What has happened to us?
Chapter 4:
*Continuing Flashback*
Loren's POV:
I was already up early in the morning fixing breakfast. Wondering if I should say something to Eddie or not. You, no what I am going to say something because I can't have this gut feeling that he has been doing this for a while now. But, what I don't understand is why Chloe? If he had any girl in the world why her after what she did to him in the past. Cheating on him with Tyler Rorke, then lying about it and lying about where she came from. That is just some BS. Taking my out of my thoughts I heard Eddie come down, asking "what I was cooking and is it for both of us" and of course I said "it was an egg sausage and cheese bagel, also saying that it was just for me". He had this look in his eyes that basically was asking why not fixing me some either but he left it alone and fixed himself some cereal. We stayed in silence after about 10 minutes.
*Breaking my out of my thoughts again Eddie had to say something*
Eddie: Ok, what's wrong? You haven't said anything since I came down.
Loren: Nothing is wrong I just want to eat in silence that's all.
Eddie: Loren I know you, you are never silent when we eat breakfast together.
*Loren mumbling under her breath maybe you don't know me well enough*
Eddie: What did you say?
Loren: I said maybe you don't know me well enough.
Eddie: What are you talking about?
Loren: You know exactly what I'm talking about Eddie don't lie to me.
Eddie: Loren I really don't know what you are talking. *still trying to figure out what she was talking about*
Loren: The text Eddie. *yelling but not too loud the neighbors could hear*
Eddie: What text Loren?
Loren: The text that I saw on your phone with Chloe naked and you kissing her now why on earth would you do that to me. I loved you. *on the verge of tears but not really coming out yet*
Eddie: Wait a second you went through my phone without asking me? *yelling at Loren*
Loren: What kind of girlfriend would not go through their boyfriend's phone because they are acting weird? *yelling at him for some stupid ass question like that*
Eddie: No girl that I have dated has done that to me Loren, you know I would never cheat on you I love you don't you understand that.
Loren: Well I'm not most girls, I thought I did know you but I guess not because my ex-boyfriend still wants to lie to my face when I already saw the picture and you kissing her.
*Eddie silent for a moment*
Loren: You have nothing to say cat go your tongue well good because us, we *pointing back and forth with her finger* are over. I mean it this time. But, before I pack up my stuff, I want you to tell me two things.
Eddie: Babe, please don't leave us we can work this out.
Loren; There is nothing to work out Eddie because "we" are not anymore, we are not the new MK we are just done. But, I still want you to answer my question.
*Knowing that he could not talk her into staying anymore he was going to answer her question*
Eddie: Ok, what is your question? *in a weak voice*
Loren: How long?
Eddie: How long what?
Loren: How long have you been cheating on me and I want the truth not some dumb answer or fake one.
Eddie: You might want to sit down for this it is going to be a long story.
Loren: I'm not sitting tell me now. *stretching out the word now*
Eddie: Ok then I guess you can stand then.
*Loren just stayed silent and waited for him to start*
Eddie: It all started when you and I had our first fight and I went out to Rumor and sat at the bar and Chloe came next to me. I guess I was drunk enough to listen to what she was saying because she was having a rough day to. Then next thing I knew I was in her bed with her cuddling in my arms. That's pretty much it.
Loren: That's your story? I thought this was going to be longer than that but, who cares because I want you to answer my second question? How long has this been going on and why keep doing it, did you not love me or something, did I do something wrong for you to hurt me like that or was I just some rebound valley girl for you to hook-up with but when you didn't get anything you went back to "your" precious model. *still not trying to cry, staying strong*
Eddie: No babe- *Loren interrupting him*
Loren: Don't call me that anymore.
Eddie: I'm sorry- *Loren interrupting him again*
Loren: For what cheating on me, breaking my heart, calling me babe, or hoping that you would not get caught?
Eddie: All of it, breaking your heart and cheating on you. To answer all your questions it has been going on for about 5 months and I never thought you were a rebound girl I really still do love you and I always will even if you never take me back again.
*Loren still trying to rap her head around this, quiet for just a minute*
Loren: So you mean to tell me that on our 2 month anniversary you sunk out of bed to go see her. And to think I was going give up my virginity for you I guess that will never happen with you.
Eddie: Loren- *got cut off by the door slamming in his face*
*Loren couldn't take any more of his stories so she just left and went to go tell Mel that her relationship with Eddie was done for good*
*Melissa's house*
*Melissa heard the doorbell rang and saw Loren in tears*
Melissa: Lo, what's wrong?
Loren: Eddie and I broke up. *Coming into Mel's arms for a hug*
*Mel just stayed into Loren was ready to talk after about 30 minutes Mel was tired of the silence so she broke it by saying*
Melissa: So are you ready to talk?
Loren: There's not much to say he cheated, I found out by looking through his phone, and him trying to beg me to forgive him. But, what I don't understand is why he didn't think I would find out. *still sniffling but not crying anymore*
Melissa: Did you ask him why he did it?
Loren: Yeah I asked him but, I don't think I can trust anything he says anymore.
Melissa: Did you tell your mom.
Loren: No, I don't want this to ruin her relationship with Max.
Melissa: Well she is going to find out sooner or later.
Loren: I know that's why I am not going to tell her the truth I'm just going to say we broke-up down deal.
*Mel just nodding her head and saying "ok", not wanting her friend to be angry by saying the wrong thing*
*Eddie's penthouse, thinking to himself*
What the hell did I just do? I just cheated on the women that I love and didn't care if she found out. I should have stopped when I was at that bar on the first night I cheated in her. But, I didn't stop I kept going until I didn't think Loren would find out. Maybe in the back of my head I was thinking, no not thinking, knowing she would find out. Maybe Ian can give me some advice in this situation. Calling Ian, hoping he would pick up and lucky me he did pick up. At least I got one-good-luck out of this situation.
*The phone call*
Ian: Hey mate, what's up?
Eddie: Are you in town I need to talk to and fast.
Ian: Lucky for you I'm in the elevator on my way up to see you.
Eddie: Ok and hurry.
Ian: Whoa! There is only so fast I can make this elevator go faster so just hold on and I will be up. *Ian laughing at his own comment*
*Eddie just hung up the phone*
*The next minute Ian was at the door*
Ian: Ok I'm here what is the big 911 crisis?
Eddie: Loren broke up with me.
Ian: Valley girl broke up with you mate… why did she brake up with you? *Every time Eddie tried to talk Ian kept interrupting him* Do not tell me that you did something to her.
Eddie: If you don't shut up and let me explain what happen.
Ian: Ok sorry mate.
Eddie: Ok so I cheated on Loren-
Ian: With whom?
*Eddie just gave him a deaf stare saying if you interrupt me one more time I'm going to slap you*
*I guess Ian understand because he kept mouth shut*
Eddie: To answer your question with Chloe and even if think about interrupting me I swear I will punch you.
*Ian just put up his hands defensively*
Eddie: But, what I don't understand and I'm pretty sure Loren is asking herself this question to. Which is, why did I do it to her?
Ian: Can I answer that or are you going to hit me. *laughing at his comment*
Eddie: I'm serious Ian I love her with all my heart and you're just going to laugh about it.
Ian: You really cared about her didn't you? *serious face this time*
Eddie: Yeah, I did.
Ian: I think I know why you did it.
Eddie: And why is that?
Ian: You didn't love Loren she was just some girl that you thought would sell you out like Chloe did. So, thinking that she would do that you went backwards into your relationship instead of going forward for Loren.
*Eddie just stayed silent until Ian was done his rant*
Ian: You made Loren look like the rebound girl, but she deserved better Eddie you hurt her just like you hurt yourself look at you, you can't even admit that you didn't love her.
Eddie: I did so love her don't you dare say I didn't; do not say I didn't love her because I did. *yelling but not as loud as he was at Loren*
Ian: What are you going to do yell at me some more because she is already gone Eddie you let the only woman that really cared about you leave right out that door. *yelling*
*Eddie crying for the first time since Loren left*
Ian: Well I have one more question for you? *calming his voice a little*
*Eddie just looking in Ian's eyes saying "go ahead you already got everything of your chest what could be so worse than what you are going to say next"*
Ian: Do you love her?
Eddie: Who Loren?
Ian: No, do you love Chloe?
*Eddie couldn't answer that question because he didn't know his self by taking that as a yes Ian just left out the door not saying a single word*
*End of Flashback*
Melissa: Yo, earth to Loren…hellooooooooooo.
*Mel was trying to have Loren snap out of her daydream by snapping her fingers in her face that's when Loren snapped out of it.
Loren: What, what happened?
Melissa: You have been out for 10 minutes are you ok.
Loren: Yeah, why?
Adriana: Because when you looked at Eddie you just went out of it… if you don't want to eat here I completely understand.
Loren: No, I'm find we have been having a good day why let my ex ruin that lets eat. *with a smile on her face sounding really over him and sure*
Melissa and Adriana: Ok *with a smile on their face*
Woman: So is this table ok *pointing to the table right beside Eddie and Chloe*
Melissa: No it is-
Loren: No Mel it's perfect.
*Melissa whispering her ear "are you sure"*
Loren: Yup
*To be continued*
Ok guys I'm finished sorry for the wait but, just to let you know I cried in the Eddie and Ian seen he is really intense damn loosen up Ian lol but, it was just a single tear not a whole lot. But, let me know what you think and if you don't know this already it is on . Give me feedback…please
From always,
Nlxoxo