Beta Note – Hi all! This is Emmy1512. I just wanted to say, go check out meilzdoggg01 and her stories. Read, and review. She's a great author!
Also, I'm currently writing 2 fic's. One is called Close, and the other, Thorns of a Rose. I would love you to read them! :-)
Here is the chapter! Enjoy!
He pulled me towards him by the small of my back and started kissing my neck, I think he thought I was enjoying him slavering on my neck but I was really holding back the vomit. His hand ventured down my back and just under my firm bum, he left it there while his other hand was pulling my head up to look at him.
Should I just make out with him?
He reached in for a kiss and I pulled back, still weighing out my possibilities. I looked to see his face blush, he was gorgeous, like most people I know, but he blushed; and that was a reaction that I really longed for. Blushing was a human mistake, and it was the speck of humanness that had me kissing him, really kissing him. Like I loved him more than anyone else, and god he was good at this...
He pinched my bum with his hand then pushed me away and, to my disgust, started laughing.
Then he said to the thin air "told you she would, now give me my cash"
"Told who what... what?"
My head was in pieces, I didn't know what to think, but before I had time to realise what he was saying, Jake jumped from nowhere, with a wad of money in his hand that he shoved into Sam's chest. The emotion in his eyes made me burst in to tears.
Now it's a really emotional day.
They shook hands and Sam left, still laughing uncontrollably to himself. Then it clicked. Jake, my Jake, had paid someone to try and kiss me.
Oh my god, I can't believe he could do this.
"Why... why would you do this?"
I was suddenly to my feet pushing him he just stood there like a statue and ignored me and stared into thin air.
It was obvious that my makeup was smudged down my face as I blubbered away.
"I love you Jake!"
"Then why did you kiss him?" he said without even moving his mouth, more of a hiss through his teeth.
"Because... because I was... I AM confused"
Yep now I'm not only a bitch, I am a slag too, it's not going well.
I staggered away I must look drunk but I was just torn. My heart was torn apart into thin little chunks
Jake had always trusted me and now he was hiring male whores to see if I fall for the trick and I did. He doesn't love me anymore.
"Go get Stacy she needs to go home"
I had just done this and he was worried about Stacy
"O...k"
I didn't want to argue, so I just walked back into the club and up the stairs toward Stacy who was suddenly playing big sister and hugging me and… scared for me.
Before she could say anything I butted in and said "we need to go Jake is outside in the car"
She became stiff next to me; she must be coming up to her own conclusions. I just pulled her away from the boys who were eyeing me up curiously and the girls who were sniggering from the other seats. As we headed down the stairs I must have tripped about 5 times, each time making me sob more. We got to the door to find the car empty with a note saying
Go straight home, Stacey can sleep there. I just rang her mum and she said it was ok, I'm not mad with you, I'm mad with myself. If you don't want to be with me, then I shouldn't force you.
I love you and that love can be as a boyfriend, a brother or a friend, but I CANNOT be without you completely. Drive safe. Xx
-J
And now I feel guiltier.
The drive home wasn't that long. I sobbed and coughed and Stacy asked me persistently to tell her what had happened. I just said that Jake had seen me making out with Sam, she punched my arm and then apologised so many times, saying she was sorry for bringing me here and that it was her fault.
It wasn't her fault. If I could just get my head straight then I could have stopped all of this from happening.
I was bored of the story after telling my mum, Alice and, to my surprise the rather strangely intrigued Rose. Then again, she did love a fall out and especially if it was to upset Jake. You wouldn't expect such beauty to hold such horridness. Aside from Rose, my mum and Alice were as supportive as I could have imagined, if not better.
I cried myself to sleep that night, wishing and wondering if things will ever be happy around here, for me anyway. By the smiles on everyone else's faces, their life must be going swimmingly. It is just me and Jake who are doing things wrong then.
I walked towards my bathroom, stepping over Stacey who was unconscious and snoring on my floor, as soon as I saw my reflection I wished I hadn't.
Curse the person who created snot, there were about 5 massive volcanoes spread across my face. My eyes were all red and irritated with think blobs of sleep on each side. My lips were all chapped as if they had never felt moisture, and my hair looked like it had been abandoned by the birds that used to live in it. I was a mess. My stomach let out a grumble so loud that it made the snoring of Stacey sound more like a squeak. I put the toilet lid down and perched on the end, head in hands and thought longingly for the answer to my problems.
The problem is I don't think there is one.
AN- I hope you liked it, review please :-)