A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while it just that I have been busy and then my computer would not work, so please forgive me. Well on with the story. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own the lovely and incomparable Twilight, New Moon, or Eclipse books. The wonderfully and amazingly talented Stephanie Meyer does. Sometimes this world is just unfair. I'm only borrowing her characters for the time being (though I wouldn't mind borrowing Edward for an eternity). I also don't own the songs that go with the chapters.

Send Me An Angel

Missed you- Chapter 9

Song – I Miss You- Blink 182

EPOV

"UGH! I hate this, why do we even need this" I said

I was sitting in the hospital like I always do after school. I was going my trig homework, which I had to give my full attention to, but I need a break. I put my math book down and walked over to where Isabella was, I sat next to her.

I looked at her; some of her bruises were still there, while the other half of her face was bandaged up. Carlisle said that she is getting better; it looks like she might make it. My dad said that the reason she is getting better is because of me, because I'm been visiting her, but I don't think so. I mean yeah I know I don't have to be here, but it's like I have to be here, like something is pulling me to be here. I can't explain it, it like were connected in some way.

Today is Friday, and I'm going homework, just so I won't have to worry about it over the weekend and then next week is spring break, and I don't want to be doing homework on my spring break, when I could be with Isabella all day long. I like to be with her, just to watch her sleep, to wonder what she is thinking, or dreaming, it's fascinating.

I looked down at my watch to see that it was almost time to leave; I had 15 minutes left before I had to go home, so Esme won't be mad at me. I went back to the table that was there in the corner of Isabella's room and gathered my thing so I could leave.

I walked back to her and just stared at her for one last time. I noticed that there was a piece of her hair caught on her lip, I reached out and grabbed the piece of hair and tucked it behind her ear. As I pulled my hand back I swept my hand across her face, I touched her cheek, and it felt great. I looked down at my watch again and I had to go.

"Please wake up." I said in a low whisper as I touched her cheek one more time before I left the room.

As I got home Alice came up to me.

"Edward your home. Guess where were going during spring break?" Alice said as she was bouncing up and down. Where does she get so much energy from?

"I have no idea Alice, where are we going?" I said as I rolled my eyes to my sister.

"We're going to go see Tanya family in Alaska, isn't that great!? We're leaving tomorrow and we're going to be staying there the whole week of spring break, so go and pack." Alice said still bouncing

"I'm sorry but I can't go." I said. I couldn't leave Isabella all alone for a whole week, what if she wakes up and I'm not there, that would be horrible, she would be all alone.

"What, why not? What could you possibly be doing that is better than hanging out with Tanya and her family for a week? Hum?" Alice said

"That's none of your business." I said as I tried to walk away from Alice.

"You just want to be in the hospital with Isabella instead of being with your family. I've missed you Edward all of us have, all you do is go to the hospital and when you do come home you go straight to your room." Alice said with a pout.

I know I've been ignoring my family for the past two weeks, but they don't get that I have to do this, I'm the one that put her in the hospital and I'm going to be the one to be there when she wakes up.

"It just something that I have to do Alice, you didn't almost kill her, you didn't put her in the hospital with a coma, I did. Now I have to do this or I'll never be ok. I have to make sure that she is ok; I have to be there for her when she wakes up. I just have to do this." I said, but towards the end it became a whisper.

"Edward it's not all your fault, she was the one that ran out in to the middle of the street. You have to stop blaming your self for what happened. You need to take a break from this place, you need to go with us to Alaska and visit some old friends, have at least a little bit of fun. Please go with us Edward." Alice said in a sad voice. Alice is the only one that could get me to do whatever she wanted me to do. I don't know what it is but I can't stand to see her sad, maybe it's an older brother thing, even though I'm only 2 minutes older.

"Fine, I'll go, but if something happens to her it your fault, I wasn't there ok?" I said.

"Yeah sure whatever, now go and pack, we're leaving early in the morning." Alice said as she walked up the stairs to her room.

I walked upstairs and started to pack for the week we were going to be spending in Alaska.

The ride down there was ok; I was driving with Alice and Jasper in my car, while Emmett and Rose where in Rose's car, our parents stayed at the house, because Carlisle had to work and Esme wanted to stay with him. When we finally got to Tanya house, Tanya and her family where already waiting for us.

"Hey long time no see." Eleazar said as we got out of the car and started to walk over to them.

"Come here and give me a hug." Carmen said. Carmen and Eleazar are married with there three daughters Kate, Irina, and Tanya. Kate and Irina are Emmett, Jasper, and Rose's age, while Tanya is Alice's and mine age. Our families have been friends for years. Most people think that Tanya and I are going to fall in love and get married, but we just see each other as brothers and sisters.

After we caught up on what has been happening in our lives, they let us go and unpack in their guest room. I was going to be sharing a room with Emmett and Jasper, while Alice and Rose are going to be sharing another room.

As the week went by I couldn't stop thinking about Isabella. I couldn't wait to go see her and see how she might have got better. Every one noticed that I wasn't fully there; they kept asking me if everything was ok and I would say that I was fine, but they could see it was a lying. Tanya and I hung out a lot, we got a lot closer. I told her what happened and how Isabella is in a coma because of me. She told me the same thing Alice told me, about how it wasn't my fault, but it is my fault. I also hung out with my family a lot more than I have since the accident. But Alice was right; it did do me some good that I was with my family. Darn how is she always right?

I was just happy that we were back in Forks; I couldn't wait to go see Isabella at the hospital. As soon as I dropped everybody off at the house I went to the hospital to go see Isabella.

I went in to the hospital and headed straight to room 413. I walked in to the room and nobody was there. I walked back out of the room just to make sure I had the right room and when I saw it was the right room, I went to the nurse's station to see where she was.

"Um hello?" I said

"Yes, how may I help you?" one of the nurses said. She was an elderly lady, with really thick reading glasses.

"Where did you take the patient in room 413?" I asked

"She's gone dear." The nurse said

"Gone, gone where?" I asked worried. Please don't say that she is dead. Please don't say that she is dead.

"She left with her foster parents yesterday." The nurse said.

"Thanks." I said with a sign of relief. I need to talk to my dad.

(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I Miss You- Blink 182

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