A/N: I'm sorry for all the errors in all my chapters, but I'm dyslexia. So I was wondering if anyone would like to be my Beta. I don't know how that would work, but send me a message, review or carriage pigeon I don't really care, plus if you're my beta, you would get a sneak peak at the next chapter, that's a plus Well on with the story. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own the lovely and incomparable Twilight, New Moon, or Eclipse books. The wonderfully and amazingly talented Stephanie Meyer does. Sometimes this world is just unfair. I'm only borrowing her characters for the time being (though I wouldn't mind borrowing Edward for an eternity). I also don't own the songs that go with the chapters.

Send Me An Angel

Waking Up- Chapter 8

Song – Bring Me To Life by Evanescence

BPOV

I am sitting on a hard cold ground, in what looks like a once beautiful meadow, but now it looks dead, like me. The trees have no life in them, like me. The sky above me is dark and cloudy, looking like it's about to rain, but no rain comes, like me. I just sit here, being as lifeless as the meadow is. I look down and look at all the scars I have, most of them are where my heart should be, some are between my legs, and the rest are scattered around my body. I knew that they weren't physical, but more emotional. It seems that for everybody that hurts me, I get a new scar.

I don't really know how I got here, but I do remember running in front of a car and just being sent here. It is like me and the meadow are connect in some way. Like the reason the meadow is so lifeless is because I'm lifeless. Like if I had some life in me, then maybe the meadow would to. But I died a long time ago, not physically but emotionally. The day I stopped talking is the day I emotionally died. The day my dad died. The day I got raped, by a once trusted friend. The day when I lost all faith in people. The day when I just shut down and didn't care anymore. That day changed everything and not for the better.

I don't really know how long I've been sitting here, but it doesn't really matter. I like just sitting here, with no one to bother me, no one to hurt me, for once not to be afraid that some one is going to come and attack me.

I just sat there in the middle of the lifeless meadow, not moving, not getting up, and not doing anything. What would be the point of moving around, maybe find someone and have them hurt me also, I don't think so. I don't think I could take to have one more person hurt me, to have them betray me, to have them disrespect me that would be too much for me. I wouldn't be able to handle it; I would probably kill myself before I would let that happen to me again.

It seemed like the meadow was growing darker and more lifeless every second I was here, I was just sitting in my usually spot on the hard cold ground when I heard footsteps coming my way. I froze in place. My heart rate picked up a little. I didn't even breath, I just wanted for whoever was there to hurry up and come and hurt me. My head was faced down, so I couldn't even see who was coming. I tried to pick my head up, but I just couldn't. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't pick my head up.

The person was standing next to me, and then he went and sat in front of me. I tried to pick my head up to see who he was, but I couldn't even do that. I just kept looking at the ground, with my hair covering my face. He was quite for a moment before he started to talk.

"Hello, I'm" "Biology class," "lab partner" "hit you." "I'm so sorry for that" "Wasn't paying attention" "this girl" "I first met her" "grocery store" "for me to hit you." "What you were running from," "brother." "Running after you," "he wasn't trying to hurt you, he wanted to help you." I only caught on to some of what he said.

His voice sounds familiar, but not familiar at the same time. It was like I head it a long time ago, but not to long ago. His voice was magical, it was soft and sweet. It sounded like he really meant whatever he was saying. It just too bad that I didn't get all of what he was saying.

He was quite for a while, before he got up off the ground and said.

"Well I have to go, but same time tomorrow I'll be here, that's if you don't mind." For the first time in a long time I wanted to talk, but I just couldn't find my voice "I'll take that silence as I'll see you to." I smiled a bit. I actually heard everything he said clear. I heard him walk away and go in to the woods.

I looked up in to the direction that he left from. I looked around the meadow and saw that it was a little less lifeless if that was possible. I still couldn't move from the spot I was in, at least I could move my head, so if he does come back then I will get to see his face.

I kept sitting there, for what seemed like forever before I heard footsteps coming again. I tried to pick my head up to see who he was, but I couldn't again. We sat in the same position as we did the last time he came. He started to talk again about how his day was, and how some girls wouldn't stop hitting on him. This didn't make me to happy.

After a while he left again, I picked my head up to see that the meadow was becoming less lifeless. The ground I was sitting on was less cold and hard and more warm and soft.

He came a couple more times and the more he did the more the meadow would come to life. The trees actually looked like living trees, the ground was getting some grass and the sky was less dark, there was even a faint sound of a waterfall in the background, but my scars were still there.

The next time he came the meadow was beautiful, and I could actually move my head. I looked up to see the most beautiful person in the world. He had the greenest eyes I had ever seen. His face was perfect, he was a god, he was my god.

After a while he got up and left the way he always does. But before he went in to the woods, he turned back to me and nodded his head toward the woods, trying to tell me to follow him. It took me a while but I got up, but when I look back to where he was he wasn't there. I walked toward the edge of the woods and stopped. I took a deep breath and walked in to the woods.

My eyes opened to a bright room. It was an unfamiliar room, a white room. I looked around the room to notice that I was in the hospital. I looked around the room and what I saw surprised me.

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become

Bring Me To Life by Evanescence

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