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Chapter 32

Izzy sat in her maths class twiddling her pen round in her fingers, it was the most boring part of the day in her opinion, normal lessons, so she got through it as best she could thinking about getting out and doing something she enjoyed.

"Miss Smith I asked you a question?" the teacher said at the front of the class,

"Sorry Sir I zoned out for a second, could you repeat it please?" she said,

"Miss Smith please do pay attention but thank you for your honestly, what is x in this equation?" he asked pointing to the board,

"Erm, 3 sir," Izzy said,

"Correct," the teacher said smiling slightly, "Right next question is..." he didn't manage to finish the sentence as screams rang out from the street, and gun shots rang through the room,

"No," Izzy said closing her eyes, she still wasn't used to the sound of gun shots they still shook through her, "No, no, no," she said standing up while all the class was still in a slight state of shock, "No, no, no," she said over and over again running out of the classroom, not hearing Matt shouting after her down the corridor, she didn't know where she was running only that she had to get there quickly.

She ran down the corridors not knowing what was going on, her brain was on autopilot all she wanted to do was run and keep running, never stop running away. She ran out of the school and saw the blood on the steps outside, the police cars were gathering and the people in the streets stopping and staring, some that had ran before were now standing still. She looked around and saw all the officers, not seeing who was standing with them and tried to run and run but someone or something caught her and held her in their arms,

"Izzy what's wrong?" the voice she recognised said, "Isabelle," the voice said sternly but all Izzy could do was say no and cry, she had stopped shouting now but was whispering it instead not knowing how to stop herself from crying. "Izzy stop, stop," the voice said rubbing her back, Izzy stopped after a while and realised who the voice was, Stella has caught hold of her and was trying to calm her down, "Izzy I'm gonna take you to the hospital now, and make sure your okay," she said calmly, Izzy nodding slightly not letting go of Stella,

"Lindsay," Izzy said crying, "Where is she?"

"Izzy," Stella said in a chocked up voice,

"Stella where is she? Why have the police just shot down a guy in the middle on the day?" Izzy said crying, looking at the police crowding around a dead body on the pavement, "Where is she?"

"She's at Mercy," Stella said, and Izzy looked shocked "Flack took her to the hospital; that's all I know," Izzy started shaking again, sobbing "Isabelle I'm sure she's fine,"

"How long ago was it?" Izzy said,

"About 2 hours ago," Stella said, "We were going to tell you once we caught him,"

"Okay," Izzy said, "Auntie Stella, Can I go see her? I need to know she's okay, she needs to be okay," and sobbed more and Stella hugged her rubbing her back,

"Yeah course hun," Stella said smiling, squeezing Izzy again and walking her towards the car, "Maybe it would be an idea to go see that shrink now?" she said trying keep Izzy's mind off of Lindsay, and Izzy nodded,

"Maybe it is," Izzy said smiling slightly, "I shouldn't have reacted the way I did," Izzy said getting into the car, "I had a bad dream last night, I haven't had one in a while but it's been nearly a year since..." she went silent then and looked through the windscreen of the car and watched Stella reverse and the drive towards the hospital,

"Since when Izzy?" Stella asked,

"Since I watched 4 people get murdered because they failed to pay for their drugs," Izzy said looking out into the streets tears coming into the corners of her eyes, "I can't stand the sound of gun shots since then, I can still hear their screams sometimes, sometimes they get mixed up with my parents, sometimes with others, but there always there,"

"Izzy, I'm so sorry, I don't," Stella said but Izzy cut her off,

"No one knows how to help," Izzy said, "All I get is, 'I'm so sorry', 'Talk to us and it will make it better', 'Please Isabelle talk to us,' but it never makes it better, it'll never go away, the pain, the shots, and screaming, it will never go,"

"It's not right for you to have gone through so much," Stella said close to tears after a long silence,

"Nothing is ever fair in life," Izzy said sighing watching as the hospital came into view, as soon as it stopped Izzy jumped out the car and ran to the entrance seeing Flack standing in the door way,

"Uncle Don where is she?" Izzy said running up to him, looking a right mess with tears falling down her face still,

"Upstairs, Danny's with her, I'll take you up there now, they haven't told me anything," Flack said looking down and not missing the fact she called him Uncle Don, Stella who had run in shortly after Izzy and they walked to the elevator and took it to the right floor and then walked towards Lindsay's room.

"ICU," Izzy said looking at where the elevator stopped and cried more,

They stood outside for a while, Izzy refusing to go inside, she didn't think it was possible for her to cry any more but she did.

"She looks bad with all the wires but she's awake and talking look," Stella said seeing Izzy's hesitation, pointing towards Lindsay and Danny who were sat in Lindsay's bed talking and watching TV, both holding onto Lindsay's large pregnant belly. Izzy sighed seeing she was awake and talking as well as Stella and Danny,

"Why does everyone I am with get hurt," Izzy said under her breath, "I can't do this," she said looking into the room wiping some tears from her eyes and running off down the corridor towards the elevator.

"That kids had too much to deal with," Stella said sighing, "I better go after her,"

"No I'll go," Danny said walking out of the room, "We saw you from inside, I'll go you two stay with Lindsay and tell her to stop worrying," he said smiling at them, before running off in the direction of where Izzy went.

He searched the upper floors before walking towards one place he had been when Louis had been in hospital, he opened the doors and saw Izzy sitting with her back to him leaning on one of the air vents looking out over the city, her legs tucked into her chin 'God she looks like Lindsay after they had the fight' Danny thought,

"It's beautiful isn't it?" Danny said walking over to her,

"Yeah it is," Izzy said, wiping her eyes and not looking at him,

"You know Lindsay's gonna be okay," Danny said sitting next to her looking over the city,

"Yeah," Izzy said, "But if she hadn't have known me it wouldn't have happened,"

"Izzy that's stupid," Danny said, "Were cops Izzy, we are gonna get hurt once in a while,"

"Yeah maybe," Izzy said sniffling and wiping more tears,

"It's true," Danny said wrapping an arm around her shoulder and pulling her into his side, "Even if you weren't here we would have still been hurt, I've been shot 2 times, Flack has been blown up and shot, and Stella and Mac have as well," Izzy didn't say anything but just sniffled and moved closer into Danny's side. "We are all going to get hurt Izzy, no matter when or where we are we are always in danger of it, and it has nothing to do with you. Now are you gonna come see Lindsay, she's worried about you."

"Thanks," Izzy said smiling wiping more of her tears away and sighed, Danny gave her a squeeze and kissed her forehead, "Come on then," he said, standing up and pulling her with him, she smiled and walked with him back into the hospital building Danny still with his arm around her shoulders.

They walked out of the elevator and towards Lindsay's room,

"Izzy," Lindsay said smiling at her, opening her arms out and gesturing to go hug her,

"Linds," Izzy said crying again while walking over and being pulled into a hug.

"Hey no tears, I'm fine," Lindsay said smiling, and so did Izzy as she was kicked multiple times from Lindsay's growing stomach, "And the trips are too, they must know there big sister is upset,"

"Yeah," Izzy said smiling a teary smile. "Are you sure your okay? No one told me what happened" she asked and Lindsay sighed knowing it would have gotten Izzy more upset,

"I'm fine, bullet nicked my leg luckily, just a few stitches and it's as good as knew," Lindsay said moving the bed sheets and showing Izzy a sizeable bandage on her leg,

"That's more than a nick," Izzy said looking at the bandage,

"Okay so it may be a large nick," Lindsay said sighing,

"Still doesn't explain the ICU," Izzy said raising an eyebrow,

"So maybe I may have lost a lot of blood and the fact I'm now 6 months pregnant with triplets and they are worried about me going into premature labour is also part of it," Lindsay said looking at Izzy who looked ready to cry again, "Hey I said no tears, but my main concern is you,"

"You were just shot, and your worried about me," Izzy said,

"It's my job" Lindsay said smiling and kissing her on the head, "Stella told me what happened,"

"Yeah," Izzy said sighing, "I suppose I better go see that shrink," she lay on the bed and turned to face Lindsay like she had done to her when she had been shot, "The dreams are back," she almost whispered as if not wanting to say it because then it would become true,

"Worse than before?" Lindsay asked stroking her hair, and Izzy nodded, "Why didn't you tell me? How long have you had them for?"

"Because I didn't want to stress you out, Amelia said you have been and you shouldn't have to worry about me, I've coped before." Izzy said smiling unconvincingly,

"How long?" Lindsay asked,

"Nearly 2 months," Izzy said, "They've gotten slowly worse," she sighed and Lindsay frowned,

"2 months?" Lindsay said, "Izzy why didn't you tell me?"

"I just said," Izzy said, "Besides I'm a big girl,"

"Yeah sure," Lindsay said pulling Izzy into another hug, "You lying on my bed having a hug because you're upset makes you look like a big girl hu?"

"Shut up," Izzy said going red and burying her face into the pillow,

"It is cute," Lindsay said smiling, "That even though you're nearly the grand old age of 14, you still want hugs off me,"

"I will always need you," Izzy said smiling, "But I think you were right about the shrink. Maybe I need to go and talk some things out with him; I would like a full night's sleep."

"When I'm out of here we'll go together, how about that?" Lindsay asked,

"Look, I think I better go alone," Izzy said sitting up, "I don't want you to hear all the things I've been through Lindsay I don't want to tell someone else because even I can't handle them sometimes." She got up and walked over towards the window, "Amelia got me a session with an SVU psychologist, I've been putting it off for weeks but I think I better go, she rang me earlier actually, asking me if I wanted to go today, I actually said yes,"

"You did?" Lindsay asked a little shocked,

"Yeah, my appointment is in a hour," Izzy said sighing, turned round and looking at Lindsay, tears back in her eyes, "I really want to go but I am scared to death,"

"I don't want to see you do something you don't want to do," Lindsay said, "But I think you should go, at least try it,"

"I'm going," Izzy said smiling slightly, "I was gonna ask Flack to drop me off over the other side of town. Meaning I better get going now I suppose, to get there on time. I'm glad you're okay Linds," she said smiling, walking over sitting on the bed, and hugging Lindsay again.

"I know you're a big girl," Lindsay said, "But I'm always here if you want a hug,"

"I know," Izzy said smiling, "I'm glad your okay you know,"

"And me," Lindsay said smiling and hugging Izzy more,

"Oh my god your Pregnant!" Marie Monroe nearly shouted totally shocked and an angry looking Jack.

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