What has happened to us?
Chapter: 12
Eddie's POV:
Still in my car outside of my dad's club, I haven't moved since I got in the car. It's terrible because first Loren no Melissa tells me what I don't want to hear. Then Loren slaps me at her party. Finally my dad yells at me for be so careless and basically stupid for breaking Loren's heart. I can't really blame him for saying that because I never said sorry to her and instead she apologizes to me that is insane. If that is not crazy then I must be crazy. Still thinking about this week I remembered pop said that Loren wrote me a note. *taking out the note I see that she has written in cursive. I have to say it is really pretty and neat *
Dear Eddie,
I know that you are probably not going to read this but if you do I am truly sorry for everything. I know I shouldn't be apologizing but I am. I'm sorry for exactly a lot of reasons. I'm sorry for slapping you at my party. I'm sorry for making a scene at Rumor and at my own party. I am sorry for mostly not being the right girlfriend for you if I just had opened my eyes more I could have seen that a valley girl soon to be rock star was not right for a big time rock star like yourself. I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic. Or just a dumbass for thinking that I could fall in love with the Eddie Duran but I didn't think of you as the Eddie Duran I thought of you as Eddie the one I could fall for the one could talk to or just watch a movie that is the Eddie I fell for. I'm also pissed at you for break my heart but I will learn that there are more of you out there that will break a girl's heart and not look back. But, I am glad that you opened my heart and eyes because I will never in a million years be the same immature girl that was with you a few months ago. So I want you to be happy with Chloe even though she hurt you like you hurt me but, I'm over it and you should be to. Also you don't have to do the concert I will figure something else out or I will just do it by myself because it is too painful to see you or just look at you because you hurt me and disappointed me. So I want you to have a good life and maybe we could be friends but not right now. Have a nice and safe life Eddie. Goodbye for now.
Sincerely,
Loren
*Now finished reading the letter I feel terrible for what I did to Loren. But I am also more sorry to the people that I let down. There is a whole list that can be name out but more importantly I let down my mom and Ian. Now pushing my car into drive I figured out where I needed to go*
*On to Loren and Nora in the car*
Loren: *Driving* you told Max.
Nora: Yeah I did I couldn't just keep it a secret.
Loren: I agree but it seems a little weird for Max to talk to Eddie about my problems with him.
Nora: Why does it seem weird if you gave him a letter?
Loren: How did you know I gave Max a letter?
Nora: Well for one the house isn't that big and two I was outside the door when you gave it to him.
Loren: Oh ok.
Nora: *A little hesitant* what was the letter about out?
Loren: The way I feel.
Nora: About Eddie or your heart?
Loren: I guess kind of both because what better way to get out your feelings when you write down how you feel.
Nora: I'm proud of you.
Loren: Why? *looking at her*
Nora: Because you have grown up to be a responsible adult even though you really don't need your mother telling what you should or should not do.
Loren: I will always need my mother telling from what is right and wrong even though I don't want to hear it.
Nora: Go.
Loren: What? *confused*
Nora: The light just turn green go.
Loren: Oh, right. *driving*
Nora: And ok.
Loren: Can you call Mel and tell her we are down the street.
Nora: Sure. *grabbing Loren's purse and took out her cellphone*
*On the phone*
Nora: Hey Mel.
Melissa: Hey Mama Tate.
Nora: We are down the street.
Melissa: Ok I will be out in five minutes.
Nora: Ok
Melissa: Bye
Nora: Bye
*Click and the phone ended*
Loren: What did she say?
Nora: She said she will be out in five minutes.
Loren: Ok I also wrote a song.
Nora: Really what is it called?
Loren: Dreaming with a Broken Heart. *pulling into Mel's driveway*
Nora: I can't wait to hear it. *before Loren could say anything Mel jumped in the car*
Melissa: Can't wait to hear what?
Loren: Hi to you to Mel.
Melissa: Sorry hi Loren and Nora but can't wait to hear what.
Loren: My new song.
Melissa: What is it called? *over excited*
Loren: Dreaming with a Broken Heart. *driving off*
Melissa: No offense Lo but why that title.
Loren: It is called Dreaming with a Broken Heart because there are other people that have a broken heart but don't understand why so I thought I could sing it at the concert next week.
Melissa: You still want to do the concert after all that happen. *concern*
Loren: Yeah I don't want to disappoint my fans and why not do the concert even though I told Eddie that I did not want to do the concert with him I will just do it by myself. It is no big deal.
Nora: Are you sure because I will call Jake. *concern all over her face*
Loren: No I will be fine I can do this it is not like I haven't done a solo act by myself.
Nora: Ok.
Loren: Let's just drop the music stuff and have some fun shopping.
Melissa: Ok I am down with that. *smiling*
Nora: So am I. *smiling and laughing*
Loren: So how is your brother?
Melissa: I guess he is fine I haven't seen him since the day he left. *looking out the window*
Loren: Maybe you should go visit him.
Melissa: No I'm good just staying in LA.
Loren: Ok whatever you say.
Melissa: What is that supposed to mean?
Loren: Whatever you want it to mean Mel; look I don't want to get into an argument with you so let's just drop it.
Melissa: I agree.
Loren: Ok.
Nora: Alright I think this car could use a little bit of music. *turning on the music*
Loren: Ok that will work I guess.
Nora: So….have you talk to Aid.
Loren: Yeah she said that she would meet us at the outlets.
Nora: Ok.
*Everyone just stayed silent not saying a word until they went shopping. Once everyone got silent the car was so tense that you could hear the bird chirping outside and that was bazaar because they always talked even if it was a road trip they would have something to say but this time they didn't.*
I know this one is short but the next chapter will be longer I promise. Tell me what you thought about the story and if you want me to do a one-shot just hit my inbox or something. Also let me know if you can read the letter if you can't I will send it to in regular font.
From always,
Nlxoxo