Okay s this chapter is like really short but I thought I would at least write something for you guys because I'm going to be out all today and I didn't want to leave you all hanging haha. One question everyone is asking is Will Edward and Bella get together soon well the onyl answer I have for you now is: You all saw what I did to them in the last story, what makes you think I won't try it again? hahaha

I do not own any of the Twilight characters

Once I was out of the cafeteria I seemed to calm down a little bit. I was angry at myself for running away from him but just the way he looked at me hurt, his words only added on to that pain. His face was so cold looking; his eyes weren't the same anymore. He looked almost hollowed out; there was no emotion inside of him to express.

"It was one stupid kiss" I mumbled walking towards the exit of the building.

"I thought it was great actually" a voice spoke from behind me. I whipped my head around to see Jacob now matching my pace.

"Oh Hi" I tried to smile the best I could but I had a feeling it probably didn't look all that believable. He looked down at me furrowing his eyebrows; he wasn't smiling like before he was frowning. He reached out a hand and grabbed my arm stopping me from walking anywhere.

"Have you been crying?" he asked curiously. I shrugged out from under his hand folding my arms across my chest

"Allergies" I lied lamely.

"Oh…hey I wanted to ask you something" before he continued I opened my mouth to speak too. He needed to know about Edward, he needed to know that nothing could become of the two of us, because I was still in love with somebody else.

"Jacob-"

"Do you want to maybe go out Friday night?" he asked hopefully cutting me off. I was a little shocked and he could see that which only made him smile wider because he probably thought it meant I was too happy to answer, not too scared to answer. I couldn't go out with him, I had to fix things with Edward, I had to let him know how I still felt about him and most importantly I wanted him to know that nothing was going on between me and Jacob.

I could see he was waiting for a reply but I just wasn't sure how to go about rejecting him. I took in a breath looking him square in the eye

"I really need to tell you something…" I trailed off.

Something behind Jacob catching my attention, it was him and her, Edward and Tanya. Laughing with one another as they walked past us and out the door, Tanya had her arm linked with Edward's and if it was a stranger seeing them they would think they were dating but they weren't, were they?

I don't think they even noticed me. Wait, that's not possible they had to have noticed me, Jacob is like six feet seven inches there's no way they could have missed us.

I froze; my world was crashing down around me. I could see Jacob staring at me oddly waiting fro me to finish but my eyes were still staring on the door where they had walked out. Alice was wrong, he wasn't in love with me, I could see it in his eyes when he was laughing and talking with Tanya. He was over me, he had moved on so now I should move on.

"Bella?" Jacob's voice asked, it sounded like an echo. Like my mind had been cleared out and now his words were bouncing around my hollow head, I shook my head a few times and then looked up at him with a smile

"Sorry I lost my train of thought, what was I saying?"

"You were going to tell me something…" his forehead wrinkled up, he probably thought I was crazy now.

"Oh right, I would love to go out with you Friday" I smiled widely which seemed to make him relax

"Alright so then I guess I'll see you around?"

"See you" I called after him as he walked back into the cafeteria.

My smiled disappeared once I was alone again, my world was now flipped upside down and I didn't know what to do next. I don't think I could ever stop loving Edward but there has to be enough room in my heart to love somebody else, somebody like Jacob. If Edward could do it then so could I.

I pulled my schedule out of my pants pocket and unfolded it. Walking outside I kept my eyes either on the paper or the building numbers trying to find my first class. I wasn't looking where I was going (what else is new) and I bumped into the back of somebody.

"Sorry" I apologized feeling embarrassed. The guy who turned around looked angry at first but when his eyes fell on to my face he smiled

"its okay" I took another look at him remembering those eyes from the other night, those dark eyes.

"I'm James by the way" he grinned then looked down at my schedule

"Bella" I said quietly as he slowly slipped the paper out from my fingers

"You lost or something?" he asked while his eyes scanned over my schedule

"Yeah I'm actually looking for my English class" his grin grew as his dark eyes looked over at me from above the paper

"I have that class right now actually, I can escort you if you don't mind" I nodded thankful that someone was a little helpful in this place.

"Alright then" he handed the paper back to me and I shoved it back into my pocket allowing him to lead the way.