The Path.9
Drabble: 300
words
Genre: Canon { will be A/U later on}
Pairing: Ennis and
Jack
Disclaimer: AP created'em, I just play with'em out of love
A/N: Just a small interlude, keeping it going.
I checked the sheep twice, scouted for coyote sign, and rolled up the pup tent. I'm hungry as hell, and I don't think I can put this off any longer. Gotta face him.
As I ride down the mountain to my doom, Cigar Butt stumbles once or twice on the slick stones. It rained a bit at dawn. What if I died out here? Would he care? Would he even notice? He'd notice when Aguirre made him stay up there, sleep with the sheep, a hunnerd percent! Huh!
He prob'ly hates me now. He can prob'ly see in my eyes what I want from him. If I knew was it was called, or how to stop it, I sure as hell would. I know sooner or later, I'll blurt out some stupid thing about his blue eyes, or some shit, and that'll be that. He'll punch me silly. I deserve it.
I don't know why this has happened to me, but it seems to have control and I ain't got no choice. I wouldn't throw up if I had to kiss him. Oh god! Where did that thought come from?
Getting close to camp now, I can smell coffee. What I really want to smell is Jack.
I want to see him naked again. Oh Jesus, I really do. Want him to see me naked too. Want him to want to see me naked, I guess is more like it. Want him to touch me. All over. I want to see him and taste him all over. Oh god, I'm a goner for sure.
Soon as I round this bend, I'll see him. I'm so scared. Hope he will speak to me. Wish last night had just been a bad dream .
He's smilin like nothin happened!
Hungry?
You bet!
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