I sat at our four moons in a quiet yet exhausted sulk. This was the first time I had any downtime. My vocals cords felt fried from singing all day. It was nice that my subjects enjoyed my voice, but I sort of wished I wasn't good at it. Or that was never inserted in this body. The one who's coat is snow and corn silk. The so called ruler of the sounds and symphony. I was born into the one called Songs of Nirvana. But that wasn't me...I was a wanderer. I had no home nor did I really want one. That was just I was, but being a princesses entitled me staying on this world, forever.

I was going insane!!!!!! But I couldn't let this trouble me now. I starched out my wings and yawned. I had get a few minutes of sleep....

"OHHHHHH, princess!!!"

Why? Dear heavenly half note, why now?

I put on a smile as Singsongs came into view. She was my closet friend and my lady in waiting, but mostly she was an overly worshiping pest. That was wrong of me. It wasn't soul like at all. And I take it all back. Singsongs were a dear friend. I had to keep reminding myself of that.

"Songs of Nirvana, are you okay? Did I frighten you? Ohhhh, I apologize a million times if I have. Please forgive my rudeness."

I chuckled softly. "I'm fine. Just sleepy."

"Oh! My, my, my, sleepy? Are you aware of that our active cycle is at night?" she said in playful tone.

I wouldn't be tired if everyone just left me alone! No that was wrong of me again. I made a face. Why was I this rude? Sing Songs took it the wrong way.

"I mean no offense."

"I know."

I sighed. "It's time inst it ?"

"Yup."

~~~~~~ A/N- okay, okay. I know it's a stupid idea to write this much, but I just wanted to get this part out the way. Plus I had to thank my good buddy Black Moon Falling 4 giving me some very good information, and I'll post the rest very soon. And pleazzzz review. ~~~~~~~~

The stage was set. I would always spiral into a deep panic even thought I have done this so many times before. I took a deep breath and looked into sky waiting on the moons to center. There were three. One pale yellow and the other two were crimson. There was what we looked up to, our gods, Legend has it that those moons gave us the ability to sing. That they gave this whole universe the sweetest song ever written. No piece of music was greater, No note was more pure. Those moons gave the universe me.

If truly believe that I was "the gift" then I wouldn't want to leave as badly as I do. It's like some exotic bird being trapped in a cage. Just because it's rare or special people want to lock it up like some sideshow. If I ever escape off this world then I live somewhere in the open. Somewhere the sun shines down all the time. -A/N- can you say irony? - That's where I'll go. Singsongs smile and nods at me. "It's time, Hun." I suppressed a groan. I looked as the three moons became one and started to sing: Ll'ew etirw a gnos taht snrut tuo eth sthgil. EW htob yob dan lrig os ylneddus gnikahas edisni. T'nod etsaw ruoy gnihtaerb. Tsuj esolc ruoy seyes. Ll'ew epoh sti ton rof gnihton ta lla. Enitnelav terces

By now a crowd was around me. Singing in harmony it was the only time where being a bat was I was proud to be songs of nirvana. I would lead off in the song we sing every morning or night if you consider the whole nocturnal thing. Millions of beautiful voices filled the forest. It was a thing of beauty. Finally the song was over, there was applause then praise then worship (all the things I hate the most) Singssongs came over to me. Eyes all wide and full of love. Ugh.

"You were AMAZING! And ever so beautiful and ohhhhh you're just soooooooo perfect!!! I wish I was you. Doesn't everyone? They'd be crazy if they didn't"

"Enough, I'm not that great…."

"Liar. Excuse my tongue, but honestly."

I was about to puke when a firmillar face came up to me Darien.

He smiled at sing songs and gave her an innocent look." A Sing song there's some soul who requested your presence."

"oh. That must be the Songs of nirvana fan club. Take care milady." And then she flew off. I looked up at Darien's wry smile.

"What did you do?"

"I lied."

"That's horrible!"

"I know, but I it was worth it to be alone with you."

I smiled. My only true friend. "Let's get out of here." He said and at the moment that was the greatest song I ever heard.

~~~~~~~~~A/N. r u getting tired of these? Sorry, but they're necessary. The next part is Darien pov. And I'm still working on it so ….yeah. And if the song confused you. its simple... its the main chorus if serect valentine by we the kings written backwards. i wanted it to be cool... you know alienish, well i tried at least.