And I feel your burning eyes burning holes
Straight through my heart
It's out of love, ooh hoo
It's out of love

Give me a little bit serious love
Give me a little full love
Be full of love

Fists, fists, fists full of love. - - - Fistful of Love by Anthony and the Johnsons

Life had taken on a new meaning to Daryl since he had been diagnosed in September, it was early February now, and it was all different. The change had started in him before her, that was true, but Allison was a huge part of it now.

For the first time in a long time, he saw a future for himself. A future he'd never imagined even before cancer.

They spoke most nights on the phone or texted, and as they days ticked off, they got closer to their goal to be together.

Allie knew he had changed her too, no longer was she alone or lonely, no longer was she without love and someone to love. She too saw a bright future now, where before it was just endless misery, Tara was right, he'd saved her.

~Hey

~Hey, yourself.

~How are you?

~I'm good, just leaving work.

~I miss you.

~I miss you too.

~ Drive safe, ok sweetheart, I'll call you later.

~ I will don't worry.

~Love you.

~Love you too.

Merle and Andrea were out on the deck talking quietly when Daryl came to the kitchen sliding door.

"I'm goin for a ride on the bike," Daryl said opening the screen door, it was a warm evening, and they had even had dinner outside a little while ago.

"Alright brother," Merle said, "Oh and Daryl?"

"Yeah?" He said turning back.

"Say hi to Allie for us," He said with a wink.

Daryl was well enough to go out on the bike now that he had three weeks left of chemo, and he took a chance and waited in her parking lot until she came home from work. It was almost dark, but he made sure to be where she could see that it was him and not be afraid.

It was staying lighter out past five and the days were starting to get longer, and soon he saw her jeep turning into the parking lot. She had the music blasting, Metallica of course and he smiled at that.

She saw him right away, sitting astride the bike and he could tell she was glad to see him.

"Take you for a ride?" He asked as she parked next to him, she had the top off again, even though it was not the summertime.

She broke into a smile that lit up her whole face and nodded her head vigorously then she was on the back of his bike, and they were off together in the night. She wrapped her hands around him tight and lay her head on his back.

They hadn't touched each other this way in weeks, and she savored every part of it.

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They sat together on the bike outside town looking at the stars from the top of a hill Allie didn't even know existed. They could see the whole town and even the outline of Allie's apartment building and the hospital two miles past that.

It was a beautiful spot and a beautiful night. Talking on the phone was nice, texting and skyping too but this was best of all. Being close to him and touching him without reservation was a luxury she would not squander.

"If we have to, we can move,"

"Ok," Allie replied, "I don't think it will come to that."

"But if it does, I can have Merle buy me out, and we can go somewhere and start over. Just you and me, and Luna, some place where you can have more cats if ya want."

"You'd do that?" Her voice and eyes were soft, "After just knowing me a few months?"

"I'd do anything Allie, to be with you," Daryl replied, and she knew that she would never love anyone but him ever again.

She looked at the sun going down over the horizon and wrapped her arms around him tighter.

"If you promise to love me for the rest of my life," He blurted out, not intending to do it at all. He winced as he thought of a story Rick told him about proposing to Lori in Wall Mart parking lot.

He'd wanted to have more finesse when he talked about their future with her, but she seemed unconcerned.

"Daryl," She said taking his face in her hands and looking into his eyes, "I'm going to love you for the rest of my life."

When they got back to her apartment, Daryl didn't want to let her go. The time had been so short, and he had missed her so much.

He didn't say a word, though, and neither did she. He longed to kiss her good night, but he knew he couldn't do it out there in the parking lot.

Still, he was satisfied that at least he had gotten to hold and kiss her a little bit that night.

She was it. She was the one. Daryl was prepared to wait as long as it took because she was worth every bit of agony that being apart brought.

He was about to turn and put his helmet back on, but she took his hand and led him through the parking lot to her door.

Daryl would have been happy with just the bike ride; it was more than they had been able to do in weeks. The kissing up on the top of the hill was a bonus in his mind.

He knew it wouldn't be this way forever.

Now he followed her lead as always, happy for any extra time they could have.

Once they were inside and the door was closed to the outside world, he kissed her like he wanted to and pushed his tongue into her mouth without hesitation. As before they shucked off their coats and tossed them on the floor and then were back in each other's arms where they belonged.

"I'll leave before the sun comes up, no one will ever know I was here." He said kissing her lips and down her neck, "I promise."

She kissed him back with an equal fervor and pulled him close to her winding her hands into the back of his shirt.

The fire between them was erupting fast, and she wanted to be consumed by it. Allison wanted to burn until there was nothing left of her old self. The lonely and fearful person that almost missed out on this great love.

"I don't care," Alison breathed out, "I need you, I don't care. "

Allison sighed as his hands that she missed so much were all over her back and traveling to her ass at record speed.

She felt him press against her and let out a moan at how good he felt. She slid her hands into the back pockets of his jeans to pull him closer, and it was he who moaned that time.

For Daryl that was more than he could stand after being apart for too long, he grasped her under her thighs and picked her up.

"Hey," Allison said as she wrapped her legs around his waist.

"Relax," Daryl replied, "I'm all right."

To prove his point, he walked across the foyer until her back was against the wall. Then Daryl dove in for a kiss that made her hair stand on end and goosebumps erupt along her neck.

"Take me to bed," She breathed against his neck, "I've missed you so much. "

He knew the way to her bedroom now and opened the half closed door with his foot causing Allie to laugh when Luna scooted out from on top of the bed where she had been laying.

Then she felt his teeth against her neck, "You ain't gonna be laughing in about five minutes. " He said with a growl then he tossed her into the bed. Allie came up on her elbows and watched him as he pulled her sneakers off and then yanked down her scrub pants and panties.

Daryl stopped for a moment to gaze at her and then kicked off his boots. She watched him intently as he pulled his shirt up over his head and unbuckled his belt.

The sound of a man's buckle either opening or hitting the floor always did things to her, and she could not look away from him.

He was beautiful.

She pulled her shirt off and lay back down on the bed gazing at him.

And then he was staring at her like a tiger about to devour its prey, and she wanted that. To be consumed and devoured by only him.

He crawled over her after he had shed all but his boxer shorts and settled himself between her legs, unclasping her bra and tossing it on the floor.

"How do you want it?" He said as he kissed up her neck, stopping to bite and suck along his way. When he finally got to her lips, he bit down on her lower lip and sucked before plunging his tongue into her mouth, "Gentle or rough?"

Allie pulled his against her and wrapped her legs around his waist, "Stop teasing and just fuck me."

Then she pulled at his boxers till he relented and took them off.

"Alright," He crooned, licking her bottom lip and sucking softly, while his hands came up over her breasts, "But you asked for it."

Sometimes when you were in love you didn't need all the moonlight and roses romance, sometimes you just wanted to get fucked.

And so, he gave her what she wanted.