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A/N: hello guys thanks for the reviews and everything guys. I love you all. Sorry for taken so long to update this story. Had a lot on my plate lately but I'll update when I can guys. Here's the next chapter. Hope you all enjoy it.


Secrets Reveled

It's regret, i think that really is the worst kind of pain, yeah guilt is bad, and sadness is bad, but regret is the sickly combination of both.

- Unknown

Chapter 4

Callen's POV.

Callen's desk (2:25 am)

I can't believe that Deeks is missing and god knows where having god knows what done to him.

Sure Sam, Kensi and I mess with Deeks whenever we can, but that doesn't mean that we want him to leave us or get hurt.

Deeks is the jokester of my team and sure he's not an NCIS agent but that doesn't mean that I don't want him on my team.

I'm glad that Hetty made him our liaison and Kensi's partner after Dom died.

As much as we all liked Dom he wasn't what our team needed he was still to green and didn't have a lot of Experience like the rest of us or Deeks do.

From what I read of Deeks personal file he is an excellent undercover detective and a good cop.

He has a lot of arrest under his belt and a lot of convictions too.

Most of Deeks personal file is classified and not even Nell or Eric can get in to it even if they tried to and that made me carouse as to what's in Deeks file.

I've asked Hetty plenty of times and she tells me that it and I quote her "None of your damn business Mr. Callen." And that was the 5th and last time I asked her that.


Few mins later

I look around the bullpen and see that it's only Kensi and I that are at our desk right this moment.

Kensi's and I share a table that serves as two desks.

Kensi is the only one of us who is doing her paperwork right now. Oh well I get to the rest of mine later.

Poor Kensi she must be very worried for her partner right now.

Everyone knows that she and Deeks have a thing and that they are both equally in love with each other, but them.

Myself and everyone wish they would just get together already, but who knows when that will happen. With Kensi and Deeks it could be years before the get there act together and start going out.

Some other agents and I have a bet going on how long it would take for them to get together.

I bet that it would take them two years to get together but we'll see.

I wonder where Sam is? I bet he's in the gym working out right now.

So I just leave him be for now he is a big boy he can take care of himself.

I hope that Eric and Nell fined some useful stuff to help us out. So we can find Deeks faster.

The longer he's out there the less like we are to find him alive and we will find him alive because there is no other optician for us.

I just hope that when we find him that there's not too much damage done to him that can't be fixed with time and rest.


Few seconds later

I look to Deeks desk table that's in front of mine across the room.

His desk was clean and tidy except for the two neat stacks of files in the left hand corner of his desk that needs to be finished and turned in to Hetty as soon as possible.

I often wondered if Deeks had a touch of OCD. I bet that Kensi would know if he did.

I wonder how much Kensi knows about her partner.

Who knows they most likely no more about each other than the rest of us, but I wonder how much Hetty knows about Deeks.

Speaking of Hetty I wonder if she's in her office right now.

I turn and look to Hetty's little office near us and I see that she not there right this moment I wonder if she is with Nell and Eric or if she left ops to do something.

Who knows what there little ninja boss is doing right this minute. I sure that I don't really wont to now unless it has something to do with Deeks then I want to know. I'll just ask Hetty later maybe.

I'm going to make sure that when Deeks get back that he knows how much we missed him and that he is a big part of our team.

I know that we don't do a whole lot to make him feel welcome the first 2 or 3 months that he was here.

Deeks has earned my trust faster than anyone else on the team, because he saved my partners ass a day after meeting him.

I know that most of the time Deeks feels like he has to prove that he is worthy of working with us and that he has his partners back out in the field.

Deeks is always looking out for Kensi and the rest of us as well and I appreciate that he does that for us all.

I just hope that we get a lead soon so we can find Deeks and fast, because as much as he gets on my nerves and everyone nerves I like him. He a good person and I'm starting to Miss Deeks.


A/N: thanks for reading hope it was an okay chapter. Sorry that it so short I'll try to make the next chapter longer. Next is Sam's POV. Stay tuned guys for more.