He loved her. It consumed him, gnawed at him until he couldn't take it anymore. He had to see her, feel her under him, say that he loved her and know that she loved him too.
"Jake...I can't see you anymore." She bit her lip and looked away.
"Don't. Just. Don't. Ok? You don't mean it and you'll regret it later"
"No Jake. This isn't going away. I've been keeping this inside for too long. I just, I just can't anymore Jake! You think I want to hurt you? I don't! So just make what you have for me go away and just let me live my life!"
He grabbed her and held her against the wall, restraining her. "Just wait a second ok, listen to me!" Struggling to contain his emotion, he tucked his head into her neck and whispered, "I'm not going away. You love me. I love you more than life itself. And this is not some...some infatuation that you think I have. You know that. The very second I saw you I knew that I could not live without you." He rocked her back and forth, and looked into her eyes. Mirrored in her eyes was the same anguish, but combined with pity.
"Jake..."
"Renesmee..."