Chapter 17

I went to the doctor a few weeks later and the test was true. I was pregnant. I had no idea how I was going to tell the kids, especially in these circumstances. Should I wait until I started showing? Would they be angry? I didn't even know how Serena would react because she still thought that it might not be true. Another thing I was worried about was being pregnant when Rufus and I weren't married. At my age people expected you to be over that type of thing, especially being from the upper-east side. I could be shunned forever because of this, not to mention life would be miserable for Erik and Serena. Again, things weren't as perfect as I had originally thought.