hey!!! ok so here is the next chapter. i decided to have one song per chapter and the name of the chapter would be the name of the song. so yeah. !!!!
sadly i dont own anything. boo hoo
Bella awoke with a shortage of breath. She had, had the nightmare again, the one where Edward left her alone. Although it wasn't much of a nightmare, since it really happened. She looked at the clock, it told her it was six am. She got out of bed, since there was no hope for falling back asleep.
She silently walked down stairs, hoping Charlie wasn't down there. The house was silent, with the faint sounds of the forest. Bella looked out the window to the driveway, no car. Charlie must have gone fishing again with his friends, since it was Saturday. Bella had told him that it was okay and that should would be fine on her own for a few hours.
She got together some cereal for breakfast, even though she didn't really want it. She slowly ate the food, without really tasting it. She went back upstairs to her room and laid back down in bed. Bella couldn't think or focus on anything, but the quietness in her heart. At eight she decided she should get up. She walked over to the window where he used to jump into. She sighed thinking of all the times he laid in bed with her, rested his head on her shoulder, hummed her lullaby, and when she let him into her heart.
She opened her window, and rush of cool wind stormed through blowing her air away from her face. She laid her head against the side of the window and began to sing yet another song.
I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends
For they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here
I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide
And I won't go
I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here
And I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
She shut the window and crawled back into bed, only to experience the bad memory once again.
poor bella. =(
please review!!!! if u have any suggestions for songs please let me know!! i have about 12 songs so far. if u have one u think mgith work please tell me! i would love to know.