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A New Beginning
Chapter Thirty:
All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you
Sung By Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens - High School Musical Three.
Edward POV:
The rest of the weekend was complete, hell. Bella had gone completely Zombie-fied. I hated seeing her like this, it broke my heart.
How could he have done this to her? She had so much faith in him and each time he ruins every little bit of it.
Saturday was the worst. Bella tried to make out she was okay but it didn't take a rocket scientist to know that she was breaking apart inside. Bella did everything that she normally did, but for the rest of it she just sat there doing nothing. I couldn't get her to talk to me; maybe she didn't want to talk to me.
It was Sunday now. I had stayed with Bella the entire weekend, I spent enough time here anyway that I basically lived here. Well, almost.
Frankly, I was scared to leave her alone. I loved her to much to see her constantly hurt. Every single second that she was hurting my heart was breaking.
Bella POV:
I didn't know how much I was hurting him. I should just leave, just leave all of this behind and never come back. That's what my brain was telling me to do, my heart had other ideas. You can't leave; you love him to much to leave. I was breaking inside, everything that I didn't want to happen had happened. Not only was I breaking inside, I was breaking Edward. Every single second that I was breaking, he was breaking too. I had to stop this and I had to stop this now.
I hadn't said much all of the weekend. Edward had stayed with me. Bless his little cotton socks. There was no way I was going to cope on my own, I know that I worried him and that's probably why he stayed.
I knew right from that moment that there was no-body else I was ever going to want to be with.
Alice came round on Sunday. Wonderful. I love Alice, she's like a sister to me now, but I wasn't in the mood for all her perkiness. She literally bounced onto the sofa.
"Hey Bella!"
"Hey Alice." I tried to smile at her, but it probably didn't come out right.
"Bella, I'm going for a little while. I'll come back soon though." Edward kissed the top of my head before standing up.
"Okay…"
"I'll see you later. I'll take Leo with me as well." He smiled at me. What would I ever do without him? I nodded.
"Bye Momma."
"Bye, Baby." I waved at him before he ran off with Edward.
"Oh, Bella!" Alice threw her arms around me. "I'm so sorry."
I put my arms around her as well. I know that I don't normally hug people, but I really needed one right now.
"You're here to talk to me aren't you?" I pulled back from the hug and looked at her. She looked at me sheepishly.
"Yeah…" She looked down. "Edward thought you might talk to me. It's only because he's so worried about you though Bella." She looked at me again and smiled.
"I know. I hate doing this Alice. It breaks my heart to see him hurting because I'm hurting." I sighed and leaned back on the sofa. "Everything that I didn't want to happen, happened and all at once." The tears were starting to show. "I J-Just want everything to go back to how it used to be. When nothing went wrong and I was happy." The tears finally made an appearance then. Alice pulled me onto her shoulder and I just let everything that I had pented up yesterday spill over. Everything that I hated about myself, the fact that I was hurting the person that I loved most in the word, (next to Leo of course.) my hatred for Danny, my love for Leo, my love for Charlie and my Mom, my love for all of my friends the ones here and in Phoenix. Everything spilled over.
"It's okay Bella." Alice soothed me.
"It's not okay though Alice." I took my head off of her shoulder and she looked at me. I wiped my face and sighed. "I can never do anything right. If I did something right maybe bad things would stop happening." I wiped away the tears that were still streaming down my face. "I'm hurting everyone around with me without even trying. The person I'm hurting the most isn't even myself, I'm hurting Edward with every single thing I do!"
"You aren't though Bella! Can't you see that?" Alice threw her hands up in the air. "Ugh! Edward is hurting because you're hurting! He loves you more than anything in this entire world!" She looked at me.
"Really?" Why did I doubt that?
"Yes really." She smiled at me. "He wants to protect you Bella. He wants to protect you and Leo. Do you know what he said to me on the phone last night?" They had been on the phone?
"No." I smiled weakly.
"He wants to make you happy again Bella." She smiled at me again. "But that's not what he said. He told me that he sees Leo like his own even though he has barely known you for that long."
"Really?" I squeaked.
"Yes, really." She smiled again. "I'm serious about what I say Bella. You have to stop worrying." I threw my arms around her again.
"Thank you Alice." She hugged me back. "I honestly don't know what I'd do without you."
"Neither do I sometimes Bella." She giggled.
"That's something I have wanted to hear. But I never wanted to bring it up in case it seemed like everything was moving too fast." I sighed. "I suppose everything that has happened has just made everything stronger." I smiled and this time I hope it looked like a real smile.
"Thank God! You've cheered up!" Alice giggled. "Anyway, Edward is back now."
"How did you-?"
"I heard his car" She cut me off. "I'll go now. You two can talk." She hugged me before standing up. "You know I love you Bella. You're family." I smiled at her.
"I love you too, Alice. Just not like that" I laughed slightly at the last part. She skipped away.
"I'll see you tomorrow!" She called before going outside.
Edward POV:
I walked into the house after just seeing Alice leave. Leo was going to come back in with me but decided he would rather stay with 'Aunty Alice'. I hoped Bella wouldn't mind.
"What are you going to do with him?" I asked her.
"I'm not going to feed him to Crocodiles, Edward! Keep your socks on!" She sighed. "Maybe I'll talk to him to ours again. Maybe he will like shopping, unlike your very strange girlfriend."
"Bella is not strange! She's just not the same as you!" I almost growled.
"Like I said! Keep your socks on!" Alice giggled.
"See you later then. Bye Leo." I ruffled his hair.
"Bye!" He smiled at me before patting his hair back down. Bless him.
"Come on then Leo." He ran towards Alice and leaped into her arms. I laughed before walking back to the house. I let myself in and walked towards the living room.
"Bella?" Where was she?
"Guess who?" She jumped up onto my back and put her hands over my eyes.
"Jessica Simpson?" She giggled. Did Bella just giggle? I loved that sound. My whole worlds just lit up again.
"No. Sorry, not this time." She jumped down and came around to my front and wrapped her arms around me. I wrapped mine around her as well. "I missed you." She whispered.
"I was only gone for an hour, love." I kissed the top of her head.
"Did you not miss me then?" She asked in a hurtful voice.
"No! I mean Yes, I did miss you Bella." I smiled. "Of course I missed you." She dropped her arms from around me and went up onto her tip-toes and kissed me.
"I know. But that was funny!" She walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. I followed and sat next to her, she snuggled up against my side. "Where's Leo?" Had she only just noticed?
"Alice took him with her. He said he wanted to go with 'Aunty Alice'" I quoted him. "She'll bring him back soon though."
"I know that." I think she smiled, but I couldn't see. "I know you sent Alice here to talk to me as well." She was definitely smiling now; I could hear it in her voice. "But that's okay, because we did."
"Really?" I patted her hair. "Good. About anything in particular?" I thought that having Alice talk to Bella might help her. It apparently had, which was good. That was what I wanted to happen.
"You're nosey." She giggled again. "I just told her about everything and I got upset again." She stopped and sighed. I was about to say something when she started talking again. "But that helped. She basically told me that I need to stop worrying about everything. I was worried that I'm hurting you all the time." She stopped.
"You're not hurting me Bella; I just hate seeing you so upset." I kissed her head.
"Will you let me finish please?" She asked in an impatient tone.
"Oops. Sorry."
"Thank you. Anyway, stop pretending like I wasn't hurting you because I was. Every time I'm upset it makes you upset and I hate doing that. Everything that I didn't want to happen has basically happened within the past three months!" She sighed. "But then Alice told me that you just want to protect me." She sounded like she was smiling. "And Leo, I don't know how I ever doubted how much you love me, but I did for some reason. I guess that I thought that maybe after everything you wouldn't want to be with me anymore." She sniffed. How could she ever think that? I put my arms around her.
"You know that I could never leave you Bella. I love you too much to even think about doing that." I smiled.
"I know that now. I just got confused. I love you too." She sat up and kissed me again. "Thank you by the way." She leant back against me.
"For what?"
"For everything Edward. I don't know what I'd do without you. But also thank you for saying how you feel about Leo. You don't know how more happy that made me." Alice told her?
"Alice told you?"
"Yeah. But it made me so much happier. I thought that if I said anything about it, it might mean things are moving too fast."
"Things aren't moving too fast, love." I already know that I would never want to be with anybody apart from Bella. "I'll always be here, no matter what happens." I kissed the top of her head.
"I know that I'll never want anybody else Edward. I mean that." Really?
"Me too Bella."
"Really?" She squeaked. How cute was that?
"Really." I wrapped my arms more tightly around her. "Everything is going to be okay now Bella. I'll make sure of it."
I really would make sure. I would make sure Bella was always happy. I would make sure that Danny never hurt her or Leo again.
"I love you Edward."
"I love you too Bella." She leant up and kissed me again.
Everything is going to be okay.
A/N: Sorry This Isn't As Long, It's Pretty Emotional Though! But Kinda Fluffy As Well! I Was Almost Crying Towards The End! Just Because I Made It Happy!
Please Review! I Got Some Really Nice Ones For The Last Chapter! =D This Story Has Only At Least Another 4 Chapters! I Don't Wanna Drag It Out Anymore! If I Can To Make It Stop At A Nice Place It Will Be Another Five! (=O) But As I Keep Telling You All There Is A Sequel!
I Need Some Help Regarding Issues To Do With Custody, (I Hope That Doesn't Give Too Much Away.) Before You All Review Going "OME! Please Don't Let Leo Get Taken Away From Bella!" He Isn't. I Want Bella To Get Full Custody Of Leo, And Get Danny Out Of The Picture. I Just Need To Know How I Could Write That In The Story Before It Finishes! Any Help Is Greatly Appreciated!
Anyway, Review! =D See You Next Chapter! =D Love You All! Btw, Cyril Has Passed Away From Lack Of Being Clicked On. Rest In Peaches Cyril. Rest In Peaches. So, Click On Him And Help Him Come Back To Life! =D (Haha! Rest In Peaches?!)
