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Chapter 5: Too much at one time

Previously …..."House I was thinking in at least six months we should start trying. It has proved impossible to conceive successful in the past if we wait to late I will never get the chance to carry a baby." she said knowing that the conversation was over and he would want to have sex now.

"We will see." he said kissing the side of her neck, proving her right. " we have better things to do."

" We have better things to do." as he continued to kiss down her neck until he reached her best two physical attributes her breasts and licked around the nipple before taking turns suckling. " you don't need a child on your breast thats what you have me for." he said jokingly but notice the slight wince she tried to keep from him.

" Are your breast tender?" He asked with apprehensive, already knowing the answer. " My god you're pregnant!"

"No, yes. I was going to tell you earlier but you told me about Micheal and Kerry. So I decided to see how your reaction would be tonight but its obvious that you don't want me to have your child." she said with tears running down her cheek.

"No, its not that I don't want you to have more children, its just that nows a bad time. However we will just have to make do. How far are along are you?"

"Two months." She's glad that he isn't mad.

"Aw, the first time, should have known." he says knowing that he's in way over his head.

Two months ago......

"House, just because I have Rachel now doesn't mean you aren't going to be a part of my life anymore."

"I know its just that I don't want to share you." He said moving closer.

"Are you saying you want a relationship?"

"I don't know, I just know I hate it when you ignore me and I wouldn't mind having sex with you". He said kissing her.

"Mmmh maybe we can start with sex and see where it leads" while returning his kiss.

He began to run his hands over her hips and down to her ass. " I love your ass." then raising them to her breast to pinching her nipples. " Lets take this to the bedroom." "OK" she said leading him to her bedroom as they began stripping off each others clothes. They fell into bed and rolled until she was on top. " I guess you can be on top this time" he said taking his time suckling each breast as she moaned as she eased down on him. Going slowly as she realized how big he truly was until he got impatient and slammed upwards driving into her. Pausing for a moment so that she could adjust, he held a steady pace, flipping her over on her back as his need to go deeper and harder overtook he flipped them so that he was on top. As she tightened and screamed her release and he grunted his; baby Rachel could be heard screaming through the baby monitor for her late night meal.....

"Cuddy, Lisa, I not leaving you, I just need some time to think. I'm going to the apartment just for a little while."

"What! I thought you were accepting the fact that I'm expected a child. I know we can manage it with a little juggling of our schedule." She said with tears in her eyes. " please don't leave me." crying open.

"Lisa please stop crying. I just need some time to sort out some stuff. Every thing's moving to fast, me being a dad with full custody, being a father to Rachel and now another child on the way. I will be a father of three in under a year. I'm scared shitless of failing them and you. Please I just need some alone time."

"What about Michael? Are you taking him with you or you leaving him with me until you decide you want us?"

"I want you, hell I love you."

"You have a odd way of showing it. Please don't leave".

"Cuddy, I gotta go, I'll be back I promise." He said putting on his clothes getting ready to leave.

"Fuck you! We wont be sitting around waiting on you to come around!" She was screaming at him crying and silently begging him to stay. He gathered her in his arms telling her that everything was going to be OK. Holding her until she started to drift off to sleep " House you need to go, I don't want you to resent me and the children. Just comeback to us."

" I will, promise." as he silently closed her bedroom door. Leaving a emotionally exhausted Lisa sleeping on the bed, alone.

I hope you guys like this. Works a *itch so I will try to update before the weekend since I have already started the next chapter so it'll be up soon I hope. Thanks for reviewing and reading. And please take a moment and let me know what you think, opinions, suggestions. This is unbeta'd so all mistakes are my own.