Rachel tried to comfort Kurt, by stroking his hair and she gave him a slight kiss to his forehead, but she knew it wouldn't help at all. Then they heard noises from Kurt's room. Kurt sat up, dried his tears and Rachel stood up and just then the door opened. Rachel left the room
immediately saying that she had to go to the bathroom, but they all knew it was a lie.
Kurt slowly stood up from the chair, not able to look Blaine in the eye, but they could both easily see that they both had been crying for a long time. Kurt crossed his arms looking at the floor, and Blaine looked at Kurt's face, and the pain in his stomach got worse. No one knew what to say. "Hey," Blaine managed to get out from his hoarse throat. Kurt didn't respond. Blaine looked inside Rachel's room through the open door and wondered where Finn was, but to be honest, it didn't really seem important to him at that moment. "Hi," Kurt said. Blaine was pressing his lips together and looking at Kurt, then at the floor. With tears in his eyes, he said: "Kurt, I am so sorry. I love you, you have to know that." Kurt looked at Blaine's face as he spoke not meeting his eyes. "How can you love me, when you are willing to hurt me like you did?" Blaine sighed and answered in a low voice: "I told you, I was lonely. We were slipping apart" "That is no excuse." Kurt said. He wasn't yelling, he just talked with such hurt and pain in his voice and to Blaine, somehow that was ten times worse.
"I know, but I don't know what else to say…." He trailed off, looking at Kurt's red eyes, filled with tears and with dark circles under them. "Kurt, we are meant to be together! You mean the world to me. We have to be able to fix this, and fix what happened before it all got so messed up. You must be able to see that you mean the world to me. It was a mistake and I am so sorry that I hurt you. Please, you have to forgive me." Kurt shook his head. "I can't" he said. "You were the one person who I was sure would never hurt me like this, the one person who I trusted with my life, and you broke it all, and I can't forgive you for that. I know we had some things we needed to work out, but I would never… How am I supposed to trust you again?" Blaine cried even more now. He knew Kurt's words were true, but it hurt to hear them. He nodded. Then there was a moment of silence again before Blaine said: "But Kurt, you can't just give up on us that easily, we have to…" "You gave up on us, the moment you kissed another guy!" Kurt said, and for the first time since the night before Kurt looked in Blaine's eyes. Blaine's eyes were blank from crying, and he looked a little startled by Kurt's words and that he had cut him off, and he was starting to fear that there was no turning back, no chance of forgiveness, no more Kurt, no more love of his life, no more happiness. Blaine looked in Kurt´s eyes trying to keep them locked on his for as long as he could.
"I am sorry," he whispered. "I really am." Kurt didn't respond. There was a long pause. Blaine started to tear up again, the moment Kurt looked away and stared at the floor; realizing that this might be the last time he would ever look Kurt in the eye, the last time he would ever be this close to him. "So.. is this it?" Blaine asked, fighting to keep his voice from trembling, but he didn't succeed. Kurt looked in Blaine's direction focusing on the wall behind him, and they stood there on opposite sides of the living room, both crying, both hurting, both wanting to turn back time. Then Kurt said: "Yeah, I guess it is." "Is this really what you want?" Blaine asked, slightly lifting his crossed arms and pressing his lips together waiting for Kurt's answer. "No, but it is the only thing to do." Blaine's head fell down along with his heart; he closed his eyes, blinked away the tears and then looked at Kurt again. After a pause Blaine said: "Okay. I should get home then." Unaware of what else to say or do, how else to fight. "Yeah." Kurt said and then they looked at each other and Blaine nodded slightly, and so did Kurt, before he turned away and started folding the blanket he had had wrapped around him all morning, only to hide the tears stream he couldn't hold back any longer.
Blaine went to Kurt's room, grabbed his things and walked through the apartment, to the door. Kurt was no longer in the living room, and Blaine feared he wouldn't come out to say goodbye, but he did. Kurt came from the kitchen, with his hands in his pockets, looking down, when he walked towards Blaine. "Bye," Blaine said, looking at Kurt, feeling his hand itching, wanting to reach out and touch his face slightly one last time, but he didn't. "Bye," Kurt said, meeting Blaine's eyes one last time, before watching him disappear from his life.