AUTHORS NOTE: Okay, i know this is short but i have been spending alot of my time looking for a story i had read and fell in love with, but forgot to alert. Now i cant find it. so im calling on my readers
Sebastian's P.O.V._
I scratched one more mark into the wood of my wall. In total now was 1,822 marks made there. Three more days, three more days marred the end of my five year sentence. Three more days and i would be able to see my l-... I mean Ciel... my young master Ciel. Still, I can't help but smile at the thought of my stubborn little bochan. Though curiosity still got the better of me on how he has done these past years. or even how he had managed to hold out the full five years without me. Or my mind wanders to just HOW he looks now. He must have grown and changed as humans do, mellowed out with each passing year. Would he still be recognizable? Would I still be needed?
That thought made me frown. Ciel HAD (surprisingly) managed without me. Maybe he would not want me back. Maybe he would give me to someone else. i don't really know... I'm not sure i even want to know.
Now that it is almost here, the date that I have been waiting for, I could feel the fluttering of nervousness rushing through my stomach. Was I... afraid? That makes no since. I couldn't... care for him... could I? Must just be the possibility for a change in the routine i had finally gotten comfortable with. A break in the everyday expectations. These 'butterflies' as people like to refer to them were there because of excitement, not fear. I have no fear. Fear is reserved for the week, the unsure. I classify as neither.
I prefer to look at it as apprehensive. If you expected everything to be the same after five years then you're a fool, going in with the knowledge that things have changed gives you just a little bit of edge over the unexpected, keeping it from creeping up on you and stunning you. I would leave my little hide-away just as it is. In case I should need it for anything else. I packed the few belongings I would be taking with me from my 'home', like my butler attire for when I go up to bocchans door for the first time. It would not do to be accused of not being ready for work. With one last glance around the rooms, I picked up my solitary bag and stepped outside to the bright cold winter air. Taking a deep breath, I began to trek his way down the hill, to go into town and begin on my way to my old life. The thought almost brought a smile to my face, and caused my to walk maybe a little bit faster. See… not scared in the least
AUTHORS NOTE: Okay, i know this is short but i have been spending alot of my time looking for a story i had read and fell in love with, but forgot to alert. Now i cant find it. so im calling on my readers to see if you know it. Its a Harry Potter/Twilight, harry paired with edward. something about running from the wisard world after it turned on him for being the most powerful wizard after he killed Voldy in fear that he would go all evil. he runs to forks, under an assumed name (somwthing black) his occlumisy stopps edward from reading his mind. edward saves him from a motorcycle accident (like bella and the is a funny part in the dodgeball game were mike newton says harry throws like a fag and harry pegs him in the face laughing saying ' not bad for a fag'.along with the normal thing like Everyone being shocked at the scares on harry's upper body when he changed into his shirt and Edward finding out Harry has split personality that he can control (for now), that he is a wizard and all when harry lets down his occlumacy walls.
so if you recognise it please tell me. if not thanks for taking the time to read this. it might be even slower updating between trying to find this, work, my new boyfriend and sleep but i promose to try. THANKS!