OMG…IM SO SORRY GUYS BUT MY CLUBHOUSE'S COMPUTERS ARE DOWN AND I HAVENT HAD THE CHANCE TO WRITE MY CHAPTERS. IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWLS FROM NOT BEING ABLE TO WRITE. I WANT TO THANK YOU YOUR SUPPORT SO WITHOUT FURTHER ADO….

Harley loved what her life had become so far; she had a man that she loved, and two amazing little boys. She meant what she told Gemma about wanting to legally adopt Abel, but she wanted Jax to bring it up to her. Her relationship with Jax was amazing but lately she felt as if something was wrong. Jax had started to spend more time at the clubhouse and she didn't know why. She wanted to believe that he loved her as much as she loved him, but she knew men and women loved differently.

Harley was packing bags for her and Jaxon for a trip she had to go on to England for a deal her company was working on, they would only deal with Harley and no one else. Since Harley had no real ties to Abel, she had to leave him behind. She packed him a bag as well and the three of them headed to Teller-Morrow to drop Abel off with his grandmother. Pulling into the lot, Harley got the boys out and walked up to the office to see Gemma. Gemma had her eyes on some paperwork when Jaxon busted in shouting for her attention.

Gemma looked up and smiled at Jaxon with a smile on her face as she held her arms open for her oldest grandson. She then looked up and Harley and smiled.

"Hey baby, how are you?" Gemma asked Harley.

"Hey, I'm doing good, getting ready to head to the airport. Where's Jax?"

Gemma didn't want to tell Harley that Jax was at CaraCara so she simply stated that he was probably off enjoying the freedom that his Harley provided. Gemma didn't know what was going on with her son but she knew he had better get his act together before he lost a woman like Harley.

"Why are you going to the airport?" Gemma asked.

"Oh I have to go to England for a business deal and they will only deal with me" Harley stated with a shrug.

"Oh okay, how long will you be gone?"

"Hopefully just a few days, but two weeks at the most. I was hoping to see Jax before we left but oh well"

"Are you taking Jaxon?"

"Yeah, I would've taken Abel, but he's no mine so that's why I brought him to you. Kiss grandma bye Jaxon"

Jaxon kissed his grandma while Harley kissed and hugged Abel. She was going to miss him while she was gone.

"I'm going to miss him." Harley stated.

Gemma could see just how much Harley loved her grandbaby as if he was her own. She got Abel back and watched as Jaxon and his mother got into the truck and drove out of the parking lot. Gemma then went over the picnic tables where she saw Happy and Chibbs sitting.

"Where is Jackson?" Gemma asked them.

"Home" "On a run" They said at the same time and looked at each other for saying different things.

Gemma placed her hand on her hip and raised an eyebrow at them.

"I'm going to ask one more time. Where the fuck is Jackson?"

"Look Gem, I really don't know but I think he's at CaraCara." Happy said.

Gemma couldn't understand what was going on with her son so she asked Chibbs to watch Abel for her and that she would be right back. Chibbs took Abel and watched as Gemma walked over to her truck and left the parking lot. Happy couldn't get what was going through his president's head, he had an ol' lady that would make any man weak in the knees yet he wanted to hang around porn pussy. He shook his head and walked to the garage to work on the car that was in the bay.

When Gemma pulled up to CaraCara, she got out of the car when she saw her son's bike and Opie's next to it. She walked inside and the lady in the front just po8inted to a room in the back. She knew not to fuck with Gemma. The closer Gemma got, the louder the noises got, you could just imagine what was going on in that room and Gemma felt the blood boil and rage filled her body. She opened the door and there her son was balls deep in some pussy that didn't belong to Harley Moretti.

"Yes, Jax…harder baby" the porn slut said.

Jax started pounding harder into her. He was so focused on the task he hadn't noticed his mother in the doorway.

"Like that….you like it deep like this"

"Yes, fuck yes….I'm about to come Jax."

Not about to let them get their rocks off, Gemma let her presence be known. She banged the door against the wall and said "Really, Jackson, what the fuck."

Shocked at being caught red handed, he immediately pulled out of her and shouted at the girl to get up. Gemma shook her head at her son, she couldn't believe this, and well actually she could. Jax was pulling the condom off, mad that he didn't finish his nut but upset that he got caught. He could only imagine what she was thinking.

"Well at least you wrapped it up. What in the fuck is wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, nothing's wrong with me."

"Well Harley came by the garage today; she wanted to see you before she left."

"Left, where did she go, is she coming back?"

"Why are you worried about that, I just walked in on you balls deep in porn pussy?"

"What do you mean, Harley's my old lady, of course I'm worried."

"Jackson what's wrong, Harley's perfect."

"That's the thing ma, she perfect, too good for a fuck up like me. I'm an outlaw ma, she shouldn't be with me. It's only a matter of time before she figures that shit out and leaves me with a broken heart, so I'm saving myself now"

Gemma just shook her head at her son. He really was stupid.

"You know you really are stupid Jackson. That girl loves you, if she didn't she wouldn't be with you. She could have any man she wants, but she chose you Jax, the outlaw."

She couldn't even stand to look at her son at the moment, she turned on her heels and jumped back into the car and sped out of the parking lot making her way back to the garage.

When his mom walked out of the room, Jax put his head in his hands. What was he doing he thought to himself, he had the perfect ol' lady. She took care of Abel, took care of him, she didn't need him and maybe that was where the problem lied. He wanted to be needed. He thought about his mom's words and shook his head. He took out his pack of smokes and lit it up while taking a deep pull. He didn't even get his nut off, got caught, and his ma still didn't tell him where Harley went. All the while not knowing that someone took pictures of the whole thing.