Chapter 19

The Orca Theatre was draped in red and gold. The whole class walked in the building Leah gripped my hand as she looked up at the ceiling taking in all the artwork. This time she was the one taken with the architecture. I squeezed her hand and gave her a little smile. She was adorable when she looked the way she did, she was wide eyes, and carried an air of innocence. I made sure that Leah and I stayed close to the class. We sat in the fifth row, right in center. The lights lowered and the burgundy curtains lifted and the play, a musical began. I'm not sure I was but although Leah laughed during most of the songs she seemed to be really touched by the storyline, at one point I'm sure tears ran down her cheeks.

After the play was over we stood for a moment with Ms. Grace and some of her students. She seemed to have really loved the play. She called it amazing and began to repeat everything that we'd already seen. Leah sighed and then yawned; I wrapped my arm around her and held her close. The red headed one waltzed over toward us; she was looking to and fro. She eventually came and stood beside Leah with a frown on her face.

"Hey, where'd Seth go?" Leah asked, she shifted away from me enough to give her friend her full attention.

"Bathroom." Shelly was trying to seem indifferent but it seemed something had put the girl off. "So I can sleep in your room right?" Shelly asked pleadingly.

"Yeah, it shouldn't be a problem, Ren probably won't even sleep tonight anyway, she's probably concocted some plan to get more alone time with Jacob." Leah shook her head and chuckled.

"Yeah that's pretty much what showed me with her hand touchy thing." Shelly scrunched her nose up, "actually it seemed more a room swap is what she's after, but I don't see how we can pull that off." His logic didn't make sense. She if Renesmee wanted us all to switch room we were all highly advance creatures it could most definitely done.

"Why not?" I asked as I looked down at Leah. I would much rather continue sleeping bed with my girlfriend, than spending the night with Jacob. "It would be simple, one of us would distract the teachers while the other switched rooms and for some of us distractions our quite easy." I could help but think of the day I made Leah give Shelly her keys.

"Oh," Shelly stammered she had been staring at me with like a deer caught in headlights. Apparently my presence was distracting her and I wasn't even intending to, Leah had noticed and she didn't seemed thrill by her friend's disposition. "So did you want to do that instead Leah? You two are bound to want some real time alone." She hit the nail on the head. Yes, I wanted Leah all to myself, with no one with supernatural hearing around. Just then Seth came bounding to Shelly's side and kissed her cheek.

"Hey, guess what?" He asked her and twisted towards him, her cheeks reddened, with a bright smile on her face.

"What?"

"I want to go to Melissa's party!" I almost choked on my own saliva. He knew the rule. None of us were to talk about Melissa it just made life easier.

"What did you just say? I swear I think I must be having a nightmare." She glared at her spouse in disbelief.

"Babe, I-want-to-go-to-Melissa's-party," he uttered slowly. "I talked to her briefly after the show and I think it may be her way of making amends with us. Plus, I've never been a hotel party before, it could be fun." Her glare intensified.

"Seth, do you doubt my judgment?" Shelly placed her hands on her hips.

"Shells, we can stop by the party, pick up your bags and go back to my room." He said trying to seduce her. Shelly groaned as she looked into Seth's eyes she was going to cave even though she really, really, didn't want to.

We went back to hotel and we all separated. Ren insisted that we all needed to freshen up. I didn't really know what that meant. Jacob and I took the opportunity to talk about the switch.

"Yeah, Ren is really into it and I am too. It's been weeks since" He paused and gave me a worried look.

"Since what?"

"You remember that day when Leah was acting weird and you asked me to find out why? Well, I talked to Ren and she told me what it was. I just thought that telling you would make you … kind of hate me and I kind of like having a vampire that I actually like talking to." I rolled my eyes and plopped down in front of him on the opposite bed.

"Just tell me what's going on," I groaned.

"Ren, told Leah about us having sex and she got a little trippy. I think she was jealous of the fact that Ren and I had gotten busy and she hadn't been able to be intimate with you yet." I raised my eyebrow at him.

"You and Ren, huh? How was that?" I asked but I really shouldn't have.

"Dude, it was the best night of my life. I only wished that if had lasted longer. Tonight we can be carefree, there's not threat of anyone barging in on us. I can truly say that Renesmee is the most beautiful woman, she's perfect."

"I have to disagree with you on that one, but I'm glad the two of you are happy." I stood up and I realized a familiar feeling bubbling in my gut, jealousy. I was mad at myself for feeling this way, Leah and I had finally gotten to a place where I felt we were just as close and strong a couple as the others in the Cullen's household and the Jacob does something that reminds me that I'm nowhere as close to Leah as I wish to be. "I think I'm gonna step out for some air."

As soon as exited the room. I was face to face with my beautiful girlfriend. Normally, I loved any unexpected moment with her but right now, my thoughts were not as pure as I wished them to be. I tried, really tried, not to look at her. I focused on the navy blue patterned carpet for a while, but unfortunately my eyes began to tire of avoiding the person they were desperate to gaze upon.

They tricked me into a state of ease by studying her feet. I peaked at her perfectly polished toes; they were magenta, tiny and adorable. They were wrapped in strapless black stilettos. Looking at her feet my eyes followed her body upwards glancing at her ankles, ogling her calves, and then her full sexy thighs that led to a place that I desperately wanted to touch. I forced myself not to linger my sights there, I moved one to her tight strong abdomen, and then stumbled upon her health breast. Now my hands itched and burned with desire. My loins screamed at me, damn her virtue! I could hitch up her black dress and take her now. I tried to make eye contact with my beloved but my focus stopped at her neck and then lowered again back to her chest.

"Nahuel?" Leah seemed really alarmed by my stare. I made eye contact and even managed to smile at her, but I really wanted more from her and I wanted it now.

"Yes," I said with a tone that I rarely called upon. I heard as she took a hard swallow.

"You … okay?" She stammered as she knotted her fingers. She was uneasy and vulnerable and my monstrous side really, really liked that. She shifted from one foot to another. I wanted to pull her into my arms right now. I was about to seduce her when her annoying friend got in the way and ushered us down the hall to Melissa's room.

The party was a dud; I didn't pay much attention to ongoing. I stood by Leah's side and thought about what I could do to make the rest of the night enjoyable and special for Leah. The only time I paid attention is when Leah and the other girls became up in arms about Melissa's wardrobe or lack thereof. She was sashaying around in pink underwear. I felt as Leah's gripped tensed around my arm. Her actions although flattering where unnecessary I was indifferent to the girl's dress. I thought Leah looked better in what she's wearing.

We quickly exited Melissa's room to ensure that Shelly didn't rip out the poor girl's hair. "Calm down Shell!" Seth put his hands on her shoulders. "It's over now." He kissed her on the top of her head while she pouted at him.

"Well, I guess we should all get to bed," she stretched, yawned, and wrapped her arms around Jacob's waist. "Nahuel, do you mind horribly switching rooms with me? Jacob will have trouble sleeping if I'm not close to him." I looked down at Leah and smiled.

"No of course I don't mind, but where will Shelly sleep?" I said robotically it was said acting performance that Ren was giving. I decided to give her actions right back to her.

"There's space in my room. Mitchell couldn't make it so I have the room to myself." Seth played along and Shelly kissed his cheek.

"So it's settled then!" Ren clapped her hands together and jumped up and down.

"Give me a few minutes to change and the room is yours," I said to Jacob while I handed Ren my key after opening the door for myself.

"That's cool we'll wander the lobby or something, we'll be back in ten minutes." I nodded and entered my old room. I went into my drawer and pulled out my black t-shirt and green plaid shorts that Leah liked. I made quick work of unbuttoning my shirt and taking off both my black woven shirt and white undershirt. I had felt extremely overdressed tonight. I went to undo my pants when I heard a small knock on the door. I still smelled Leah's sent near. I looked at myself in the mirror and instantly had a brilliant idea. I would answer the door just like this, topless with just my dress slacks on, I couldn't wait to see the look of lust in Leah's eyes. I wanted to make her feel the way she'd made me feel earlier. Tonight I may let the she wolf attach me. I smirked and made a bee line to the door and swung it open. To my horror it wasn't Leah, but something that could damn near get me killed.

"May I help you?" I said as dryly as possibly to girl standing in front of me. Melissa now stumbled passed me and stood in my room. She gazed upon me and licked her lips.

"I saw the way you were looking at me Nahuel. I know you want me." She removed her rose colored silk robe and yet again she was in front of me in her pink underwear. This was bad, really bad.

"I really don't. Please leave," I groaned. She shook her head and moved closer to me and I backed away. She just kept coming towards me as I put a block in front of her and she hit it like a brick wall.

"Ow! My face!" She whined and I immediately took the block off.

"I'm sorry, are you alright?" As soon as I went to reach out to the drunken girl, my nightmare became one hundred times worse.

"Well," Leah croaked and tears surfaced. She immediately turned around and went back to her room. I plopped down on the bed trying to control my anger so I didn't commit a murder and have to leave the country. I finally mustered up the resolved to say.

"Will you please go now, look at all the trouble you have caused," I argued from behind clenched teeth. Once Melissa was gone I quickly left behind her to make amends with Leah. Leah was searching her pockets for her key I quickly and easily snuck past her and into her room with the key Ren had given to me. I opened the door and pulled my imprint inside. "I need to explain," I said while she was still in my grasps.

"I really, really don't want to hear it right now." She pulled away from me and pulled the covers down on her bed. "You can stay in here but please don't talk to me." She didn't look at me while she spoke to me she focused herself on placing herself in bed and turning her back to me.

"Leah I did nothing with her!" I pleaded her I knew if I just held her in my arms I could make her melt and forgive me. I was determined that that drunken girl wasn't going to ruin my plans with my Leah.

"NO NAHUEL!" She pushed me away from her. Even though she wasn't strong enough for her efforts to be effective, the fact that she didn't want me near, hurt worse that anything I'd ever experienced in my life. I sat lifelessly on the foot of her bed. I need to think of a way to make her see what really happened. I was really kicking myself I should've just brought my pajamas over here and changed. I still hadn't changed so the desire to be alone and do it was completely moot at this point. I took a deep breath gazed back at my little imprint who was trying to cry softly. I started to explain myself even though I wasn't a hundred percent sure she was listening.

"I thought she was you, I opened the door, she came in and dropped her rob. I was trying to convince her to leave when you came in. She wasn't in the room two minutes." I gave my best explanation of what had happened and waited for a response. As expected I received nothing. I wasn't and wouldn't be satisfied with silence. I'd rather her spend the night yelling at me than for her to become immobile with hate toward me. I went around to her side of the bed and looked into her hurt eyes that shined like silver. I was captivated by them.

"Nahuel, have you ever been in love, before me?" I frowned at the randomness of such a question. She slowly positioned herself into a sitting position and held a pillow to her chest. She looked so innocent and fragile. I debated lying to her and decided against it. I had experienced love before her but it was nowhere near as strong as the bond Leah and I shared. Leah and I were connect by spirit it was the only way I could really explain it.

"I thought I was once, but it was a long time ago. I had to be about twenty," I confessed.

"What was she?" She asked determined to interrogate me. I gave up my hopes on having a romantic evening and sat in front of my inquisitive spouse. "A human or …," she continued to bait me.

"She was a vampire," I answered dryly. She was an evil vile creature that I'd rather not think about.

"Did you … have sex with her?" Oh God, I cringed inside. This is where she was going with this. I should've lied being truthful about this may cause her to attempt to break things off with me permanently. I frowned at her and she looked at me eager for answers. I sighed in defeat. She'd been honest with me when I inquired about her virginity she deserved the same respect.

"Yes." I forced myself to blurt out. She nodded but she avoided eye contact with me to shield herself from hurt. I quickly started to explain the situation hoping that it would give her the insight she wanted into my past. "I thought I loved Eva, I was young and stupid. Don't be angry, you are the only one in my heart now." I smiled at her and she attempted to smile back but her tears told the tale. My truth was hurting her.

"Leah, my beautiful, beautiful girl, you weren't even born yet, if you had existed I would have found you and love you then, just as I do now." I reached for her needed to feel her and be connected. She pulled away from again, and again it felt like someone breaking some critical organ inside my body.

"But we wouldn't have made love because we can't, I can't even kiss you!" She yelled and then the dam broke on her tears. She sobbed out right clenching her pillow close to her chest. Sex, lust, desire, and frustration had been circling us for some time now. Those trying to capsule those emotions at times can drive one into insanity. We were both reaching our breaking point and needed some form of release. I reached for her and then for fear of being rejected canceled the action.

"Leah, please don't cry." I whispered she peeked at me with red watery eyes and tried to stifle her sobs. She gradually accomplished her goal.

"So how did your relationship end?" She sniffled a couple of times and tried to straighten up. I personally wished she'd give up her need for information tonight. She could question once we were back residing with the Cullen's.

"I found out the truth about her. My father had created her with the sole purpose of destroying me. My father considers me an experiment gone wrong. Since I don't agree with his views or help him in his practice. She was supposed to pretend to fall in love with me, and then kill me." I shrugged at the memory it was so long ago it were so long ago that instead of the memory causing great pain it was just mildly annoying.

"Oh my God! What did you do?" Concern colored my Leah's tear stained face. I chuckled inwardly; it seriously had been decades ago. I'd seriously moved on from that moment. She acted as though we were living in it.

"While in bed I felt her teeth graze against my skin and she tried to apply pressure to break through my skin. I grabbed her neck, she was obviously shocked by my strength, she fought me and I killed her. I dismembered, burnt her to ashes and sent her remains back to my father." I thought myself a horrible monster during those times. There was bound to be a way I could've preserved the woman's life. However vile her actions were it wasn't my place to end her life. I sat in silence waiting for Leah to respond. I was scared she thought me nothing but a killer. I feared that she hated herself for being bound to me. I lowered my sights from her and asked the question burning in my head.

"Are you afraid of me now?"

"Am I supposed to be? There's still a lot I don't know about you." She whispered and I was waiting patiently for her to state her disapproval of me. I was surprised to feel the heat of her hands in mine. "But I do know that I Have nothing to fear when it comes to you physically hurting me, except maybe a broken heart and I heal faster than most, or so they say." She snickered and I looked up at her shyly.

"Leah, I will never hurt you!" I removed her pillow from her grasps and kissed her welding her body to mine, eagerly obtaining the connection to her that I'd craved since we'd gotten here.

"Don't make promises you can't keep." Leah pulled away from to issue this cautionary statement. I snorted as I laid her down on the bed.

"Oh, I intend on keeping this promise. I will do whatever it takes to make you happy," my voice had taken on that tone that it had created only for her, the one that made her fall into a trance and her heartbeat to intensify. I licked my licks playfully as I positioned myself over top of her. She was breathing irregular almost panting. I placed my lips at her earlobe and she moaned and squirmed beneath me. Her flesh was so hot against my lips and she carried that sweet spicy aroma that made aroused me so. I groaned inwardly as I placed strategic kisses along her jaw bone. Tonight I was determined to get closer to than ever before. She rubbed her hand along my forearms and then trailed her fingers down my spine. She knew I loved when she did that and now that it skin on skin contact. I kissed her again as passionately as our situation would allow. Now my breathing had become irregular.

I slowly began to slide the straps of her shirt and bra off her shoulders so that I plant kisses on her newly exposed skin. My hands now smooth the sides of her body before pulling her shirt up to reveal even more of her. I'd never kissed her stomach before; I silently wondered how she would like it. I scooted lower and began to kiss a trail in center of her stomach, I peppered kisses around her belly button and she whimpered and squirmed. Her legs began to rock to and fro. I bet I could make her orgasm this way. I was kind of heady having this kind of control, I snickered to myself. I planted one more kiss on her stomach before continuing my task of kissing her all over. I grabbed her left leg and kissed her ankle and worked my way up her beautiful calve I was staring at earlier in the evening; I kissed my way up her thigh and then repeated the action with her right leg. Her scent of her desire and severely increased. She clinched the sheets and her moans began to get louder. I went even further up her leg I licked a trail on the end of her shorts which was so close to her center. I rubbed my nose along the center of her shorts and that's when she came undone.

"Oh God Nahuel," she moaned and gripped my head against her. She my face up to her lips and kissed me really hard. I became severely aroused and I needed to release it. I wrapped her legs around my waist and pressed my arousal against her. I gripped her hands and placed her hands about her head as I began to grind against her. She began to match my rhythm move for move.

"Oh yes," she groaned as she dug her fingernails into my back. I pressed against her harder wanting be as close to her as possible. "Oh, oh, yeah Nahuel!" Her body began to quiver erratically. I found my release in hers and buried my face in her shoulder as I did so. I listened as both are heartbeats began to slow.

After lying for while wrapped in each others arms. I asked a near sleep Leah a simple question.

"Are you happy Leah?" I breathed in her ear, and I felt her smile against my cheek.

"Nahuel, you have no idea."

Author's Note: OMG this chapter took me all day. I hope its okay. This is my favorite chapter from Untitled. So let me know what you think! Please read, review and no flames.