A/N: Hello I'm Amanda, Sam's little sister sorry I haven't updated in a long time, but the holidays were really hard for me and my family and then we got a new computer so I had to redo everything and that took forever, but the story is back. Well on with the story. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own the lovely and incomparable Twilight, New Moon, or Eclipse books. The wonderfully and amazingly talented Stephanie Meyer does. Sometimes this world is just unfair. I'm only borrowing her characters for the time being (though I wouldn't mind borrowing Edward for an eternity).I also do not own the songs that come with each chapter
Send Me An Angel
A Day with the Cullens- Chapter 13
Song - This is where I belong By boyzone
BPOV
I woke up with a smile on my face, because I had a wonderful night's sleep. While the beginning it was like I was in a nightmare, I could see James and my father. I was like I was watch my father get killed all over again, but then suddenly it changed and I was in this beautiful meadow, but there was somebody else with me in the meadow but I couldn't see who it was.
I rolled off the bed and walked to the bathroom to go take a shower. The water was extremely hot, just the way I like it. I poured the shampoo into my hand and rubbed it into my hair, then started to wash my body. I turned the water off, grabbed a towel and stepped out of the shower.
I changed into some clean clothes and walked down stairs. I walked into the kitchen and saw Esme sitting reading the newspaper.
"Do you want something to eat dear? I can make you something." Esme asked while putting her paper down and starting to get up from her seat. I held up one of my finger to tell her to hold on a minute and she did. She sat back down and waited for me to get a pen and some paper.
Once I got the paper and the pen I wrote It's ok. I can make breakfast for myself. Then I handed her the piece of paper
" It's no problem at all, plus I have to start making breakfast for the others anyways, they should be up in a little while." Esme said taking out some eggs from the refrigerator.
I just signed and sat down on one of the stools by the counter. After a while Esme set a plate in from of me with bacon, eggs and pancakes. It looked and smelled delicious and it was. when I was a little less than half ways done, Emmett rounded the corner.
"hey mom, what's for breakfast? Cuz I'm starving" Emmett asked while sitting down next to me
"bacon, eggs, and pancakes. Aren't you going to say hi to Bella" Esme said, giving him a stern look, while putting a plate in front of him.
"Oh hey Bella, didn't see you there" Emmett said with a smile, then turned to his plate a started eating. After a while the rest of the Cullens and Hales except Edward came down stairs to eat breakfast. They were talking, laughing, and joking while ignoring me, just like I predicted they would.
I couldn't stand it anymore so I just left and went upstairs to my room. I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere. I can't believe I actually thought that they might accept me or even notice I was there and not pretend like I was invisible, like the rest of the world thinks of me.
I walked to the window in my room and just looked at the beautiful view of the sun raising though the mountains. I stood there and tried to put everything out of my mind, but I couldn't help think of my father and how in two months it will be the anniversary of the day he died. I tried to hold back the tears that were coming only letting a couple of tears fall.
I don't know how long I stood there, but the sun was already falling back though the mountains. When I heard a knock at the door. I walked away from the window that I spent the whole day look threw to answer the door. Carlisle was at the door and I let him in.
" Bella are you okay? Esme told me you haven't been downstairs all day except for when you ate breakfast and even then she didn't even see when you left." Carlisle asked, while I sat down on the bed. I just nodded my head yes.
" Did something happen while you were downstairs?" Carlisle asked I just shook my head no.
"Then what's wrong?" Carlisle asked. I looked around for the whiteboard and saw that it was on the desk Carlisle saw what I was looking at and went over to grab it, then he handed it to me
I wrote Nothing is wrong. I couldn't tell him that I don't belong here because I know he would be nice enough to tell me that I do belong and that I am a part of his family, when I'm not, I'm only a guest in his home until I turn 18.
"Then why are you up here all alone in the dark?" he asked.
I wrote I'm just used to being alone. That part was true, I am used to being alone. It's really no big deal. I like to be alone, because then you have no one around to disappoint you when they don't notice you.
"Well you are going to have to get out of that habit, because in this house you are hardly ever going to be alone." Carlisle said with a little laugh. But I doubt that.
" Why don't you come down stair to have some dinner with us and then maybe watch a movie or something with the kids." he said. I just nodded my head yes. In truth I was hungry, but I don't know about the movie. I told him on the whiteboard that I would be down in a minute.
when he left I went back to the window and looked down into the backyard. I saw that Esme was calling in her kids to dinner. It looked like they had been play baseball. Once again they were laughing and having fun.
I turned away and went to the bathroom to wash my face and hands. Then I went downstairs and entered the kitchen. I saw Esme stirring something that smelled wonderful. When she saw me she told me to go have a set in the dining room.
I went in to the dining room and sat in the same chair as I did last time when Mr. and Mrs. Cullen told me that they were going to be my foster parents.
Then Rose came in to the dining room and walked over to where I was and said " hey Bella, umm this is my chair I usually sit here during dinner."
I nodded and got up I walked over to one of the walls and waited for everybody else to sit down, I didn't want to sit in somebody else's spot.
"Hey Bella why don't you come sit next to me." Alice said with a smile on her face. I walked over to where she was and sat down.
"This is usually where Edward sits but he won't mind." Alice said in a whisper, just then Edward came into the dining room. At first he looked at me and then at Alice, but he didn't tell me to move like Rose did, he just took the seat next to Emmett, which was across from me. Then Carlisle and Esme came in to the room and we started to eat.
Everybody was talking about different things, while I just ate my dinner, which was amazing by the way. Alice tried to talk to me a couple of time, but without my whiteboard or pen and paper it was kind of hard to do. Edward kept looking at me, I think he is a little mad that I took his chair, sometimes it would look like he wanted to say something but he never did.
After dinner everybody went in to the family room and started to pick a movie that they were going to watch. I just stood in the back looking at the floor waiting to see what they were going to pick.
"Bella is there anything that you want to watch" Jasper asked I looked up to see all the Cullens looking at me. I shook my head no. I don't even know what movies were out.
"Come on Bella there has to be something you want to watch" Alice said.
I found a piece of paper on the counter and a pencil and wrote I don't really watch movies, the last movie I saw was when my dad was alive and I think that was The Little Mermaid or The Wizard of OZ. I handed the piece of paper to Alice.
Alice read what I wrote and laughed." Well we have both movie if you want to watch them? I haven't seen those movie in a long time" Alice said.
"What movie? I want to know." Emmett asked with a little pout like a little boy. He looked so funny.
"The Little Mermaid and the Wizard of OZ" Alice said
"I haven't seen those movies in forever. Lets watch them." Rose said
"That's fine with me" Jasper said with a little smile. Edward said that he wanted to see the movie also.
After a while we were all watching The Little Mermaid. I was sitting next to Edward again on the sofa. While everybody else were all scattered around the room. The Little Mermaid was amazing. Once it ended Jasper got up from Alice's side and put in The Wizard of OZ.
I only made it a little more than half ways through the movie before I started to feel my eyes start to droop. The last thing I saw was Dorothy meeting the great OZ.
The next thing I know I could feel a pair of arms around my body. I tried to open my eyes to see who it was but I was too tired that I just fell back asleep, in their arms.
I woke up in my room, with the sun shining on my face. I looked around and saw that it was almost 9o'clock in the morning. I quickly got up but fell to the floor.
Esme came into the room from where the bathroom was " Bella are you okay?" she asked as she helped me up. I nodded my head yes I turned around and grabbed the whiteboard and wrote It's Monday why didn't you wake me for school?
"We were but then Carlisle and I thought it would be better if you stayed home today well the others went, plus you have a doctor's appointment with Dr. Cullen, so he can see if that cast can come off yet." Esme said with a smile.
I wrote When is my appointment with Dr. Cullen?
"At noon, I'll drive you over there" Esme said I just nodded. "If you're hungry there is some breakfast downstairs." Esme said. I nodded again.
I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I took a little longer in the shower then I usually do. But the hot water felt so good coming down my body, it let the muscles in my body untangle.
Once I got out of the shower, I got dressed and went downstairs to go get something to eat. Once I enter the kitchen I gathered my food and sat down on one of the stools and ate the breakfast Esme made.
I ate slowly just thinking about everything that has happen this weekend and especially yesterday. Maybe I could one day belong here, but for now I don't. But maybe one day in the near future I could actually open up to them and talk to them and I mean actually talk. They seem nice enough that maybe I could trust them enough to tell them what actually happened to me and how it is my fault that my dad died. How if I didn't go with him and my father didn't go looking for me. Then my dad would be alive with me right now.
I wiped away some of the tears that fell down from my eyes. I had to look to the future. I need to have faith that these people won't be like the rest of people that I've been with. But I have a feeling that these people well be a good family, a family that will love me and a family that I could trust with all my heart. I just hope that I'm not wrong, because if I am then I'm really going to be disappointed and hurt.
I could hear Esme coming downstairs and I looked at the clock to see that it was almost 11o'clock. It was almost time for me to go see Carlisle to see if I could get this cast off. I washed and dried the plate and cup I was using for breakfast. Then I turned on the TV and started to flip though the channels, but there was nothing good on, so I just turned it off.
"Are you ready to go Bella?" Esme asked and I just nodded my head.
We took a very nice silver Mercedes S55 AMG. They had a ton of nice expensive cars in their garage. She told me that this was her car, but Carlisle had one just like it but it was in black not in silver like hers.
Once we got to the hospital we went straight up to Carlisle office. He was already waiting for us.
"Hey Bella, How has your morning been?" Carlisle asked while looking at my leg. I wrote to him that it was fine.
"Well Bella I have some good news and some bad news for you. Which do you want to hear first?" Carlisle asked.
Good, then bad I wrote.
"Well the good news is that you can get you cast off today, while the bad news is your old foster parents have gone missing, the police went to their house to arrest them, but it looked like they packed up and moved. I'm sorry Bella, but there is a warrant out for their arrest." Carlisle said.
I just nodded. What was there to say. I sat there while Carlisle worked on my cast. I couldn't get the fact that they got away. Would they come after me or would they just leave me alone. I couldn't get both their faces out of my head. I was worried and not only for me but for the Cullens also. What if they get hurt because those maniacs were coming to get me. I wouldn't be able to handle that.
"There is nothing to worry about Bella, those people would have to be idiots to come anywhere near you, especially with one of us around." Carlisle said with a smile. but that is exactly what I was worried about. I know how to handle them. I could handle anything they do to me, but the Cullens don't know what they are capable of, of how low they would go to get what they want.
But I just smiled at Carlisle, he didn't need to know what they could do. But maybe I should tell him, so he can take precautions to protect his family. I'll tell him later, where we have more privacy, I don't want Esme to overhear and start to panic.
Once Carlisle was done taking off the cast, he asked if I wanted to keep it and I wrote yes. My leg felt a little weird without the cast on. But I was able to walk better. If that was possible.
Esme took us back home. She went to the garden while I went in to my room. I still had an hour before the Cullens and the Hales would come home from school and there was nothing to do. I was actually happy that I was going back to school tomorrow, even though I'm going to have a lot of school work to keep me busy for months. I was going to have to get the assignment that I missed for the days that I was not there, to keep my GPA, so I could get into a good college.
I went into the bathroom and opened the other door that attached to it. I wanted to look at the selves of music that they had.
When I opened the door I walked over to the selves of music that it had and started to looks at all the CDs that were there. After a little while I kind of understood how they had them organized but still was a little confused by it. They had CDs from all different genres and different decades. It was quit the collection.
My favorite was Achille-Claude Debussy. When I found the CD I was excited, I put the CD into the CD player and sat on the black leather couch that was in the room and just let the wonderful music swallow me up.
I sat there with my eyes closed swaying to the music until the CD ended. I opened my eyes and saw Edward standing by the door just looking at me with a little smile on his face.
"You like Achille-Claude Debussy?" Edward asked while walking towards me. I just nodded my head yes.
"Do you have a favorite?" He asked. I held out one finger to tell him to wait and got up and when to my room to go get the whiteboard. When I walked back into the room he was sitting down on the couch, he motioned for me to come sit with him and I did.
Clair de LuneI wrote on the whiteboard. Edward smiled and said that was his favorite also. He asked about other music that I like and I wrote them down. We like pretty much the same music which was kind of surprising.
After a long time, my stomach started to grumble. Edward chuckled a little and said that it was dinner time for me. I just smiled and nodded yes. We walked downstairs and went into the kitchen to go get something to eat.
"What do you want to eat" Edward asked. There was still some paste that Esme made yesterday that looked good. So I grabbed it and poured it into a bowel and put in into the microwave. Edward got a bowel full of paste just like I did.
We ate in a comfortable silence. I can't believe that I spent the rest of my day with Edward. He is so nice and funny. He was really patient with me, when I had to stop and write down something. I just hope that I made the same impression that he did on me.
Once we were done eating, we went in to the family room with the rest of his family. Jasper and Emmett were play some kind of video game, and by the way Emmett was acting you could tell he was losing. Alice and Rose were talking about something in the magazine that they were reading.
Edward and I sat next to each other on the couch and watch Emmett lose to Jasper. It was hilarious, Emmett kept on challenging Jasper to another game, but Jasper would say no, which caused Emmett to call Jasper a chicken while saying that Jasper was afraid that he was going to lose. But finally Emmett convinced Jasper to another game.
And Emmett lost again but it was a close one. I looked over at Edward and he was laughing so hard. He had the most musical laugh that I have ever heard. He turned to look at me and smiled a crocked smile that took my breath away. I couldn't stop looking at him and he was looking at me also. I heard a fit of giggling that broke our eye contact.
It was Alice and Rose that were giggling, they were huddled up together talking in whispers. They kept looking at Edward and me. It got kind of annoying. I turned back to the game Jasper and Emmett were playing and this time Emmett was in the lead, but not by much and Jasper seemed to be catching up.
I got sleepy after a while, so I got up and started to walk, when a hand reached out and grabbed mine to stop me. I turned to see it was Edward.
"Where are you going?" Edward asked. he sounded kind of sad, but I don't know why he would be sad.
I grabbed the newspaper and a pen that was sitting right next to it and wrote I'm going to bed kind of tired, plus we have school tomorrow.
"Oh okay, do you have everything you need for school?" Edward asked. I shook my head. He grabbed my hand and led me up stairs to the third floor. His hand felt so nice intertwined with mine, but I know he was just doing it because he wanted to show me were something was and not because he liked me or anything.
He open one of the doors on the third floor and there was every school supply you could imagine in there, from backpacks to every pen color imaginable to lead in every size. I was in shock.
"With five now six kids in the house, we go through a lot of school supplies, especially when we have school projects to do. So what do you need?" Edward asked. I couldn't even talk, if I wanted to I was still looking at everything in the room.
After I had everything ready for school. Edward walked me to my room.
"Goodnight Bella. Don't let the bed bugs bite." He said with an evil grin on his face.
I wrote Thank you for everything Edward. And don't worry I won't.
I entered my room, changed into my pajamas, set my alarm clock and crawled in to bed. I though over everything that happened today and the most exciting was being with Edward. I fell asleep with his face in my mind. I just can't wait until tomorrow where I could maybe with him again.
This is where I belong
No need to shed my tears
Or face my fears anymore
So I won't walk alone
Taking things on my own
All of the lands I've roamed
Memories of my home
They keep beating strong
Cause this is where I belong
Song- This is where I belong By boyzone
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