Chapter 10 young and in love
She was taking a soothing bath, thinking about her past. Her past with him really. She let all the memories she had been holding back for so long come flowing back.
It was late that night, his band happened to be playing at a bar I was at one night. He looked out over the crowd and our eyes met, my life was never the same from that moment on. We were happy for a time, and then I found out I was pregnant. "No one can find out about this!" my mother shrieked when I told her. I was on the next plane to Paris and I didn't see him for a long time after that. I gave up that beautiful baby; I had to, my mother made me even though I fought it with all my strength. That's the whole story.
I remember sitting by the window as our baby grew thinking," He should be here, we should be happy," When I gave birth it was the hardest expierince of my life. I was in physical and emotional pain. I knew that I would have to say goodbye to by son whom I carried for nine months. I didn't get Rufus or our son, I was left all alone after everything, weeping, breaking down. To see him now, to have a second chance at happiness is a true gift from god. No matter what happens now, I won't ever let him go.
To be continued...