Eek! Not a single review for the last chapter...so I'm wondering if I should bother continuing this...until I can decide, here comes one more.

I don't own any of the characters, Stephenie Meyer does...I just like to play with them ;)

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"Isabella, I don't want to talk about that right now" his voice was stern

"Okay, but can I ask you one thing?"

"Of course"

"I have gotten so used to people calling me Bella, that I like it. Can you call me Bella?"

He smiled his crooked smile, "I think I can give it a try"

Edward rose from the table and he extended his hand to me. He led me over to the piano in the next room.

"Edward, do you still play?"

"I haven't played much since I lost you, but yes, the odd time I will play. I wanted to play something for you"

He sat down on the piano bench and I sat beside him. He started to play and a familiar melody filled the room.

I smiled, "Edward, my lullaby"

"Yes, it was unfinished for all those years, I couldn't bare to play it after I lost you; but when you came back, I vowed to finish it, so that when you remembered us, I could play it for you"

Tears welled up in my eyes. I let him finish playing my lullaby. As soon as the last note hung in the air I grabbed his cheeks and pressed my lips tightly onto his. He answered my kiss with equal force. I couldn't get enough of him. I parted my lips and he did the same. He was the one to break away from me.

He rested his forehead against mine.

"Bella, I have to stop. I don't want to lose control with you; I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you"

"Edward buddy, we have to eat. Come on, Alice is going to stay with Bella, but you and the rest of us have to go"

"Not now Emmett"

"Yes now. You need to keep your strength up"

He sighed and placed a kiss on my forehead, where his was just resting. Just then Alice bounced into the room.

"Bella! Girl time! I'm going to give you a mani-pedi and I'm going to show you all the fun things I got for you!"

Edward gave me sympathetic look as Alice pulled me upstairs. The rest of the family went out to hunt.

Alice took me to a large room, with an ensuite bathroom and a large wall window that looked out onto the forest. The room was furnished with a king size bed and a huge walk-in closet; the room even had a vanity desk like you see in movies. Alice sat me down in the vanity chair and got to work on my toes first.

"Alice, can I ask you something?"

She continued working as she answered, "Of course, Bella you can ask me anything"

"I asked Edward today if he was going to change me, but he wouldn't answer me. Isn't my being changed the only thing that will keep us together?"

Alice took a deep breath, "He told me I wasn't allowed to answer that Bella. Besides even if I wanted to, I couldn't give you a definitive answer because his mind keeps changing. He hasn't come to a decision"

"But what is there to decide?"

Alice stopped and looked up at me, "Bella, when we feed on human blood, we can't stop. We lose all morale conscious. There is a real possibility that he will decide to change you, but that when he went to do it, he would accidently kill you."

"What about Carlisle? Can't he do it? He has done it before"

"Yes, he could, but because Edward doesn't know if that's what is best, he hasn't approached him to talk about it"

"Oh" I shrugged.

Alice continued to work away on me. She finished my toes and continued onto my hands. Time seemed to slip by.

"Ok, all finished, now you get to try on some clothes!" Alice bounced to the closet doors.

"Alice, maybe another time; Bella really needs to sleep" Edward's voice floated through the air.

I smiled up at him. I also realized that I was exhausted, all the sitting with Alice working on me and our talking, my body was starting to relax a little too much as the day seemed to have caught up with me.

I smiled a grateful smile to Edward. Alice simply shrugged and danced away. Edward came over to me and placed a soft kiss on my lips.

"I missed you" he smiled

"I missed you too" I hugged him

He kept me in his arms and rested his head on the top of mine, "You know I have been around you, your whole life, but only now do I feel like you're really back."

I leaned back to look up at him and smiled, then yawned a bit. He gave me my favourite crooked smile. I pulled away from him and went over to the bed, where Alice had left me a set of pjs to wear. I grabbed them and made my way to the washroom, where Alice had also placed every cosmetic and toiletry known to mankind.

When I finished washing and changing, I opened the door to find Edward standing at the window looking out. Alice had left me simple, yet comfy pjs. They were blue cotton pants with a white tank-top and a zip-up hoodie to wear over it.

I walked over to the bed and Edward met me there.

"Can I stay with you?" Edward quietly asked

"Of course, I don't want you to leave. Please stay with me and hold me. I didn't even realize how much I missed having you hold me."

We slipped under the covers. I turned to face him, so that I could bury my head into the nook of his neck. Edward began to hum my lullaby and I drifted off quickly.

At some point in the middle of the night, I woke up and breathed in the scent of Edward. I tightened my arms around him and brought my lips to his neck. I kissed his neck and I could hear him suck in a breath. I continued my journey upwards, kissing his chin and then his lips.

A need was building in me - one that I hadn't felt before, in this life time – though it was very familiar from our previous time. It was like a sudden wave hit me. I needed him. Now.

As I kissed him I felt his arms tighten around me. I shifted my body so that I was as close to his body as possible. I started move my body against his, with a purpose, I needed to create a friction to feel of him as I could.

I slowly reached out my hand and felt his chest. I paused at his nipple, making a circular motion around the left one, near his once beating heart; it peaked and responded to me as Edward moaned into my mouth.

My hand ventured slowly downward. I felt his stomach muscles clench as I made my way down. I got to where I wanted to be, the large apex between his legs. Edward moaned again and I started to move my hand in an up and down motion, pausing to cup what I could in my hand.

Edward seemed to follow my lead. One of his hands made their way to my breast and he massaged and played with my peak. He trailed his hand downward until he found my core. He slid his hand under my pants and into my underwear. His fingers traced their way all the way down and back up again, until it rested on my bundle of nerves.

I broke our kiss and threw my head back with a moan. His fingers made circular motions around my little nub.

My administrations on him became more intense. I took my hand away, only so that I could undo his pants and place my hand on his flesh. My movements began to match his. I stroked him up and down, faster and faster, as he was doing to me.

Edward placed a finger in me, while his thumb continued its movements around my nub. I needed more of him.

"Edward I need you in me. I want to feel you again."

"B...Bella, I can't. I don't know how to be able to control myself. I want to, oh god, you know how much I want to, but I can't right now. I need to be sure that I won't hurt you" his eyes bore into mine, pleading with me to understand.

I didn't like it, but I wanted him to be comfortable too. I smiled and nodded, then leaded in to kiss him and began my workings on him with more force, as he did with me. If we couldn't be joined together just yet I wanted to enjoy what I could give him and what he was doing to me.

"Oh god, Edward!" I moaned into his mouth as I reached my edge, just before he found his.

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