Well thanks so much for all the reviews and follows! It means a lot to me to see how positive the reaction has been so far. Now I know some of you have been antsy for some love...this is a LONG update but I think you might be happy by the end of it *wink wink* Please review as always, thank you!
Chapter Eleven
Maddie's POV
'Can I come in?'
It felt like an eternity had passed since she'd opened the front door but in reality it had only been a few seconds. She should have greeted him with a nice 'Hello!' or 'Hey come in!' but she hadn't said anything at all, she'd just stared at him. She'd missed his face, his beautiful blue eyes that drew her in every time she saw him, she'd missed his laugh, his smell….everything. And now he was here standing at her front door, she didn't know what to say.
Without uttering a word she stood back from the door and allowed Jake to brush past her and head into the apartment. Closing the door behind her she took a deep breath and decided to ask the first question that needed answering, even if she wasn't going to like the response she had to know. 'I thought you were meant to be on a date? Why are you here?'
She tried not to sound bitter or angry at the fact he'd gone out with another woman, she had no right to be, but she found it hard to hide the disdain in her voice as she thought about some other chick touching him or kissing him.
'The date was one huge fucking disaster to tell you the truth,' he sighed before shaking his head. 'I should never have agreed to it, when it comes to your dad, fuck when it comes to any tough situation I don't have the balls to stand up for myself.'
'Yeah I bet it was just terrible being set up with someone who probably wanted to fuck your brains out,' this time she made no attempt to hide the venom and anger in her voice.
'Why the hell are you giving me attitude? I'm single! I don't have to answer to you!' He snapped back at her, his words just made her all the more ready to fight.
'Oh so you have NO fucking problem standing up to a woman then huh? It's just men that make your balls go into hiding, or just Hansen men?'
'I didn't come here to fight with you…..'
'Well tough shit because I'm pissed off! You always let people walk all over you Jake! Why do you have to be so fucking nice all the time huh? Why can't you just stand up for yourself and tell my dad to go fuck himself?' Her voice started to shake as her emotions started to get the best of her once again. She didn't know why she was shouting at him, it was her dad she should be shouting at but somehow Jake had ended up in her firing line instead.
'Why would you want me to say that to your dad?' She was shocked by how calm and controlled he was, she'd just practically ripped his head off yet he seemed so relaxed. Now the tables had turned, how was she meant to explain herself to him without telling him the truth?
His gaze was too much for her to bear so she turned and started to walk away. Before she could get some space between them she felt him grab her arm, not rough but with just enough force to stop her in her tracks. 'Look at me Maddie.'
She shook her head without turning around, she was determined not to look at him. 'Why won't you look at me?' His voice was so quiet that she barely heard him. Her whole body shivered when she felt him place his hands on her shoulders. 'Maddie, please….'
Before she could stop herself she started to cry again, that's all she had done all fucking night. She tried as hard as she could to not make a sound but she couldn't even do that. Without warning Jake had taken her into his arms and her face was buried against his strong chest as she sobbed against him. He probably thought that she had completely fucking lost it, heck even she was starting to think that she was going crazy.
'I never came here to upset you or make you angry, I'm so sorry,' his apology made her look up at him. She felt guilty for being so horrible to him in the first place, none of this was his fault and the blame couldn't be laid upon him.
'You don't have anything to be sorry for. I'm angry at my stupid, selfish fucking dad, not you,' she replied before looking down at the ground. She felt one of his hands leave her lower back and shook a little when she felt that hand come to rest upon her cheek.
'You should be angry at me, I've lied to you,' his hand moved from her cheek to her chin, gently he made her look up at him by pulling her head up. She lost the ability to speak as her eyes gazed upon his. 'You're right, I have let people walk over me and I haven't let myself say what I've wanted to say. I don't want to lie or hide anymore, even if it means losing you for good.'
'You won't lose me,' she somehow managed to churn out the words even though her whole body felt like it was going into shock. Could this really be happening or had she fallen into a temporary food coma after all the ice cream she'd eaten?
He smiled warmly at her before stroking her cheek again. 'I know how hard this is gonna be for both of us but I can't pretend that I don't need you, that I don't want you because I do. The stupid fucking date proved it. I sat there listening to her talking and all I could think about was you. I wanted her to be you.'
She tentatively took one of her hands and placed it on his cheek so she could reciprocate his actions and show him that she was feeling exactly as he was because this time she couldn't form words.
'I love you Maddie Hansen and I don't care who knows it now. I'm ready to take whatever I have to from your dad, from your family. I just need to be with you,' she felt tears running down her cheeks but these weren't sad tears, they were happy, ecstatic ones.
'I really hope this isn't a dream or a food coma hallucination,' Jake looked at her like she had completely lost her mind, unsurprisingly! 'I'm sorry, I just never thought I'd hear you say those things, not to me anyway.' She cupped his cheek in her hand and smiled back at him before pressing her forehead against his. 'I'm ready too. I love you.'
As soon as she finished speaking Jake's mouth started to move towards hers and she knew what was going to happen next. Her senses were overwhelmed with different sensations as she felt Jake's lips connect with hers. She placed her other hand on his face in an attempt to steady herself as her pulse began to race and aching desire started to flow through her.
As she started to gently stroke both his cheeks with her hands she felt his tongue tentatively seek entrance to her mouth which was more than willing to welcome it. A groan escaped from her lips as her tongue started to go on an exploration of its own. Within seconds she'd moved her hands from his face and tangled them in his shaggy hair. Their tongues started to clash as the kiss became more and more intense and passionate. Her entire body started to heat up as his hands wandered down her back and came to rest on her curvaceous hips. As much as she was enjoying the kiss she was desperate to feel his soft hands somewhere else so after a few more minutes of the most erotic kissing she had ever experienced in her life she pulled away.
A frown appeared on his face as she broke out into a cheeky grin. 'You've um, you've never seen my bedroom have you?'
'No, no I haven't. I think it's a little rude that you've never shown it to me before to be honest,' a smirk crossed his face as she bit down on her lip and held out both her hands to him. 'Well seeing as you might just be staying here a little more often, I guess I should give you a tour huh?'
She started to pull him towards her room even though she had no idea just how her legs were even working at this point, the kiss had pretty much turned them to jelly and if his kiss could do that to her…..She was going to be in for a real treat!
Jake's POV
He couldn't take his eyes off her as she led him to her bedroom. He'd dreamt about making love to her ever since he'd first locked eyes with her and now it was finally going to happen. He'd be lying if he said he wasn't feeling nervous because he was. He'd never been with someone who'd meant so much to him before and he just hoped that he could satisfy her because he knew damn well that she was going to satisfy him with ease.
'So this is it,' when they reached the bedroom Maddie pulled back from him and bit down on her lip. He could tell that she was also nervous and he wanted to let her know that they didn't have to rush into anything, if she wasn't ready to do anything then he'd wait.
Closing the small distance between them he wrapped his arms around her waist and pressed a tender kiss on her lips before pulling away again. 'We don't have to do anything, not if you don't want to.'
She smiled at him and pressed her forehead against his. 'This is just one of the things I love about you,' he sighed as she stared at him intently.
Maddie's POV
Her hands were eager to roam over every inch of his body as he kissed the life out of her. Wrapping her arms around his waist she started to pull him backwards towards her bed without breaking the kiss that was making her head spin. She was so lost in the kiss that when the back of her legs came into contact with her bed she lost her balance and pulled Jake down with her as they fell backwards onto the bed. The kiss was finally broken as they both started to giggle like horny teenagers. It was a nice moment for her to break the slight tension that she felt about getting intimate with him.
Despite her loud mouth and her tough exterior she had the same battles with her self-esteem that most women faced. She wished that her wide hips would be a little thinner, she had the odd stretch mark on her body from her battles with yo-yo dieting, she had some spots here and there too. Coupled with the fact that none of her previous boyfriends had managed to satisfy her and a few had said some pretty nasty things about her looks and her ability in bed after breaking up it led to some pretty negative thoughts that forever floated around her brain.
'You nervous?' It was as if he had the ability to read her mind. She stared up at him and placed one of her hands on his cheek, 'A little, it's been a while since I've done this.'
He pressed a kiss on her chin and let one of his long fingers run across her lower lip. 'It's been a while for me too. How about we take it slow and see how far we get?'
She responded by pressing a kiss against his chin, 'I like the sound of that.'
Wrapping her arms around his neck she proceeded to kiss him once again. She wasn't used to a man being so slow and patient with her. Her exes would have had her clothes off by now and they'd already be going at it without any foreplay to prepare her.
She moaned her disapproval when Jake eventually broke the kiss which she'd been enjoying but her moans soon turned to pleasurable ones when his mouth started to trail kisses across her neck. Her hands tangled themselves in his shaggy hair as he started to kiss a trail down her neck. 'Can I take your shirt off?'
'Only if I can take yours off too,' she replied before Jake pushed himself off the bed so she could rise up to a sitting position. Before she could stand up to remove his shirt she watched as he removed it himself and threw it down on the floor. She couldn't stop a groan escaping as she stared at his bare chest.
Rising up from the bed she tried to put on her best vixen look as she started to pull up her shirt. His eyes began to travel over her body as her flesh started to be revealed, she just hoped that he liked what he saw as much as she liked what she had seen of him so far.
Pulling her shirt up over her bed she tried to keep calm and not look scared to death. Once removed she let the garment drop to the ground as Jake's eyes continued to explore her body. He hadn't puked and he didn't look disgusted so that was definitely a good sign. Finding confidence from somewhere she decided to go further and remove her bra.
Placing her hands behind her back she quickly unclasped the black bra that covered up her girls. As soon as her breasts were revealed to him she heard him moan. He'd moaned over her breasts! If she wouldn't look like a complete fool she would have broken into a happy dance on the spot!
'God you're so beautiful Maddie and you don't even know it,' before she knew what was happening Jake started to kiss her once again. He slowly started to let his hands wander up and down her now naked back as her own hands hungrily explored his firm chest.
Without breaking the kiss she slowly and gently pulled him back with her so they could lie down on the bed. His hands caressing her skin made it difficult to remain standing so she had to act before they gave way altogether.
As soon as they were on the bed and he was on top of her again his lips left hers to focus on her bare collarbone. Spreading soft, gentle kisses over her skin she felt his hands start to wander over her stomach, the area which bothered her the most. Normally when someone touched her there she would tense up but this time she didn't. His kisses and his touch felt too good to make him stop. She was comfortable with him, more comfortable than she had ever been in her entire life.
His kisses started to trail lower and lower until he worked his way down to her breasts. She looked down and saw that her nipples were already rock hard, partly due to the cold but mostly down to Jake's actions with his mouth and hands.
In a silent conversation he looked up at her to seek permission for him to go further, with a smile she granted the acceptance that he sought. Not taking his eyes off of hers he slowly leaned forward and captured one of her hard nipples in his mouth.
She tried to keep her eyes open so she could watch him but as soon as she felt his tongue swirl around she couldn't focus at all. Laying back against the firm mattress she started to let out little gasps and groans as Jake used his mouth on one nipple whilst his hand started to tickle and tease the other.
After spending a few minutes sucking and licking one nipple he let his mouth do the same to its twin. She'd never got much satisfaction from her breasts being played with before, it was like he had cast some sort of a spell on her but she was more than happy to be under his command.
As her moans got louder with each flick of his tongue against her firm peak she let out a heavy sigh when his mouth moved from her nipple and started to kiss a trail over her stomach. She immediately used her elbows to sit up slightly so she could watch what he was doing and despite how fantastic she felt she couldn't help but feel self-conscious about him focusing on an area she hated so much.
Sensing the change in her he stopped what he was doing and looked up. 'What's wrong baby?' She shook her head and tried not to sound foolish and ruin the moment by whining or getting upset. 'I'm not a big fan of that area that's all.'
'Well,' he pressed a kiss against her stomach again whilst keeping his eyes fixed on hers, 'I'm a big fan of every inch of you and I don't want to leave any part of you untouched.'
Her heart pounded against her chest. Over the years she had learned how to read people and she could tell straight away if someone was just throwing her a bullshit line to please her and he wasn't. He was sincere.
Without saying anything she ran her hands down to his head and started to stroke his scalp whilst coaxing his head back down to her stomach so he could continue kissing and exploring her body. As his mouth started to gently lick and suck around her navel she started to twist his hair in her hands. He licked a trail down to the waistband of her jeans and before he could even look at her she found herself lifting her hips off the bed so he could remove the denim restraints.
He got onto his knees on the bed as he unbuttoned her jeans as quickly as he could. From the position he was in she could clearly see the huge bulge in his trousers and looking at it made her panties even moister than they were already.
When her jeans were removed she made an attempt to sit up so she could start reciprocating the touches and kisses that Jake had smeared all over her body but right away he shook his head and gently guided her back down against the mattress. 'I'm nowhere near done yet.'
Settling back against the sheets she allowed Jake to open her legs and watched through hooded eyes as he moved down the bed and lay on his stomach. His eyes seemed to be transfixed on her panties, probably because he could already see how wet she was beyond her cotton clad cage. Rather than using his mouth he started to trace patterns on her inner thighs with his soft fingertips. She couldn't really believe that he was so fascinated by her body, when she watched him she could see the mix of love and lust in his eyes and it made her confidence soar.
'I need to take these off,' his voice somehow sounded deeper as his fingers moved from her thighs to her pussy. His touch was so light that she could barely feel it but it was enough to send shivers down her spine.
'Take them off then,' she breathlessly replied. No sooner had she given him the go ahead her panties were off in one swift move, evidently he'd taken a few panties off in his time…..
'So wet…' his voice trailed off as he stared down at her exposed pussy which she could feel was absolutely soaking already.
'I can't help it if you turn me on so fucking much!' She replied with a grin on her face.
'Let's see if I can turn you on even more then,' he responded with a cheeky grin of his own before taking her breath away completely.
She'd expected him to explore her using his fingers, she was wrong. Instead he was using his warm, slick tongue to delicately explore her folds and she couldn't describe how amazing it felt.
His tongue had found her clit immediately. In the past she'd had to provide guys with a fucking GPS system so they could find it, that's if they could be bothered to actually do it. Jake…..Jesus he was like the most perfect man in the whole fucking world!
She wanted to watch him do his thing but she couldn't move at all. All she could do was cry out and groan as his tongue flicked over her clit whilst he placed his fingers either side of her folds to open her up a little more.
'Mmm so fucking sweet, I knew you would be,' he placed kisses against her inner thigh as he briefly took his attention away from her aching pussy but he soon went back to work on her.
Her whole body was tingling from head to toe and she knew she wouldn't be able to hold herself together for very long. She reached down to his head and placed her hands lightly on his hair, smoothing it as she tried to gather enough strength to lift her head up and watch him.
His tongue wasn't content just to focus in on her clit. Whilst his mouth worked its way all over her pussy he placed a finger on her clit and started to rub small circles around it.
'Oh Jake, Jake!' Forcing herself to move she pulled her head up to look down and watch as her lover started to use his tongue to dart in and out of her pussy.
Her gasps and moans were met with loud grunts of pleasure from Jake as he pushed her ever closer to an orgasm she would never forget for as long as she lived. Pressing his head down and thrusting her hips forward she started to grind against him. Her whole body felt like it was about to collapse inwards as she started to feel the beginnings of an earth shattering climax hitting her. She crossed the line with loud, frantic screams of his name as she looked down and locked eyes with him.
Falling back against the bed she squirmed and writhed, trying desperately to fill her lungs with air. Everything seemed to be happening in slow motion around her as she attempted to get back in control, she had to remember that Jake had not received any satisfaction yet and she had to return the favour.
As her breathing started to come back to normal she reached down to pull Jake's face from her slick mound. As soon as he was face to face with her once again she didn't hesitate to push her tongue past his lips, the taste of her own juices on his tongue just served to make her all the more keen to make sure he received the same level of gratification that she had.
Moaning into his mouth she drew on her reserved strength to spin them around on the bed so that she was on top of him. Now it was her turn to take control.
Jake's POV
He groaned into his sweet Maddie's mouth as her tongue swept against his. All the women he'd been with had never wanted to kiss him after he'd given them oral so it had shocked him when she had pulled him up to kiss her. Her tongue seemed desperate to chase the flavours of herself inside his mouth and that just served to make him even hornier than he already was, if that were even possible!
Laying back against the covers he happily gave in to her obvious need to take control of the proceedings, he just hoped that she would get his jeans of soon otherwise she'd have to cut them off. His cock was throbbing against the denim clad cage which it was trapped in and he was desperate for it to be freed.
As if sensing his need she pulled away from his mouth and placed a quick kiss against his cheek before she lowered her kisses to his neck whilst her long nails started to lightly drag themselves across his sweat stained chest.
'God you're so fucking hot,' she whispered the words against his skin but he heard every word. As her mouth moved lower and lower with each passing minute it was almost too much for him to bear. When her kisses passed across his stomach and down to his waist he ran his hands down to her long red hair and pulled it back from her face so he could see her beautiful features.
Looking up at him with her wide open eyes she started to undo his belt. She never took her eyes away from his as she unhooked the belt then started to undo his zipper delicately so she wouldn't hurt him. When his restraints were loose enough he quickly lifted his hips off the bed as she pulled down his jeans and his underpants in one go. Throwing them both to the floor he got a huge kick out of seeing the look of desire and lust on her face as she stared down at his length which was now lying flat against his stomach.
He'd been blessed with a well-endowed penis and like the other women he'd been with Maddie was obviously impressed. Some of his nerves came from past experiences where sex had been uncomfortable for his partners because of his size, he didn't want Maddie to go through that. He just hoped he could turn her on enough to make things go smoothly.
'Someone's a little excited huh?' He kept his eyes fixed on her face as she settled herself down between his legs. She slowly licked her lower lip as one of her hands started to move towards his cock. When he felt her cool hand wrap itself around his boiling hot shaft he almost lost it there and then. 'God….So big…..I bet you're gonna feel so good in my little pussy.'
He couldn't stop the loud groan from escaping his lips as her words and actions started to make the room spin. Somehow he managed to remain focused on her as she took her hand away from his cock. Groaning at the loss of touch he was soon sent to Cloud Nine again when her mouth engulfed the slick head of his dick.
'Fuckkkkkkkk!' It had been so long since he'd had a mouth wrapped around his cock that he'd forgotten how good it felt. Coupled with the fact that it was his sweet Maddie giving him head and not some random chick he found it hard to resist the urge to come into her mouth and end things before they had really begun.
His muscles tensed and his body started to shake as he fought against the release he so desperately needed. Watching through hooded eyes he cursed as she started to swirl her tongue around his head whilst one of her hands gripped his shaft and lightly stroked up and down. Bit by bit she started to take him inside her throat. If she was even a little intimidated by his size she certainly wasn't showing it as she groaned and hungrily moved her mouth up and down his shaft as far as her throat would allow her to go.
She was providing him with the blowjob of his life and his loud cries didn't care how many of her neighbours knew it. His hips started to slowly and gently thrust upwards as she pulled back right up to the head and allowed him to control the pace with his thrusts. No other woman had let him do that, probably because of his size but she was unfazed by it all.
He kept the thrusts soft and gentle as he didn't want to hurt her or cause her any discomfort. As his hands tangled themselves in her hair he could feel that his control was slipping away, if he continued he was going to climax and as much as he needed his release he didn't want it to be like this. He wanted, NEEDED, to be inside her.
Pulling his cock away from her Maddie grumbled as he forced himself to sit up and pull her up towards him. 'If I come now it'll take a while for me to recover. I wanna make love to you so bad Maddie.'
He could be so cheesy at times but he couldn't help it, not where she was concerned anyway. For the first time in his life he was with a woman that he wanted to make love with not just fuck.
She smiled at him sweetly before lightly running one of her hands across his cheek. She'd looked so confident just a few moments ago but now he could tell that she was feeling slightly apprehensive and he worried that he'd said too much. 'If you don't want to we don't have to…..'
'Ssshhh,' she pressed a finger against his lips and shook her head. 'Of course I want to. I love you.' Pressing a quick kiss on his lips she moved up the bed and reached over to her bedside table. Pulling the top drawer open she put her hand inside and rummaged around for a few seconds before finding what she was looking for. 'I'm not on any birth control so you'll have to wear these until I get something sorted out if that's okay? I kinda wasn't expecting this!'
He smiled back at her and nodded, as nice as it would be to not use one he definitely wasn't ready to welcome any little Jake's or Maddie's into the world just yet, obviously she wasn't either.
Whilst she tore open the wrapper and pulled out the condom he crawled up the bed to position himself between her legs. Scooping up some of the moisture from her still soaking wet pussy he couldn't resist smearing it over his now throbbing length before she handed him the condom. Using one hand to place it over his cock he let the other hand slowly rub over her erect clit which made her moan again. When the condom was on he looked straight at her before rubbing the tip of his length over her pussy.
'Oh God Jake…..' she trailed off but kept her eyes focused on him as he placed himself just outside her entrance. 'Please baby, please.'
Hearing her words of encouragement he slowly started to push himself inside her amazingly tight channel. His stomach started to churn as he got a few inches inside and noticed her flinch. 'You want me to stop?' She fiercely shook her head, 'No I'll be fine, it's been a while that's all. Don't stop, I want you.'
He decided to temporarily ignore her and instead reached one of his hands down to her pussy to start rubbing circles around her clit. She bit down on her lip and cupped her breasts with her hands which made him swear under his breathe. He could feel her opening relax a little so he pushed a little deeper until she started to tense up again. Increasing the speed of his rubbing he waited until she'd relaxed again to move a little deeper. He repeated this several times until with one last push he was fully seated within her.
Moving from his kneeling position once fully inside her he braced himself using his hands and lay down on top of her as she started to squirm beneath him. Her hands left her breasts and rested on his ass cheeks as she ran her lips over his cheek. 'Make love to me Jake.'
He didn't need to be told twice. He slowly let half of his length slide out of her sticky sex before he pushed back in causing her to squeeze his ass cheeks whilst moaning out loud. 'Oh fuck Jake…'
Pressing his forehead against hers he focused on her eyes which met his as he repeated the same action. 'So tight…..' He whispered against her lips as he felt her hips gently start to rock against him.
Her little moans and squeeks told him that she was feeling no pain and that gave him the confidence to go further. Removing his entire length from her core this time he pushed himself into her with one deep thrust in an attempt to find the spongy spot inside her. He knew he'd found it when her eyes widened and he felt a gush of fluid hitting the tip of the condom. Her nails started to score against his ass cheeks as he continued to fully remove himself from her to thrust back in again.
The mixture of pain and pleasure soon had him heavily sweating and groaning above her as he attempted to stave off his own climax to make sure she reached hers first. Her hips continued to rock against him as he finally found a rhythm which suited the two of them.
Her room was filled with their loud moans, groans and curses as he got lost inside his beautiful lover. He'd dreamt about it for so long but none of the dreams he'd had could actually compare to how he was feeling right now. The smell of her sweat soaked skin, the feel of her soft skin beneath him, the noises she was making, her fingernails scratching him, her tight wet channel squeezing the life out of him, it was all amazing.
'Oh Jake! Please don't stop! Don't STOP!' Her hands moved from his ass cheeks up to his arms. Her grip was vice like as her eyes started to roll back in her head. Knowing that she was almost there he slowed down his thrusts but made them that little bit harder in the process. Scoring his arms with her nails he knew she was at the point of no return when her channel started to pound against his length. 'YES YES YES!'
She kept her eyes open and screamed out so loud that he was sure her whole apartment shook. The wild pounding of her muscles against his sensitive cock was driving him crazy and he knew he couldn't hold back the climax that had been brewing for so long.
'Maddie, Maddie I'm gonna come…Gonna….FUCKKKKKK!'
Burying himself inside her over and over again he finally stilled when the room started to spin all around him. Collapsing in a heap on top of her he felt her arms come around him and hold him as he tried to recover from the most intense orgasm he'd ever had.
After a few minutes of deep breaths he was finally able to summon up enough strength to move and look at his beautiful woman again. As soon as his eyes met hers he felt his stomach twinge, he really couldn't find the words to ever describe to her just how much she meant to him so he decided to go with the three that were on the tip of his tongue.
'I love you.' She smiled up at him and pressed a kiss to his sweat soaked forehead before looking into his eyes again. 'I love you too.'