Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. Stephenie Meyer does and I love her for creating these characters and her story that goes along with them.

Bella's POV

I walked into the party and was immediately assaulted by blaring music and the smell of sweat. I hated parties! Alice quickly appeared out of the crowd, smiled at me, and then pushed her way though the room to my direction. She engulfed me in a hug and then grabbed my arm and pulled me away from the door and towards another room. While Alice pulled me I found myself being pushed up against other people as we moved. I hated this feeling…a feeling that sent shiver's down my spine and caused me to become short of breath. Finally, Alice stopped pulling me but I found we had entered the room where the music was emanating from. Alice then grabbed me and started to dance along with everyone else in the room while I just stood there, completely uncomfortable and on the verge of tears from how close people where to me.

"BELLA WHY AREN'T YOU DANCING!" Alice shouted over the music.

"I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE!" I shouted back at her.

"WHAT? IT IS EASY! HERE I WILL SHOW YOU!" and with that Alice got behind me and grabbed my hips and started to sway to the beat of the music.

"SEE! NOW YOU GOT IT!" Alice shouted.

I did not see why people liked to dance. What was so great about how a whole bunch of sweaty and smelly people get all up on each other'? And I for one was about to freak out it if another person bumped into me. And as if right on cue, Alice's hands on my hips where replaced with someone else's hands. I turned around to see I a guy I had no clue who he was and was way too close to me. I felt my breathing start to hitch and my pulse was starting to rise, but not in the good way. But in a way that said I need to leave now or I will pass out. I decided I really was not up to date on how to get out of a dance you did not want to be in so I stuck with my old standard…I sneezed. I had a sneezing fit while this weird guy was trying to dance with me. After about 5 sneezes he finally let go and I hightailed it away from him, trying to avoid touching anyone as I went. Finally, I spotted Alice and walked over to her.

"Hey Bella…that was some hot dance you had over there," she said, her perky voice that was extremely annoying at this moment. "Where did that guy go? He looked pretty hot?"

"Oh ,I don't know we stopped dancing,"

"Why?" she asked.

"Because… my pain medication is starting to wear off… and I am getting kind of tired so I figured I best not push it, you know, being my first day out of the hospital and all," I said, completely off the top of my head. I truly was getting better at this lying thing everyday.

"Oh, do you want me to get Emmett or some aspirin…or what do you need Bella?" Alice asked concerned.

"Oh, no. I don't need anything just can you tell me a room I could go into to, you know, lay down in?" I asked, trying to not show how desperately I wanted…I needed to get away from this party.

"Oh, of course…Go up the stairs and make a left. It is the second door on the right." She said while motioning with her hands.

"Thanks," and with that I walked away and up the stairs.

Once I reached the top of the stairs I made a left like Alice said and then opened the second door on the right. When I opened the door I entered a room that was painted black, had a huge CD collection, silver desk and a giant bed that looked rather comfortable, too bad I would never know since I would never sleep in a bed. The only thing I cared about though in this room was the closest. I quickly crossed to the other side of the room and opened up the closest door, closed it and, then fell to my knees and curled up in a ball. I could not help the tears that followed as many emotions tore though my body and images raced though my head: Images of Phil beating my mother and of me being raped by Phil, James, and Mike.

I am updating it in two chapters one is Bella's one is Alice's so don't worry it is not really this short of an update…

Alisa )