It was Monday today and he still had to go to school, he couldn't afford miss any tests right now. He needed a good grade to get into any college he wanted to. Sebastian had left a bit earlier for work and Ciel had handed a key over to him so he could get into the apartment if Ciel wasn't home. He had eaten breakfast, brushed his teeth and got his clothes on. He didn't have a car anymore so he had to walk to school. He locked the door and started to walk down the road to his school.

First period was art class, Ciel loved art class, he drew a lot. Though he didn't know if he was as good as he was before his loss. He walked into the classroom and saw his friend Alois.

"Hey Cie- what's with the eye patch?"

Yeah, that's right, Alois didn't know about what had happened. He sighed and sat down on the desk next to the blond haired boy.

"I crashed with my car and I got blind on my right eye due blood in it."

"Dude is this some sick joke? Cuz it's not funny."

"It's not a joke. I'm fucking half blind."

"Wow, dude. I'm sorry for that."

Alois was one of those who liked teasing and make fun of people, but he was kind and caring when it came to injuries or if someone was crying. He was a good guy really, that was why he had him close. The blonde boy wrapped his arms around him and patted his back.

"I hope you'll be alright."

"Yeah, it's a bit hard to walk sometimes but I manage."

"Dude. Do you want me to like, be at yours more to help you with shit?"

"Nah, You know Sebastian that you like dated or something. He's taking care of me."

"Michaelis?"

"Yeah."

"So he isn't that much of a douche."

Ciel rolled his eyes and laughed a bit. Alois always called him that. It was his nick name for Sebastian, but, he called a lot of people douche.

"Well class starts now so go sit on your chair and not my desk."

"Fine."

Ciel stood up and sat down in the seat next to his friend so they could continue talk.

Ciel was on his phone last period, just to get away from working he sat with it under his desk and hoped he wouldn't get spotted, it was snowing outside, rather much and Ciel didn't have a car so he turned off the sound on it and texted Sebastian. He had got his number so he could call if he needed something or if he had gotten hurt. He asked if he could come and pick him up soon after class had ended. Soon his phone vibrated and a reply from Sebastian was given him. He smiled a bit for himself.

'I have already made us dinner so I'll be there in ten minutes or so.'

It was like having a butler really, or actually a good parent. Well, you didn't make out with your parents and fucked them when you were drunk. But you get the deal, he felt loved for once, even though he might not show his love for the other male he wanted him to know that he did indeed love the man. It felt silly to fall in love this quickly, like a seven year old girl. Ciel woke up from his thoughts as Alois hit his shoulder.

"Hey, class have ended."

"Oh, yeah."

He stood up and said good bye to the blonde before taking his way to the front of the school building to meet up with Sebastian. The car was already there when he came out. He ran up to it without falling and jumped in to get away from the cold and snow outside.

"I've made some lasagna for us to eat when we come home."

"You're amazing."

Ciel said and turned up the heat a bit. It was still not that late on the year but there were a snowstorm outside now. It was nice to come home to his house with food ready and Sebastian lit candles on the table. He smiled as he sat down with the boy and they began to eat. Ciel was still amazed how Sebastian got the food so good, he had thought his mom had done food that tasted good, but he couldn't describe how much he loved the man's food. When this was over and Sebastian got back home to his place, he would feel lonely and have to make his own food again. And how would he thank the other for all he had done for him.

After dinner they were in the living room watching TV and Ciel had complained about school and how lucky Sebastian was who had graduated and was free from school. Ciel hated school, it made him depressed and he hated some, and with that say a lot, of people in his school. Though he fights through it as good as he can. Sebastian had just laughed and told him that working in a store is not that good either. Ciel only rolled his eyes and yawned. It was starting to get late and he had to sleep.

"Sebastian I'm going to sleep now, you can stay up a bit if you want."

"Nah, I like cuddling with you."

He said and stood up walking after Ciel who already was in his bed room. He took of the clothes from the day and threw them on the floor and laid down in the bed with his boxers still on. Sebastian did the same and smiled as he laid down next to Ciel, wrapping a arm around him.

The wonderful thing of being a human is that as fast as you're tired and then go to bed, you feel like you could run a damn marathon. Ciel was far from tired now and Sebastian had noticed. Ciel felt a kiss on the back of his neck followed by a stroke on his shoulder, down his back. Ciel was quiet first but soon felt a hot wet tongue on his neck, licking up to his ear. He gasped softly as his ear lobe was getting sucked and a hand stroked over his thigh. Ciel brought a hand up to touch the back of the others neck, pulling the older into a kiss.

Sebastian moved his hand to rub his inner thigh and nibbled on his lower lip as they kissed. Ciel had to admit that he loved kissing the older, and his gentle, sensual touches made his body hot. The younger's breathing started to speed up and he pulled away from the kiss only to meet more kisses on his neck and ear aria. Sebastian's hand moved up to his hip and tugged in the waist band of his boxers. Soon his hand sneaked down the younger males underwear and gently stroked over his member.

"Sebastian…ah."

"I want to remember. What we did."

The elder wrapped his hand around his growing erection and began to move his hand over it slowly. Ciel let out a choked moan and pressed his back against his chest. Ciel's mind was racing and was calm at the same time, a million emotions were slammed into his head. He wanted to remember too, but he wasn't in a mental state to do it again this soon.

"N-no..nghh."

Sebastian stopped his movements with his hand.

"What is it?"

His tone was calm and caring, yet aroused and he could tell that Sebastian wanted to do it. He wanted to do it as well, but not today.

"I don't want to…."

Ciel mumbled in embarrassment and his face became flushed. Sebastian kissed his neck and began stroking over his now fully erect dick.

"At least let me pleasure you."

Ciel moaned again, feeling the others warm hand pump him. He could let him do that, he would have to sneak into the bathroom and finish off by himself. He couldn't go to sleep fully erect. Moans and gasps escaped his soft lips as he felt warmth pool in his stomach, a well known feeling. Sebastian's tongue was lapping at a sensitive spot at his ear and his knees began to quiver from pleasure that very soon would end in a mess.

"Seba..aah."

He could say full sentences, not even a word as he arched his back away from the other's warm exposed chest. Ciel cried out as he reached his orgasm and came over the others hand and on the sheets. He breathed heavy as he still was in a euphoria. Sebastian brought his hand up to his mouth and licked the milky substance away from his digits before leaning over and kiss his cheek. Ciel smiled and turned to Sebastian. He kissed his lips and felt the tiredness hit him.

"Good night."

He mumbled and cuddled up against his chest, enjoying the warmth he was sending out. The youth was soon asleep in the raven haired man's arms. Sebastian could feel his own erection begging for the same pleasure that he had given the younger. He sighed and kissed is head before getting out of bed and walked to the bathroom to take care of his problem.

Ciel woke up yawning and rubbing his eyes. The sunlight was shining through the window, the snow storm seemed to be over. It was Tuesday, their shortest day. The boy stumbled out of bed and towards the bathroom to take a shower. There was a small amount of dried cum on his torso that he needed to scrub off. He let the water run until it was steaming and he removed his boxers before stepping in and let the water surround his small frame. With a sponge he first scrubbed the cum away and then the rest of his body. Sebastian had already left for work and wouldn't come home until four, so Ciel would be alone in two hours.

What is this feeling? I want Sebastian to be here… I should try make us food for when he comes home. He's making me food all the time and it's delicious .I can take the bus to the store and look up a recipe on the computer.

Ciel smiled for himself as he began to put shampoo in his hair. He liked his idea and was going to look something good up that he hoped the older of the two would like.

Pasta maybe? Everybody loved pasta. But maybe it's to plain. I want to impress him in a way. To show him I can do things on my own. Though I can't….

He rinsed his hair from the strawberry smelling shampoo and turned the water of and wrapped a towel around his waist. He walked to his laptop and opened it, logging in and opened chrome. He let the side load as he went to put on clothes. Black washed jeans, a long sleeved grey v-necked shirt and a arm less hoodie that was a tad lighter than his shirt. He got back to the laptop and searched for food, so he maybe could be inspired and find something to make them. He found one with fish that sounded good and he looked up the recipe. He wrote down the things he needed to buy and shut the computer down and put it in his bag together with books, a pen, money and his buss card.

He stopped in the hall and got back to get a package of cigarette and his lighter. He got one out and put it between his lips and lit is at fast he got outside the door. He sighed in relief and smiled. He hadn't smoked in three days. That was a lot for him, but so much had happened. He inhaled the smoke and let it out after some seconds before beginning to walk. He wished he had put on a jacket, but walking back now was to bothersome.

He took his last inhale before tossing the stump down on the snow covered ground and stomped it gently down in the snow with his thick winter boots. He began walking a bit faster and was soon at the parking lot in front of the school. There was no one there that he could see and it bothered him a bit. At this time in the morning at least some people would be there on their way to school. He walked up to the door and yanked at the door.

It's locked?

There was a piece of paper taped to the door and he turned to read it.

'The school is closed due a window was left open and a big amount of snow filled the corridors. We are still working on getting the snow out and tomorrow classes will start again.'

Ciel kicked the door and groaned in annoyance as he pulled his phone out. He called his friend and sighed.

"What?"

"Did you know the fucking school is closed?"

"No? Is it?"

"Yes, some stupid fuck forgot a window open."

"Ugh! I could be fucking asleep!"

"Well at least you're not at the school."

"The fuck do you know? I'm like one minute away."

"Wanna like meet up and take a coffee"

"Yeah. Sure. I'll come to the front door soon."

He soon spotted the blonde and he walked closer to him. He was greeted by a blow of smoke in his face, Ciel took the cigarette from his hand.

"Hey! Give it back!"

Alois snapped and tried to take it back only to get smoke in his face followed by a smirk from the odd hued colored haired boy.

"If you're going to blow the smoke on me do it in my fucking mouth."

The older of the too mumbled and Ciel chuckled, breathed in the smoke and waited. The blonde opened his mouth and Ciel leaned down and held his chin gently as he breathed out the toxic smoke into his mouth. Alois breathed it in slowly and put a hand on his shoulder. The two boys would be called gay if anyone saw it. Well, they both were but no… Just no. Alois and Ciel had sworn on not dating each other, they wanted to stay just friends. But either of them could deny that they acted like this a lot. And when people asked if they were a pair they just laughed. It would be wired to date the same person you've spend your whole life with as a friend, a close one that is.

Ciel pulled away and gave him the cigarette back to his friend. Alois blew the smoke back out and sighed, grabbing the cigarette and breathed in.

"Your turn bitch."

Alois said and pulled in his shirt and Ciel opened his mouth letting the other breath out in his carven. Alois' hand was still on his shoulder as he pulled away and took a smoke for himself. Ciel let the smoke out and they began to walk.

They stopped at star bucks and ordered their coffee before sitting down and relax. It was nice to get some energy from the bitter hot drink. Alois had begun to ask about Sebastian and if they had done it some more time after the party.

"Well first. I can't fucking remember anything from that time at the party, neither did he."

"Well that's a shame."

"But yester day I couldn't sleep and suddenly he began to stroke my thighs and kiss my neck."

"So you fucking did it!?"

Alois said with a smile, hoping to get a described tale from Ciel how it had been to fuck him and remember it.

"No. I told him I didn't want to-"

"What the fuck man!"

"Pipe down ass! He jerked me off and we made out at least."

Alois was close to spit out the coffee and he swallowed before coughing.

"You alright?"

The younger said in a mocking voice and kicked his leg under the table.

"Describe it please."

"Alois, what the fuck."

"Come on Ciel! I need new images to masturbate to."

"Ugh god that's gross man!"

"Please. Porn is so boring."

"Get a fucking boyfriend then."

Alois snapped his fingers with a smirk.

"I'm working on it! I met this guy named Claude three weeks ago. Didn't I tell you we fucked?"

"Maybe. Well if you're so fucking out of good porn that you need me to tell me about my sex life, fine."

Ciel was on the bus now on his way to the supermarket to buy the things he needed for the dinner. He got off and walked into the warm store, he pulled out the list and a basket to put it in. He began to prick it off and was soon done. He walked past the section with cakes and sweets. He stopped for a minute to take a look at the good looking sweets. There was a strawberry short cake that was rather small. He picked it p and looked at the price. 30£, not that bad. He smiled and put it down in the basket and walked to the check out. He wished he was old enough to buy wine, it would be nice to drink to this. As the cashier scanned his things he called Sebastian.

"Hey babe."

"Hi. Do you got like wine at your place?"

"Yeah… Why?"

"Well, I'm going to try make us dinner to be honest and I would like to drink wine to it. Thought that might be nice."

"Okay, I'll get one before coming home after my shift. See you later love."

"Stop calling me stuff!"

Sebastian chuckled before hanging up and Ciel got the bags, walking to the bus stop.

At home Ciel searched for the recipe again and started to fry the fish and boil potatoes. He set a clock to go off as the potatoes were done. As the fish was getting cooked as well he put the cake in the fridge so it wouldn't be in the way while making food then he started to mix a sauce that was fitting for the meal. In the middle of cooking, the door opened and a cheerful voice filled the room.

"I'm home!"

"Hey."

"I got the win- wow, Ciel! It smells really good."

"Thanks, I just hope it'll taste as good."

"I'll just change and then I'll dish the table."

"Yeah, make it look nice. Like a real fucking fancy dinner."

Ciel said with a smile and flipped the two fishes in the pan and the clock went off. Ciel carefully took it in his hands and poured the hot water out and set the pot down on the counter. He took a plate to put the fish on and turned off the burners and started to fix the table himself. Sebastian came in and smiled as he saw the younger making his best to make it all look good. He served them with a smile.

"So dinner's ready. I hope you'll like it."

Sebastian kissed his cheek and poured up the wine in their glasses.

"By the way Ciel, aren't you too young to drink."

"I'm turning eighteen next month, so."

"Well then I guess It's okay."

He sat down and so did Ciel.

After the food was finished, Ciel pulled out the strawberry short cake and set it down with a smile.

"I bought us some cake."

"You're too sweet."

Ciel took two smaller plates and cut two pieces from the cake and placed them on each plate. He served them and as fast as he sat down he took the spoon and began to eat.

"So why did you make dinner? And how did it go? Like, with one eye."

"It went well, apparently it tasted good."

"My other question?"

"Oh…I just wanted to make dinner for once, you always do and I just sit there watch."

"You're honestly the best."

Sebastian said with a chuckle and walked over to the other who already had eaten half his cake. He wrapped his arms around his waist and picked him up. He sat down and put Ciel in his lap, kissing his neck.

"Don't fucking disturb me eating cake."

"Just want to have you close."

"Shut up."

"Did you know you can go from cute and caring to sassy and a bit bitchy in like five seconds."

Ciel was quiet and stopped shoving the cake in his mouth. Of course Sebastian would have noticed, but it's just because he likes him but still don't want to be in a relationship. But he still wants to. His thoughts were complicated. Ciel began to eat again, thinking of what to answer.

"I'm sorry."

"You've already apologized for that."

"oh."

"It's okay. That's one reason to love you."

Y-you what?"

Ciel asked and turned to look at him. He felt the same way though. It was just wired to hear another human being say that.

"I love you."

"We've not known each other that long."

"It was enough time. When I saw you crash with your car, I first didn't know it was you. No one was thinking about helping the injured person out of the car so I decided I would. When I saw it was you, I just… I started think about how my life would be not even telling you what I felt about you. And the way you said my name back there. And when I was together with Alois, I always thought you looked better, cuter."

The younger blinked a few times and looked down.

"I think..I feel the same."