Disclamiar: I don't own D. Gray - Man, some really awesome person does…
Warning: Fem!Allen. Me and my crazy ideas… and keep in mind that Noah's are crazy…? Will be Poker Pair (Tyki x Allen) in the future! At some point... When Ellen's older...
…Though Ellen will have a little crush on poor Tyki until then! Because have you ever seen a five year old crushing on someone? I have, and its absolutely cute as well as being completely hilarious! …the pushing and the shoving and the hitting… not to mention the gifts… (mud pie anyone?)
Why are children so violent?
Special thanks to Belletiger BT! Your so cool for giving me ideas and helping with working out the plot bunny's! The title of this fic Belletiger BT came up with! Thank you! : )
Important! Please read!
What if the Black Order happened across a dying Noah? The Order wouldn't let that kind of opportunity pass them by right? Because the Black Order is all about fu**ing with things they shouldn't. So I am taking that idea and mixing it with Kanda and Alma's past!
Allen is not a Second Exorcist! She is something else…
I'm sorry if you don't like it… but I had to… the stupid bunny wouldn't leave me alone!
I am reposting this chapter because I saw a very BIG ops... sorry everyone...
The sun was so bright, the light almost hurt her eyes.
The small child shut her eyes. The wind ghosted around the small five year old and blew her chin length white hair about, soft snow white strands brushing across her eyelids and pale cheeks. The small child sucked in a breath and the smell of trees and dirt and outside assaulted her senses.
And the sounds!
Everything was just so noisy.
The birds chirped and rustling leaves reached her sensitive ears. Off in the distance little Ellen could hear the sound that she had been brought out in to this large and suddenly frightening world to find…
But there were also so many others that they were almost drowning out the one sound that she told Mr. Esptain that she could find.
The small child's silver eyes fluttered open and her small head tilted up, back and back until she almost lost her balance. Her silver eyes wide and trying to take in everything all at once.
The Sky… it was so blue.
A few stray white clouds were breaking the never ending vastness of the Blue Sky…
Gray eyes looked upon the white stone laid town that was to the left and to the right of him, the old style buildings surrounding a garden and a stone tower off in the distance. The gray eyes turned up to look at the sky…
It was always such a light and clear blue, giving of the impression that it was endless…
A endless sky that was not as endless of it seemed…
Red trailed along the path that he had walked, the red falling in scarlet drops from numb finger that were covered in that red. The crimson staining the white of the road of this timeless white town. A broken smile twisted open lips that wanted to do anything but smile.
Red would stain this once timeless white, red would darken the sky that was such a sickening clear blue…
Because everything was such a broken and distorted-
"Ellen, we need to get to the town." her Nii-san called to her, the small child snapping out of that… that vision…that waking dream…
Bak's tone was lined with worry over something and it worried the small little girl. Ellen turned her eyes from that endless blue sky and run to Bak. Her pale hands moving to take a tight frightened grip of his larger hand. The sky was terrifying her. It was so big and endless that she was sure that it would swallow her whole!
The young blond flinched as soon as her small pale fingers touched his skin, but the young adult didn't stop her or pull his hand away. Ellen's eyes looked upon her Nii-san and she listened to his sound…
There was fear and worry of being found within it, worry over the danger they were taking for being outside like this.
…Out in the open to be found and…
Little Ellen didn't understand, because mixed with the fear of being found by something was also mixed with fear of her…
But the small white haired child wasn't dangerous.
Little Ellen's silver eyes turned to the two men dressed in red, they too seemed to be on guard. Their poster was straight and prepared, their eyes watching everything around them.
The only one that seemed to be unconcerned about being outside was General Cross. The red haired man was just standing there, watching her with narrowed brown eyes. The General's mouth was set in a straight line and little Ellen found her fear lessening.
The small child didn't have anything to fear if the red haired man was here with her, because she could remember how powerful the adult was. She didn't…
A gold ball with wings came fluttering down and landed on the General's wide brim hat. Little Ellen's silver eyes snapping up and staring at the golem like she had just seem something fantastic. The small child's heart leaped with joy and her small pink lips stretched into a wide, wide smile. Little Ellen forgetting her fear of the great big sky above her and only focusing on the golden golem that was now lazily flapping its wings.
The name of the golem slipping past her lips like she had spoken it hundreds of times before, though she had truly only said the name once… The child just knowing that the name belonged to this gold golem.
"Timcanpy!~" the small five year old squealed in delight, her pitch shrill even to her own ears, the three adults flinching at the little girl's shreik. The small child hadn't realized that her voice could even reach that high of decibels until now, but Ellen pushed that aside for later thought. Her small hands releasing her hold on her Nii-san so she could run over to Cross.
The small golem became very still as it watched her take a hold of the General's black on gold coat, the child tugging on the fabric and practically bouncing in excitement. Cross, for his part looked quite annoyed to have small little Ellen tugging on his Exorcist uniform. The man's mouth twisting into a deep frown and his eyes darkened. His sound shifting into one of annoyed concern and lined with a dangerous edge…
But it wasn't her that was in danger, no, that sharpness of Cross' sound was directed at the other three with them. Ellen paused, her silver eyes blinking up at the General's face. Her excitement over being reunited with her beloved Timcanpy put on hold for the moment.
Oh, Ellen had forgotten that the Shadowy Gentleman had wanted her to keep her knowing the golem's name a secret...
Little Ellen's sensitive ears focused on that new sound hissing along with the red haired adults. Ellen's mind recognizing the sound as soon as she heard it.
Little Ellen's eyes clouded and her lips parted…
"I'm giving you Timcanpy." a musical voice spoke out, breaking the silence of the dark night. The only light was the full moon over head, the Exorcist General frowned but listened. "Take care of him for me…" that smooth voice continued. Cross frowned deeper and turned, his dark brown eyes filling with understanding…
The red haired man pulled his cigarette from his lips and blew out a cloud of smoke. When he spoke it sounded like he wasn't surprised with the request. "You are not coming back are you?"
An amused laugh rang out, then more words filled the night. "No, so do me a favor and look after-"
"Timcanpy..." the small five year old whispered, her voice set in a soft and flowing pitch. Though that wasn't the other name that was just on the tip of her tongue, her heart ached and for a long second Ellen wanted to cry with lose. That name... that name was important...
Her silver eyes snapping into focus and staring into the eyes of the adult that was now watching her, Cross' sound now an even sharper tone .The small pale child blinked and then giggled, her silver eyes flashing with recognition of the name. Her lips twisting into a happy gleeful smile. Ellen liked this man, he had such a familiar and interesting tune…
It was now that the golden golem fluttered down to her, the small child was quick to release the General's coat and turn with a delighted giggle. Her pale hands reaching up and pulling the yellow creator into a bear hug. Timcanpy only struggled for a moment before giving up on escaping the small five year olds grip. The small little thing was looking at her and little Ellen could only smile with excitement, when Tim snuggled up to her pale left cheek.
"Your Timcanpy.~" the small child could hear her Shadowy Gentleman sing out in an amused tone. Ellen giggled with delight, her silver eyes narrowing.
"My Timcanpy!~" the small child squeezed the golem harder, then her beloved Tim was being taken from her, the small child's pink lips twisting into a pout at the stern look on her Nii-san face.
"This golem belongs to General Cross, Ellen." He said, his voice just as stern as the look on his face. Bak's grey eyes telling little Ellen that she wasn't to argue. Though the small child badly wanted to correct the young adult…
If her Shadowy Gentleman said it was hers, then it was hers!
But then Bak was saying it was time for them to get moving, that they had five hours before they needed to be back within the compound. Little Ellen pouted but followed, her hands taking a hold of Cross' black and gold coat. The General again looked annoyed and tried to shake her hold, but Ellen had a good grip and wouldn't let go. Her pink lips stretching into a delighted smile when the man gave up and let her be.
A happy giggle sounded from the small child when Timcanpy landed on her head a moment later. The golem making a nest within her short white hair.
Bak frowned but then sighed and soon they were walking again. Little Ellen's silver eyes darting this way and that. Her pink lips parting and a question of "what is that kind of tree called?" or "what kind of plant was that?" or "I like that sound! What's singing it?" filling the tense air of the small group…
The small group came to a sudden stop once they broke to tree line and exited the forest. Ellen's silver eyes turning to look at the small town before them. If Little Ellen thought that the woods were loud, then the sounds that she could hear coming from the town were even louder. It was nothing but a roaring sea of noise.
Her grip on the General's coat tightened, fear and dread eating her heart like some kind of hungry monster. The small child turned her fearful eyes to her Nii-san, hoping that they wouldn't have to enter the small town. Though the look of nervousness on the young adults face told little Ellen that they were indeed going to be entering the town. Ellen shivered, but allowed herself to be led forward.
The sounds all around her were almost deafening.
Ellen decided that the world outside of her home was big, much to big and oh so very loud!
Little Ellen let go of Cross' coat only after a few steps within the small town, her hands moving to covered her ears. Ellen's silver eyes were wide as she looked all around her. So many people and so many sounds and tunes to listen to...
How was she to find that one tune that her Nii-san wanted her to find?
Her small petite frame shook and little Ellen closed her eyes tight. She didn't like this place, the place outside of her home. Everything was new and terrifying. Ellen wanted to go home and hide under the soft covers of her bed…
Little Ellen felt that, like the blue sky above her, the sounds around her were going to swallow her. "It's to loud…" Little Ellen whimpered, her eyes filling with tears. She wanted everything to be silent! Because it was so loud that it hurt!
Yes, yes she wanted all the sounds around her to ~be silent~
General Cross tisked, his mouth stretched into a annoyed frown as he reached down and took her small left hand. Ellen could hear his sound and his tune, they cut through the others like a sharp hot knife. With the physical contact Cross' sound was now louder then the rest all around her. Ellen listened to its calm flow, to this mans familiar tune. And the more the little girl focused on that, the more the other sounds around them became bearable.
"It that better, brat?" The man said in a low voice, his brown eyes still watching her, watching her silver eyes as they opened slowly. Little Ellen offered the man a small smile, hearing that pleased sound coming from the General made her happy... the small child forgetting that horrible anger that she had felt only a second ago.
This man with red hair had understood her, somehow this man had understood that when she had said it was to loud, that she had been talking about the sounds, not the normal sounds of the market place…
Or what ever her Nii-san had called it.
"Is everything alright?" her Nii-san called out from a little ways further head. His grey eyes looking concerned.
Ellen was quick to nod her head. Her silver flickering over to look at all the people walking about. The small five year old continued to focus only on Cross' sound, and when she did that it was a lot easier to tune out all the other sounds around her.
Cross was still frowning but pulled her forward, the man pausing when Ellen tugged on his larger hand with her smaller. His dark brown eyes turned down to meet her delighted silver. "Thank you!~" little Ellen sang out happily, her grip on the General's hand tightening. Her eyes filled with amusement as the red haired adult fixed her with a displeased look and now tried to pull his hand from hers.
Bak chuckled when the two reach him and the two Crow. His grey eyes also filling with amusement as the red haired General frowned deeper. "I think she wants to walk with you General." the young blond snickered, Cross sighed heavily and pinched the bridge of his nose with his free hand.
"Lets just get this over with so I can free myself of this little leech..." The man grumbled out, but little Ellen could hear his sound and it told her that while the man was acting like he didn't want to hold her hand, he truly didn't mind or care.
The small group entered the market of the town, with Ellen pointing to where she could her the tune of this Accommodator that Ms. Renee wanted her to find. It was when they were just passing the food stands, about one third of the way through the market, that three very pretty young ladies approached them.
The three adult woman were upon the group before anyone could react. The women gushing and pinching her cheeks, her pale skin turning a rosy pink from the abuse. The young ladies were then turning to the red haired General, their sounds enamored as they praised him on his 'cute daughter'.
The red haired General was confused for only a second, then little Ellen heard his sound shift to one of smug slyness. Her carious silver eyes looking up at Cross as he started to play along…
The exchange was fairly confusing for the small five year old, her young mind not quite able to make sense out of these new patterns of sounds from the adults that she could now hear. Her silver eyes blinking as all three woman invited Cross and his adorable daughter out for lunch. The man was right in the middle of accepting the offer when her Nii-san interfered. Little Ellen could hear Cross' sound sift into one of annoyance again as him and Bak got into an argument quickly after.
Cross and Bak's sounds quickly turned angry and little Ellen didn't like it. Their words lined with cold undertones that made the small little girl shiver. She didn't like angry, Ellen liked it when her Nii-san and Cross were happy…
The small five year old pulled her hand out of Cross' and took a step back.
"You can't use Ellen to pick up woman! She's only a little girl!" Bak seethed, his grey eyes burning into the amused and flashing brown eyes of the General. Cross smiled smugly back, looking for all the world to not care what her Nii-san was saying.
The man flipped back some of his dark red hair and looked off to the side. His other hand pushing back his black and gold coat and coming to rest on his black clothed hip. Just below that hand Ellen could see a bright silver and gold gun…
The red haired General stood before him, both of them beaten and bloody. The silver of the gun within the man's hand glinting with the light from the setting sun behind him. Cross' eyes narrowed and both of them preparing for the others next move.
Lips parted and a smooth musical voice sang out, cutting the cold of the air around them like a sharp knife. The one speaking amused and yet not, because the weapon now pointed and aimed was definitely something that even the strongest should fear. The weapons name heavy on the tongue as it was spoken… "Judge-"
"-ment…" the small five year old whispered, her voice set in a soft and flowing pitch. Her silver eyes snapping into focus…
Her small hands gripped her long coat sleeves and her silver eyes remained on that weapon, because she could hear its buzz now that she could see it. She hadn't noticed it before because its buzz and Cross' tune were the same. They were so meshed together that it was hard to tell them apart…
Little Ellen remembered that weapon…
Ellen's silver eyes fluttered closed. Her lips parting as she could hear how beautiful its buzz could become when Cross and it were singing together. But right now Judgment was sleeping, Cross wasn't using it…
"Little girl?" Cross said in a smooth tone, his brown eyes narrowing. The two Crow stood to the side looking utterly confused and unsure what to do. When Cross spoke again his tone and his sound were lined with ice. "Don't make me laugh. You're telling me that you consider a Noah human?" Cross' brown eyes burning with anger as he hissed out the words.
Bak growled, his eyes turning hard. Little Ellen could only blink as the man's words reached her sensitive ears. Only one word ringing within her mind and her heart. The word oh so familiar that Ellen wanted to cry…
~Noah~
Her silver eyes blinking as her Nii-san lunged at the red head a second later, the two Crow moving forward to stop the young blond from hurting the General. Or more like keep the General from hurting, possibly killing the young scientist…
Little Ellen tilted her head to the side, her silver eyes watching the two men in red keep the General and her Nii-san apart. The two men telling the other two to stop fighting and to break it up.
The small child turned her head, a new tune reaching her ears through the sea of roaring noise that made up this small town. Her silver eyes turning to look in the direction that she could hear the sound coming from. It was so beautiful and lovely, like the tune of that sound was calling to her, the small little girl couldn't just stand there and listen to it…
No, she wanted-needed to…
The small petite five year old took one more glance at the arguing group of adults that had now drawn quite the crowd of onlookers and then turned and started to walk toward the sound that she could now hear so clearly.
The small girl found it easy to squeeze her way through the crowd and make her way down the streets of the town. It wasn't long before the small child realized that she had no idea where she was going. Her silver eyes darting left and right, her heart was beating oh so hard. Ellen could feel fear when that lovely sound became lost within the deafening roar of the other sounds…
…Little Ellen couldn't hear it…
Everything looked the same, but yet nothing looked familiar and little Ellen swallowed. Her silver eyes wide as she turned to go back to the safety of her Nii-san and the red haired General. But her eyes widened more when completely unfamiliar buildings and people greeted her frightened silver eyes.
In her panic little Ellen found it hard to focus on any one sound, the noise from everything coming down on her all at once. Her pale hands once again raising to cover her ears. Her small body shaking…
She wanted her Nii-san! She wanted Cross! She wanted to go home!
The small little girl was so lost within her panic, so lost within the loud roar of sounds all around her that Ellen forgot that Timcanpy was still with her…
She wanted-!
"Are you alright little miss?" Little Ellen paused, the shaking in her small body coming to a complete stop. Her wide silver eyes turning to the left to look at the one that had spoken. Her heart beat slowed and little Ellen could hear it, that beautiful and lovely tune…
Light brown eyes were looking at her, the brown in those eyes almost a deep gold. The young man was bent slightly at the waist and hand his white gloved hands resting on his knee's. His light colored eyes were filled with concern.
The young man looked to be only a few years younger then Ellen's Nii-san. The teen's skin was a dark tan, his hair was a short wavy dark black…no it was a dark purple. The small little girl could see the color in the young man's hair when the sun hit it just right.
Ellen loved purple…
He was a handsome young man, dressed like a proper gentleman. He was wearing black slacks, a crisp white shirt, a black vest covering the shirt and matching his slacks. His lips stretched into a nice reassuring smile for her and Little Ellen's world quickly focused on him and only him…
His was sound confused but also concerned and little Ellen thought that his tune was just so lovely, she could listen to it forever…
Her small pale hands rose to scrub at her watery eyes, her pale cheeks tinting red at being found crying over something that all of the sudden seemed so silly…
The young man chuckled and reached out a hand to mess up her short white hair. When they touched Ellen gasped as his tune seemed to twist and become even louder, flowing just so perfectly that the small little girl couldn't hear anything else. She-she loved this boys tune!
Her silver eyes were wide and the happiness that she could feel rising up and replacing her earlier fear was all consuming. Her small pink lips stretched into a wide delighted smile as she looked at the young teen…
The young man withdrew his hand and tilted his head, his face filling with confusion when little Ellen held out her hands to him expectantly, her best smile on her pale face. The young man blinked in even more confusion and little Ellen's heart sank…
But then the teenage boy was offering her an amused smile as he knelt down and reached out to her…
Little Ellen was so delighted…
The small little girl placed both her small pale hands on either side of the young man's face. Her silver eyes filling with her delight as her lips parted. The small child sang out two words that Ellen felt like she had been waiting forever to say, ever since she had woke. The little girl basking in the teenage boys tune…
"Good~ Morning~!"
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Yeah! Tyki's now in this story!