Andy stripped himself down to his boxers and sat there for a bit. He poured some rubbing alcohol into the hot bath water. He grabbed a bottle of pain killer and took half the bottle. He shuttered and started sobbing again. He couldn't believe he was doing this.
He was giving up on his life, his fandom, his family, and his band. There was no saying good bye. No final hugs to his mother or father. No more drinks with the guys. no more going on stage and seeing the thousands of people who adore him and gave his life meaning. No more anything. It was to late to go back.
~flashback~
'Haha I drank you ALL under the table!' CC shouted.
'Oh shut up that is because we all gave up.' Jake said laughing
'This has been one of THE BEST! concerts like ever!' Ashley said.
'Yeah I know. This is going to be one of the best tours we have ever had.' I said.
We were all laughing and and joking with each other. This one of the best nights of my life. I played a show and had a meet and great my fans were so nice. One had gave me a batman mask. Best day ever!
'Hey hey do you think I could do a handstand?' CC asked.
Before we could answer he tried one and feel down giggling. My friends were the best friends I could EVER ask for.
~End of flashback~
I wish I could go back to those times. Andy thought. I wish...
He sat down thinking about all he was about to give up
Andy sat there sobbing and crying. He did it fast. He slid into the tub and slit his wrists. Letting the numbing pain bring him away from this cruel world.