Durch Leiden Freude

by Kaho Yukimura

Len and Kahoko were deeply in love until he left her for Vienna. Unable to forget Len Kahoko lived her life in the next three years not realising the other boys around her have also been in love with her. Three years ago she picked Len, and now? KahoxAll

12. Chapter 12

Durch Leiden Freude Ending ~Yunoki Azuma Side~

"Good afternoon Hatsuhi Corporations, Yunoki Azuma's office,"

Picking up the handset, a beautiful elegant office lady greeted. Professionally, the office lady continued after she heard the request from the other side of the call. "Unfortunately the Chairman is currently out of the office, can I take a message and have him call you back later this afternoon?"

Not long after, the state-of-the-art automatic glass office door opened as an attractive businessman entered. Upon his entrance, standing up immediately from her chair, the office lady gave a bow and greeted. "Welcome back, Yunoki-sama."

"Good afternoon, Minami," Responding with a stunning smile, Yunoki Azuma asked while walking towards his own office. "Any messages?"

"The CEO from Saitani Corporations called to confirm your attendance at the contract review tomorrow afternoon," Looking through her notes Minami Chiho, Yunoki Azuma's personal assistant replied. "And yes," Smiling, she turned and picked up a bunch of gorgeously and elegantly co-ordinated flowers. Handing them to Yunoki, she smiled. "The flowers you ordered for your wife has arrived."

"Thank you," Holding the flowers in his hands, Yunoki carefully adjusted the stems slightly.

Noticing her boss' action, Minami Chiho asked. "These flowers are so finely arranged, did you handpick them yourself?"

"Yes, although I look like a normal plain businessman, if there was anything I was good at, it was flowers." Calmly Yunoki replied with a smile, his eyes on the flowers, his long perfect fingers caressed the flowers in a daintily manner making Minami wished she too was a stem in the bunch. "This, for example, the purple lilac represents first emotion of love, and these white ones here represent youthful innocence..."

Minami Chiho gave a sigh of pleasure secretly within knowing she was totally mesmerised by her gorgeous boss every time. "Your wife," Hearing her own voice dry in envy, Minami asked. "Was she your first emotion of love from youth?"

"..." Upon Minami's seemingly harmless question, the stem of flower in Yunoki's hand shook a little. Instead of answering Minami, Yunoki calmly held the flowers in his hands as he smiled. "I won't be returning to the office for the rest of the day. For any urgent calls, just transfer them to my mobile phone."

"Yes, Yunoki-sama." With a bow, Minami said as she watched her boss leave the room again.

Alone in the office, Minami tilted her head in confusion to Yunoki's reaction. Unlike the rest of the employees in this gigantic corporation, she was new and had only joined the team for seven months. To be honest, she already heard many things regarding her mysterious charming boss, out of whom the topic regarding his wife puzzled her the most.

There were words Yunoki had already taken a wife; however, no one had seen her. Yunoki would appear at all the events alone, unaccompanied by anyone. Whenever someone asks Yunoki the question regarding his wife, he would always manage to avoid talking about the topic with a beautiful smile.

The more Minami thought about it, the more she wondered. Why would he act so mysterious about his marriage life? Was he not happy? Does he not love his wife? Or does he love his wife so much that he refused to share her to the public?

Minami would never know the answers unless she returned to the snowy winter five years ago where Yunoki invited his friends to the family ski resort. On the surface, it was purely Yunoki's kindness to cherish his friends to a wonderful holiday, deep below though, it was Yunoki's strategy, or say, a final attempt to have a go at what really was important in his life, whether his true love, Hino Kahoko would take his hand among the many suitors.

Not knowing Yunoki's true intention of course, Hino Kahoko took another look at the ski field map Amou handed to her. Finally with a nod, Kahoko moved her eyes away from the map and onto her friend Amou. "Well, Amou-chan, are you any good at skiing? Because I don't really know how to ski..."

"Great, I have no idea either. So ski school it is, I guess!" With Amou's decision, the two girls rented their ski gears and headed for the flatter ski field designed for super beginners like them. Although falling onto their bottoms a few times, but after a whole day at ski school, both Kahoko and Amou managed to learn how to break, how to turn, how to walk up the hills in their skis.

"I think we did well today," Amou said in pride. "Starting from tomorrow, we should be able to try real skiing."

"Are, are you sure?" Kahoko wasn't as confident though. "Although we know how to do the basics, but the tracks look kind of steep."

"Don't worry! Remember what the instructor said? We are not trying to ski straight down the slope, but travelling in horizontal motion against the slope in zigzag routes, so we will be able to control the speed." In a challenger spirit Amou encouraged. "If you are still worried, we will try out the beginner route first, even the instructor said right? We will be able to manage it on our own."

So, the first day of the ski trip was smooth for Kahoko. It was what she believed until later that night. While everyone gathered in the executive lounge room after dinner, relaxing before the fireplace, reading, playing chess, discussing over their experiences on the ski field, Kahoko noticed the organizer, Yunoki Azuma was not in the room.

Kahoko remembered Yunoki was also missing during dinner, and according to Ousaki, poor Yunoki remained all day in his suite working. Feeling guilty with the thought, Kahoko prepared some sandwiches and figured, she probably should go check whether Yunoki ended up skipping his meals too. Because after all, it was of this senpai all of them could enjoy such a comfortable holiday right?

"Come in,"

After Kahoko knocked on Yunoki's suite door, a voice came from within. Upon the approval, Kahoko entered the room and saw Yunoki standing before his bed studying a large piece of paper that looked like a blueprint of something. Instead of a bedroom, the suite looked more like an office with files and documents all over the place.

"Good evening, Yunoki senpai." Approaching Kahoko greeted. "I know you are busy working, but I thought in case you haven't eaten, here are some sandwiches..."

"Thanks," His eyes still on the blueprint, Yunoki said.

For some reason Kahoko felt a bit annoyed that Yunoki had not bothered to take a look at her, or even the sandwiches she made for him. But why would she be irritated? Why would she care if Yunoki thought her presence were not as important as his work? Despite how Kahoko attempted to logically ask herself these questions, she realised, there was no way to rid this lonesome feeling.

Gently placing the plate of sandwiches on the table, Kahoko secretly took a deep breath to remind her to act civil. When she looked over at Yunoki again, she noticed tiredness written all over him. Unlike how she had a fun day, in contrast, it appeared Yunoki had a horrible one.

Kahoko's heart softened immediately with the discovery, with a warm voice, she asked. "Is everything alright?"

"Just a few last minute changes," Yunoki replied as he sat down on the edge of his bed. "Because the tickets sold out faster than we had anticipated, someone proposed that we rebuild the seating to accommodate more people." Pointing to the blueprint next to him, Yunoki sighed. "But here comes the dilemma, if you build more seating, it takes away the classiness of the theatre and makes it more like a movie theatre. Yes, we will make more money by selling more tickets, but what about the standard? Are we going for quantity over quality now?"

Seeing the frustration expressed from Yunoki, there was a slight relief within Kahoko. She noticed although this wonderful perfect senior was always friendly and kind before others, she was the only person he ever showed these negative emotions to. To Kahoko, it made her feel special, and although she could not put her fingers to it, she was happy.

"Well, don't stress over it." Trying to be supportive, Kahoko approached Yunoki. "You have had a hectic day, you should take some rest, have a nice hot cup of tea or something." While Kahoko offered kindly, she did not see the files and thick documents beneath her feet, and the moment her foot tripped over the heavy files, with a scream Kahoko lost her balance and fell forward onto Yunoki. Upon the impact, both Yunoki and Kahoko fell over and luckily, instead of smashing onto the ground, not sure if it was coincidental or not, the two fell right onto the soft wide mattress Yunoki was sitting on.

"Ouch..." As a reflex Kahoko moaned when she could still feel the pain on her toes. "…I am so sorry, Yunoki senpai, are you..." Kahoko halted immediately when she finally discovered the position they were in. Underneath her, with their faces only a few centimetres apart, Kahoko saw Yunoki looking up at her.

At that moment, Kahoko literally felt the time had stopped. Although knowing Yunoki to be an extremely attractive man, within this distance, Kahoko could not help but admire the beauty of her senior's countenance. How was it possible for anyone to be this beautiful? He was like an artwork, an enchanted masterpiece that took away Kahoko's breath as she continued to admire him, forgetting all shame and dignity a lady should have.

Unfortunately, Kahoko did not have much of a time to study and devote the sexy senior further, when the familiar smirk returned onto his face as he sniggered. "Heh...Kahoko, I never knew you were this aggressive?"

"A...aggressive?" Before Kahoko had time to react, she noticed Yunoki's arm around her waist as with a pull, Yunoki rolled her over and his body came on top of her instead.

As if the perfect angelic face Kahoko was appreciating a while ago had suddenly been possessed by the devil, Yunoki gave Kahoko a smile, the sort that was mesmerising and sexy in a dark way. Adding to the effect, Yunoki's hand cupped Kahoko's tiny face as he smirked. "Unfortunately," Pausing, Yunoki leaned down as he whispered by Kahoko's ear. "I prefer to be on top..."

That's it! Kahoko was confirmed this man was the devil. For he had taken away all the strength in her body, her arms and legs felt like jelly and her brain no longer functioned and all she could hear was the hard thumping heartbeat in her ears.

"Kahoko..." Yunoki called softly as he purposely brushed his lips against Kahoko's soft cheek to make her body and heart burn. "You never learn do you? Didn't I tell you to not underestimate a man? You expect nothing to happen when you come to my room alone at this time of the night?" Chuckling softly to himself, Yunoki asked. "Or, you had secretly wanted this to happen...?"

As if she could no longer take the intensity, Kahoko closed her eyes and felt her body sank, deeper and deeper. Maybe Yunoki was right, she was secretly anticipating this, because every cell in her body was screaming for Yunoki, yearning for the same passion, the same indescribable sensation she experienced when Yunoki kissed her outside her house. How his touch was able to take away all logic and reasoning, how she needed not consider the consequences but purely enjoy the lustful physical pleasure she had never experienced from anyone before.

Noticing Kahoko's reaction, Yunoki frowned. Knowing how he wanted nothing more but to have the girl he loves in his arms tonight, another part of him warred within. It was because Yunoki truly treasure and care about this girl, he knew he could not take advantage of her. Yes, he teased her constantly, enjoying her reaction as he did so, but it was different. The desire Yunoki has within for Kahoko made it even more important to him, that he wanted her heart. Without her heart, Yunoki does not want anything else from her.

"Humph," In a mocking laughter, Yunoki detached his body from Kahoko a little as he asked. "Aren't you going to struggle?"

Upon Yunoki's reminder, Kahoko's eyes snapped open as with all her strength pushed Yunoki away. When all logic returned to Kahoko, extreme shame and humiliation set in. Without looking at Yunoki again, Kahoko ran straight out of the room.

What the hell was she thinking? What has gotten into her?? How could she be anticipating something to happen between Yunoki and her? Has she lost her mind? He is engaged! He would never take her seriously! Most of all, how could she be so close to someone that she does not love??

Or wait; can she say for sure that she does not love him...?

As Kahoko continued to run, hoping she could leave her shame behind, Kahoko ran straight into a person who just turned into the corridor.

"Kyah!" Upon the impact Kahoko screamed.

"Kahoko...?" The man that crashed with Kahoko called in surprise as he held onto her before she fell.

Lifting her head, Kahoko felt her heart skipped a beat when she saw the face of the violinist. "Len...?"

Noticing the funny look on Kahoko's face, Tsukimori asked. "What's wrong, why were you running?"

Upon Tsukimori's question, uncontrollably blood within Kahoko's body started to flow in reverse order as she quickly moved away from him and shook her head madly. "Nothing! Nothing, nothing's wrong...I just went to deliver Yunoki senpai some sandwiches, nothing, nothing happened..."

"Yunoki senpai...?" A frown immediately came on Tsukimori's face with the mentioning of the name. Somehow, he seemed to understand the reason of Kahoko's unnatural behaviour.

Knowing she had said too much to make the whole situation worse, Kahoko squeezed out a smile quickly. "I, I am going to bed now...it has been a long day."

Unable to face Tsukimori, Kahoko fled quickly back to her suite. The moment she closed the door behind her, Kahoko collapsed onto the floor as she leaned her head against the door and closed her eyes.

What was she doing? Why did she have to justify her reaction to Tsukimori? It was like covering up something bad she had done.

Opening her eyes, Kahoko felt her heart thumped hard with the thought. Something bad…? Why would she even think that? Was it because her heart, the loving feeling she thought she once had for Tsukimori had now fallen onto the evil senior? A man she knew she should not and could not love?

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"Can we finally go and try out real skiing?" Amou gave a yawn as she asked.

The next day, as Kahoko was still unsure of her skiing skills, Amou accompanied her for another day at the ski school. By the time the class finished, half a day had already passed, and Amou could not wait but hop on the lifts to try out real skiing.

"Okay, I think I am ready." Nodding, Kahoko followed quickly after Amou as they head for the lifts. Unfortunately, Kahoko was not as ready as she thought; falling over while struggling to walk towards the lifts in her skis, by the time she got up again, Amou was long gone.

In panic, Kahoko walked faster and to her relief she saw a queue of people lining up for the lifts. Looking around, Kahoko could not spot Amou anywhere. Not sure if Amou had already gone to the top of the track, Kahoko hopped quickly onto the next available lift.

Everything seemed fine until Kahoko noticed the lifts kept climbing higher and higher. The more she looked at the track, the more she panicked. By about half way of the trip up, Kahoko began to realise that, the track beside her may not actually look that easy. Because, for example, what, what is that big rock and cliff, and what is with the bush?? Looking ahead, Kahoko panicked even more when she realised she could not even see the end of this lift ride.

After a time that seemed like eternity, Kahoko finally reached the top of the track. Standing before a sign, Kahoko rubbed her eyes quickly in case she read it wrong, but when she opened her eyes again, the sign still clearly stated.

Ultimate Advance Course—Distance to destination 30km

While Kahoko felt like an imaginary snowstorm had started around her, all the other skiers happily whoop and swoosh down the track in lightning speed and excitement.

At first Kahoko thought she should give up and just walk down, but the distance of 30km immediately destroyed her of the idea. There was no way she could walk down this mountain with her skis and the distance.

Knowing standing there and do nothing would never bring her down to the bottom either, Kahoko comforted herself. If she did as the instructor said, just ski slowly, and try to avoid vertical sliding down the track, she should be able to do it. With the thought, Kahoko placed the goggles back on and with a deep breath started skiing.

Unfortunately things did not go as well as planned. The track was not the smooth track she practiced on during the ski class, and despite how Kahoko wanted to ski horizontally against the slopes, she ended up skiing straight down the slope. As the skis picked up speed and became difficult to control, with a scream Kahoko fell over and slid down the hill until she crashed into a bush.

"Awwww....." Kahoko moaned feeling all the bones in her body cracked. Luckily as she tried to sit up, other than the muscle aches, it looked like she was still okay and have not broken any bones. Sitting there on the snow, Kahoko felt like crying. She was only less than two percent of the way down and already she had lost all courage to get up again and try.

While she was in a most miserable situation, a person skied up to her. "Hino-san, are you alright?"

When she heard someone called her name, in joy and hope Kahoko lifted her head. Unfortunately the smile froze on her face when she saw that it was the face of the sadist bully, Yunoki Azuma. Just when Kahoko thought her life couldn't get any worse, out of all the people on the ski field, why did it have to Yunoki that found her in this wretched state? He would only laugh at her miseries!

"Did you hurt yourself?" To Kahoko's surprise though, Yunoki reached out his hand as he helped her onto her feet. "This track is for experienced skiers, I am surprised you too could challenge this course."

"Thank, thank you, Yunoki senpai." With her head lowered, Kahoko thanked sheepishly knowing the real reason she ended up on this course was because she was stupid and went on the wrong lift.

"Well, you've always had a challenger spirit. So I wouldn't be surprised that you tried out the hardest course possible straight after a day at the ski school." With a beautiful smile Yunoki said.

"Well, I actually..." Blushing even more Kahoko muttered.

"You got on the wrong lift didn't you?" The beautiful smile disappeared from Yunoki's face as he smirked, finishing the sentence for Kahoko. "Just when I thought you couldn't get any dumber, you really hit it off the roof this time."

Extreme embarrassment and anger aroused in Kahoko upon Yunoki's mocking. She knew it! He came just to laugh at her! There was no way he would be kind and nice to her! Lifting her head, Kahoko glared at Yunoki in challenge. "No, I did NOT get on the wrong lift. Like you said, I am a challenger, I wanted to try the hardest and most technical route, and so here I am!" Picking up her ski poles Kahoko patted the snow off her. "It was nice to see you, Yunoki senpai. I certainly hope you will make it safely down too!"

Not wanting to spend even a second there with Yunoki, Kahoko turned and skied off towards the opposite direction. Seeing that, Yunoki called out immediately. "Wait, you can't go that way! It is off the ski course!"

Unfortunately Kahoko ignored Yunoki as she continued on. Although she was really scared and depressed being stuck on the ski course all alone, for some reason, when Yunoki actually appeared, Kahoko had rather hoped to be unaccompanied. Maybe it was because whatever happened the night before reminded Kahoko of a dangerous and forbidden feeling she developed towards Yunoki. Knowing the deeper she plunged into that lingering sentiment, it would only take her down the path of endless torment and agony.

"That idiot!" Cursing, Yunoki quickly followed after Kahoko knowing if he doesn't stop her soon, she would really get lost. As a child of the Yunoki family, he grew up spending holidays here on the ski field. Yet as an experienced skier, Yunoki knew better than anyone the dangers of this ski track.

Luckily Kahoko's speed was nothing compared to his as Yunoki soon caught up and skied up next to her. "I am serious, stop now and turn back! This area is out of limits at all times!"

"I will be fine, Yunoki senpai! Please stop following me..." Fleeing from Yunoki, Kahoko moved away when to her terror, her ski knocked over a hidden rock, and with a scream, she felt her body falling forward.

"Kahoko!!" Immediately reaching out his arm, Yunoki grabbed onto Kahoko. However the force was greater than Yunoki could handle as the both of them fell over together, and upon the momentum, both Kahoko and Yunoki continued to fall down the slope. When suddenly with a loud sound, the snow beneath them collapsed. Suddenly losing the support to hold them, both Kahoko and Yunoki's bodies sank together with the snow as they fell right into a crevasse together.

Opening his eyes, Yunoki was glad to find that he was still alive. Luckily the thick layer of snow below them became cushions when they fell. Quickly moving his eyes onto the person in his arms, he saw Kahoko trembling, although her eyes were open, fear and terror were written all over her face. Although glad both he and Kahoko were unhurt, that joy vanished soon when Yunoki discovered where they had fallen into.

Above him, the opening to the ground was way too high for the both of them to reach, not to mention the rocks were covered with ice, too slippery for anyone to even step on. With a frown Yunoki moved his eyes back onto Kahoko as he asked. "Are you alright?"

Unable to make out a word, Kahoko just nodded in silence. Knowing Kahoko had not recovered from shock, Yunoki helped Kahoko to rest against the rocky wall. "I will see if I can find a way out of here, because the sun will soon go down, by then we will be doomed."

Despair and anxiety soon set in when Yunoki discovered, despite walking around, there was no other way out except the opening they fell through. As the entire place was covered in snow, there was nothing Yunoki could use to climb.

"Damn it!" Yunoki cursed when he took out his phone. From the impact, the phone was destroyed so he could not call for help either. Knowing they have entered the area where no other skiers would enter, it was unlikely anyone could find them anytime soon.

"Are, are we going to be able to get out...?" Feeling extremely guilty Kahoko asked softly.

"I can't believe my bad luck..." Yunoki groaned as he sat down. "Every time I am with you, bad things happen."

Although Yunoki was perfect at everything he did, he was educated to be a businessman, not a survivor in the wild! There was one thing he had learned though, to remain calm at the worst circumstances. Despite they were in a most hopeless situation, Yunoki knew if he did not stay strong, both he and Kahoko would not make it.

Kahoko remained silent at Yunoki's words. Indeed, it was her fault they ended up in this horrible hole. Yunoki already warned her that she was heading for the wrong direction. It was not that she was trying to be stubborn. All Kahoko knew was, at the time, she needed to be as far away from Yunoki as possible. She was frightened; fearing a certain emotion she tried to suppress would come undone.

Noticing the abnormal silence from Kahoko, Yunoki took a look at her and found her sitting there like a punished child, her arms wrapped around her legs and her head lowered. Although she did not respond to what he said, Yunoki noticed Kahoko's shoulders shaking in coldness.

Sighing secretly within, Yunoki got up from where he was and took off his own scarf. Without saying a word, he wrapped it around her to make her warmer. Astonished with Yunoki's action, Kahoko quickly shook her head. "Yunoki senpai, it's okay, you don't need to do this for me..."

"I am not doing this for you." Coldly Yunoki cut her off. "I am only doing this because you are an important asset to the Madama Butterfly project. If anything happens to you, as a project manager I would have failed."

Upon Yunoki's merciless words, Kahoko felt her body jumped as if she was electrocuted. Although knowing she was no one special to Yunoki, Kahoko was shocked to find how hurtful it was to actually hear those words from his lips.

Not knowing the torment going through Kahoko's heart of course, Yunoki took a look at the sky above them. Frowning even more Yunoki discovered, as it was already later in the day, on the high mountain here in Hokkaido, the sun soon set and the temperature dropped drastically.

In panic, Yunoki made another attempt as he walked up towards the icy rocks to see if he could climb up. Although he was saying those mean and nasty words to Kahoko, there was nothing more a priority to Yunoki as to Kahoko's safety. If she were already shivering from the cold before, she would not be able to tolerate the coldness at night!

Unfortunately, Yunoki was only confirmed once again that there was nothing he could do to get them out of there except waiting to be rescued. Looking up at the sky once more, to his slight relief, it did not look like it was going to snow. If there were no new snow, maybe the rescuers will be able to find their tracks and thus lead them here.

"...I am sorry..."

As darkness started to overcome their surrounding, Yunoki heard Kahoko sobbed. Turning around he saw Kahoko's entire body shook uncontrollably while she wept. "I am sorry, I am sorry...it's all my fault...I am sorry..."

From Kahoko's reaction, Yunoki discovered the cold and darkness had gotten to her. Kahoko's mind had collapsed and she was showing signs of breakdown.

"You, you were right, Yu, Yunoki senpai. If, if it wasn't because of me, you wouldn't be, be here...I am so sorry..." Sobbing badly Kahoko said. "But it's dark and cold, and I am scared...I am really scared..." Unable to control her emotions, Kahoko found her mouth running away with her. It was strange, it felt like another person took over, and Kahoko was watching herself break and there was nothing she could do about it.

When at this time, Kahoko felt Yunoki's arm pulled her over. Resting her body in front of him Yunoki's arms came around her as he held her tightly from behind. Gently leaning his cheek against hers, he whispered in a warm tender voice that Kahoko had never heard before. "It's alright...I am here. It's okay...Just try to breathe, take a deep breath…"

Hearing such soothing tone, despite all the muscles in her body tightened up in spasm, Kahoko struggled hard to opened her mouth and breathe as Yunoki instructed. Seeing Kahoko's attempt, Yunoki gently rubbed her back as he encouraged. "That's right, you are doing good, just keep breathing…"

As if his voice gave her power, Kahoko stopped crying as she inhaled and exhaled repeatedly to try to calm down. Gradually, Kahoko gained control of her body as she panted, gently drying off her tears. Taking a few candies out from his pocket, Yunoki handed them to Kahoko. "You will also feel colder when you are on an empty stomach. Although this is not real food, the sugar will give you energy and keep your body temperature up."

Nodding, Kahoko opened the candy wrapping like a submissive child. Maybe because Kahoko was feeling vulnerable, maybe because she was really cold, or maybe because she thought this was the last night of her life, Kahoko no longer wanted to pretend as she responded to Yunoki's embrace and sink in deeper longing for more warmth and tenderness from him.

It was like magic.

All the fright, all the insecurities vanished when Kahoko lay in Yunoki's arms. Although nothing was spoken between the two, even when the air was icy, freezing enough to make it hard to breath, even in total darkness, Kahoko had never felt so safe.

Knowing Yunoki this whole time, Kahoko had always wanted to be as far away from him as possible, but right now, all she wanted was to feel his presence, to enjoy this moment where she knew he had become her strength.

"Yunoki senpai..." Gently rubbing her hand against Yunoki's arms, Kahoko whispered sincerely. "...I am glad I am not alone," Pausing, Kahoko added. "I am glad that is was you, Yunoki senpai, and no one else that's here with me..."

Not expecting those words to come from the girl he longed for many years, Yunoki felt his heart burnt. He knew although Kahoko only said this because she was feeling frail, or maybe because she was lonely, stooping, Yunoki's lips landed gently on Kahoko's cheek.

When she felt the soft tender touch, instead of moving away like she usually would, Kahoko turned her face and looked up at the beautiful face behind her. When their eyes met, even though it was hard to see anything underneath the dim moonlight, Kahoko was still mesmerised by those strikingly beautiful eyes of her senior.

Stooping once again, Yunoki placed another soft kiss on Kahoko's tender cheek. It was unlike him to display such gentle, sweet gesture on Kahoko, but that was what he felt like doing. The things she said, the way she looked at him, how she was just so cute, so wonderful, it even made Yunoki think that it was okay if they were never rescued.

Upon such touch, such pleasantness, a blissful smile came onto Kahoko's face as she unintentionally lifted her face and called in a soft yearning voice, "…Yunoki senpai…"

Hearing the way Kahoko called his name, Yunoki slowly closed his eyes and gently moved his lips from her cheek onto her ear as he responded deeply, sort of like a moan. "Kahoko…"

That was the end of it. There was no way Kahoko could resist anymore when she heard that call by her ear. Slowly closing her eyes as a sign of complete surrender, she sensed Yunoki leaned in closer as his lips caught onto her own. Not sure who was the person that started the fire spark, all Kahoko knew was, her mind no longer functioned the moment she sensed the touch of Yunoki's lips against her own.

As if it had taken Yunoki too long to give her the kiss she had longed for, Kahoko's lips unlocked and granted permission for Yunoki's tongue to search for her own. Although it was supposed to be freezing cold, Kahoko only felt her body turning hotter and hotter as she responded passionately to Yunoki's kisses.

Maybe it was an instinct of her body to seek more warmth, or the emotion Kahoko suppressed had come undone, she knew no more. All she knew was, her heart felt afloat when she discovered how Yunoki sought after her, how he panted her name while he kissed her. For the first time in her life, Kahoko dropped all shame and aggressively kissed Yunoki back. There was such passion, heat and craze between them. Kahoko no longer cared what consequences could come from this, what moral, what was right and wrong, all because…Yunoki wants her.

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"Over here! Here is a ski pole!"

Upon the voice of the rescuer, Kaji ran up and called out pointing behind him. "There are some tracks over there too! "

Studying the tracks Kaji found, the rescuer nodded. "It looks like they had the accident around here, so they shouldn't be far!"

Due to the unexpected disappearance of Yunoki and Kahoko, a search party was immediately organised. It had taken an entire night until they finally found the first clue to where Yunoki and Kahoko may have disappeared. Kaji felt his heart filled with concern and anxiety, from this cold, he knew the two could be in great danger if they weren't found any time soon.

Actually, Kaji was not the only person worried of course. Tsuchiura also joined the search party, even Tsukimori. Taking a look at the tall delicate violinist, Kaji sighed secretly within. Although as usual Tsukimori remained wordless, but extreme worry and trouble showed clearly through his eyes.

"I found them! They have fallen into the crevasse!"

Upon the call, both Kaji and Tsukimori lifted their faces immediately. Running up towards the rescuer who made the call, Tsukimori, Kaji, Tsuchiura was relieved to find, just as described, two people beneath them inside the crevasse.

"Yunoki senpai, Hino, are you guys alright?!" Tsuchiura called out immediately.

Slowly lifting his head, Yunoki was the first person to react as his eyes narrowed while adjusting to the sudden lights shone on them. A smile of hope came onto his face as he turned to the girl in his arms, "The rescue team has arrived, we are going to be okay…"

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"We are so glad we found you, Yunoki-sama!"

With the voices around him, Yunoki although tremendously exhausted, still remembered to maintain his professional polite smile as he nodded. "Thank you. Sorry we had caused such a trouble."

Returning to the resort after they were rescued, Yunoki took s sip of the hot soup handed to him. The moment the warmth ran down his throat, Yunoki could not believe a while ago, he was out there in the cold for an entire night and could have died.

Taking a look at the girl whom he spent an entire night with, Yunoki found her also wrapped up in thick blankets while they handed her the hot soup. Unnoticed, a heartfelt smile came onto his face when to his relief, Kahoko seemed okay too.

Although it had been a harsh night out there in the icy cold, Yunoki never felt so happy. The entire night, Kahoko lay submissively in his arms, it was because they were together, sensing each other's presence could they make it through the ruthless cold. The way she responded and longed for him when he kissed her, Yunoki for the first time believed, maybe wish do come true.

"Hino,"

Irritation aroused within Yunoki immediately when he saw Tsukimori approached Kahoko. Sitting before her the handsome youth asked. "How are you hands? Have you suffered any frost bites?"

"Ah, no, I don't think so." Looking at her hands Kahoko shook her head. "But my fingers are still numb from the cold."

"Here," Holding Kahoko's hands in his, Tsukimori gently messaged it as he said. "It may take a while to recover, this may help a little…"

"Thanks, thanks…" Not expecting the gentleness from Tsukimori, Kahoko lowered her head and blushed.

Seeing the romantic, warm and beautiful scene, an indescribable jealousy and anger filled Yunoki. Calmly standing from where he was, Yunoki placed the blankets down next to him.

"Ah, Yunoki-sama. Is there anything else you need?" Seeing this, one of the staff approached him immediately.

"No, I am fine." Smiling beautifully Yunoki replied. "I would like to return to my room and take some rest. I am rather exhausted actually."

"Of course, Yunoki-sama."

Noticing Yunoki leaving the room, Kahoko's eyes immediately followed him. Ever since they were rescued, she had not had a chance to go anywhere near Yunoki. Returning to reality, Kahoko was suddenly reminded of the heated moment she had with Yunoki in the snow. Shocked with what had happened, she did not know how to best approach Yunoki.

Kahoko remembered Yunoki telling her that he only treated her as an asset to the project he was managing, yet when he held her tightly in his arms the entire night, when he kissed her; Kahoko could not help but think otherwise.

However once they have returned, with everyone else around them, the barrier between them reappeared. He once again was the son of the superior Yunoki Group. He had a fiancée. His life and her life shared no connection.

As Kahoko lay in the bed of her suite resting and recovering, she realised despite being physically drained, her mind could find no rest. With her eyes closed, there was one thing that became very clear to her. Although she was in a soft, cosy bed, an absolute contrast to her experience last night, she felt no warmth because Yunoki was not beside her.

Letting out a long sigh, Kahoko placed her hands over her eyes. She finally discovered, no matter how much she avoided it from happening; she has fallen in love with Yunoki. For how long though? Kahoko smiled mockingly to herself with the thought. She actually had no idea. Bit by bit, Yunoki slowly saturated her soul, her whole being.

It was a different kind of love compared to what she had for Tsukimori. Three years ago when they were together, the world looked so wonderful in her eyes. Kahoko felt she could just listen to Tsukimori's soft gentle voice all day, it did not matter what the conversation was just as long as he talked. Every little thing he did for her could make Kahoko smile for a whole day uncontrollably.

Yet with Yunoki, it was something that rooted within her. Her heart would skip a beat whenever she hears his voice. Whatever he says and does would be able to control her mind and thoughts. He was like an addictive drug that got her hooked that she could no longer live without.

So she now knows her heart, but what about his?

Kahoko felt her heart twitched in pain the moment that question popped up in her mind. Last night when she was most frail and frightened, Yunoki protected her and did not let go of her. Despite how he always teased her, Yunoki actually gave her the strength she needed. When they lay in each other's arms throughout the night, although not a word was spoken, Kahoko felt so connected with him.

However, when he walked out of the room like that without saying a word to her, Kahoko suspected whether all the kindness Yunoki expressed last night was because, like he said, she was only an asset to his company.

Struggling in her bed with restless sleep, eventually Kahoko knew she could never rest again until she found out how Yunoki truly feel about her. Coming before Yunoki's suite, Kahoko saw the light on in his room. Knowing he was actually awake, Kahoko felt her heart thumping so hard with nervousness as she knocked on the door.

After a few seconds, the door opened as Yunoki looked at her without saying a word. Noticing the strange silence, Kahoko squeezed out a smile and said quickly. "Good, good evening Yunoki senpai…"

To her surprise, without responding, Yunoki turned and walked back into his room. Seeing how he had left the door opened for her, Kahoko took that as the permission to enter. The moment she closed the door behind her, Kahoko noticed a cold and distant expression on Yunoki's face. Attempting once more, Kahoko said quickly. "I, I just wanted to thank you for taking care of me when we were stuck on the mountain alone." Giving a bow of apology, she added. "I also need to apologise for causing all these trouble to even put you in danger."

"There is nothing to thank or apologise for, Hino-san."

Finally Yunoki opened his mouth and spoke, but when Kahoko heard the tone of his voice, and most of all the way he addressed her, in shock she lifted her head.

With a polite yet artificial smile, Yunoki continued. "Like I have said, I was purely doing what I needed to do to make sure nothing will ruin the major production I was asked to run."

"So, you're saying that I am only merchandise to you…?" Hearing her voice shaking Kahoko asked.

"Of course not," Standing up from his chair Yunoki approached Kahoko still maintaining the synthetic smile. "I am also your senior from Seiso Gakuin, I must do the best I can to land a helping hand right?"

"No, that is not true." Shaking her head Kahoko insisted. "If that was the case, why did you kiss me? Why did you hold me in your arms throughout the night??" Feeling her heart bleeding with the thought that Yunoki did not feel the same way for her, Kahoko looked up straight at Yunoki hoping to find the truth. "If I was only a product or a junior to you, why then did you play with my heart? Why do you make me think about you, trying to find a logical explanation to the endless heartaches?"

Not realising the look on Yunoki's face changed with what she said Kahoko continued like a dam flooded, "I know I should not have this feeling towards you, but I couldn't help it!! You are an important person of the Yunoki Clan, you have a fiancée already, in comparison, I am a nobody, I have nothing. While I try to forget, but still, why wouldn't you leave me alone? Why do you have to rescue me? Why do you have to make me feel so safe? Why do you…"

Before Kahoko could go on any further, Yunoki suddenly grabbed her arms as he pinned them against the door. Shocked with Yunoki's abrupt action, Kahoko lifted her face and found Yunoki looking down at her, the gleam in his eyes changed as he asked in a bitter painful tone. "Then are you more satisfied with this answer?"

Not allowing Kahoko a chance to speak, Yunoki pressed his lips onto hers as he kissed her so passionately that Kahoko no longer required words to understand Yunoki's heart. With the discovery, ecstatic joy overcame Kahoko. All strength left Kahoko as she allowed him to seize her some more, with his passionate, magical kiss.

"I have warned you several times already that you should not come to a man's room alone at night…" Finally leaving her lips Yunoki whispered as he lifted Kahoko up in his arms. Placing her down on his bed, Yunoki came on top of her. When Kahoko sensed the weight of Yunoki on top of her, her whole body started to burn knowing what was going to happen. Yet, her mind clearly knew, there would be no regrets.

Slowly, Yunoki started to undo the buttons on his shirt one by one as he enjoyed the reaction from Kahoko. With a mesmerising and dangerous smile Yunoki whispered.

"This time I will not stop, even if you say no…"

---

Slowly opening her eyes, Kahoko was surprised how long she had slept. Trying to sit up, Kahoko moaned when the pain in her lower body caught her unaware.

"You're awake, Kahoko?"

Turning to the voice, Kahoko saw Yunoki sitting by the window dressed in a bathrobe as he calmly sipped the cup of tea in his hand. Unlike Yunoki, Kahoko lay back down quickly in embarrassment as she grabbed the blanket over herself leaving only half of her face out.

Seeing her reaction, Yunoki smiled as he put down the teacup and approached the bed. Ignoring Kahoko's complaint, Yunoki pulled down the blanket as he landed a kiss on her naked shoulder. "I know you would still be tired, so I will bring your breakfast in bed." Stopping, Yunoki purposely whispered by her ear. "Because after all, we didn't stop until this morning…"

Immediately blood rushed to Kahoko's head with Yunoki's evil teasing words. In dead embarrassment, Kahoko turned her back at Yunoki and stuttered. "It's all, all Yu, Yunoki senpai's fault…"

Chuckling, Yunoki replied. "Yes, it was all my fault, but…" Turning Kahoko to face him, Yunoki smirked. "It is 'Azuma', not 'Yunoki senpai'." Purposely pulling the blanket off Kahoko, he threatened. "I thought I told you many times last night, or do I have to re-educate you?"

"No, no need!" In shock Kahoko grabbed the blanket back from Yunoki.

"Then?"

Blushing in dead embarrassment, Kahoko lowered her head as she whispered, her voice hardly audible. "Azu…Azuma-san."

"Good girl," Smiling in satisfaction, Yunoki leaned down and gave Kahoko a long lingering kiss. Before Kahoko fainted with his magical kiss again, Yunoki said. "As a reward, I have something for you."

Not sure what Yunoki had in mind, Kahoko's eyes widened when she saw he placed a little box in her hand. Opening it, Kahoko saw a necklace, the pendant in a shape of a key made with tiny diamonds with a pink crystal in the centre. "This is…?"

"This was the Christmas gift I have prepared for you three years ago."

Not expecting that, Kahoko looked up at Yunoki and found a most tender, gentle expression. "Apparently it took more than three years to give them to you."

With what Yunoki said, Kahoko learned immediately what he was referring to. With the discovery, tears came onto her eyes as she held it tightly before her. "Azuma-san, I never knew…"

Gently holding Kahoko in his arms, Yunoki whispered. "The moment I saw this necklace, I thought about you. Don't you think it's interesting that it was made in the shape of a key, yet there was no lock to open?" Gently stroking Kahoko's long silky hair, Yunoki smiled mockingly to himself. "I thought the key was like you, you were beyond all logical explanation and reasoning. Everything you did confused me, and when I thought I could figure you out, I had only found myself attracted to you…"

Blushing in happiness Kahoko whispered. "Azuma-san…"

"I once told you, I believe wish was only beautiful because it could never come true. Yet, if the wish was towards me, Kahoko, I mean it from the bottom of my heart." Leaning down Yunoki gave Kahoko a kiss on her forehead. "I am willing to sacrifice my whole being, my future, my everything to make sure it comes true…"

Feeling her heart moved with great compassion, Kahoko wrapped her arms around Yunoki's neck as she looked up at him with a beautiful smile. "You don't need to sacrifice anything for me, Azuma-san. As long as I know your heart, it is enough for me."

Although sensing his heart so fuzzy and warm with Kahoko's sweet confession, Yunoki gave a sexy charming smile as he teased instead. "Hehh…saying something so sweet, do you not plan to get out of bed today?"

"Kyah!" Kahoko screamed when unexpectedly Yunoki pressed her back onto the bed.

Stooping, Yunoki's tongue licked along Kahoko's earlobe playfully as he whispered, "Let's hope we manage to get out of bed before the breakfast buffet ends…"

---

Tsuchiura's eyes widened in astonishment when he saw Yunoki stacking piles of food onto his plate at the breakfast buffet. "Wow, Yunoki senpai, I didn't know you could eat so much."

Chuckling, Yunoki replied. "No, this is not all for me. I am packing some for Hino-san. She was drained from yesterday so I thought I would bring the food to her instead."

Hearing what Yunoki said, Amou shook her head. "Oh, don't worry about that. I just went to Hino-chan's room but she was not there. It looks like she has woken up already so she should be here any minute."

To everyone's surprise, a mysterious smile came onto Yunoki's perfect delicate face as he replied. "Hino-san is not in her room because that was not where she slept last night…"

"Huh? Where was she then?" In surprise Amou asked.

Cling clang!!

Amou turned around when she heard the sounds of clashing metals from behind her. To her surprise, she saw both Tsukimori and Kaji dropped their cutleries as both their faces turned dead pale.

"Kaji-kun? Tsukimori-kun??"

"Ah, nothing!" Kaji quickly picked up the things he dropped as he squeezed out a smile.

Without saying a word, Tsukimori packed his plates and got up from where he was and left the dining room.

Clueless to Kaji and Tsukimori's reaction, Amou turned to look at Yunoki again. However, instead of giving her any explanation, Yunoki smiled. "Anyway, I shall see you guys when we check out later today."

"Ah, Yunoki senpai!"

Before Amou could ask further, she sensed a hand on her shoulder when she saw Tsuchiurai shook his head.

---

"Ah, Hino-chan…" When everyone gathered at the foyer to check out of the resort, Amou immediately approached Kahoko. "How are you feeling now?"

"Much better!" In a big happy smile Kahoko replied. "I am so glad that I made it back alive…"

Nodding Amou couldn't agree more. Taking a look around them, she noticed the strange expressions on Kaji and Tsukimori continued. In curiosity, Amou leaned in and whispered. "Hino-chan, just wondering, where were you sleeping last night?"

"Eh??" Kahoko's face turned bright red with Amou's question. Lowering her head, she knew it was about time she told her friend about the truth. "There is one thing…I need to tell you, Amou-chan."

"Whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt?????????" Amou thought her ears malfunctioned with Kahoko's confession. "You…you and Yunoki senpai…???"

"Sh…shh…" Kahoko hushed Amou quickly. "I know how this sounds…but, I, I finally discovered how I truly feel…"

With a sigh, Amou reminded in sympathy. "But, you do know that he has a fiancée already, where do you expect to go with this relationship? Even if he agrees to cancel the engagement, do you think his family would allow it??"

Feeling a prick in her heart, Kahoko shook her head. "I, I don't know…but I know that I do not regret for whatever has happened."

"Hino-chan…" With another sigh Amou shook her head. "I don't know what else to say, but I will respect your decision." Taking a look at Yunoki, Amou added. "I do hope he will be able to persuade his family to accept you. Either way, I sure expect him to be there to protect you if anything happens…"

---

"Yunoki…" Hihara Kazuki did not know what to say when he saw his best friend gave him a bow of apology. "You do not have to apologise to me, really."

Although Yunoki was a manipulative, calculating man, towards Hihara, he was always sincere and honest. Knowing he should not hide from Hihara regarding his relationship with Kahoko, Yunoki came to visit Hihara.

Giving his best friend a cheerful and bright smile, Hihara said quickly. "I should be the one to apologise anyway. You have always been in love with her too, yet without considering your feeling, I kept going on and on about her in front of you." Stopping, Hihara gave a sigh. "I am glad she chose you, Yunoki. I know although there would be many complications ahead, but I believe you would never hurt her right?"

Looking straight into Hiahra's eyes, Yunoki affirmed. "I promise."

---

Life returned to normal for Kahoko, as so she thought. After they returned to Yokohama from the ski trip, Kahoko had not been able to see Yunoki. He did call her a few times, but knowing he has a busy schedule, Kahoko did not expect more.

This day, Kahoko came to the orchestra rehearsal as usual when to her surprise Tsukimori approached her. "Hino, can I have a word with you?"

Feeling nervous, Kahoko nodded. Ever since the ski trip, Kahoko had not had a chance to properly sort things out with Tsukimori. Knowing how her heart felt for Yunoki, Kahoko was reminded of what Tsukimori once said to her. How he hoped if she was to fall in love again, it would not be Yunoki.

"Are you happy?"

Kahoko lifted her face when Tsukimori asked the question. Blushing, Kahoko laughed along. "Happy? Of course I am."

"Has he left you any promises?" Sharply Tsukimori asked again.

"Promise…?" Kahoko's eyes looked away unable to answer Tsukimori's question. "I, I don't need any promises from him, I know there are many complications, his family, his obligations…"

"If he could not promise you a future, how could he fight for you?" Tsukimori insisted. "If I had known this was going to be the path you choose, I would have never…" Immediately realising what he was saying, Tsukimori halted. Looking away, he apologised. "I am sorry, I shouldn't have said that…"

"No, it's alright…" Feeling her heart ached with what Tsukimori said, Kahoko replied. Yes, maybe things would have been different if Tsukimori never walked out of her life three years ago. But there was no way anyone could turn back time.

"Anyway, we should go back soon." Tsukimori said softly. Knowing there may not be happiness waiting for Kahoko ahead, but who was he to decide what makes her happy and what not? When he saw the gleam in Kahoko's eyes, he discovered that she was already happy. Even though it may not be the kind of happiness everyone would agree, but to Kahoko it was enough.

After they returned to the practice, Maestro Schinkel called everyone together to make an announcement. "Due to the management restructure, Mr Yunoki Azuma will no longer be the project manager of this major production."

Upon the shocking news, Kahoko felt her heart thumped hard. What, what had happened…?

"Therefore let me introduce to you the new project manager, Mr Yunoki Takumaii." Ignoring the fuss and confusion from the members, Maestro Schinkel gestured towards the businessman standing next to him.

"My name is Yunoki Takuma, from today onwards I will be your new project manager. I hope we would have a fine working relationship." With the Maestro's introduction, the businessman came forward and greeted. From the person's name and the way his face resembled the perfect handsomeness of Yunoki Azuma, Kahoko knew immediately this man was Yunoki's older brother.

Feeling her heart restless throughout the entire practice, Kahoko immediately approached the businessman at the end of the practice. "Excuse me, sorry, sorry to disturb you…"

Upon her voice, the man lifted his head and looked up at her. Kahoko felt her heart beating faster in nervousness when she noticed how he shared the same eyes with her beloved senior. "My, my name is Hino Kahoko, I was just wondering…is, is Yunoki Azuma-san alright?"

"Did you say your name is Hino Kahoko?" The man's eyebrow lifted a little in amusement when he heard Kahoko's self-introduction. "Hmm…so it is you that caused the whole fuss…"

"Sorry…?" Not expecting that from the man, Kahoko felt her heart beating even fast when she saw him examining her.

"Very well, I suppose you would like to know what you have done to my brother." In a cold voice the man corrected himself. "Actually, let me rephrase that, because Yunoki Azuma is no longer my brother."

Ignoring the stunned look on Kahoko's face, the businessman started to explain the major change that had occurred in their family in the past few weeks.

---

"What did you say, Azuma-san?"

Sitting before Yunoki, the elderly man called in surprise when Yunoki told him the reason he came over for the visit. Sitting up from his chair, the elderly called in anger. "You are cancelling the engagement with my daughter??"

Unintimidated by the man's anger, Yunoki kept his head low as he said calmly. "I understand your anger, Urahara-sama. As I believe I am no longer going to inherit any fortune, I am unworthy for your daughter."

"You got it all wrong! Azuma-san! Don't you know the real reason I had you engaged to Miyako in the first place?" In fury, the old man interrupted. "It was never about the money!"

Surprised with what the elderly said, Yunoki finally lifted his head. "What do you mean sir?"

"It's enough, daddy." Before the elderly replied, Miyako entered the room. Her eyes stilled on Yunoki, Miyako felt a great arousal of emotion within. When she saw the gleam in Yunoki's eyes, she discovered that he was no longer confused. He has finally found his path yet it was time for her to say goodbye.

"I am glad that you are no longer the loser I thought you to be," Against her true will Miyako remarked. "We will let the Yunoki Group know of the end of the engagement. Don't worry, unlike the engagement, our business relationship with Yunoki Group will continue."

"Miyako-san…"

"Do make her happy, Azuma-san…" Whispering, Miyako said before she left the room.

Returning to her room, Miyako felt tears rolled off her cheeks. Her secret love for Yunoki Azuma was finally over after three years. Or maybe longer than that, maybe from the day she first saw him at the piano school, she had fallen for him. Although she felt the tormenting pain in her heart for losing him, at the same time, she was happy for him. He looked so confident and proud, he knew what he wanted and it made him even more attractive.

Because, that was the Yunoki Azuma Miyako fell in love with...

---

Unfortunately, although with Miyako's help, the business relationship between the Urahara Corporation and Yunoki Group continued, the decision to cancel the engagement was considered an act of betrayal in the Yunoki family. The moment the Yunoki grandmother was informed of the news, her grandson Azuma was summoned.

"I do hope there is a logical explanation to your action, Azuma-san." Calmly the old woman asked, deep within, she knew this day would happen sooner or later. Out of all her grandchildren, she had long noticed a hidden rebellious nature within the third grandson. Although he smiled and agreed to all her decisions, there were times where he would make a decision before consulting her, and she did not like that.

Yet, she had allowed it because they were minor decisions and as long as Azuma kept to his role and supported the Yunoki family, she would allow him that little space. Unfortunately, this time, this was no longer a minor choice. Such an alternative displayed an open rebellion to her ruling, a declaration against the strict system she built and she will not tolerate it.

"There is none, grandmother." Calmly and without repentance, the third grandson replied. "I knew I could not marry Urahara Miyako and that was it."

"Because you do not love her?" A frown came onto the old woman's face. "I thought I have told you to drop those childish emotions? Marriage was never about love, it was an agreement, a contract to help expand the power and wealth of an organisation."

"I understand, grandmother." Still as calm as the deep waters, Yunoki Azuma replied. "But I still cannot marry her."

The old woman remained silent as she observed the youth before her. Knowing although his head was lowered before her, there was no submission. Yunoki Azuma had made up his mind, there was nothing and anything that could alter him.

"You do know the consequences of your decision right, Azuma-san?" Finally the old woman asked.

"I do, grandmother."

"Once you walk out this door, you would be cut off completely from the family. You will inherit nothing, and you are brought to nought." The old woman stated coldly, merciless to the youth she saw growing up in the past twenty-two years.

"I understand." With one last bow, Yunoki Azuma stood up from where he was as he took another look at the house he grew up in. Before he stepped out of the room, the old woman stopped him.

"Azuma-san. Is Hino Kahoko that important to you?"

Finally, turning back to his grandmother, Yunoki Azuma replied with a sincere and happy smile. "Yes, she is."

---

Kahoko covered her mouth in shock with what Yunoki Takuma said. For her, Yunoki Azuma really gave up his future, his everything. Something he said as a joke turned out to be a decision Yunoki made, a sacrifice he took for her.

Standing alongside Kahoko, both Kaji and Tsukimori heard the news too and were speechless. Whatever happened was obviously the promise Yunoki gave Kahoko. Knowing marrying into his family would only make Kahoko miserable, he took the step to leave the cage he grew up in.

"Yunoki-san is," Squeezing out a smile Kaji said. "He really did it…"

Tsukimori did not say anything as he took a look at Kahoko. The question he asked her before the practice was answered. When Kahoko made his wish come true, Yunoki earned the courage to finally be freed from the obligations he was born into.

Kahoko felt her heart in a big mess as she left the theatre. She was joyful Yunoki was no longer engaged, yet, she did not want him to sacrifice anything for her. All the times when everyone asked her if she had a future with him, whether he could provide happiness for her, Kahoko had no doubt. But, this was not what she wanted him to do.

"What is with the sour look? You look ten years older."

Kahoko lifted her head in shock when she heard the teasing, bullying tone of a familiar voice. Tears immediately formed in her eyes when she saw the beautiful stunning face of Yunoki Azuma standing before her. Different from how he usually was, Kahoko noticed an aura of freedom, happiness, and the weights he bore for many years were finally lifted from him. Most of all, like a new changed man, the long dark hair Yunoki had were cut off, as they sat stylishly against his beautiful countenance making him even more sexy, more manly and mature.

"Azuma-san…"

Seeing the tears in Kahoko's eyes, Yunoki smiled. "I guess you have heard already." Walking up to Kahoko, Yunoki asked. "Are you disappointed? I am worth nothing now."

"Don't say that!" Kahoko called immediately as she held onto him tightly. "You are worth everything to me, Azuma-san. You are my world, my everything!"

Gently wrapping his arms around Kahoko's tiny body Yunoki smiled from the bottom of his heart. "Don't worry, for me, this is only the beginning. Like how you could take your first step three years ago, for me, my first step starts now…"

---

The moment Yunoki was free to take his first step of liberty; the talents he possessed were expanded to the full proving why the Yunoki grandmother tried so hard to repress him. Due to his high academic records, a top graduate from one of the top universities in Japan, Yunoki was accepted as new recruits in all the companies he applied for.

Amongst them, Yunoki picked the top consulting firm of Japan--Nomura. Due to his extensive people skills and many years of experiences running the business for the Yunoki Group, he became one of the top elites of the firm, and with his perfect attractive countenance, a new Yunoki Azuma fan club started within the firm.

After Kahoko graduated from Seiso University, she moved in with Yunoki after he proposed to her underneath the sakura petal shower on her graduation. Although his proposal was kind of demanding, Kahoko took less than a second to say yes.

"Kahoko, if you don't hurry up and get out of the bathroom, you won't have time for makeup and hair!"

On her wedding day, all Kahoko's girl friends gathered at her house to help her prepare her big day. For some unknown reason, Kahoko hid herself in the bathroom for more than an hour, and everyone were starting to get worried.

"Maybe she is suffering from wedding blues, having second thoughts." Amou stated.

"Why would she? It's Yunoki senpai!" Nao squealed with the thought. Come on, it's THE Yunoki senpai from Seiso Gakuin!

"Kahoko, I am serious, if you don't come out soon, the makeup artist will leave!" Kahoko's mother called too.

Slowly opening the door, Kahoko finally stepped out of the bathroom. To all the girl's surprise, the look on her face didn't look too good.

"Kaho? Are you alright?" Mio asked in concern as she helped her sit down.

After Kahoko sat down on the sofa, her face immediately turned bright red as she covered her face.

"Seriously, Kahoko, what's going on?" Kahoko's older sister groaned.

"...I am pregnant."

Upon Kahoko's answer, the whole room fell dead silent.

"Seriously, say something people..." Still with her face covered Kahoko said.

"Oh my god!!" To her surprise, everyone huddled onto her and gave her a big hug. "Congratulations!"

"Yunoki senpai would be so happy!!"

"Wow, your babies will be so beautiful!"

Slowly removing the hands off her face, Kahoko looked up. "Really? You don't think Azuma-san would freak out instead?"

"Why would he freak out? It's his child!" Amou said quickly. "It's a new addition to a brand new family!"

Upon the word family, Kahoko immediately felt her heart so warm. Yes, ever since Yunoki was cut off from his family, he had been on his own. With the thought, a blissful smile came onto Kahoko's face as she placed her hand on her tummy. Would he be happy? Would he be glad to know that he would have new family members?

"Anyway, no time to waste! We still have hair, makeup, everything to do! The ceremony is in three hours!" Reminding everyone, Kahoko's mother said. Walking up to her daughter, Kahoko's mother smiled wholeheartedly. "Congratulations Kahoko, I couldn't be happier for you."

Feeling her heart so warm, Kahoko knew she would be happy because in a few hours time, she would become Yunoki Kahoko.

---

"Wow, the girls sure take a long time." Hihara remarked as he stood next to his best friend, Yunoki Azuma, the groom of today's wedding.

Two hours before the ceremony, the groom's side already gathered at the chapel. After making sure all the guests have arrived, the celebrant was picked up, the organist of the chapel knew what songs to play at the right time, there was only one more thing left—the arrival of the bride.

Although outwardly looking calm and peaceful as usual, inside Yunoki was not. His heart rejoiced and the smile on his face was genuine. He could not wait for the moment where Kahoko walks down the aisle towards him, where he can declare publicly she belongs to him.

"Ah, I think the bridal party has arrived!" Hihara said when he saw the cars pulling into the driveway of the chapel.

With Hihara's statement, Yunoki immediately sensed his heart beating faster. Secretly within, he knew he was never going to let Kahoko know that he was nervous. Making sure he looked composed and calm, Yunoki stood up from where he was and walked towards the altar where he was supposed to be when the bride walks in.

"Yunoki senpai!!"

To everyone's bafflement, instead of the elegant entrance of the bridal party, Amou ran straight up to Yunoki as look of terror were written all over her face. "Yunoki senpai, disaster happened, something bad, oh my god...!!"

"What's the matter?" Yunoki asked immediately when he saw Amou's petrified expressions. "Where is Kahoko?"

After Amou, Mio, Nao and the rest all rushed into the chapel terrified and shocked."Yunoki senpai, someone took Kahoko! Some people dragged her into a car and drove off!!"

"What?!" Hihara came up immediately too. "What do you mean?! Why would anyone do that?!"

"We don't know!" Sobbing Mio wept. "We thought the limousine came to pick the bride up, but some guys in black suits came out and grabbed Kahoko instead!"

"That's right!" Amou nodded. "We checked with the limousine company, and apparently the driver said he was still on the way!"

"Who then would do such a thing?" Kaji called in anger when suddenly with a certain realisation his eyes looked over at Yunoki and found, like him, Yunoki appeared to have thought of the same thing.

---

Sinking his head into his hands Yunoki never hated himself more. For the first time in his life he discovered how naive he was. How could he believe the Yunoki Group would let him go free just like that? The people who abducted Kahoko were no one else but people who worked for his family. He did not need any evidence because he knew better than anyone the way the Yunoki Group works.

It had been several hours since Kahoko was first taken, searching all over the city like crazy, Yunoki and friends could not find her anywhere. The moment he heard the news Kahoko had been kidnapped, Yunoki discovered his intelligent mind no longer functioned. All he could think of were terrible things they would do to Kahoko in order to punish him.

He could still remember the day he walked out of the house, his grandmother asked him, whether Kahoko was important to him. How could he be so foolish and answered yes? It only gave his grandmother the answer to what she could do to make him utterly miserable.

"Yunoki-san," Kaji approached him as he sat down next to him. "The only person that could point us to where we could find Hino-san is you. You would know the possible places they could have taken her, so you must keep a clear mind."

With what Kaji said, Yunoki felt his heart gave a huge thump. Lifting his head, Yunoki stood up from where he was, "Mitsutani Warehouse by Yokohama Harbour! They must have taken her there!"

With what Yunoki said, everyone immediately made their way to the Mitsutani Warehouse. When they found Kahoko's shoe dropped outside one of the storage garage, Yunoki felt his heart thumping harder and harder.

"Kahoko!" Running into the garage, Yunoki thought his heart stopped when he saw, a girl in a white wedding dress lay silently in the corner. Upon his voice, the girl slowly opened her eyes as she looked up at him.

However the moment she saw Yunoki, the girl screamed as she fled and crawled into the corner shivering and weeping. Shocked with her reaction, Yunoki attempted once more, "Kahoko, it's me. It's alright, everything is okay..."

Unfortunately Kahoko did not seem to recognise him as she continued to shake her head, her body shook in fear and terror. That was when, Yunoki noticed her supposedly white pearl wedding dress was drained half red in blood as the dark crimson liquid continued to flow out of Kahoko's lower body...

---

"Yunoki-san, can I talk to you alone in private?"

Yunoki slowly turned to the voice that called his name. With the remaining strength, Yunoki forced himself to stand as he entered a smaller room with the doctor.

"I am sorry, the victim is...?"

"...My wife." Feeling his heart in torment, Yunoki replied.

With Yunoki's answer, extreme sympathy came onto the doctor's face. Sympathy? Yunoki smiled mockingly to himself. Well, of course, who wouldn't sympathise with him? When he arrived at the emergency with Kahoko in his arms, a groom with a bride whose wedding dress was covered in blood, what sort of a vivid picture did it paint for people?

With a frown, the doctor told Yunoki the shocking news. "I am terribly sorry, but your wife was sexually assaulted by more than one man..."

Lifting his head in jolt, Yunoki stared at the doctor. Unfortunately that was not the end as the doctor continued, "...and because of that, your wife also suffered a miscarriage thus explaining the blood."

"...Miscarriage?" With the word Yunoki felt the world around him started spinning. As if the blood flow in his body stopped, Yunoki felt faint as he collapsed onto the seat behind him.

"Are you alright, Yunoki-san?" The doctor quickly approached Yunoki, seeing the look on Yunoki's face, with perceptiveness, the doctor concluded. "You didn't know right?"

Yunoki did not know what to say anymore. All he could think of was, if Yunoki Group wanted him to suffer, they really managed to do it. Right at this moment, Yunoki wished he were dead and was burning in hell. Only if that could trade with the torture Kahoko bore today, Yunoki was willing.

Quickly pouring Yunoki a glass of water, the doctor comforted. "Here, have a drink..."

Watching Yunoki drank the water, the doctor suggested. "We will report this to the police and track the criminals down for you."

To the doctor's surprise, calmly put down the cup in his hand, the once pale and shocked face returned to normal as calmness took over Yunoki. "It's alright, I won't report this to the police."

"Are you sure?" The doctor asked in surprise. "Whatever happened to your wife is a criminal act. Wouldn't you want to see the people punished?"

Smiling in response, Yunoki shook his head.

Deep within, Yunoki knew there was nothing the police could do. Yunoki Group were not stupid to leave traces behind, and most of all, their connection with powerful politicians would protect them from the judgement of law.

"Is it okay if I visit her now?" Turning to the doctor, Yunoki asked.

---

"It appears your wife also suffers from Post Trauma Stress Disorder. She had lost all her memories, as this was the way her brain acted to protect her from remembering the traumatic experience she went through. There are no medications for it, the only way was through time, be with her, comfort her and as time goes on, her memories may return to her."

Yunoki remembered what the doctor told him as he sat by Kahoko in the hospital ward where she slept silently. Gently holding her hand in his, Yunoki leaned over and gave her a kiss on the forehead.

"Kahoko, I am sorry for whatever has happened to you." Whispering gently, Yunoki ran his finger down her beautiful face. "But trust me, I will make them pay. I will take away from them the most important thing just like they have taken you away from me…"

---

"Why is this happening to us??"

Inside the boardroom, the executives of Yunoki Group gathered together for the biggest disaster that has ever happened to the corporation. In the past three years, they lost contract by contract to a new competitor, Hatsuhi Corporations. In addition, loyal clients have one by one churned over to Hatsuhi as well, and unable to make any profit, the Yunoki Group accumulated heavy debt, and as a result the banks have decided to pull out. Without financial support, Yunoki Group declared bankruptcy.

Ironically, Hatsuhi Corporations saw the opportunity and offered to buy the company. This saved the lives of thousands of employees but to the executives, this act was nothing but a humiliation. As this was the only way of survival, the leader of the Yunoki Group, agreed on the merger and here they were at the boardroom, waiting for the chairman of Hatsuhi Corporations to come for the official handover.

The moment the door of the boardroom opened, all the executives stood up from their seats to welcome their new boss, the chairman of Hatsuhi Coroperations.

"No need to be so stiff, please do sit down." Entering the boardroom, a young executive smiled when he saw the stunned looks on the people's faces.

"A...Azuma-san?? Why are you...??" The old grandmother of the Yunoki family startled when she recognised the face of the young man immediately.

"Do not address him so informally," The man standing next to Yunoki Azuma spoke up in authority. "He is the chairman of Hatsuhi Corporations, Yunoki Azuma."

"You, you are the chairman of Hatsuhi Corporations??" The old woman for the first time could not maintain her calmness. With the realisation, she felt cold sweat in her palms. "So, how long have you planned this? This is your revenge??"

Giving the old woman the smile she had always hated from her third grandson, the type she knew he was manipulating something, Yunoki Azuma replied calmly. "What revenge? I am sorry, I do not really understand."

Walking pass the elderly, Yunoki Azuma whispered. "You have made it very clear to me, grandmother. For Yunoki Group you are willing to do anything. Therefore I am taking it away from you, the thing you have worked so hard to build no matter the sacrifices and costs..."

Glaring up at her grandson, the old woman hissed. "So you have succeeded, are you happy now?"

Happy? Yunoki Azuma felt his heart twitched in pain with the word. His happiness had left him the day Kahoko stopped smiling. The day he found Kahoko drained in blood, and the day she no longer remembers him...

Epilogue

"Welcome home, Azuma-sama."

Upon his entrance into the grand mansion, the butler and maids bowed. With the bunch of purple and white lilac in his hands, Yunoki smiled as he asked. "How is Kahoko doing today?"

"Kahoko-sama has shown great improvement today." The maid reported politely. "She has managed to leave her room and took a walk in the garden this afternoon."

"Kahoko left her room today?" Yunoki stopped walking immediately. "How was she reacting when she stepped out of the room, did she seem okay?" Yunoki could hear his own voice shaking with the news.

Ever since the incident three years ago on their wedding day. Kahoko became withdrawn. Not able to remember anything, she locked herself inside the room and was frightened of everything. Seeing how fragile she was made Yunoki's heart bled, but patiently he would slowly comfort Kahoko, help her remember things little by little. Three years passed, Kahoko finally opened up to Yunoki and accepted his kindness. However to her, Yunoki was merely a kind gentleman.

"Yes, Kahoko-sama looked really calm and peaceful. I have never seen her like this before," Stopping the maid added. "It could be due to the visitor today!"

"Visitor?" Yunoki frowned immediately. "You know Kahoko cannot see people, it might scare her."

"Yes, I know." Seeing the frown on her master's face, the maid said quickly. "That was what I told the visitor as well. So he did not ask to see Kahoko-sama, he had only asked to play a piece on the violin for her outside her window."

"A violin piece?" Yunoki turned to the maid. "What is the visitor's name?"

Shaking her head the maid replied. "He did not say. He only mentioned himself as a friend that just returned from overseas…." Squeezing out a smile the maid added. "It was strange, after that, Kahoko-sama for the first time stepped out of the room on her own!"

Feeling his heart thumping hard, Yunoki immediately knew who the visitor was. In that case, was his visitation a positive thing on Kahoko or not?

Entering Kahoko's room, Yunoki saw her standing by the window as she looked out into the garden. Upon the sound of his entrance, Kahoko turned and look at him. A gentle smile came onto her beautiful face as she greeted. "Welcome home, Yunoki-san."

Noticing Kahoko's mood was calmer than normal, rather she seemed peaceful and happy, responding with a warm smile, Yunoki approached her and handed her the bunch of flowers he had prepared for her.

"They are so beautiful," Kahoko said softly while she looked up at him. "Why are you so kind to me, Yunoki-san?"

"Because you were kind to me, Kahoko." Replying softly, Yunoki felt his heart ached.

"Yunoki-san," Taking a black rectangular box out, Kahoko handed it to Yunoki. "I found this today, do you know who it belongs to?"

The moment Yunoki saw the box, he felt hard to breath. Still, with a warm smile, he replied. "It belongs to me. It is my flute."

"Flute?" Opening the box Kahoko found a beautiful golden flute. Taking it out she handed it over to Yunoki. "Is it okay if you play me a piece?"

Holding the flute in his hands, Yunoki did not know what to say. For the past three years he worked hard day and night to finally bring the Yunoki Group down, he had long forgotten the existence of this flute, something he so once loved when he first met Kahoko.

Placing the flute against his lips, Yunoki performed the piece he remembered playing on the rooftop of Seiso Gakuin. The song he played when Kahoko walked into him where he decided to show his true side to her.

She once told him the tune was beautiful but sad, it pressed heavily against her heart and she could sense his agony.

"Yunoki senpai!"

Suddenly Kahoko called as she placed her hand on his arm to stop his performance. In surprise Yunoki looked over at Kahoko and found, the tears rolling off her face. Yunoki senpai? Did she just call him Yunoki senpai instead of Yunoki-san?

"Kahoko…?" Quickly put down his flute, Yunoki comforted. "It's okay, I will put the flute away."

However, shaking her head Kahoko replied. "No, it's okay. I like the sound of your flute. It's just, I don't know why, I don't know why I feel so sad. I can't remember anything…"

Gently holding Kahoko in his arms, Yunoki whispered warmly. "Don't' worry, you don't need to try to remember anything, it's okay…" If bringing back her memories would mean bringing back the traumatic memories she had on the day too, Yunoki wished from the bottom of his heart, that he'd rather she lose her memory forever.

Nodding softly, Kahoko dried her tears as she looked up at Yunoki. "If it's okay, can you play the flute for me again tomorrow?"

"Of course," Swallowing the sorrows he could not speak, Yunoki gave Kahoko a promising smile instead. Gently holding Kahoko's hand in his, he invited. "I heard you took a walk in the garden today, do you want to go for another walk with me?"

After a second of hesitation, Kahoko finally nodded her head. Looking up at the beautiful man in front of her, Kahoko suddenly had a realisation.

Maybe I did once love this man…

Fin Yunoki Azuma side

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Yunoki Ending Part 2 (If you felt the ending left you sad)

It has been five years. Five years since Tsukimori Len stepped onto the soil of his hometown, Yokohama Japan again. Although it has been five years, there was still only one name that came into his mind, Kahoko...

"Tsukimori-san," Coming from beside him, a man leaned in and whispered. "There is heavy media waiting at the arrival terminal, you might want to consider leaving through another exit, alone."

Five years it has been, Tsukimori Len returned to Japan now as a world-class violin soloist. With the news of his arrival, Tsukimori Len's first concert in Japan, the Japanese media swamped the airport hoping to catch a glimpse of him to hit their news headline tomorrow.

Tsukimori never liked unnecessary attention placed on him. With his manager's advice, Tsukimori nodded and turned the other way while his manager distracted the nosey media. Safely, Tsukimori left the building without being noticed. However, the moment he left the building, his phone started ringing.

"Tsukimori speaking," Silently walking away from the departure terminal, Tsukimori answered.

"Tsukimori-kun!! Welcome back to Japan!" From the other end, Tsukimori immediately frowned when he recognised the cheerful voice of Amou Nami. "Care to do an exclusive interview with me?"

"Amou-san," With a sigh Tsukimori replied unenthusiastically. "How did you know I am back?"

"Hehe, don't underestimate the power of the most intelligent reporter of Yokohama, Amou Nami!" Amou laughed enjoying the sound of irritation in Tsukimori's voice. Indeed, she felt she had always been chasing him around for interviews ever since they have known each other, but many times he had managed to escape. This time she won't let him go!

"Goodbye, Amou-san..." Uninterested, Tsukimori's thumb reached for the 'end call' button on his phone.

"Wait! Wait!" As if she could see what Tsukimori was doing, Amou called quickly. "Actually, I am calling to see if you want to join the group for dinner tonight! You know, since it has been five years, everyone would love to meet you."

With Amou's invitation, Tsukimori's heart burnt immediately when the soft beautiful face of an old friend appeared in his mind. Knowing he no longer has the right to hold the feeling towards her, Tsukimori hesitated. "I am going to be busy..."

"Come on, Tsukimori-kun! Are you brushing your old friends off now because you are a famous celebrity??" Using her persistency as weapon, Amou insisted. "I thought you were better than that!"

"Fine, where and when?" Finally with a sigh, Tsukimori replied. "But remember, I will not do any interviews."

---

Tsukimori felt his heartbeat racing and his whole body restless as he walked towards the restaurant Amou told him. Kahoko...Tsukimori whispered the name secretly within once again. Five years, has she changed? Is she happy? Tsukimori felt his heart ached with the question. Of course she is, she made her choice to be with Yunoki, and since then it has been five years.

"Welcome back, Tsukimori!"

The moment he stepped into the restaurant, he heard the cheerful greeting of his senior, Hihara Kazuki. With a quick scan around the room, Tsukimori felt his heart at loss and relief at the same time. At loss, because he did not see Kahoko in the room, relieved, because he did not know how to act if he saw her once again.

Although he refrained himself from having any contact with Kahoko, he received an invitation to Yunoki and Kahoko's wedding three years ago. He did not attend the wedding, his excuse was, the study in Vienna was at a most crucial time and he could not leave.

After that, he was never informed of the details of their married life. Maybe because of his past relationship with Kahoko, people felt best if he was kept from it.

"Wow, so you are a world-class celebrity now, Tsukimori." Kaji awed the moment Tsukimori seated down at his seat. "The news of your concert here in Japan already hit the news three months ago."

"I know!" Amou groaned crossing her arms. "I can't believe I am unable to get a ticket considering I have booked way ahead. Most of all, the ticket price, oh my goodness, Tsukimori, you sure are a rich man now!"

"Ah, then wouldn't it be easier if we ask Tsukimori for tickets directly?" Kaji smiled.

With Kaji's suggestion, all eyes landed on Tsukimori in plead except one person as Tsuchiura muttered. "I don't particularly want one..."

Seeing all the anticipating eyes, Tsukimori sighed. "How many tickets do you need?" Stopping, Tsukimori finally asked the one question he had wanted to ask but was afraid to hear the sound of it from his own lips. "Should I prepare tickets for Yunoki senpai and...Hino?"

To Tsukimori's surprise, with his question, the whole room fell dead silent. Even the usually chatty Amou showed extreme sadness as her eyes looked away.

"Tsukimori," Tsuchiura was the first to speak up, breaking the news to Tsukimori. "Something has happened..."

---

Kahoko...

Tsukimori realised he could not think of anything else while he continued to call the name over and over again. Kahoko, Kahoko, Kahoko...How did this happen? He thought she was happy? He thought it was enough for only one person to suffer, yet, how could this happen?

"Hino can't remember anything after the incident. Now it has been three years, she still has not recovered. Yunoki senpai did not seek psychiatric help for her because he believed it was better for Hino if she never remembered the tragic events on the day.

I think the person suffering the most is Yunoki senpai. He made the choice of spending the rest of his life together with Hino even if she never remembers their love, their marriage, or even who he was. Yunoki senpai did it because he felt it was something he owed her…"

Tsukimori remembered the sorrows shown on everyone's faces when Tsuchiura explained the truth to him. Tsukimori knew if he were Yunoki, he would have done the same thing. If for Kahoko to regain her memory meant putting her through that disturbing experience again, he would rather it was him that suffered.

Unable to sleep or think, Tsukimori found himself outside of Yunoki and Kahoko's house the next day. Before everyone left the restaurant the night before, Hihara handed him the address. Although Hihara did not explain the reason why he did so, Tsukimori knew it was because everyone had somehow anticipated a change, a hope to this whole tragic situation.

Tsukimori did not know what he could do for Kahoko, all he knew was, he could not sleep nor rest until he helped Kahoko smile again. If Kahoko could not remember anything, it only meant she needed to start anew. However, was he the right person to help Kahoko? Would he have made any difference?

"Excuse me, can I help you, sir?" Noticing Tsukimori standing before the front gate, unable to decide whether he should enter, the butler approached him.

"Ah…I," Clearing his throat, Tsukimori did not know how to start. "I, I am a friend of Yunoki-san. I just returned from overseas so…"

"Yunoki-sama is still at the office," The butler explained. "It would probably be easier if you went to see him there."

"Ah no, actually, I came to see…" stopping, Tsukimori felt his throat drying up when he corrected himself. "I meant Yunoki Kahoko-san…"

"I am sorry," One of the maids overheard what Tsukimori said and came up too. "Azuma-sama had given strict orders that Kahoko-sama was not to have visitors without prior consent from him. This is because of the certain condition Kahoko-sama is in."

Tsukimori kept quiet to what the maid said. He could sense the severe constricting pain of his heart when he heard the confirmation of Kahoko's current situation. Yet, all he wanted was, happiness to return once again to Kahoko. The cheerfulness and enthusiasm she had when practicing so hard on her violin. How her eyes lightened up when she stood outside the practice room after she listened to his violin practice for the first time.

"What was the name of the song you just played? I never knew violin sounded this beautiful!"

When Tsukimori thought of the way she smiled, the way she looked at him when she said that, he knew from that moment on, his life had never been the same.

"I understand," Finally Tsukimori said as his eyes landed on the violin case in his hand. "I do not request to see her, but if it is okay, I would like to play a violin piece for her."

Surprised with Tsukimori's request, the butler and maid exchanged a look. Finally nodding, the butler agreed, for what harm could come from a violin performance?

---

Sitting before the dressing table, Kahoko continued to look at her own reflection in the mirror. Slowly lifting her hand, Kahoko ran her fingers down her cheek, hoping to know, to understand her existence. Losing all her memories, the only memory she had was three years ago, when she opened her eyes in the hospital. She woke up in fear, not knowing the reason why.

Although she was frightened, there was a kind and caring gentleman who comforted her. He introduced himself to her as Yunoki Azuma, he told her not to be scared and there was nothing she needed to worry about for he will take care of her.

The gentleman did as promised and it has been three years, everything she needed he provided. Because of such attention and care, Kahoko realised whenever Yunoki was by her side, she was no longer frightened. Don't know when and how, Kahoko started to look forward to Yunoki's return everyday. Although Kahoko did not want to leave the room, did not want to see anyone else, she did not mind when Yunoki knocked on her door to greet her with his smile.

However Kahoko noticed, despite Yunoki always gave her such encouraging smile, there was a hidden sadness within. Even with him telling her that it was okay if her memory never returned, Kahoko knew there was something very important, something that meant a lot to Yunoki, that once existed in her lost memories.

Slowly moving her eyes to the black rectangular box next to her, Kahoko held it carefully in her hands. A few hours ago, she overheard the maids talking about this box they found during cleaning. Not knowing the reason why, Kahoko had a feeling the box was something important. Approaching the maids, Kahoko kept it with her.

Amongst the chirping of birds outside her window, and gentle sound of the rattling of the leaves responding the soft breeze, Kahoko heard another sound. The sound of something so familiar, so beautiful that it penetrated deep into her soul.

For the first time in three years, Kahoko found herself stepped out of the room and courage she never knew she had caused her to become curious as her feet moved searching for the source of such an enchanted sound.

Stepping into the garden, Kahoko found a man standing there, and the captivating sound came from the instruments in his hands. Dumbfounded, Kahoko stood there as her eyes stilled on the man, something deep within started moving, causing her to forget all her fears.

"What is it that you are playing?"

Upon her question, the man's eyes snapped open as he turned to her in shock.

The moment his eyes met up with hers, Tsukimori felt everything became still around them.

"The music you just performed, it is so beautiful. What is that you have in your hand?"

Tsukimori felt indescribable sorrow crashing upon him when he saw the look in Kahoko's eyes. The way she looked at him as if she was looking at a stranger, the fact she could not even recognise the violin, the item that once brought them together.

"This is a violin," When Tsukimori could finally recollect himself, calmly he replied.

"A violin?" With Tsukimori's answer, Kahoko's eyes landed on the item in his hands as a most beautiful smile came onto her face. "I never knew the sound of violin is so beautiful..."

With the smile, the liveliness on Kahoko's beautiful face, the words she said, Tsukimori felt a strong thump against his heart. It was the same smile, the same enthusiasm Kahoko showed when she stood outside the practice room that day.

Noticing the man had gone quiet again, Kahoko immediately stepped back and lowered her head. "I, I am sorry, I am not usually like this. I, I don't just go up and talk to strangers, I don't know what had gotten into me, but the moment I heard the sound of your violin, something in me took over..." After a pause, Kahoko added. "All of a sudden, I am no longer scared..."

"It was because," Finally with a tender gentle voice, Tsukimori replied. "You were the one that taught me how wonderful music really was."

"You…knew me?" With Tsukimori's answer, Kahoko's eyes looked up at him in plead. "Please tell me, why have I forgotten everything?

Instead of answering Kahoko's question, Tsukimori pointed to the black rectangular box in Kahoko's hand. "The person who could give you the answer is not me, but the owner of this box." Seeing the puzzled look on Kahoko's face, Tsukimori gave Kahoko a warm smile. "Just remember, what matters is not in the past, but what is ahead of you. Instead of wanting to remember anything, isn't it better to start a new beginning?"

"...A new beginning?"

"It is so you could be happy again…" Knowing he had performed his role, Tsukimori picked up his violin case as he gave Kahoko one last smile before he left. "Sayonara, Kahoko..."

---

Kahoko never felt so calm. Actually, for the first time, Kahoko felt so peaceful. She was not as troubled about not being able to remember anything. She no longer felt she lived in fear; the world was no longer just her room.

Upon the sound of approaching footsteps, Kahoko turned around and saw the beautiful face of the man she looked forward to see everyday. "Welcome come, Yunoki-san."

Approaching her, Yunoki handed her a bunch of elegantly arranged flowers. It was always so, Yunoki always gave her something nice, something to cheer up her lightless day. "These are beautiful," Kahoko said with her whole heart as she held the flowers tightly in her arms. "Why are you so kind to me, Yunoki-san?"

Kahoko noticed the hidden sadness reappearing in Yunoki's eyes as he replied. "Because you were kind to me, Kahoko."

Upon such words, Kahoko felt her heart moved greatly. If the memory she lost meant such great deal to Yunoki, she was willing to try to remember. Taking out the black box, the man in the garden today told her the owner of this box could give her the answer she wanted. "Yunoki-san, I found this today, do you know who it belongs to?"

"It belongs to me, it is my flute..."

"Flute?" Kahoko quickly opened the box and found a golden flute inside the box. Once again, what the man in the garden said to her echoed in her head. "It was because, you were the one who taught me how wonderful music really was..."

"Is it okay if you play me a piece?" Immediately Kahoko asked.

"Of course." Upon her request, Yunoki smiled as he placed the flute by his lips.

The moment the beautiful yet sad tune travelled through the air, Kahoko felt her heart thumped hard. Flashing images appeared before her eyes of someone standing by the veranda, his back was towards her. He looked so sad, so alone...

"Don't you think wish was only beautiful because it cannot come true?"

"Yet, if that wish was towards me, I am willing to sacrifice my future, my all, my everything to make sure it comes true..."

"Just like a key without a door, you were beyond all logical explanation, yet, you were the one that showed me possibility..."

With the voices of a familiar voice swamping her mind, someone so dear to her, someone so close, Kahoko felt he was at the same time far from her. "Yunoki senpai!" In shock, Kahoko called as a reflex when her hand reached forward and grabbed Yunoki's arm.

"Kahoko...?" Stunned with her reaction, Yunoki asked in concern when he saw tears rolled down Kahoko's face. Quickly putting away his flute, Yunoki said. "I will put the flute away, it's alright..."

"No, it's okay. I like the sound of your flute. It's just," Kahoko did not know how to respond when she sensed a pressing pain against her chest. "I don't know why, I just feel so sad, I cannot remember anything..."

"It's okay," Whispering, Yunoki held her tightly in his arms. "You do not need to remember anything."

I do not need to remember anything...? Kahoko opened her eyes with Yunoki's words. What matters is not in the past, but what is ahead of you. Instead of wanting to remember anything, isn't it better to start a new beginning?

Finally lifting her head, Kahoko gave Yunoki a smile as she asked. "If it's okay, can you play the flute for me again tomorrow?"

"Of course," With a smile of promise, Yunoki reached out his hand. "I heard you took a walk in the garden today, do you want to go for another walk with me?"

With Yunoki's question, Kahoko's eyes landed on his inviting hand. Yes, there was no need to hold onto the past. Kahoko realised from the bottom of her heart that she wanted a new beginning. Gently reaching out her hand, she held onto Yunoki's.

When she saw the tender expression in his eyes, the love and care Yunoki showed through his actions, Kahoko discovered, maybe the memory she had lost was the feeling of loving this man. Yet, Kahoko was clearer than ever.

This feeling may not have been lost, for she could love him once again. Together with Yunoki, she could see a brand new open door.

i This goes to show Tsuchiura knew about the love war all along! But is he a candidate too? XD

ii I am not sure what Yunoki's two older brothers names are so I made it up, if anyone knows, please let me know.