here." Jason was shocked. "You came up here after…"
"Yeah. Only once though. It was right after Danny was discharged from the hospital. I needed to get away for a while so I could have Danny all to myself and I knew staying in town I wouldn't get that. So I came up here. This was the last place that you and I were truly happy. We though Danny was yours and everything about that weekend was perfect. So I packed up Danny and came here. I told him stories about you and about us. It's strange, but I felt like you were here with us in some way. After those few days here I couldn't bring myself to come back. I felt like in those few days I finally got the chance to morn you. I had just accepted the fact that you were gone when Danny got sick. I went form one tragedy to another with no transition period. So the days that Danny and I were here I let myself come to terms that you were gone and you wouldn't be coming back. I knew that you wouldn't want me to crawl in bed and cry my eyes out all day. So I did what I knew you wanted me to. I got up every day and pushed through the pain and tried to be a good mom to Danny. I made sure he knew about you and about how much you loved him. I wanted to make sure that Monica was a part of his everyday life just as much as my mom was. I tried to be happy. But I still cried myself to sleep every night because you weren't there next to me. It wasn't until I found Patrick that I felt like I was finally ready to let you go but it was still hard." Sam, said with tears in her eyes. "If I hadn't told you to go and see Bernie that night none of this would have happened. I should have let you stay like you wanted to." She finished.
"Sam, none of this is your fault. You had no idea what was waiting at the docks that night any more than I did." "But…" she started to say before she was turned around in Jason's arms. "No! It's not your fault. It's not mine. It's his. Ok? He did this, not us. Do you understand me?" he says looking into her eyes. Sam looks at him and sees the truth in his face.
Sam nods her head and says "I'm sorry, I just…"
"I know, baby. I know. But I am here now and I swear Sam, I'm not leaving you again. You, Lila, Danny and this one," he says placing his hand over her stomach, "are everything to me." Sam smiles up at him and says "I still can't believe that we are getting everything that we always dreamed of." "Believe it." He says.
He leans down and presses his lips to hers. Sam lets herself get lost in it as she wraps her arms around his neck. Jason picks her up and makes his way inside the cabin. He kicks the door closed with his boot and heads for the bed. He softly lays her down and pulls away from the kiss. He looks down at her and brushes a soft piece of hair away from her face. His hand glides down her face to her neck as Sam closes her eyes and feels his touch. Jason goes to reach for the buttons on her shirt when he suddenly finds himself on his back and his beautiful wife above him. Sam presses a soft kiss to his lips before she stands up and his legs. Jason starts to sit up when he sees Sam unbutton her shirt. She starts at the bottom to delay the reveal. As the last button is undone Sam slips the shirt off her shoulders revealing what's underneath. Maxie had chosen well. A baby blue and white bra and panty set. Maxie knew that because Sam was pregnant she didn't want to go with a traditional corset set. It was a white bra decorated the baby blue lace and a tiny boy in the middle of the cups. Sam never took her eyes off Jason and she reached for the zipper of her jeans. Sam undid them and started to shimmy her was out of them. When she stood to full height she was wearing nothing but the bra and panties.
Jason ran his eyes over his barley covered wife. He could now see why she was so obsessed with the color blue. Sam watched as the heated look in his eyes become scorching. Jason sat up as Sam placed a knees on either side of his. He placed his hands on her thighs and slowly runs his hands up to her hip and around to her back. He pulls her closer to him and whispers against her lips "I really like the color blue." Sam smiled and whispered back "Told ya." Jason then takes full possession of her mouth and twists them on the bed so he is on top. He runs his hand from her thigh all the way up to her breast. He knows that he is sensitive right now so he softly runs his thumb over her nipple making her moan into their kiss. Sam reaches down and lifts Jason's shirt to access his skin. He pulls away and rips his shirt over his head and tosses it on the floor. When he comes back he places a soft kiss to her lips before moving then down to her throat. He sucks on her pulse point making Sam arch her back and gasp. He moves down to the valley of her breasts and reaches around to unclasp her bra.
He slides the straps down her arms and flicks the bra away. He places his face in between her breasts and inhales her scent. Sam runs her fingers through his hair when he turns his head and latches on to her nipple. Sam's hand tightens in his hair and she screams out her pleasure. Jason switches he attention to her other breast. At this point Sam can no longer take the feel of Jason's jean clad legs against hers. She reaches between them and undoes his jeans and forcing then as far off as she can. Jason takes the hint and pulls away from her breasts and kicks them the rest of the way off. He returns to her and kisses her hungrily. Sam runs her hands up and down his back before Jason starts to move down again. As her reaches her stomach her stops to give it a lingering kiss before continuing his journey down.
He places a soft kiss at the apex of her legs before hooking his fingers in her panties to slide then down. He takes them all the way off and moves to settle between her thighs. Sam breath hitches as Jason places a soft kiss there before parting her and giving her a slow lick. "Jason!" she gasps breathlessly. She reaches down and runs her fingers through her husband's hair as her slowly brings her to the edge. Sam can't keep her hips still as Jason continues his torturous pace. Jason gives her one last lick before pulling her nub into his mouth and giving it one strong pull, sending her screaming over the edge. Her grip on his hair tightens as she arches her back as Jason continues to softly lick her while she comes back down.
Sam is still breathing heavily when Jason kisses his way back up her body. Along the way he ditched his boxers settled himself between her spread legs. He kisses her neck causing her to moan again. She gives his hair a tug and he takes the hint and brings his lips to hers. They kiss slowly, exploring each other as if it were the first time. After a few moments Sam plants her foot on the bed for leverage and pushes Jason on to his back. She rises above him and straddles his hips. She leans down and kisses him before moving her mouth to his neck. Jason runs his hands through her hair softly and arches his neck to give her better access. When it gets to be too much Jason grips her hips casing Sam to gasp and sit up. She looks down at him and they stare into each other's eyes as Sam slowly lowers herself onto him. Sam places her hands on his chars for leverage and she pulls herself up and sinks back down again. Her head falls back with a moan and she takes more of him. Jason reaches up and cups her breast in his hand, running his thumb over her nipple softly, making her gasp. "Jason…" she whimpers. She brings one of her hands up to cover his at her breast. She pulls herself up one more time and this time as her sinks down she takes him to the hilt, causing them to both moan. The hand remaining on her his grips her hard. Sam lefts herself adjust to his size before softly starting to rock her hips. She continues to drive Jason crazy with the slow pace before Jason moves his hand from her breast down her stomach.
When he reaches his destination, Jason softly glides his thumb over her clit making her cry out. She starts to mover a little faster before it becomes too much and she screams out her release. Jason flips them back over as her keeps softly stroking her clit, bringing her back down. Just as Sam's breath starts to return to normal, Jason leans down and places his forearms on either side of her head. He leans in to kiss her at the same time he starts to move inside of her. Extremely sensitive from her two orgasms Sam starts to respond instantly. "Oh, my God…" she gasps as another starts to build. Jason starts to move faster, causing her to cry out. "Ja..Jason! Oh, yes!" Sam's head falls to his shoulder as her opens her mouth on it and bites down. It seems to be the trigger for both of them as the both come crying out. Sam runs her hands up and down Jason's back as Jason softly kisses her neck as the both come down from their high.
Jason brings his lips back to hers and kisses her softly before pulling out of her and turning on to his back. He pulls her into his arms and places his hand protectively on her him. They both lay in silence stroking each other's bodies, content and blissfully happy.
Sometime later, Jason and Sam had moved to the couch that was seated in front of a large window as the both looked out at the stars. Jason had his hand on her belly softly stroking the small bump there. Sam was dozing in and out of sleep. Jason's thought's began to drift to all they had been through over the past 11 years of being together. They had come so far since then. He had come so far since his accident. After being told her would never feel love by those doctors, he thought for sure that all he would ever be good for was being sonny's enforcer. Until Sam came along. She gave his love and acceptance. She gave him a family. She gave him a life. He leaned his head down to whisper in her ear "And they all lived happily ever after." He doesn't see the small smile that comes over her face, but he does hear her whisper back "Damn straight."