HINATA
"It's not like you to space out this much," said Noya sitting on the bench eating a popsicle.
"I just have a lot of my mind," I replied.
"We are suppose to be having fun!" grinned Sugawara. "Don't worry about school right now." Asahi puts a reassuring hand on my back. "I can't believe you got locked out of the room last night." I roll my eyes laughing.
"I was bored so I went walking in the hotel," I replied. "I already told you."
"I know," replied Sugawara. He doesn't believe me. I told him that I slept in the lobby and there was no one at the front desk to call the room. No way I could tell him I was with Kageyama. I grab my stomach reliving the feelings from last night. It felt so good to be held by him. He was so soft and it felt like he wanted me. The way he kissed me back was better than I ever imagined. Him touching me there, just thinking about it sends chills down my spine.
We see Ukai and Kageyama making their way over to us. My heart starts to beat a little faster seeing him. His dark hair blowing in the wind. I find myself staring at his body. I want to run my hands all over it again. I focus my attention on Ukai.
"How are you kids doing today?" he asked.
"We are doing great," smiled Sugawara. "Thanks again for allowing Noya and Asahi to join us."
"Of course, once you are a Karasuno, you will always be an Karasuno. I am glad things are going well for you at the college."
"Thank you," replied Asahi. "We are glad to continue playing volleyball on the next level." Ukai smiles.
"Let's find a ride for us to get on, have some fun."
"Yeah!" exclaimed Noya. He gives Kageyama a dirty look. He still slightly upset about him interrupting the fun last week. Kageyama ignores him. We ended up falling behind together without meaning to. I keep looking at him but he never seems to be looking at me. How can he so easily at like last night never happened? Maybe because it is life or death for him. I don't know, I am just trying to make sense of this whole thing.
"Oi, don't look so worry," said Kageyama not looking at me.
"I'm not," I lie.
"Everything is fine," he replies as he gets in line to go on one of my favorite rides. We end up being paired together, a lot actually. We end up hanging out the rest of the evening. We end up making out way back to the hotel before dinner. Today felt like a dream. The connect I have with Kageyama felt like it magnified in some way. I think I almost got him to smile a few times.
"Tonight it our last night here," said Ukai. "I want us to have a nice dinner. Asahi and Noya, you are welcome to join us."
"Thanks but we have plans," replied Noya. "We will see you tomorrow morning for one last day in the park okay."
"That is fine by me," replied Ukai. "I am going to go freshen up for dinner."
"Same," said Kageyama walking towards the elevator.
"Wait for us!" I call out running behind them. We all get on the elevator. I am standing behind Kageyama. I take in a deep breath of his scent making me want to hold him. I slowly reach my hand to brush his but the elevator stops on my floor.
"We will see you soon," said Sugawara. I smile meekly and follow him to our room. Once inside I walk over to my bag taking out my items for the shower. "Are you going to tell me what's going on?" I don't want to face him.
"What are you talking about?" I say with my back to him walking towards the bathroom.
"You have been acting weird all day," he replies. "You also keep looking at Kageyama a lot. Do you have a crush on him?" I sit my items on the counter taking a deep breath. It doesn't feel like a crush. I have liked a girl or two and it felt nothing like this. "It's okay if you do but he is older than us. I mean I don't want you getting your feelings hurt." I sigh because deep down I know he returns these feelings but I can't tell Sugawara that. Although I know he would keep my secret.
"I do like him," I admit. "It's complicated."
"I would like to think so," replied Sugawara. "I mean you're not 18 yet."
"Doesn't matter," I reply. "In another month I will be 18 and I can date who I want."
"I know," replied Sugawara. "I didn't know you felt that way towards men." I blush because I stopped long ago of thinking of Kageyama as just a man. He is just Kageyama Tobio to me.
"I'm going to go ahead and shower," I tell him closing the door. I start taking deep breaths thinking back to what Kageyama said. He said everything is okay. What does that really mean? It's not like we can really talk about what is happening. I am going off to college in the city in a few months and I don't know what he is doing. He is not even a college student anymore. I don't know where he works or where he lives. Do I even really know him? So many things are running through my mind.
I come out of the shower and drying myself before getting dressed. Sugawara is on his tablet. He sets it down when he sees me.
"You know if you ever want to talk to me you can," he said standing up.
"I know," I replied sitting on the bed looking at the clock,
"I am going to hop in the shower and then we won't be late to the dinner," explained Suagwara. He took his things with him into the bathroom. No sooner than he closed the door I hear a knock. I look out the peephole surprised to see Kageyama. I open the door quickly.
"What are you doing here?" I ask confused. He hands me a small bag.
"You sleeping clothes," he responds. "Do you have….."
"Oh yes," I reply blushing walking into the room to retrieve his clothes. He comes into the room closing the door. He stays close to it as if he is afraid to be in my room. I can hear Sugawara in the shower. "Thanks for last night. I mean for lending me the clothes!"
"Your welcome," he responded. "I will see you at dinner shortly."
"Kageyama," I cry out because I want to talk about us. "Um what's happening?" He doesn't turn to face me. He just looks over his shoulder.
"I don't know," he replies. "Please forgive me. I didn't mean to take advantage of you."
"Advantage?" I question walking closer to him. "I wanted you to be with me. I still do." I grab his shirt like a small child. I lay my head on his back and I can feel him tense up. "Please don't push me away." I don't know what else to say to him to make this okay.
"Please stop," he says seriously but I do not let go. I am enjoying the warmth of his body. He tugs to pull away from me which results in him facing me. In this process, I jump into his arms wrapping myself around him burying my face in his neck. "What are you doing?"
"I don't know," I mumbled into his shoulder because I don't know. I feel him shiver slightly from my breath being on his skin. I smile into his shoulder and neck knowing I have that effect on him. I open my mouth breathing on the area before licking it lightly. Kageyama wraps his arms around my waist trying to pull me off.
"Stop it," he hissed. "Your friend is on the other side of that door."
"I know," I mumble feeling like I don't care. He feels so good. I start sucking on his neck realizing he took his shower more than likely the same time I did making me feel even more turned on. I can feel my cock getting hard. I think Kageyama feels it too because he moans losing his balance hitting the door, sliding to the floor. I don't know what has come over me. I feel addicted to him, the feeling he gives me. Almost like when I hit a spike perfectly. I start grinding my hips on him causing his head to toss back slightly.
I let go of his neck finding my way to his lips. I am more than happy to know he is returning the kiss. He is gripping my shirt as we continue in our little make out session. I feel super sensitive, maybe overwhelmed.
"I'm going to come," I mumbled into his lips. I must stop this. These are my clean clothes. Kageyama pulls out of the kiss.
"You can't," he pants. "We can't." I hear the shower turn off. This causes me to come to my senses. I climb off of him quickly.
"I'm sorry," I apologize. "Thanks for everything and I'll see you at dinner." Kageyama opens his mouth to say something but I am opening the door and pushing him out tossing the bag filled with the dirty clothes I slept in last night. Sugawara opens the bathroom door peeking out with his hair dripping wet.
"Did I hear voices?" he asked.
"Um no," I replied. "Maybe from my phone. I was watching a video on YouTube." I laugh nervously.
"Oh, okay," he replied. "I will be done shortly and we can eat. Thank god because I am super hungry." I am a nervous wreck trying to figure out what just happened. I mean we could have gotten caught. Stupid body, stupid mind, or should I say stupid penis! Sugawara is dressed and we head towards the restaurant. It is a steakhouse and I am looking forward to trying something new, maybe.
We get a table and I am sitting across from Kageyama, there goes the universe again. We had the appetizers ordered. I am so into the conversation because we are talking about the tournament yet again. It never gets old. The Sugawara says this.
"Kageyama, did you get bit?"
"Bit?" he questions.
"Oi" says Ukai. "You have a red mark on your neck." I look over at his neck and see that I actually left a hickey behind, oh god. I didn't think I was sucking that hard. I can see Kageyama blush but he doesn't dare look at me.
"Yeah I forgot about it," he replies. "Don't worry, it doesn't hurt."
"I hate getting bit," says a team member. Now we are talking about bug bites. I feel myself calm down but I still felt bad about what I did. The rest of dinner is fine. I am ready to get back to my room and take care of business. Being with Kageyama and not climaxing has me wanting it in the worst way.
"Hinata, I am going to go for a walk. Enjoy the nice cool night air. Did you want to come?"
"Um no thanks," I replied. "I am going to go ahead and go to bed."
"What, you, go to bed earlier. I am shocked." I laugh.
"I am human," I reply opening the door. "You have your key card right?"
"Yes," replied Sugawara. "And my phone!" I smile.
"Good night, call me if you need anything." He waves and heads off down the hall. I close the door more than happy for some alone time.