Thanks to all of you for reading my story. I'm always happy to read your feedback. You guys are awesome.
Once again thank you to pezziecoyote for being such an awesome beta reader!
And thanks to ShannonTheAwesomeOne for giving me inspiration. There are a few of your lines in this chapter...I bet you will exactly know which ones ;-)
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Chapter 7: All's well that ends well…right?!
It took ages until finally someone opened the door. Her heart was beating fast in her chest, she was so nervous.
"Hi Gavin," she said quietly, looking at him shyly. He looked at her surprised, not sure if he was dreaming. It couldn't be her.
"Shannon? What are you doing here?" he asked perplexed, closing his eyes for a moment before opening them again. She was still standing there. It wasn't a dream.
"Can I come in for a minute? I need to talk to you," she answered, her hands all sweaty.
He just nodded his head, stepping aside so that she could enter his apartment. Without thinking she made her way to his living room and sat down on the couch, waiting for him to join her.
"First of all: I'm sorry. I'm sorry for treating you the way I did. I wasn't being fair. After you told me that you loved me, I should have reacted differently. It was not okay ignoring you," she said, sighing heavily.
"It's okay," he immediately said, the look on his face unreadable.
"No. No, it's not okay. I should have talked to you. But I was...I am such a coward. I didn't want to lose you because of those three words, but by pushing you away I exactly did that. And I regret that," she replied, not able to look into his eyes anymore.
He was surprised. He would have never thought she would come back to him. And that she was apologizing for her behaviour was even more surprising. But why was she really here? Had Dean dumped her for good? He couldn't think of another reason.
"What do you really want Shannon?" he asked, looking at her sternly. He didn't need her bullshit. He didn't need another broken heart. His had been completely destroyed already.
She looked at him confused, not having expected his tone to be so harsh. But maybe she deserved it. Maybe this is how she needed to be treated after all of this.
"I want to make up with you. I NEED to," she said, swallowing hard. "Dean and me...we are done. For good. I guess you've known as soon as you saw me standing in front of your door. And it's wrong of me to just come here now...after knowing that it was over. But that's not the only reason I'm here," she carried on, taking a deep breath.
"Gavin, I can't promise you that I will ever be able to love you. Not in the way you love me. I can't enforce it. But I don't want to lose you as a friend. Just think about the times we've spent together. We've grown so close. I enjoy being with you. Let's not just throw it all away," she said, looking at him pleadingly.
She was brutally honest with him. Lying to him would have been wrong on so many levels. She wanted to be with Gavin. Not in the way he wanted to be with her. But she was sure he wanted her to be in his life just as much as she wanted him to be in hers. Besides Karolina, he was her only true friend. Someone she could rely on. Someone she could trust.
"You hurt my feelings, Shannon. I can't forget this so easily," he admitted, his voice a little shaky. He was nervous. His heart was beating uncontrollably fast in his chest. But he was glad she came over. He was relieved she apologized. And he was more than anything thankful and happy she wanted to be with him again. He had hoped she would give them a chance. But he should have known better. She didn't love him. She loved Dean. And that would not change just like that.
She just looked at him with tears in her eyes. There was nothing she could say. There were no words that could describe how sorry she was. She never wanted to hurt him. She would understand if he just threw her out of her apartment. Out of his life.
"Don't cry, sweetheart," he said, his voice calming her down. "It's okay. It will all work out."
He moved closer to her, wrapping his arms around her so that she would stop sobbing. He rocked her back and forth, whispering words of comfort into her ear. Actually she should have been the one comforting him, but he had to be strong for her now. He wanted things to be back to normal.
"I'll do whatever it takes for you to forgive me," she said in between sobs, looking up at him teary-eyed.
He believed her. After looking into her eyes in that very moment, he knew she was honest. He would give them another chance. He would make her forget about Dean. And maybe he would be able to make her love him. You never know. Maybe it would work out in the end. Trying was all he could do.
...
After two weeks had passed, things were back to normal. Almost.
Shannon and Gavin had spent each and every day with each other ever since she came back to him to apologize.
They were as close as they had been before and that was all he could ask for. She had stopped talking about Dean a week ago. He knew she had tried to get a hold of him a couple more times, but finally gave up after not hearing back from him. As far as he knew, Dean hadn't been in touch for almost a month now. It hurt her. He knew it. But as soon as she realized that he wasn't interested in her anymore, she could finally be happy again.
And he had the feeling this day had finally come. She felt a lot more comfortable being with him than she had ever done before. He couldn't remember how many times they had shared a bed and fell asleep in each other's arm.
It was difficult for him to keep his cool. He so badly wanted to touch her in places he shouldn't even think about. To feel her almost naked body against his was sometimes too much for him to handle.
They could talk about anything, keeping no secrets from each other. He couldn't help but feel that this was more than just a friendship.
And maybe he was right.
Shannon was feeling it as well. As much as she wanted to deny it, she felt so close to Gavin that it scared her. She had always told herself that he was just a friend. Nothing more. But things had changed. She felt more than just comfortable when lying in his arms. She felt at home. She felt she belonged there. But then images of Dean resurfaced again. She still loved him. She would lie if she said she didn't. She couldn't just forget about him. But maybe she should. Maybe she should stop denying her feelings for Gavin and give them a chance.
"Boom, you're dead," Shannon giggled and jumped up in victory. Yet again she beat him in his favourite video game. He hated that. He honestly hated losing to a girl. But Shannon was the master of video games, he had to admit.
"Ugh, just shut up, ok?" he pouted, bowing his head in disappointment.
A smile spread across his face when he felt that she put her arms around his neck, kissing his cheek.
"Aww, don't be sad, baby," she said, giggling when he playfully started sobbing.
"Stop breaking my heart. I can't take it anymore," he said while placing his hand on his chest over his heart, sticking out his bottom lip.
She couldn't help but feel her heart melting when seeing him like that. She knew he was just acting, but it was incredibly cute to see him like that. She let go of him and ran her hand through his short brown hair, looking deep into his eyes.
What was happening now? What was she even doing?
She was scared. She was insecure. She had no idea why her head was moving closer to his. She couldn't control her movements anymore. It just happened.
Just two weeks ago she had told him she would probably never be able to love him. And she didn't. She didn't love him. But he meant a lot to her. He was her saving grace, her best friend and her soul mate.
He looked back and forth between her eyes and her lips, swallowing hard. He could feel it as well. The tension that was in the air. He was just as afraid as she was. But this is what he wanted. This is what he had always wanted. He would never stop her. He wouldn't say a word to confuse her. He wanted this kiss. He needed it.
Their lips were only mere inches apart from each other; she could feel his breath on her skin. She had closed her eyes, hoping he would be the one to close the distance between them as she didn't have the courage.
She could hear him sighing heavily, closing her eyes even tighter. Was she making a mistake? Didn't he want to kiss her? Was he over her already?
Her thoughts were interrupted as soon as she felt his lips on hers. They were so soft that it sent chills up and down her spine.
Neither one of them moved for a few moments. They just enjoyed the intimate moment they were sharing with each other. He could hear his own heartbeat in his ear, hoping she wouldn't realize how excited he was.
He knew she wouldn't be taking the next step. He could feel it. It was his responsibility to finish this. He needed to be the strong one. The brave one.
He softly licked her bottom lip with his tongue, asking for entrance which she gladly gave him. As soon as their tongues touched, there was something so electrifying rushing through their bodies that they both started shaking slightly.
This was special. This was unique. Gavin was the happiest man on the whole planet. He was sure of that. Their tongues danced with each other passionately, both of them exploring the other person's mouth. This was a dream coming true. Gavin couldn't believe this was happening. It felt so surreal. He was on cloud nine.
Shannon on the other hand had never enjoyed kissing someone as much as she was enjoying this kiss. He was gentle. He was putting so much emotion and passion into this kiss, it was overwhelming.
This was something Dean had never been able to give her. He was rough. She couldn't say he hadn't been passionate, but she knew that when she was kissing him, it would always end up in the bedroom.
It was different with Gavin. She was sure he wouldn't be pushing her into doing something she wasn't ready for. He actually cared about her and her feelings.
He buried his hands into her hair, not wanting to let her ever go again. She belonged to him. He just knew it. He was the one that could make her happy. Nobody else.
After a few minutes they slowly let go of each other, both of them trying to catch their breath while looking into each others' eyes deeply.
He looked at her lips again. They were swollen and as red as they had never been before. He would give anything to take her into his bedroom now, but he knew that this wouldn't be the right thing to do now. Not yet. She needed more time. She needed to make up her mind and realize that it was him she needed. Not Dean.
She raised her hand and caressed his cheek softly, a small smile on her face. He was the most adorable guy she had ever seen. He was so different compared to Dean. But that was exactly her problem. She compared everything to Dean. His appearance, his behaviour, his kiss, his everything. As much as she wanted to, she wasn't able just to forget about him. Not yet.
His thumb traced her bottom lip gently, his eyes meeting hers now.
"I would have expected anything but this," he said, his breath back to normal now. A smile crossed her face and she couldn't help but blush.
"I'm just as surprised as you are," she replied, looking at him a little unsure. "But it felt so right."
The last few words were only a whisper. She was too insecure about this whole thing. She didn't know what her feelings were doing with her. So many thoughts were crossing her mind. She was confused. She didn't know what to think.
When Gavin remained silent, she slowly let go of him, placing another sweet kiss on his lips before getting up.
"I'd better get going now," she said, her heart breaking when she saw the hurt look on his face.
"I'll see you tomorrow, I promise," she added quickly, relieved when she saw that he was smiling at her weakly.
He just nodded his head and followed her silently to the front door, opening it for her.
"You won't leave me again, will you?" he asked, insecurity reflecting in his eyes.
"I never ever will again, Gavin. Trust me," she replied, pecking his lips one last time before turning around and making her way over to her own apartment.
She wanted him to trust him. And he would. He trusted her. With all he had. He just hoped she wouldn't break his heart again. It would kill him.
...
The next few days had gone by quickly. She hadn't left him. She hadn't ignored him. Just as she had promised him. They had been spending each and every day with each other. They shared another few kisses here and there, but that was all she was willing to give at this point. She wanted to take things slowly this time. She knew that the last time she had tried to rush into a 'relationship', it ended abruptly. Too abruptly.
Gavin was honestly becoming impatient. And she could feel it. He would never say anything though. He respected her too much than to put her under pressure with anything.
They didn't even know what to call their relationship. They weren't a couple, they weren't lovers. But they weren't friends either. It was something in the middle.
Shannon had to admit that she was curious. Curious about how it felt to be with him. Sexually. If he was just as gentle while having sex with her as he was when kissing her. He had treated her like a princess. He had cooked for her, had taken her out for a walk...he had done everything to make her happy. He even let her win when they were playing video games. He always had. He just didn't want her to know.
She was annoyed by her constant change of heart. One day she didn't want to risk losing him as a friend and acted like his ol' buddy he could just hang out with. And then there were days when she wanted to try it. Try to see if things could work out between them.
She was forgetting about Dean more and more every day. It had been six weeks since he had left her. Neither Karo, Roman or Seth told her about him. They wouldn't even talk about him. She knew they were only doing this to protect her. But it also showed her that they exactly knew that things with her and Dean were over once and for all.
And when thinking about this, she had made her decision. It would happen that night. She was ready. Ready for him, ready for another life. A new life. A life with Gavin.
The sexual tension between them had become unbearable. And after their date that night, she would take that next and final step. She wanted and needed him.
…..
She just came out of the shower when her cell phone rang. Just wrapped in a towel, she jumped into her bedroom and froze when she saw Dean's number on her display. She stared at the picture of him on her cell phone screen for a few moments before finally picking up.
"Hello?" she said, her voice shaky.
"Shannon," he simply said. His deep voice sent chills up and down her spine. She missed this. She missed his voice, the way he said her name. Her heart was beating so fast she was afraid it would explode.
"Are you still there?" he asked after endlessly long seconds of her not answering.
"Yes. Yes I am. I...where have you been all this time?" She knew that her question sounded like some kind of accusation. And maybe that is what she really wanted. She wanted him to feel bad. She wanted him to feel guilty for breaking her heart.
"I had to think things through," he replied in only a whisper, not in the slightest way feeling bad for ignoring her for the past couple of weeks.
"Oh great, are you done now? So nice of you for letting me know," she said through gritted teeth. She was mad at him. And mad at herself for becoming weak again. As soon as she heard his voice, she lost her strength. She would never be able to deny him.
"Stop bitching, Shannon. You know I hate this," he said calmly before he continued. "I just wanted to let you know that I'm at the airport in Las Vegas. I've booked a flight and will be with you this evening. Let's talk when I'm over there."
Shannon swallowed hard. He was at the airport? He was coming back to her? Back to San Francisco? This evening? She couldn't even reply anything as he had just hung up on her. He didn't give her a chance to react to his words. Dean Ambrose always did whatever he wanted. Who was she to stop him?
She stared at her cell phone, trying to process what had just happened. Dean was coming back. But why? Did he need to get laid? Or did he realize he loved her? She had no idea. She was absolutely clueless.
Suddenly her thoughts were interrupted by hearing Fabio, Gavin's little dog, barking next door. Gavin. She would be on a date with him tonight. She couldn't dump him. She just couldn't. They had established something. They were...almost lovers.
She had to think about how to handle this situation. And she had to think fast.
She unlocked her phone again, dialling Dean's number. She hoped she wasn't too late. Hopefully he wasn't on the plane already.
"What is it, Shannon? I'm at the check-in counter right now," he said annoyed. He hadn't changed one bit. He was still the same. How could she think he would be another man?
"I don't want you to come here, Dean. I don't need you in my life anymore. I finally found someone that accepts and loves me the way I am. Something you'll never be able to do. Stay wherever you are," she replied, her voice more than just a little shaky. It took all of her strength to say this. To dump him. And she was positive she had made the right decision.
"What the fuck are you talking about? That Gavin boy? Are you kidding me?" She could hear him laugh hysterically. That was the moment she had to hang up. She was sick of his cockiness. She was through with him. She immediately switched her phone off, not wanting him to call her back again.
Tears were streaming down her face. She had thought she was over him. But then he called again and she was just as confused as she had been the day he left her. She threw her phone across the room, falling back on her bed and staring at the ceiling. She had to calm down now. Gavin shouldn't know about all of this.
It was about him and her that night. And nothing would stop them anymore. Not even Dean Ambrose. At least that's what she was trying to tell herself. But she knew she wasn't really convincing. What had her life become?
...
A few hours later, Gavin and Shannon were walking down the hallway towards the elevator when they suddenly heard someone talking on the phone. She stopped dead in her tracks, immediately realizing who it was.
"Uhm...let's take the stairs, ok? I need to get in shape. Your cooking has made me fat," she laughed nervously, grabbing Gavin by the arm and dragging him into the other direction.
He just looked at her confused, but followed her without saying another word. She had been acting weird the whole day, but he had no idea why.
"Fucking stop," someone yelled, stopping them in their movements. Shannon closed her eyes tightly, silently praying to God that it was not who she thought it would be. When both she and Gavin turned around, her fears were confirmed. It was Dean.
"Get your fucking hands off of her," Dean yelled, making his way towards them and giving Gavin a death glare.
Gavin breathed in sharply. He knew the day would come when this asshole would come around again. He just wished it hadn't been now. He had to be brave now. He had to fight for his woman. Even if that meant that he would get his ass kicked by a wrestler.
"What the fuck do you want here? You wanna break her heart again? You need to get laid, huh? Dude, seriously, just back the fuck off. Whatever it is what you want, you can't give her stability and a real relationship! She needs a trustworthy guy who wants ALL of her. Who can be silly and let her be who she is. She needs someone who accepts and loves her the way she is. Someone who doesn't fuck around. Someone who doesn't live for clubbing, drinking and fucking. You can't give her anything she wants or needs. You CANNOT love her. Just fucking leave to where you came from and leave us alone," he said through gritted teeth, ending his monologue.
Suddenly Dean threw him against a wall, grabbing him by the throat and tightening his grip immediately.
"You don't know shit about my feelings. Look, for the last month my brain has been fucked up because of these feelings and I realized that I do care for her, so shut the fuck up! I may not be able to be a freaking nerd with her all the time, but I won't mind if she does it! I'm not judging her on what she likes to do for fun! As long as she's by my side at the end of the day, I'm happy! She's the first woman I've ever met who I could see as my equal and I sure as hell know that girls like her come once in a lifetime. So you'd better fucking leave or I'm gonna break your freaking neck," Dean said, loosening his grip and turning towards Shannon.
She just looked at him wide-eyed. Was he just confessing his love to her? Was this his way of showing her his heart belonged to her? If it was, it was a shocking way to show her. Violence wasn't the solution. It never had been. Especially not towards Gavin.
She looked at Gavin pitifully, her heart breaking when seeing the look on his face. Insecurity was reflecting in his eyes, fear even. But he wasn't fearing Dean. No. He was feared of losing Shannon.
"Shannon...," Gavin simply said, hoping for her to say that she wanted to be with him and not Dean. He loved her. He needed her.
When she saw her shaking her head, he knew he had lost her. It was over. She didn't want him. She wanted someone that wasn't even capable of loving someone.
"I'm so sorry, Gavin," she whispered, tears streaming down her face. She didn't even have the chance to think about her decision. It just happened.
She had known the moment Dean called her earlier that day that she would forgive him. That she wanted him. He was the one she loved. Not Gavin. As much as it hurt her to say it.
Gavin just nodded his head, looking at her teary-eyed. What was there left to say? No words could describe what he was feeling inside of him. He felt empty. He felt dead. She had ripped his heart apart. Just a few minutes ago he was sure she had finally fallen in love with him.
And then there comes Dean Ambrose and all of his hopes and dreams had been ruined in a matter of seconds.
He looked back and forth between Dean and Shannon, sighing heavily. He needed to leave. He couldn't look into their eyes anymore. It was killing him. He turned around, walking away in defeat.
Shannon stared after him, not believing what had just happened.
"You've made the right decision, toots," Dean said, bringing her back to reality.
She turned her head towards him, watching him approach her.
"I've missed you," he whispered while running his hand through her hair, pushing her close to his body.
"I've missed you too, you fucking idiot," she said giggling, trying to choke down the tears.
He gently pressed his lips onto hers, moaning when she responded to the kiss. He had really missed her. Her sassiness, her scent, her hot skin on his...he missed Shannon. Her whole being.
It had taken him an eternity to realize that he was in love with her. He had panicked as soon as Roman and Karolina had told him that he was. He hadn't wanted to listen to them, he had been denying it the whole time.
His tongue entered her mouth, meeting hers and dancing with it passionately. This kiss was different. She could feel it. She could feel that this kiss meant something to him. Her heart beat uncontrollably fast in her chest when he cupped her face with his hands, intensifying the kiss even more. It was breath-taking. It was magical.
Endless minutes later, he gently broke the kiss, looking deep into her eyes while trying to catch his breath.
"Let's go," he said, taking her hand into his and trying to make her move.
"Where to?" she asked, confused, her breath still unstable.
"Wherever you guys were headed to," he replied with a smile on his face. Whatever it was, he would do it. He would do it for her. Because she was someone special.
"No no, it's fine. It's really stupid to do and we can just go back inside and..." she said nervously, but was suddenly interrupted by Dean.
"Shut up and take me there now," he insisted, dragging her to the elevator, not giving her a chance to object.
She just nodded her head and followed him. She was embarrassed. She knew that Dean wasn't the kind of guy who was into silly things such as a 'glow in the dark mini golf' kind of thing. But he didn't give in. He wanted to go there with her. And so it be.
…
It was her driving the car which was only logical. He had no idea where they were headed to. He knew it must have been something stupid, but he was still surprised when she stopped the car in front of a mini golf facility.
"No fucking way, toots," he said with playfully shocked expression on his face, making her laugh.
"You said you wanted to come with me and so here we are. That's what G...uhm...what we had planned," she said, not wanting to mention Gavin's name again.
He just shook his head and made his way out of the car. He would get this over with. He just wanted to show her that he cared for her.
...
It was an understatement to say that Dean sucked at playing mini golf. He didn't necessarily like it, but that didn't change the fact that he was a loser when it came to that game.
"Ugh, this is boring," he said and yawned theatrically, making her giggle.
"Just because you can't beat me, doesn't mean it's boring, loser," she said, but immediately regretted it when he started tickling her.
"Ahhh, stop it," she yelped, making everyone look at them.
But that didn't bother them. Most importantly: It didn't bother Dean.
He didn't care that people saw him with her. He wanted to show the world that this girl belonged to him. There was no hiding anymore. This was it. Dean and Shannon. And people should know. They should know that he was in love.
She tried to fight him but knew she had no chance. He was so much stronger than her. He turned her around and looked deep into her eyes, making her stop laughing immediately. His big blue eyes were staring a hole into her. And she didn't know if she was only imaging this, but she was sure to see love in them.
"Let's go home, toots," he quietly said, pleading her with his eyes.
She just smiled at him and nodded her head, letting the golf clubs fall to the floor. They didn't care about anything or anyone now. It was just about them.
...
As soon as she closed the bedroom door behind her, he moved towards her and gently shoved her against the wall, pressing his body against hers. He sighed heavily before bowing his head and pressing his lips onto hers, his tongue immediately finding its way into her mouth.
His kisses couldn't be described in words. It simply wasn't possible. She didn't even know who this guy in front of her was. That wasn't the Dean she had used to know. He was different. But in a positive way.
He picked her up, her legs wrapping around his waist so that he could move over to her bed, gently laying her down onto her back.
He spread her legs and moved in between them, hovering over her and once again searching for her lips. He couldn't believe she was finally his. He couldn't believe it took him so long to realize that he needed her in his life. He was such an idiot. But he would show her this time. He would show her that she was important to him. That she wasn't just some girl.
She started unbuttoning his shirt slowly, making him grin. She seemed to be a little impatient. He had no idea if she had slept with Gavin. He honestly didn't want to know. It made him sick to his stomach.
But the way she was urging him to hurry up showed him that it must have been a while since she'd last had sex. Maybe 6 weeks or something, he thought to himself and grinned once again.
He lifted her arms and took off her shirt, revealing a purple push-up bra that made her breasts look even more impressive. Oh God, he had missed them. He had missed her boobs. As stupid as it sounded. It was one of her best assets. He pushed the thin fabric to the side, teasing her nipple and rubbing it between his fingers which made her moan out loud.
"You like that, baby?" he asked, nibbling her earlobe and making her shiver. He exactly knew how much she liked that. He knew every soft spot on her body.
She wasn't even able to answer. As soon as his tongue circled her hardened nipple, she was at a loss of words. She ran her hands throw his short hair, pulling at it gently. Nobody could make her feel the way he did. He was the only one that was able to satisfy her needs. Dean was everything she had ever wanted in her life.
He removed his now unbuttoned shirt, throwing it away. He watched her as she unhooked her bra, stripping it off of her body and also throwing it across the room. He licked his lips in anticipation, moving his hands towards her body and cupping her breasts with his hands while kneeing in front of her. He never ever wanted to miss the sight of her again. She was beautiful.
She unbuckled his belt, anxiously waiting to touch the erection that could be seen through his jeans. He was just as ready for her as she was for him. It had been way too long since they last had sex with each other.
He got off of the bed, pulling down his jeans and his boxers in one fell swoop, standing in front of her naked.
She stared at his hard cock, not being able to remember when she had last seen such an impressive erection. She wanted to feel him. She needed to have him inside of her.
He knelt down in front of her again, opening the button of her pants and very slowly pulling them down, taking her panties with them at the same time. He had trouble breathing, his heart beating at a very fast pace. After spreading her legs, he moved back a little. He watched her over from head to toe, mesmerizing each and every inch of her body.
"You're beautiful," he said in almost a whisper. And he meant it. He really meant it. He normally told women they were hot. But he treated these women how they wanted to be treated. Like sluts. But Shannon was different. She wasn't just some kind of slut, she was his girl. And his girl was a natural beauty.
Shannon looked at him nervously when she saw him moving his head in between her legs. She exactly knew what was about to happen, but still her whole body tensed up in excitement. When his tongue finally touched the most intimate part of her body, she let out a soft mean. It felt so good to have him pleasure her. His tongue was hot and wet, circling the small bundle of nerves while spreading her lips with his fingers.
Her moans encouraged him to keep going. He knew she loved when he licked her like that. He started slowly first, only using the tip of his tongue before finally using it fully, licking up and down, starting at her clit down to her wet opening and back up.
Her taste. He had missed that. She tasted so good. He actually wasn't the kind of guy who pleasured women orally. He only would have them suck his dick and not the other way round. But Shannon's pussy was just too delicious not to. It made his cock even harder when he thought about the moment he would plunge himself inside of her hot wetness.
She pulled at his hair, signalling him to stop. She didn't want to come just yet. She wanted to come with him. With him inside of her. But she had other things in mind first. She tried to push him down on his back, wanting to return the favour and sucking him off. But he only shook his head, stopping her from doing so.
"This isn't about me today. This is about you," he said before moving in between her legs again, placing his arms to the right and left of her head, supporting himself so that his weight wouldn't crush her.
He moved his head down, kissing her lips sweetly and with so much feeling that it overwhelmed her. Inch by inch he entered her, the sweet torture making both of them moan out softly. It felt so good to be inside of her again. He felt at home. He felt like he finally reached his goal. She was the only one making him feel this way. She was the first one to ever do this.
"You feel so good," she groaned, moving her hips against his crotch. She wanted to feel him even deeper. She wanted to be as close to him as she could.
His thrusts were slow and gentle at first, but his own pace made him impatient quickly. He simply wasn't the kind of guy for making love. He tried as hard as he could, and he really did a good job at doing so, but he needed to speed up. He needed to slam his body against hers. He wanted to hear skin smacking skin. He wanted to make her scream his name.
She dug her nails into the skin of his neck, wrapping her legs around his waist, pushing him even more down.
He bit his lip, feeling the sensation building up inside of him. If he wanted to prolong this, he had to stop...or simply slow down. But as much as he wanted to, she wouldn't let him. It was her urging him to thrust in her harder.
He could feel that she must have been close herself. Her walls tightened around his cock, making him lose his mind. He was in ecstasy.
"Dean...," she moaned, her eyes fixed on him with her cheeks lightly flushed. She closed her eyes in pleasure, her body tensing up.
"Cum for me baby," he said breathlessly, speeding up even more. He wanted to come with her. He wanted them both to reach their climax at the same time.
When she tightened her walls around him even more, he had no chance but to let his orgasm wash over him. He emptied himself inside of her with one last intense thrust, feeling how she was milking him to the last drop while moaning his name.
He had never experienced something like this. Something so intense. It was so different to anything he had ever done before. It was special. It was special because it was with her. The woman that had stolen his heart.
He slowly slid out of her before placing a kiss on her lips and lying down next to her. A smile spread across his face when she placed her head on his chest, tracing his abs with her fingernails. He enjoyed that. He enjoyed having his arms around her while she listened to his heartbeat. He loved to bury his nose into her hair, inhaling her scent deeply. Her skin was so soft that he never wanted to stop touching her.
"You're such a stupid bitch, you know that? Making me feel all these feelings...," he said while caressing her hair. "So, I guess I turned into a shmuck," he added quickly, his heart beating faster when he heard her chuckle.
"I love you too, Dean," she said, giggling.
She exactly knew that his was his way of confessing his love to her.
He was still Dean Ambrose after all.
The End
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR READING THIS! It means so much to me. You can't even imagine.
ShannonTheAwesomeOne: Thank you for being with me in this story. I hope I could make you proud with this.
Thanks to pezziecoyote again...you're awesome.
Thanks to all of you. Each and every one of you.
I hope you'll stick with me because veeery soon I will start with the first sequel to "Please protect me from injustice". Spread the word, everyone.
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