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A/N: hey guys this is my second story for NCIS: LA so please be nice guys. I hope that everything not to out of character in this story guys. This story is set in alternate universe. Guys thanks for the reviews and following and favoring my story it means a lot to me guys. So here's another chapter enjoy.
Secrets Reveled
I made decisions that I regret, and I took them as learning experiences... I'm human, not perfect, like anybody else.
Queen Latifah
Chapter 2
Kensi POV.
Kensi's house (11:01 pm)
Kensi's bedroom
I look over to my night stand and look at my clock and saw that it was 11:01 pm and I have been trying to fall asleep for an hour already.
I eyes feel really dry from all the crying I did on the way home and when I got home.
I was crying because I realized that I may have just destroyed my partnership and friendship with a great partner and friend.
I look away from my clock and look up at my ceiling in my bedroom.
The reason why I can't sleep is because I can't turn my mind of and stop thinking about what happened tonight with Deeks.
I had to stop myself from going to check on my Deeks a few times.
Five mins later
I still looking at my ceiling and I let myself get lost in my thoughts.
I can't believe what happened just hours ago. Never in my life have I ever thought that my goofy, jokester of a partner would ever confess to loving me much less being in love with me.
I can't get the look on his face as I told him that we couldn't be more than partners and friends out of my mind.
He looked so hurt and sad as I basically rejected him.
I didn't mean to rejected him or hurt him. I was just scared to admit to him or myself that I have feeling other than partnership and friendship for him.
The last Person I let in was Jack and he hurt me by leaving me just like my father did when he died when I was fifteen.
My father's death had left me confused and lonely at a young age and jack leaving me on Christmas Eve left me hurt and sad.
After jack and my father I started putting up my walls so high that no one could get through them. Until Deeks came along and passed through all of my walls around my heart that I put up to keep people out.
Somehow he made himself at home in my heart without me knowing or allowing him to and that scares me to death.
Before I can go on with my thoughts I feel my eyes starting to close as sleep slowly comes to me.
Few hours later (1:00 am)
I woke with a start as I hear my cell phone ringing on my night stand next to me.
Slowly I set up in my bed and grab my cell of my night stand and answer my phone.
"Hello" I said in to my phone waiting for the person on the other end of the phone to say something back to me.
"Hello Miss Blye. I'm sorry to wake you this early in the morning but this couldn't wait till work hours started." Said Hetty to Kensi over the phone.
"It's okay Hetty. What is it that it was so important that you had to call me now?" I asked sleepily to the OP's manager and my boss.
"Well Miss Blye I think you need to have a set before I tell you what's going on." Said Hetty
"Why do I need to have a set Hetty? Tell me what's going on you are starting to scare me." I demanded to know as I pulled my knees up to my chest waiting for Hetty to tell me what this call this early in the morning was about, even thought I had a sinking feeling in my stomach that this had something to do with my partner Marty Deeks.
"I need you to calm down and have a set before we go on with this talk Miss Blye." Said Hetty softly to Kensi.
Kensi took a few deep breaths and then she spoke to Hetty again.
"Okay Hetty I'm calm as I can be now and I am setting down. So what is call all about Hetty?" I asked scared about what I was about to hear from Hetty.
"Kensi I'm sorry to say this but sometime during the night Mister Deeks was taken from his apartment. Now Miss Blye I need you in OP's now everyone else is on their way here. I see you soon Miss Blye drive safely bye." Said Hetty to her junior agent.
"I will see you soon Hetty." I said as I hung up with Hetty and dropped my phone on my bed and stared in to space.
I couldn't believe that Deeks was missing and that someone had taken him from his apartment.
Who would do that to him I remember him saying once that if you didn't have people who hated you and wanted you dead then you weren't doing your job right.
I wonder how right he was about that saying.
I have this horrible feeling in my stomach that Deeks my partner and the man I love. Yes I love him. May not come out of this alive and that scares me shitless.
I just realized that I love him and have since the moment I laid eyes on him for the first time while we both wore undercover.
Know I realize that what happened last night at the beach was a mistake I should have lessened to him more and believed what he said and maybe he would be safe right now and we would be in his bed relaxing together.
I shake my head trying to rid it of my thoughts as I got dressed and headed to OP's.
A/N: thanks for reading this chapter means a lot to me. Hope you liked it and that it was okay. More to come soon I promise guys.