Sorry it took so long for me to update but work has been killing my time lately and with school coming up this week, everyhing is so insane. But here is the next chapter and before you read I just want to thank you guys so much for reviewing, seriously without your input and suggestions this story would not have been so well liked. I have seriouly used every suggestion you have put out there and I'm so thankful for them all! So keep reviewing it really helps me write : )

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"What's up?" Jacob asked spinning around on his heel to face me.

I started to fumbled around with my hands, keeping my eyes away from his face as I thought of the best way to tell him what had been going on behind his back. God for some reason I felt so dirty, guilty more so. Even if Jacob and I weren't exactly considered an item I could still see the hope behind his childish face.

"There's something you should know…" I said slowly, silently praising myself for starting off with a good sentence, although there wasn't much to choose from.

Jacob didn't say anything back and I finally had to look up at his face to see if he was still listening. He was staring down at me with thos dark eyes, intimidating me as he crossed his arms over his wide chest.

He looked so big and bulky it scared me into the thought that with one snap of his hand he could probably easily send me falling to the ground. I noticed he had one eyebrow raised waiting for me to go on. I took in a deep breath preparing myself for the worst. What happens if he actually did hit me? I shook that thought away from my mind immedately, Jacob probably wouldn't even hurt a fly.

"Before moving out here…Edward and I sort of dated"

Jacob snorted "well I could figure that much," he started to chuckle lightly, looking like he was remembering some type of humorous memory "He was so mad at me the night I kissed you. I mean after you left he wouldn't even so much as say 'hey', he just went to bed" he stopped his chuckling finishing off with a shrug and adding on "So I kind of figured that".

What he said made me blush, Jacob was more observant than I thought, the funny thing was that he could tell that Edward still had feelings for me but I couldn't at the time.

"I didn't think it was that obvious" I mumbled turning away from him again. He had totally driven me off course and now I didn't know what to say. I mean he already knew that Edward 'liked' me but I guess he hadn't noticed that I loved him. Funny because my mother had always told me I was her open book, that I was so easy to figure out it was impossible to keep secrets from anybody but here I was in Arizona, In front of Jacob and blocking him out expertly.

"Well now that that's all been said and done I should really tell you what happened last night when you were gone" I bit my lip, my leg jiggling as I waited for his reply.

"What happened?" he asked nervously.

"We did some stuff…" I couldn't even look at him, instead my eyes were glued on the exit door with me whishing I could run away right now.

"Oh" he said quietly figuring it out on his own

"Jacob I'm sorry I didn't mean to drag you into this, honestly I didn't. I mean I really like you but it would be best if we were friends, I'm sorry that I even kissed you it was selfish of me to do to that to you when I still had feelings for Edward"

I turned my head back and watched as he nodded slowly pursing his lips, that had come out in such a rush for a second I didn't think he caught it all but he seemed to hear every word.

"I'm sorry too…" he said coldly giving me one last look before storming off.

I ran a hand through my hair sighing. That couldn't have gone any worse; I would have at least figured he might still want to be friends. But he just walked away! I guess he would need some time to get over it. Even though I don't know why he was so mad in the first place, it's not like we did anything but kiss! He was probably looking forward to a relationship with me more then I myself was.

I walked back into the cafeteria, dragging my feet lazily as I neared the table. I stopped short seeing that there was another head at the table, a strawberry blond head to be more exact.

I groaned inwardly, the best night of my life was now shakily flowing into the worst morning ever. Since Tanya had occupied my old seat next to Edward I plopped myself down between Jasper and Emmett. Edward shot me an apologizing glance as Tanya rested a hand gingerly on his shoulder. I smiled softl in return, he shouldn't be feeling sorry for me, I was feeling sorry enough for the both of us.

"Edward I was wondering if maybe you would want to go out tonight?" Tanya asked in a pleading tone. I rolled my eyes leaning my elbows on the tabletop. Edward looked over at me and I raised an eyebrow waiting for his reply.

"Uh…well-I…" he couldn't find the words to say.

My heart warmed inside. He was trying to be polite even though he looked extremely annoyed. Sometimes I think Edward was too nice for his own good. A girl could be practically throwing himself at her but he could somehow manage to find generous enough words not to hurt her feelings and further embarress herelf.

Having seen enough of his fumbling for the right thing to say I interrupted

"Actually Tanya, Edward has already agreed to go…, " I searched my brain for something beliveable but not totally idiotic "See a movie with me tonight"

I shrugged seeing that Edward was trying to hold back laughter. It was a lame excuse but I figured it would be good enough to get her off his back. Her face brightened and she smiled

"That sounds great! I'll come along"

I tried to bite back the string of profanities I wanted to yell at her for just inviting herself along on a fake outing but it was no use now, seeing -after she planted a quick kiss on Edward's cheek- that she was already walking away.

"So we're going to a movie tonight?" Edward asked with a smirk as he organized all his papers into a neat pile.

I sighed "Well now we have to" he chuckled looking over at me from under his lashes, mometarily stunning me into silence

"What's a few hours with her," he leaned against the table bringing his face closer to mine. His eyes sparkled under the light as I sit there gawking. He was so beautiful sometimes it should be considered a crime "After, I'm all yours" he raised his eyebrows suggestively making me blush before he sat back down in his chair.

"Edward I'm eating" Emmett groaned while chewing a mouthful of bacon.

I started to laugh as I patted Emmett on the back "don't worry we'll try not to shove anymore disturbing images into your head this morning" he snorted whilst shoveling another forkful of eggs into his mouth.

"That's all I ask" he mumbled before clearing his plate entirely.

"Tanya will be here in five minutes" Edward murmured between kisses

"Mmmm" was all I could say as I wrapped my hands around his neck pulling him closer to me on the bed. His kisses started to trail down my neck and I shivered by the feeling his lingering lips gave out.

"We should really get up" he frowned not liking the idea any more than I did.

"How about we just don't answer the door" I suggested kissing his lips when he brought his face back to mine.

"She'll just end up banging it down" he sighed running a hand down my side, resting it on my hip. I

groaned resting both my hands on his chest and unwillingly pushing him off of me. He rolled over lying down by my side, his hand slid down the bed finding mine. He gave it a gentle squeeze before bringing it to his lips. I still had my ring on but I was sure Tanya wouldn't notice, if Edward was in the room we could be on a boat traveling to Europe and she wouldn't notice the change in scenery. We lay there for what only seemed like a few seconds before there was a hurried knock on the door.

"Don't make me get jealous tonight okay?" I teased as he got up slowly letting our hands slide apart. Before he even thought about walking to the door he turned around and bent his head down to mine which was still resting on his pillow.

"I will tell her about us tonight…but until then whatever she tries to pull tonight please remember I love you" I smiled giving him a quick kiss on the cheek before he turned away to open the door.