A/N: Thank you very much for the constructive criticism =D and more story alerts I'm glad people like my version of Twilight. This next chapter should make a lot more sense. Lol. Sorry its taken me a little longer to update, I spent a few days deciding which way to go with it. I hope you guys like it.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything and any quotes used belong to Stephanie Meyer…
Bellas POV
As I walked towards my siblings I could see Edward staring at me, there was a mixture of confusion and shock in his eyes, yet he was smiling at me, his beautiful crooked smile that made me feel like my heart would be beating tenfold if it was still beating. I Sat down with my adopted siblings Emmett, Jasper and Rosalie were staring at me while Alice smiled excitedly of course when I changed my mind about Edward she saw a very different future to the one before
"Carlisle really helped" I smiled knowingly at her
"I'm proud of you Bella" she practically leaped over the table to give me a hug
"Thanks Alice" I said hugging her back until she was hugging me too tight "I may not be able to die but it doesn't mean you can't hurt me" I laughed a little squirming out of her tight somewhat painful hug
"Okay guys would you please quit staring at me" I looked at them shaking my head
"So you're over it now Bella?" Emmett grinned mischievously
"I am but whatever plan you have thought up is going to have to wait" I shook my head "There's someone I need to talk to" I left the table before any of my siblings could say another word.
"Hey Edward" I leant down kissing him on the cheek when I reached his table "Would you please come sit with me at another table?" I smiled ignoring the glares of some of the people at the table.
"Of course Bella" he grinned following me over to an empty table
The table was set between his table of friends and my siblings, we both knew that we were being watched.
"Maybe we should skip Biology and talk in my car" I suggested casually knowing my siblings would be listening
"Yeah probably the best idea, there are a lot of people around and they're all too willing to listen" he agreed.
The bell finally saved us from endless small chatter to satisfy our peers "Saved by the Bell" Edward laughed
"Indeed" I chuckled.
We talked about random stuff as we walked out to the car, the confusion was still in his eyes, the feeling of shock had subsided
"I'm sorry about yesterday…I" It was hard to find a good excuse for kicking him out of the car like that
"I know why you left yesterday" he cleared his throat "the real reason"
"How?" it was clear he knew I was a vampire, he knew the one secret my family had been keeping for decades
"I can read minds" he bit his lip as if that was the bad thing, he knew I was a vampire and he was worrying about being able to read minds "I saw what your sister Alice was thinking"
"so you know what I am? What my family is?"
"Yes" he said simply
"Are you scared?"
"no"
"Why not?" the idea that he wasn't scared caused me to panic, I'm a monster, I don't deserve anyone's trust.
"Because I saw what Alice saw. The reason for her excitement when you came back, I know you're not going to hurt me" he smiled confidently
"how are you dealing with this so well?" I blinked at him unable to compute how well he was taking this.
"I know this might sound a little stupid but once I learnt I could read minds the concept of normal went out the window" there was a slight tone of amusement in his voice
"are you sure you want this?" I looked at him trying to read his expression "I'm a monster…I've killed people"
"did you choose to become a vampire?" he asked seemingly un-phased by what I had said.
"No…" I admitted
"Bella you didn't choose this life and you were only following your instincts…" he said sounding almost a little too understanding
"Edward, I could hurt you and it scares me." I sighed
"I don't think you will though Bella, I trust you" he smiled his dazzling smile
"you trust me too much Edward" I opened my car door "Come with me…I need to show you something" I got out of the car and sped around to his side opening the door for him.
"Thank you" he grinned getting out "where are we going?"
"for a little hike" I led him towards the forest "I need to show you something…"
"I like spending time with you and nothing will change that" he grinned
"You take everything so coolly — it's unnatural. It makes me wonder what you're really thinking." I shook my head.
"I'll tell you what's going through my mind if you tell me what's going through yours" he chuckled
"I thought you could read minds?"
"I can…just not yours it seems" he grumbled "there must be something wrong me"
"You
find out I'm a vampire and you're worried because you can't
read my mind" I mused
"yeah" he nodded as we continued to
walk
"This is going to take to long" I muttered looking down at my watch
"How far are we going?"
"I want you to see me in the sun, so the top of the mountain is how far" I stopped in my tracks grabbing his arm
"What are you doing?" he asked as I started to drag him up the hill "get on my back" I instructed
"you couldn't carry me" he laughed
"Try me" I picked him up easily "What was that?" I chuckled
"is this part of the vampire thing?"
"it is indeed, so get on my back" I said placing him on his feet
"fine" he muttered getting behind me as I pulled him onto my back and sped up the mountain feeling his grip tighten "wow…" he said quietly
I placed him on his feet once we reached a small meadow at the top of the mountain "just watch this" I pulled my scarf off and unbuttoned the collar of my shirt stepping into the sun and turning to face him.
"You're beautiful" he said staring at me as the sun light made my skin sparkle "like a diamond"
"You don't get it do you Edward…I'm dangerous." I walked towards him "I know its hard for you to imagine that but the thirst could kick in at anytime"
"Bella I know you wouldn't do that to me." he smiled "we're passed the part where I'm a human and you're a vampire. I'm Edward and you're Bella. Nothings going to change that"
"okay okay" I chuckled giving in to his irresistible charm.
It felt like we'd be here for hours yet in reality the time we had spent here amounted to no more then 20 minutes. I laid down amongst the flowers looking up at Edward "come and join me" I smiled
"if you say so" he said before taking his place beside me "this reminds me of the image in Alice's head" he said softly
"oh you saw her vision?"
"yes, that's when I found out. I saw two of them actually.." he went on to explain his first horrible vision, what would've been the future if I hadn't spent the night talking to Carlisle. I liked the second vision, it was beautiful. As we talked quietly I soon found myself in his warm arms.
"do you have any questions Edward?"
"not that I can think of…do you have anything else you need to me?" he smiled down at me
"Well I guess I should explain mine and my families diet…we're what you would call vegetarian. We only drink animal blood. None of us asked for this so we chose to try and live our lives as something other then the monsters we'd been turned into" I explained
"That's new" he mused "vegetarian vampires"
"it doesn't entirely quench the thirst but it does the job" I chuckled
"You and your family no matter you guys want to see it, are truly amazing. Going against something so…natural to your kind is a big thing" he had a sincere smile on his face and his eyes spoke volumes
"there is another group of vampires like us they're our friends too but generally others find the whole idea confusing and its something that's too hard for them to do. Its almost Natural for my family now apart from Jasper, he's the uh adjusting to this life style" It was so easy to talk to him that I almost forgot he was still human "he does alright though, he has Alice to keep him straight"
"is that why he always looks like he's in pain?" he chuckled
"yeah it is…its slowly getting easier for him though. Its just when people like you come along its hard to resist the urge" I chuckled "Your scent is enough to send any vegetarian vampire off the wagon" I hoped this might scare him but instead he was laughing.
"Really? Does my blood actually smell good?"
"Yes it does. Its like a drug to me…" I bit my lip "I'm intoxicated by your very presence."
"I couldn't stay away from you even if I wanted to Bella" he smiled "why deny you your fix anyway?" he was laughing again
"because I'm dangerous" I answered feeling my body stiffen a little.
"what's wrong with a little bit of danger?" he grinned "I've always liked extreme sports"
A/n: Again sorry this took so long. I hope you guys like this chapter it took me a while to figure out which way to go with it. Review please.
