Emmett's POV

I could not stand seeing Bella like this anymore it had been a month and all Bella did was sleep. She didn't talk and when she did it was only "yes", "no" "sorry" and "thank you". The part that was the worst about it was I was her older brother I was the one who was suppose to protect her but there was nothing I could do to help her. The only thing I could do was make sure she didn't hurt herself. I slept in her room ever night on floor and Bella would sleep in her closet ( she did not even try to hide anymore that she slept there).

Every night Bella would be screaming or crying from some dream but she wouldn't let me touch her to comfort her. She had become distant and was pushing everyone away. And no one understood what they had done. We all knew Bella was grieving for her mother but it seemed like something else was wrong.

Tonight was no different from any other night. It was about 3 am when I heard her start to cry and then I heard her plead for her mother to come back. I slowly walked over to the closet as I always did to wake her up and gently shook her. She flinched at my touch as always and then curled up into a ball and closed her closet door.

But tonight I couldn't take it. Bella need help and I was going to get it for her. I walked out of my room and over to my dad's door. I gently shook him and he shot up from bed.

"What wrong!" he asked reaching for the gun in his bedside table.

"Nothing claim down dad…well not nothing but it is not something you need your gun for." I said flatly "It's Bella…she well she is having nightmares"

"ok so she had a nightmare Emmett….everyone does every once and a while….go to sleep."

"no…dad she had them ever night…I sleep in her room dad but it doesn't help she still doesn't feel safe she sleep in her closet ever night and wakes up screaming and crying…. dad she needs help."

"What…how did I not know about this?"

"Because she doesn't want anyone to know but dad she needs help…she is getting worse."

"First thing in the morning I will look for a physiologist…and thank you for trying to help Bella but next time don't wait so long to tell me…I mean I knew things were bad but I did not know they were this bad."

Physiologist POV

"Isabelle" I called into the waiting room.

A girl about 5'6 with brown hair stood up and walked over to me.

I held out my hand to shake her hand "Hi Isabelle I Dr…"But she cut me off and did not shake my hand.

"it's Bella." She said quietly and flatly as I slowly lowered my hand.

"ok Bella well why don't you follow me."

She quietly followed me back to my office, I had briefly skimmed Bella's file and saw her mother had recently died and that she had been sexually assaulted so I knew there was going to be a lot of work but I could see that Bella was broken. So much so that I did not even need to study her body language. But her body language screamed out to me, the fact that she wouldn't shake my hand, she did not smile, her arms where crossed tightly across her body and tightened more when ever someone looked at her and the way she never would make eye contact. I could tell it was not going to be easy to get her to talk.

I sat down in my chair and Bella stood awkwardly as far away from me as she could.

"Bella you can sit on the chair or the couch if you'd like." I said trying to get her to sit down.

"ok" she said as she walked over to the chair and sat down.

"So I am Dr. Harris but you can call me Ashley" and then the room fell silent "Well…I was born in Boca Raton, Florida...your dad tells me you used to live in Florida too with your mom."

"Yep"

"Well did you like Florida?"

"No"

"Why didn't you….did you not like the weather?"

"No the weather was fine...It's the people I didn't care to much for"

"What do you mean by that?"

"I mean that I hated Phil."

"Who was Phil...your boyfriend" I had not seen anyone named Phil in her file when I quickly looked it over.

"No! he was my mom's boyfriend." She said with an edge to her voice and I knew was I getting at something.

"Why didn't you like him…did you think he was stealing your mother from you?" that seemed to be why most kids these days didn't like their parents boyfriends or girlfriends.

"Because he use to BEAT and RAPE my mother and me!" This caught me off guard. I mean being a small town physiologist I don't normally get a case like this…or actually I had never gotten a case like this. I quickly looked back at Bella's file and felt like a complete idiot for not reading it better before. It clearly said that she had been sexually assaulted by her mothers boyfriend.

"And how did that make you feel." I said trying to recover after my initial shock.

"Oh it made me feel great…I love being beating and raped…it is the highlight of my day!" she said angrily but I had to admit it was a stupid question I asked but I froze. But I was glad I was finally getting some emotion out of her. I decided I best keep getting her angry and she would break and tell me everything. It was not the best way to go about getting information but it seemed like the only way to get Bella to talk.

"Well why did he do it?"

"WHY DID HE DO IT…I DON'T KNOW MAYBE BECAUSE HE IS A SICK BAST***!"

"Well what did you do…Why did he hit you…he obviously had a reason…I mean no one gets hit for no reason…so what did you do?"

"NOHTING I DID NOTHING"

"Come on Bella you don't think I would believe that do you?"

"I didn't do anything" She said though gritted teeth. "I only tired to help her" she said softly.

"Tired to help who Bella?"

"My mother…I only tired to help her!" She said exasperated as a tear started to roll down her cheek.

"How could you help her…your just a child?" I said hoping this might push her over the edge.

"I took the blame for everything that's how…ok…I took it all…when she forgot to pick up milk…I said I drank it all….when she burnt the food because she was drunk….I said I eat it all…when she forgot to clean the house I said I had friends over and messed it up…that's how I tried to help her…but its not like it mattered."

"What do you mean it is not like it mattered?" I knew there was more to the story and I knew she hadn't told anyone yet and I was going to get the rest of the story out of her.

"She left and never came back….she left me" and she took a deep breath. "Alone with him…and he kicked me out of the house and that's when I moved to Forks." I could not believe her mother just left. I could never image living my two children with a man like that. Let alone staying with a man like that.

"So then your glad your mothers dead."

"NO…DON'T EVER SAY THAT…I LOVED MY MOTHER I AM GLAD SHE LEFT HIM."

"How can you say that…She left you with that man…how can you love her after that." I truly did not understand Bella. How could she not hold a grudge against her mother?

"Because she was my mother…I loved her."

"Was it hard having your mother not love you back?...I mean since she left without you she must not have loved you." I said know this was truly a mean statement but she was getting control of herself and I could not have that. I need her not to think before she answered. I needed her to say what she felt. I needed her to break.

"YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THIS… YOU DIDN'T KNOW HER…SHE LOVED ME AND I STIL LOVE HE… SHE LEFT BECAUSE SHE KNEW I COULD TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND SHE COULDN'T. AND I DON'T BLAME HER FOR THAT…I ONLY WISH SHE WOULD HAVE SAID…" But she stopped and burst into tears.

"What do you wish she would have said Bella?"

"It doesn't matter." She said though her tears

"Yes it does Bella."

"No it doesn't….its all my fault." And I could barely understand what she said she was crying to hard now. I knew there was something more something really big she wasn't telling me.

"Bella no its not… your fault…what did you want your mother to say." I decided I had pushed he far enough. So I went back to my nice guy approach.

"Yes it is you said so yourself…it is all my fault. She wouldn't be dead if it weren't for me."

"Bella…I never said it was your fault…and it is not your fault a wild animal attacked your mother…that could never be your fault…you tired to save her."

"You have no clue."

"Then tell me Bella…tell me."

"I can't."

"Yes you can…everything said in these walls stays here…no matter what you tell me."

"I can't tell you….it will hurt the people I love."

"What…is someone abusing you again Bella?"

"No" she said but she seemed to not being tell the entire truth. She couldn't look at me when she said it.

"Bella…be honest…is someone abusing you in any way…physically or emotionally?"

Bella went to open her mouth but just then there was a knock on the door. And then Nancy my assistant walked in.

"Umm Dr. Harris…you five O'clock had been waiting for over 30 minutes and is getting rather annoyed." She said sheepishly.

"Bye Dr. Harris" Bella said as she walked out the door.

"No stop Bella my five O'clock can wait." I said after her.

But she did not respond she just walked out the door and a moment later a rather annoyed Mr. Johnson walked though the door.

Sorry it took me so long to update but my show opened this week and I had shows Wednesday, Thursday and Friday…I Had SAT's Saturday and watched the SEC championship….and today I had auditions for Cinderella and My friend got baptized at church….but I love you guys so much I said screw Cal and I wrote you guys around a 2,000 word chapter…Well give me feed back on the physiologist…oh and sorry for not responding to the reviews but there were so many of them (THANK YOU SO MUCH) that if I did I would have never gotten around to writing this chapter…SO thanks to everyone who reviewed… and I promise to write back this time…oh and i decieded to just keep updating on Dont trust me and to Forget about the Sequel because to many people where confused...

Alisa = )