21st of November

Everything was in its place. We had furnished the house except the baby room. And today we were going to learn what color we should be painting its walls. I was praying for the pink.

I was in my 18th week and i had started to look huge. I could feel the kicks getting stronger and stronger everyday.

We were there, Felix was holding my hand while i was lying on the hospital bed. I was supposed to be use to the cold gel that they put on my belly before the ultrasounds by now, but it gave me shivers every god damn time.

I could clearly see its face on the screen now, it actually started to look like a real baby.
Doctor: The heartbeats are perfectly healthy, and i can't see any growth or development issues. Now... Would you like to know if you are having a boy or a girl?
Felix squeezed my hand tightly and smiled at me. I saw our bright future shining in his blue eyes.
Me: Yes please.
Doctor: Well then, congratulations, you're having a girl!
Me: FUCK YEAH!
I threw my hands up in the air as if i was dancing, Felix burst out laughing when he saw how shocked the doctor was to my response.

It was a blissful ride back home. I couldn't stop smiling.
-So, we're having a daughter, huh?
-I'm so excited Felix... I can't even find the proper words to express my feelings right now.
-Same here.
He looked at me with a genuine, heart-warming smile and continued:
-Hey, do you have a name in mind?
-I... Actually do... Of course we should decide it together, but umm... How do you feel about "Zoe", without a "y" in the end.
-That sounds perfect! I really can't wait to tell my bro's!
-Ah, i can only imagine the looks on their face when they watch the video.
We had decided not to announce the news until we knew what the gender was. Felix wanted it that way and i didn't mind. But now it was time.

When we got home, the first thing that Felix did was to start setting up his lighting equipment. We both set in front of the camera once he was done and he started recording.
-Haha how's it going bro's? My name is Peeeewdiepiee and welcome to "FRIDAYS WITH PEEEEWDIEPIEE" Yes, i actually got to make a new "Fridays with Pewdiepie" on a real Friday! And today bro's, i've got some big news to tell you and you will actually be the first to know. So, you know my girlfriend (name), right?
He pointed at me and i smiled and waved at the camera saying hi.
-Maybe you've seen her in one of my videos two months ago and as i told you before we moved to, New York together. But it's just not the two of us who are living in our new house.
He took the ultrasound picture from the table and showed it to the camera.
-Bro's i want you to meet somebody! If any of you for some reason didn't get it, that's a baby. Now, look closely. I SAID CLOSELY!
He brought the picture closer to the camera.
-Can you see a tiny baby penis? HAH! YOU CAN'T. BECAUSE THERE ISN'T ONE!
I was trying so hard not to laugh but i couldn't hold it in when he started yelling to the camera.
-So yeah, bro's, we're having a girl! Milady, would you do the honours of telling our beautiful daughters name?
-Of course milord.
I cleared my throat.
-Dear bro army, we have decided on the name ZOE! ...But, without a "y".
He looked at me. He took my hand and kissed it without breaking the eye contact. He then turned to the camera with a huge grin on his face.
-Alright bro's, thank you for watching and sharing this beautiful moment with us. We are really looking forward to meet her, and i hope you do to, because you will be seeing a lot of her once she arrives! And thank you bro's for supporting me this far, i always try to do my best, but i hope you'll understand when the baby comes, i may not be putting as much as videos i used to on this channel. You know, i will be busy being a father and all. But i appreciate every bro that has stuck with me through all these years. without you bro's, i wouldn't be where i am right now. And by that, we will end this video with a double brofist!
We both brofisted the cam and he stopped recording after saying "Stay awesome bro's".

This must had been paradise.

27th of November

Things had turned out so great. I made friends with my neighbors. We even bought a dog, a Maltese, because Felix had missed Maya so much.

We had painted Zoe's room in cotton pink, and we furnished the room with the stuff we bought from IKEA. We put everything together by ourselves. Felix even mad a vlog of it.

It had been quite fun watching the video responses that came from other YouTubers like: Smosh, Jacksfilms, Cryaotic... Everyone responded, everyone but Tobuscus.

We had been receiving a lot of fanmail with baby stuff in it, delivered to Felix's P.O. box. But one day, when he was out to Manhattan on the quest for finding a new video game that had been released recently, I received a box sent in my name. After i signed the delivery form, i took the box to the kitchen and cut the cardboard in the middle with a knife. There was a baby-sized bright green t-shirt. I unfolded the t-shirt and saw TOBUSCUS written on it. When i unfolded it, a letter fell.

"I guess somethings are not meant to be.
But i wish you the best.
-Toby"