Silverlight walked down a dark hallway, holding a small bundle close to her chest. Her spark filled with worry as she neared a familiar room that was laced with spark-ache and hate yet at the same time, joy and love.

What if….

No! The Seekeress screamed to herself. She would never do that!
She gently reached out her servo to knock on the door but hesitated for a moment then let her servo hit the metal softly.

Shuffling was heard from the other side when the door slid back a few inches, two dull blue optics peered out then brightened somewhat at the sight of the red and silver femme.

"Silverlight?" The femme's voice came into the red Seekeress's processer telepathically.

"Mother.. " Silverlight murmured softly.
Skyblazer opened the door wider and let her daughter in, then staggered over to a chair.

Silverlight watched with a sad spark; her mother was never the same after Starscream's accident and her spark twisted when she remembered her mother's face.

Skyblazer put her servo over her mouth in disbelief. "No….. " she breathed as she slowly walked over to her mate's side. The femme fell to her knees, placing her servo over his spark chamber. "Please, don't give up on me, love….. " A few tears fell down her face. "Please… "

Starscream slowly opened his crimson optics and let his helm fall to the side, facing his beloved mate. "Sk-Sky-Skyblazer… " He groaned, placing his servo on top of hers. The femme slowly looked up at him, her optics spilling with tears.

The mech brought a digit to her face and wiped a few tears away.
"Oh, Starscream!" Skyblazer cried, holding his servo close to her cheek; the tears coming quicker.

"I-I am s-sorr-sorry…. " The Seeker closed his optics and let out one last shaky breath.

"No!" The femme sobbed. "Don't! Please…. " She slowly laid her helm on the side of the medical berth, nuzzling his servo lightly.

"Skyblazer… " A voice said gently.
The blue femme didn't answer but instead she pushed her helm under her mate's servo.
A red servo took hold of her shoulder. "Skyblazer… "

"No! I won't do it!" The Seekeress screamed at the top of her systems.
"I have to… " The voice answered. "No, Knockout!" Skyblazer wretched her shoulder away but the mech kept a firm grip.

Knockout strapped the thrashing femme down as she screamed defiantly. "No! Starscream! Let me die with him, please!"

"I can't do that, Skyblazer…. " The red mech opened her chest plates, showing her dying spark. Skyblazer screeched, struggling against her chains; no one saw her spark but Starscream! "Please, no!"

"I'm sorry… " Knockout said as he started disconnecting the bond between the femme and the deceased commander.

"No! Starscream! No! Please no!" The Seekeress screamed as loud as her body would let her.

"Starscream!" Her vocalizer cracked. "STARSC – " The femme stopped in mid-sentence as she closed her optics; her vocalizer had given out.
Knockout sighed when he finished cutting off the bond then looked down at Skyblazer. "I'm sorry…. " Was all he said before walking off.
Skyblazer let the tears form and ocean of energon as she continued to weep over her lost mate.

"What has brought you here?" Skyblazer asked telepathically, bringing the young Seekeress out of her thoughts.

"M-My son, mother….. " Silverlight slowly moved her servos back, showing a small mechling sound asleep.

Skyblazer looked down at her daughter's son then up at Silverlight. "Nightblast's?" She asked gently. The red and silver Seekeress shook her helm. "No….. " She murmured as she drew her son close.

"Whom, then?"

"The mech just wanted my port and the pleasure I could give him, mother." Silverlight snapped angrily. Skyblazer stared spark-broken at her daughter; this wasn't the life she wanted for her.

"I'm sorry, sweet spark… " The blue femme murmured. "I just don't know why he left me!" she wailed then looked down. "I do….. Now I see why Nightblast didn't even want me; I am worthless, I am nothing but a mistake, the only thing I'm apparently good at is pleasuring mechs and sparking their sons and daughters!" The femme's helm shot up. "I don't even see why I should be here anymore, other than for this little mech. I shouldn't have ever been sparked – No!" The femme growled. "You and Starscream should never have been mates!" She roared.

Skyblazer stepped back, her spark flooding with pain. "Silverlight, I – " She closed her optics and shook her helm. "Go…. " the femme hobbled over to her berth.

"Mother, I-I.. "

"Go! I died with your father that day and have not lived since!" Skyblazer shouted in the red femme's processor.

Silverlight recoiled. "Not even my own carrier loves me… " She quickly turned for the door and rushed out, spark aching and throbbing. "No one loves me!" She cried.