Love Thy Human: Suppressed Feelings
Chapter 3: Suppressed Feelings
What can be said about Jun Sakurada? A lot of things apparently.
He's brave, caring, and smart in his own regard.
Not a ladies man, though. Why, you ask?
Girls always want more out of a guy than just a good personality.
They want looks, money, and a body to match.
Sometimes, it's hard to find a girl that wants guys for who they are and not what they have or how they look.
Jun is not good looking, or rich, and as for his body? Psh! What body?
All he has is his personality.
To his luck, that didn't go unnoticed. His friend, Tomoe, found the boy really fun to be around. That was enough to become his friend.
Soon, he gained more friends. The down side?
The remainder of them had to be dolls.
But they're not dolls anymore. They're humans.
Live human girls.
The good news? They can live their lives however they want to now.
The bad news? Simple:
Don't fall in love with them, or better yet, don't let them fall in love with you.
Why?
They don't share, so they'll kill each other if they catch each other stealing the guy they want.
Why am I telling you this?
Because the same Jun is in the position where Suiseiseki caught his lips on Souseiseki.
One thing ran through his mind, and one thing only.
"Oh, shit..."
The older twin found her younger twin, who promised she had no feelings towards Jun, kissing said boy. Such betrayal! Souseiseki gasped as she found her sister, standing at the doorway, fuming with jealousy, anger, hurt, betrayal, and if I'm not mistaken, a murderous intent to rid herself of a younger twin.
How...how dare she?
HOW THE HELL DARE SHE? THAT...THAT BITCH! THAT LITTLE BITCH! HERE I WAS, THINKING I CAN TRUST HER, BUT SHE WENT AND SNUCK BEHIND MY BACK, MAKING MOVES ON MY JUNNY! THAT BITCH! SHINKU, TOO! HOW DARE SHE TRICK ME INTO THINKING THAT I COULD TRUST SOUSEISEKI? WELL, I CAN PLAY THAT GAME AS WELL. TIME FOR PAYBACK, YOU HUSSIES! She thought as she glared at Souseiseki. To her, she couldn't blame Jun. He was just plain stupid to make a move on anyone, which is just the way she liked him. Easy to control. He had a sweet nature to him, and a resolve to help anyone in need, which is what made Suiseiseki attracted to him in the first place. The insults and kicks to the shin were her way of saying that she loved him. But, to claim her prize, the enemies must be gone from the field.
Why not start with the traitor?
Souseiseki slowly got up off of Jun, careful as to not do anything else to provoke her sister's wrath. "Suiseiseki...please...I can explain-"
"Explain what, dear sister" She spat that word like it was poison to the sound. "Explain how you said that you clearly had no feelings for Junny, yet when I come here, what do I find? Your lips pressed against his, and if I'm not mistaken, you were so enjoying the kiss! Not only that, it seemed that you started it!" Suiseiseki walked closer to her younger twin, her hands preparing for something to grab and kill. "I should kill you, right here and now! Any last words before you go straight to hell?"
Jun, who was still in shock by Souseiseki's kiss, regained his mind and went in between the two girls, trying not to see any blood shed or bodies dying. "Wait, Suiseiseki! Don't kill her! I don't want her to die simply because of this!" Jun didn't know why he was saying this. He didn't like Souseiseki like that, but he didn't want her to die. He didn't like Suiseiseki that much either, but he remembered that she said that she loved her twin more than her father, which was a lot, considering that they only lived for him.
Suiseiseki paused when she saw Jun defend her sister. She shook her head and moved him out the way. "Stay back, Junny! This wench must pay for betraying my trust!" The nickname Junny sent butterflies to her stomach, but made Jun cringe. He disliked the name, a lot. It was not only weird, but to hear it come from the one person that kicked him in the shin, called him dumb and stupid, made his life a living hell, and suddenly say that she wanted to marry you and have kids with you once she turned human? Yeah, that made it all worth it. Shaking the thought out of his head, Jun was about to say something, when Souseiseki beat him to the punch.
"Suiseiseki, please listen! I didn't mean to break your trust! I swear!" the girl nearly cried out. She was on the verge of tears, watching as the same twin who loved her dearly, was now getting ready to murder her. If anything, she deserved it. She betrayed her and Shinku's trust by kissing Jun. The odd thing is that she didn't regret it. Matter of fact, she liked it. But, she didn't deserve to have that happiness. But, she wanted to explain herself before she died. Suiseiseki was easy due to them being twins, but how will Shinku handle it?
Might as well try and see.
"I...when I told Jun about our past and what Rozen did to us...he said that he'd help us. I've never felt so happy in my life. Then..I found myself looking at Jun...with so much love and care that...I just kissed him. Even though it was my first kiss..." Mine too! Jun thought. "...I'm glad...that I gave it to someone like Jun. I wish...that I could give more…" thein Souseiseki's eyes started to fall. "If my death can make you happy, sister, then I will gladly die by your hands!" Souseiseki grabbed Suiseiseki's hands and placed them around her neck. She looked at Jun, who was taken aback by her speech. She smiled at him, tears flowing down her cheeks. "Jun...I'm sorry...please...make my sister happy..." Souseiseki closed her eyes and waited for her fate.
Suiseiseki stared at her sister, thinking if she should let her go because she apologized. She even offered her life to make her happy. Suiseiseki was about to drop her hands when she remembered something that made her angry. Jun, to her recollection, had never kissed a girl. She remembered all the times that she had been with him that he had never kissed a girl, not even Tomoe. If he did, there would've been a sign. He's no actor, so he couldn't hide it. If that was true, then that could only mean one thing...
Souseiseki stole Jun's first kiss.
With that in mind, the hands around Souseiseki's neck tightened their grip, squeezing the life out of the girl, who winced at the pain but made no movement to get free. All that was on Suiseiseki's mind was:
DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, YOU BITCH! DIE, YOU WHORE! DIE FOR STEALING JUNNY'S FIRST KISS! THAT WAS MINE TO TAKE, AND YOU STOLE IT! I'LL KILL YOU, REVIVE YOU, AND KILL YOU AGAIN!
Souseiseki's life was nearing its end...
...that is, until Jun stepped in and held Suiseiseki back, releasing her grip on her younger twin's neck, who fell to the ground trying to breathe.
Suiseiseki never knew how strong Jun's grip was. He certainly was working out on the side, it seems. His arms showed a bit of muscle, and her back was to his chest, which felt chiseled under his shirt. His abs were somewhat poking out on her back, and his chest was also semi-hard. Suiseiseki never felt a man's chest before, but damn, did it feel good! In his arms, Suiseiseki felt safe and sound, like nothing could harm her as long as Jun had his grip on her. She didn't even make a sound of protest when he grabbed her. In one minute, nothing could stop her from killing Souseiseki, the next, nothing could scare her in Jun's arms. If that wasn't enough, his mouth was to her ear, unintentionally, of course. His hot breath breathing on her sent waves of pleasure through her. Her hairs were standing on end, her body getting weaker and weaker by the minute. His mouth got closer and closer to her ear, nearly touching it. Her heart was beating like a drum and her breathing was getting raspy. She would've turned to face him, but he started to whisper in her ear.
"Please...don't kill her...I don't want you to fight anymore. It was a mistake, Suiseiseki. She didn't mean it. I don't want you to go back to the Alice Game rules anymore. You have your lives back. Please...cherish them. I beg you, Suiseiseki...don't fight...please...for me..."
At that moment, Jun's grip began to let go on her. Suiseiseki was frozen on the spot, her mind trying to regain what she was doing. She turned to see Jun, looking at her with pleading eyes and a hurt expression. This made Suiseiseki feel guilty. Jun should never be hurt, in any way possible. Hurting Jun was the same as committing suicide. If Jun was hurt, you'd have to walk on...well, let's just say that the penalty would be worse than a slow, painful death at the hands of Jigsaw.
Suiseiseki looked back at Souseiseki. In her mind, Jun was right. It was a mistake, a mistake that nearly labeled her as a murderer. She couldn't blame Souseiseki either. She told Jun about their past, and he said that he was gonna help her. In that regard, the younger twin fell for him, simply because Jun is the type of person who attracts women with his helpful ways. That was one of the things that Suiseiseki loved about him. She hoped that their kids inherit that special personality.
That is, IF they ever decide to have kids. (not that she minded)
Clearing her throat, Suiseiseki walked to Souseiseki and picked her up, dusting her off in the process. "Ahem...Souseiseki, what you did was unforgivable, and I hate you for it!" Souseiseki looked down in guilt. "BUT!" this made her look up. "Since Junny said to forgive you, I'll forgive you. But next time, don't betray my trust, ok? If you do that again, I'm so kicking your ass, ok?" Suiseiseki said with a smirk. Souseiseki caught it and nodded with a smirk of her own. The two girls then hugged to make up. Jun smiled as he watched the two twins settle their affairs. Looks like things were gonna be complicated, but peaceful all the same.
"By the way, Souseiseki" Suiseiseki said. "The way you kissed Junny. It was all wrong! Here, let me show you how a real kiss is. Take notes, because you so don't want to miss this!" Jun blushed when he heard that, and was about to back away from Suiseiseki when she grabbed his head and planted her lips right on his. Jun muffled a sound when Suiseiseki kissed him, but made no protest against it since he was shocked that the girl who made his life a living hell was now giving him lip action. His mind was blank and his body was still. The kiss was hard and rough. Suiseiseki's lips were just as soft as Souseiseki's, but she seemed like she had experience with the way her lips were moving. Souseiseki's kiss felt like her first time, which she confirmed earlier, due to how her lips were in the same spot, trying to capture the saliva in Jun's mouth. While he was trying to process what the hell was going on, Suiseiseki was busy enjoying herself.
I cannot believe it! I so cannot believe it! I'm kissing my Junny! I'M FREAKING KISSING MY JUNNY! His lips...they're soft and tender, but rough and manly. Just the way I pictured it. This may not be my first kiss, but I'm still a virgin. I can at least take his virginity away, and he can have mine. Oh, I so hope that this moment doesn't end! But it has to. Oh well, this is just the beginning of our wonderful future!
Suiseiseki slowly pulled away from Jun, her eyes slowly opening as she got a look at Jun. His face was in pure shock. His cheeks were flaring up, and his mind was blank. Suiseiseki giggled at his expression, while Souseiseki was blushing at how intense her sister was with her kissing. When she kissed Jun, it was inexperienced. That was her first kiss, and she didn't know what the hell she was doing. Suiseiseki had kissed plenty of boys in her lifetime and picked up a thing or two. Nobody would've guess that the older twin would've been an expert on kissing.
"Well, well, well. I can see that I cannot trust either of you to keep your hands off of MY Jun-kun now, can I?"
Of course, no one never even expected to notice Shinku standing at the doorway, watching the strange turn of events unfold.
Suiseiseki and Souseiseki both gasped at the presence of the 5th Rozen Maiden. Jun, of course, was still in shock mode, not even paying attention to anything that was happening. "S..Shinku!" Suiseiseki spoke up. "Wha...what are you doing here?"
Shinku sighed as she entered the room. "I was getting worried about Jun and Souseiseki, seeing as they took too long, so I decided to come and see what was going on, and what do I find? Her lips on Jun's, you trying to kill her, Jun stopping you, you two making up, and now YOU kissing him? I say, if that's not betrayal to me, Suiseiseki, then what is it? Please answer me!" The venom in Shinku's voice made Jun wake up, only to another situation. Shinku was staring death glares at the twins, who were cowering from her in fear. That could only mean one thing.
Shinku found out, and is now going to kill them. Great...
The blonde hair girl turned to Suiseiseki. "I would like to make some pointers to all three of you! First, you, Suiseiseki. That was a horrible way to kiss Jun-kun! No doubt, he was frozen because your kissing ability was just pure...horror! You should be ashamed! THIS is how you should kiss my Jun-kun." With that, Shinku tenderly took Jun's face into her hands and slowly put her lips on Jun's. Jun was, again, shocked, but not nearly as much before. Shinku's lips were very soft, softer than either of the twins, and her technique was like a first love's kiss. If anything, the first two kisses were something that quite surprised him, but with Shinku, it felt like something...natural. He would've got into the kiss, had Shinku not pulled away from him, slowly, leaving him to want more.
"Just to inform you, Jun-kun, that was my first kiss. Be grateful that you had the honor to receive such a gift from me." Shinku smiled as Jun blushed. Her expression changed when she turned to Souseiseki, her eyes giving off angry waves.
"Next, Souseiseki, I cannot believe that you would betray my trust like that! I would see to it that you die personally for betraying me, but I suppose I cannot blame you. You simply fell for Jun-kun naturally. I can see it in your eyes. Just make sure that you don't betray me again, or else I will see to it personally that you die, do you hear me?" Souseiseki nodded frantically. The she turned to Jun, her facial expression softening. "Now you, Jun-kun. I will say this only once: if I ever catch you cheating on me with another woman, your manhood will be no more, do I make myself clear?" Jun covered himself and nodded, feeling the pain of her words in his groin. "Now then, let me make this clear: Jun-kun is mine and mine alone! You two are to keep your mitts off of him. If I catch you with your hands on him, they will come off! Is that clear?" Suiseiseki and Souseiseki nodded. Shinku smiled and grabbed Jun's hand. "Now then, come Jun-kun. I wish to play with you in this game I just bought. I guarentee that you'll love it." With that, the two left the room, leaving the twins in there.
Little did Shinku know, they crossed their fingers behind their backs. The battle for Jun Sakurada is on!
"PLAYER 1 WINS!" voiced an announcer on screen.
Shinku was not amused. Jun just nervously smiled at the girl, who was not happy that she lost.
Earlier, Shinku went out and bought a new fighting game, since she found out that Jun had an interest in them. She had not taken an liking to them when they were dolls. The controls were hard to do, since the buttons were too big for their hands. Shinku liked a character on the game that seem similar to her in every way. She looked like her, acted like her, they both had the same love for tea, the similarities were endless. So, she decided to main the character and get really good with her.
Too bad she never knew about Jun's secret training sessions with the game, which were paying off right now.
Jun sighed at what appeared to be his win again, but Shinku wasn't angry. In fact she was happy, happy that she could play together with her Jun-kun. Win or lose, the feeling she got when she watched him play was breathtaking. Sometimes, she would not even watch the match and instead focus on Jun while pressing random buttons. The look he had when he played sent butterflies through her stomach. His eyes were completely focus on the match, his hands in synch with the character's movement, the way he breathed when he completed a combo. It was something that sent her heart aflutter. If he was like this playing a game, imagine if he was looking at her the same way, his hands touching her body in the same manner, his breathing on her skin. Such thoughts made the blonde blush at the thought. Certainly, she would have some very wonderful dreams tonight...
...of course, she never also expected the presence of HinaIchigo, dressed in a pink shirt with a duck on it and blue jeans, to jump on Jun's back, hugging his neck in a too friendly manner, a manner that sent death glares from Shinku to the young girl. Jun was too caught up in the game to notice anything around him until HinaIchigo jumped on him.
"JUN-KUN! HINA MISSED YOU SO, SO, SO, SO, SO MUCH!" The bubbly blonde exclaimed. This was something of a normal thing, HinaIchigo hugging Jun like that. Everyone just accepted it like it was nothing.
That is, until Shinku developed feelings for Jun. Now it was something.
To her, it was more competition.
The competition for Jun's heart.
EDIT: LOADS of editing for this chapter…more like deleting, but meh