I should be paying attention in Gov right now. Instead I am writing this. It's an easy class anyway.

Hopefully I will have chapter seven up this weekend.

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This is another chapter from Bella's point of view. It is also the longest yet. The next chapter will be from Rose's, should I include another point of view in the same chapter? In some of the other chapters?

Maria07 answered my question in chapter 4. I thought that it would be obvious and everyone would answer. I guess not. Does anyone want me to continue that?

Does anyone have any events or ideas that they would like to see for this fanfic? I am open to suggestions.

Ch 6

While sitting at the airport waiting for our plain to arrive I had some time to think about the changes that had happened in my life while in this foreign world.

During the trip to Isle Esme I had felt many different things, excitement, curiosity and nervousness, but I slept through most of it. I had felt safe with Edward, secure in the fact that nothing in the world could hurt me when he was watching over me. So many things had changed since that trip.

I had expected and wanted some of them. I had wanted to have sex with Edward. I had wanted that aspect of our relationship to change. I had married him after all. I hadn't expected to like it so much. I hadn't expected that I would agree to staying human for a little while longer; to plan to go to Dartmouth in the fall. But I had wanted those things when they happened, so had Edward. The trip back however had been completely different.

There were other changes that I hadn't expected. Getting pregnant for one and how much I would want the baby. I did though, I really, really wanted this baby, I wanted to be a mom. It feels wired thinking that. I had had no idea that I would ever want something like this.

No not just want, am going to be, I have to believe that. I had to believe that somehow all of this would straighten itself out and everything would be ok.

I knew that Rosalie would do everything that she could to make that happen. That's why I had done exactly what she had said. I will not say anything to Edward on the trip home. I would only talk to him when he made it necessary, and then I would say as little as possible. I knew that if I said anything more to him then I wouldn't be able to stop myself from telling him that I wanted the baby and that he was an idiot.

Rosalie had specifically told me not to do that, that he couldn't know that I wanted the baby. And he definitely couldn't know that I had asked her to help me. She was right, if he did he would just take me somewhere that she couldn't do anything and then in a misguided attempt to protect me he would kill the baby.

"Ok love, this is our flight." Edward tried to smile when he said this. He tried to assure me that everything was ok. But he couldn't fool me. He thought I was in danger, and that he had caused that danger.

I just nodded in response, not trusting myself to say anything.

"Is there anything I can get you before we get on the plane?"

"No not right now. You brought some food, right?"

"Yah, it is in the carry on."

"I'll have some latter."

We boarded the plane and took our seats. I had never really noticed before how confining airplanes could be. I did now. There was nowhere to run nowhere to escape. The next sixteen hours would be spent in the confining space of an airplane or rushing to catch a connecting flight. Oh joy!

The red light came on above our heads that told us to fasten our seat belts. As I reached down to get mine, my little nudger decided to move again. I gasped and folded my hands over the slight bulge that was my baby. My baby, our baby. Wow, were going to have a baby. My little nudger heard that and responded by moving again.

Edward had of curce herd my gasp and saw my reaction.

"Bella are you alright? Are you in pain?" He said this as he took me into his arms.

"No, I'm fine." I had to force myself not to say the rest out loud. Our baby was just moving and it is the most amazing feeling in the world.

"Are you sure?" He looked so stressed at that moment, as if my answer would dictate weather all the people on this plane were going to live or die.

"Yah. A little hungry but I can wait till the seat belt light goes off." I tried to smile again

"Ok. I will grab you something when we can get up." He said this as he buckled my belt for me.

"Bella, I am sorry, I'm so sorry. We will be home as soon. I will make everything alright again." I just looked straight ahead and nodded. This was going to be a long flight.

Part of me agreed with Edward that we had to get home as quickly as possible; the other part didn't want to ever go home. I wanted to get to Carlisle so that he could tell me what was wrong with the baby. I wanted him to tell me that Edward was just over reacting and everything would be alright. Then we could go back to being happy and our entire family could share this with us.

The other part of me knew that this wouldn't happen. This baby was not normal and I knew that I would not be alright. I did not want to go home and hear him say that. I did not want to see Edwards face when he realised what I had done. Or listen to him when he yelled and screamed and tried to convince me that I was making a mistake.

I relised something then. This could turn into a fight that would litterly end with my family in pieces. I shuddered at the thought of them tearing themselves up because of me. No not because of me, because of the baby. Would anyone besides Rosalie be on my side?

Rosalie would protect me no matter what and Emmitt would protect her no matter what he thought of the baby. Esme would also agree with me and Rosalie even if she wouldn't get into a fight over it. Carlisle would never do anything to upset her and without Carlisle Edward would have a hard time doing anything himself, two medical degrees or not.

The baby kicked again. I wonder if he has his father's power as well as his looks.

'Don't worry little one, no one is going to hurt you. Daddy doesn't realize what you are yet. He thinks that you're going to hurt mommy and daddy is just trying to protect mommy. He doesn't understand yet, but he will. When he does he will love you just as much as I do. I know it.'

We had two connecting flights before we were even in the United States. Edward and I did not talk much during that time. He was to guilt ridden and I didn't trust myself not to blab everything. After we were on the plane to Seattle Edward did try to get me to sleep but I told him no.

I couldn't have slept if I had tried, not that I had. I was so scared and being with Edward suddenly wasn't so reassuring. He would never hurt me unless it meant that I would be protected from some greater threat. He had left me to protect me, he only came back because he realized that I was safer and happier with him around. Now he was going to kill our baby, to protect me.

That is why I had called Rosalie. I would never have gotten him to listen to a thing I said if it was just me. He would just tell me that everything was going to ok and it was all for the best. He would say that he didn't care if I hated him, if I left him, as long as I was safe.

I had to make him understand when we got home. I would explain to him and everyone else that I wanted this baby. That I didn't care that it might be dangerous for me. I had faced dangerous things before and came through them alive if not unharmed.

When I had been in danger before I had thought that I was afraid, but that doesn't come close to what I am feeling now. Now I was truly terrified. I wanted to believe that everything was going to be alright. I wanted this to be a happy time. It should be a happy time.

Things were not hopeless however. I had called Rosalie and I knew that she would do everything in her power to protect my little nudger. I hoped that she would make them understand that this is what I wanted.

When our plane landed I tried to stay calm. The last thing that I needed was to come this far just for Edward to figure everything out and somehow take me away. I was going to see this through, no matter what happened, I was going to have this baby.

"Everything will be alright Bella." He told me as we walked off the plane.

"I know." I continued walking.

Then I caught sight of our family. They were all there, waiting for us. They all had the same expression of shock on their faces. They probably thought Edward and I had been over reacting or something.

I practically ran to Rosalie at that point. She wrapped her arms around me and held me as I started to cry.

"Shh, it's alright Bella, Everything will be alright," Those words sounded much more comforting coming from her.