Chapter 8 – My Twin; My Decision

The two men stared at the counterpart that they wanted equally as their girl; their hearts both breaking at the sight of her tears. Her head leaning against Roman's chest as she burrowed into his right side with her left hand holding onto his left hand as her right hand was holding onto Seth's hand tightly like it was a lifeline. They didn't want her to feel alone even for a second.

"And you're sure there's nothing medically they can do?" Roman's low voice rumbled.

Amaya could feel more tear sliding down her cheeks as she looked up at Roman and then over to Seth. "They have done dual lung transplants but in order to do a lung transplant first, you've got to be on deaths doorstep, second, you've got to be on the transplant waiting list and third…Someone has to die to get their lungs."

"Hey you have to remember she's still here. She's not gone yet. So you can't cry and lose hope. They're curing shit all the time these days and she might be the first one that is cured." Seth's voice remained soft and soothing, reaching up to wipe away more tears as they fell from her beautiful aqua eyes.

Amaya frowned as she looked down. "The life expectancy is 3 to 4 years. Anything more than that and it's a miracle."

Roman agreed. "Yea, but she's still here and clearly she's not bad enough yet or she'd be on the UNOS –United Network for Organ Sharing- waiting list right?"

Amaya shook her head negatively. "No right now her health isn't failing, but she's basically going to live the rest of her life in that hospital. I told her about you guys. She laughs because I call all three of you my boys; she wants to meet you guys and make sure your taking care of me as much as I'm taking care of you."

Seth squeezed her hand. "You do take really good care of us Amaya." Seth leaned forward and softly kissed her forehead. "We knew a long time ago you should've been with us."

Amaya calmed herself down as she locked eyes with Seth's chocolate brown orbs. She let go of his hand as she reached up as she slid her thumb along his beard covered jaw. She never thought much about bears. She was never one who was attracted to someone who had a lot of facial hair, but Seth kept his nice and thinned out; as did Roman keeping it nice and trimmed. She remembered when Roman had the full beard face in FCW, but still looked amazingly sexy as did Seth. Seth had let his get a little thinker, and Roman shaved his into a go-tee. She liked how they were just a little different than each other.

Seth could see something in her eyes he didn't see before. "What's wrong?" He asked softly.

Amaya sucked her bottom lip between her teeth as she swallowed hard. She released Roman's hand as she cupped both of Seth's cheeks as she pulled him to her and captured his lips. For some reason she felt the need to feel his lips against hers and she couldn't figure out why. She just needed to feel him kiss her lips. His tongue ran along her bottom lips seeking entrance; her slightly parting lips gave him all the permission he needed as his tongue slipped into the moist recesses of her mouth as he caressed her tongue with his own.

Amaya could feel Roman moving next to her as he started to get up. She imagined he was thinking she'd made her choice when she fully kissed Seth and not him. He was more than likely getting up to let them have some privacy. Amaya slowly brought the kiss to an end as she grabbed Roman's wrist as she pulled her lips from Seth. Her eyes turned towards Roman. "Where do you think you're going?" She asked.

Roman shook his head. "I was going to go to my room; give you guys some time or whatever."

"No you're not." Amaya shook her head negatively. "Not without us. The three of us have a lot to discuss. I'm ready for that talk now."

Roman studied Amaya's face and could tell she was completely serious. He nodded slowly as his eyes went to Seth who had a dreamy smile on his face. He wanted to kiss her senseless, but he wouldn't make a move until she was ready to come to him. Roman was a big guy at 6'3 265lbs of solid muscle. Seth was slightly smaller at 6'1 and 209lbs but he was pure muscle as well.

Roman stood from the floor as he took Amaya's left hand as Seth stood and took her right and they pulled her up to her feet.

Amaya smiled when she was on her feet. "Lead the way big man." She could tell between the two of them Roman would be the more dominant and more protective, but it wasn't anything she couldn't handle. The trio walked into Roman's room; once the door was closed Amaya looked back at Seth. "Give me a minute I need to even the score, because I don't want him thinking you're getting something he isn't." She watched as Seth nodded and chuckled.

Amaya let go of Seth and Roman's hands as she stood behind him waiting for him to turn around and face her. Amaya was 5'9, she wasn't short compared to Seth, but she was compared to Roman. She watched as he turned around and his head snapped down and her eyes locked with those storm greys again as she smirked before her hands came up and pushed him back to sit on the bed. Once he was down to a level she could work with she stepped forward and carefully sat straddled on Roman's lap. She felt his hands grab her outer things to hold her in place. Her hands came up and cupped his cheeks as she captured his lips.

Roman sighed softly against her lips. This was what he'd been waiting for. He needed some kind of sign that she wanted both of them. He'd almost been slightly hurt and left his ego bruise a little when she kissed Seth first and so blatantly in front of him. But he understood she had to start somewhere and she had no intention of hurting either of them.

Roman couldn't help the groan that escaped his lips as he felt her tongue slide across the seam of his lips begging for entrance; he wouldn't deny her as his lip divided and granted her access to whatever she wanted. She caressed his tongue as if it belonged to her; like it was detachable and she was going to take it off, put it in her pocket and not let him have it back until the next time she kissed him.

Amaya slowly backed off and once again brought the kiss to an end. She watched as Roman's eyes fluttered open and she could see the storm brewing in them. She slowly moved off his lap and sat next to him on the bed. "C'mon lay back." While Roman moved around he stretched out and flipped his right leg over his left as his ankles crossed and he put his arms up and behind his head. Once Roman was comfortable Amaya moved around to where she was backwards in the king size bed as she patted the space next to her. "C'mon Seth; come join us."

Seth kicked off his sneakers and laid on the bed the same way Roman was so they could watch and listen to Amaya. Her long legs crossed Indian style as she put a hand in the middle of each of their chests.

Amaya sighed softly as she looked between the two of them. "If I didn't do anything else tonight; I made it perfectly clear of my intentions for this dual relationship. I do want to try this. I'm extremely curious if it's going to work. You both are going to have to understand that you are bringing different things to the relationship. What Seth gives me is not going to be the same as what Roman gives me. Just like what I give to Roman won't be the same thing I give to Seth. I don't want any jealousy to cloud this or screw this up. I want this to be about having fun and exploring what it feels like to have a fully functioning three way relationship. I don't want any distrust, lies or cheating. The first time you screw someone else and you're still a functioning person in this you're done because I'll be done; I won't have you hurt me for selfish reasons. If you're with me, you're with me only and if you want to be with someone else; all you have to do is be honest with me and you can go."

Amaya rolled her lips as she let her eyes continued to dance between the two men who had somehow worked into her heart at the same time. "You have to know if one of you hurt me; it's going to put a strain on the remaining part of the relationship with whichever one of you doesn't hurt me. And I'm not going to jeopardize your hearts just like I won't let you jeopardize mine."

Amaya shook her head. "It took me a very long time to come to this decision because I'm not one to have multiple boyfriends or fuck buddies or anything. But there's something about you two that changed the dynamics in my heart, body and mind. If curiosity killed the cat then my extreme curiosity is about to make me have a stroke. I'm excited, nervous and sacred all at the same time. You guys still have to wrestle together as well. When I'm at ring side I am just your personal assistant. I do have a reputation to uphold and I've been working here a lot longer than either of you. I don't want you to drag Dean into any fights we may or may not have. I also don't mind him knowing about this; I'll probably tell Zaria about it because I'm definitely going to need someone to talk to about it."

One of Roman's hands came out from behind his head as he put it over her hand holding it over his beating heart, which he knew she could feel even through his t-shirt. "We don't want you being scared. We're not going to push you into doing anything you don't want or anything you are uncomfortable with."

Seth's hand came up and was slowly caressed her forearm up and down. "Of course you're going to be nervous; it's not really an everyday occurrence when two guys approach the same girl for a three way relationship. I mean threesomes happen on a daily basis and we probably could've gone that way, but we don't want too. We want to earn a place in your heart."

Amaya nodded. "I understand and agree. Also – There's a little matter in the sex department we do need to touch on." She exhaled heavily not believing she was about to say this next part. "I think – when we are all three ready to make love or have sex; whichever you prefer. I think our first time should be the three of us together; we need to get a feel of how much noise each of us makes and what we like and don't like. And don't worry if you do something I don't like you will know it. I also think we should be away from Zaria and Dean; either in a different hotel room or waiting until a day off and meeting at someone's home. It should be a private moment between us. Obviously once we are used to each other; doing it on the road won't be difficult."

She rubbed each of their chests as she smiled softly. "I understand were going to have times when we are going to want to be intimate with only one and not the other and you guys will have nights when you're tired and your heart just isn't into it from traveling or matches, but I also understand you're going to have nights when you're both going to want me and let's just remember; I am one person and I don't need or want to be ripped in half by either of you."

Amaya yawned slightly. "Clearly the rest of the rules and details can be ironed out as we go along. But we don't make rules without all three of us present because we ALL have to agree with them. For nor I'm seriously ready to go to bed. And I think tonight we should sleep in the same bed; congratulations Roman we are in your bed. So I'm lying on you to sleep. Tomorrow night we'll alternate into Seth's room and I'll sleep on Seth."

The boys nodded in agreement. She watched as they both got up and Roman changed into his basketball shorts and pulled his shirt off and climbed back into bed lying on his back. Seth already had shorts on; he tugged his t-shirt off and shut the light off. Amaya sat up and leaned over kissed Seth's lips softly before turning towards Roman and softly kissing his lips as well; she laying across him one arm over his chest as his arm wrapped around her shoulders she reached behind her and pulled Seth to spoon against her back as his arm wrapped around her waist. "Night boys." She whispered.

"Night." They both mumbled as all three succumbed to sleep.