A/N: ok so I'm going to answer some questions that I've been getting and I hope this clears it up! :)
1. As of right now, Sesshomaru doesn't really have any feelings for Rin. He was presented with a choice between two potential brides and preferred Rin. He is intrigued with her, but hasn't really though of the why's. To him its another business arrangement that will benefit both parties.
2. Ok the way I planned for the Higurashi family to owe a financial debt was because Kagome's father pasted away unexpectedly. The had to pay for all the funeral services quickly. Then later adopting Rin. So she took out a loan against her property. The interest rate continued to increase and her job and the Higurashi Shrine attraction wasn't cutting it. Lord Tashio was interested in her property because of its location and decided to buy her debts so now she owes him. He went personally to talk and buy some of her land. The first few time they met in his office and Mrs. Higurashi refused. When she realized there was no other option, she called Lord Tashio to agree. When he came over to her home, to sign the contract, he first wanted to check out the property. Thats when he saw the Higurashi family. Something touched him when he met the girls, and saw so much potential for the to be great ladies in the future. He changed his mind and decided to finance their education and any extracurricular activities with the intention of one of them becoming his daughter-in-law. Thus the contract for the arranged marriage was agreed upon.
Hope that helps!
I don't own anything but my original characters! :)
Chapter 4- ((Back to Rin POV))
After the chaotic party and meeting that had occurred two nights ago. I had just wanted to sleep for a week. Then came the call that had left everyone in the household stunned. Yesterday a representative from Tashio ENT had called.
I hadn't had time to warn Kagome of what I had done so it came as a big surprise when her mother ended the call and said they wanted to know if they could come over and meet me the next day to discuss the marital contract to Lord Sesshomaru.
After that statement, it was all just a blur of events.
Kagome was adamant that there was some mistake. She kept on asking me how I felt, if I want to change my mind. When I would just answer calmly, Kagome would take a break then come back to resume her questioning.
Taking a deep breath, I look at my reflection in the mirror. My hair was straight and long. Stopping almost to my waist. I had on a yellow summer dress with some silver strappy sandals. Light makeup and the finishing touch was sitting on my vanity.
A white lily.
As I took the lily and placed it over my left ear with a pin. I heard a knock at my door.
"Come in."
I smile as I see Kagome peek in. Once she closed the door, Kagome gave me a strained smile.
"Rin, your beautiful."
Before I could even respond, Kagome had launched herself at me in a tight embrace. I was so surprised that it took me a moment to realize what had happened and I quickly moved to embrace Kagome. Once I felt her grip relax, I slowly withdrew as Kagome released me and stepped back.
Her eyes looked glazed as placed her hands on both of my shoulders.
"I know you are probably tired of hearing me ask you these questions, but I'll just ask this last time. I just want you to be happy Rin. After all the tragedy you have gone through, you don't deserve a loveless marriage. Do you still want to go through with it because—"
"Kagome. I appreciate that you care enough to give me an escape, but honestly I'm happy with my decision. You already have the love of you life and a bright future ahead of you. Don't give it up! I know how cold Lord Sesshomaru is but maybe with time we can be friends or who knows. Maybe something more. Don't worry, I know I'll always have you and my family if I ever need anything."
I watched as Kagome gave me a watery smile. A stray tear fell from her eye as she embraced me once more. I knew that behind that worried face, Kagome was also relieved. I smiled in happiness for her, yes I was nervous about my future but I had survived worse situations.
The sound of someone clearing their throat caused both of us to look towards the door as we separated. Inuyasha stood leaning against my door frame with his arms crossed. His faced scrunched up to show he was uncomfortable at having interrupted us.
"Rin, your aunt wanted me to let you know that the idiots in suits are here. So..um..yeah."
I smiled as I approached Inuyasha. He was much more calm today.
I guess hearing that Kagome won't be marrying his brother lifted his mood.
"Take good care of my sister Inuyasha. I did this to secure her happiness and that is you." I whispers as I stop right next to him. Inuyasha smirks at hearing the comment, shaking his head.
"Sesshomaru has no idea what he has taken for a bride. I bet you can dump his ass off that untouchable high horse he rides on. Now that I would love to see."
I giggle as I witness Kagome punch Inuyasha in the shoulder as she stops by his side, while I walk down the stairs to meet Lord Sesshomaru's associates. With each step I take, I can feel my nerves escalating. My stomach tightening in knots.
Time to finally see what is in the contract and how my future will be as Mrs. Sesshomaru Tashio.
The proceedings had started off well. There were two male dog daiyoukai, Lord Sesshomaru's assistant and lawyer, and one small imp who introduced himself as Jaken.
I thought Lord Sesshomaru's assistant was that female demoness I had an argument with. I hope the incident didn't cost her her job. I really didn't want anything bad to happen!
The first thing that was done, was they handed me a copy of the martial documents that consisted of three hundred and sixty-seven pages.
The first few pages indicated on what I would be provided with as being Lord Sesshomaru's wife. An allowance would be given to me, which the number had shocked me into silence for a few moments. I tried to tell Jaken that I didn't need that much money each week, but he stated any changes I wanted should be brought up when Lord Sesshomaru and I sign the contract.
"So I won't be sighing anything today?" I asked as I looked up from the page.
We were all seated in the dining room. Each had a copy of the contract in front of them. I had to request that my aunt be present so she was seated next to me as we shared one.
"No, please I apologize for any confusion. This is just a briefing. Lord Sesshomaru stated that he wanted you to fully understand what is expected of you and what will be provided. You will only sign a verification form that acknowledges that this meeting took place. You Ms. Rin and His Lord will sign the contract this Saturday. The reason for that is that his father, your Aunt and three lawyers must be present there also. Are there any further questions?" The lawyer explained.
This Saturday? That only gives me four days to fully read this tomb!
"I understand and yes I have a request actually. Since we can't all stay here and go over every little detail, I assume you gentlemen have more important things to do. Is there any major or important clauses that need my prior attention?"
The lawyer nodded his head in agreement, his silver hair held in a tie never making any movement. I see him flip two more pages and turn his attention back to me.
"There are a few, the first is in regards to your title and humanity. If you turn to page eleven, I can better explain. Ms. Rin, in this marriage its stated that you will be given the title of wife. What that means is that when you marry Lord Sesshomaru you will form a bond but it won't be as significant as when a demon claims a mate. As his wife you will receive portion of his immortality but not all."
I frown as I hear what he tells me.
"What does that mean? I will live longer but still die?"
"Yes, but you will die as you are frozen. What I mean is once you form the bond through marriage, your appearance or shall I say body, will be frozen as you are now. The only things that can kill you are a vital injury or of old age. Think of it as a pocket watch, the outward appearance will always remain the same but inside the pieces are hard at work until they no longer function"
If he believed that that comparison made me feel any better, he was wrong. I was suddenly beginning to doubt this marriage. I tried to remain calm and not show how worried I was becoming. My hands clasped in front of me to prevent any nervous gestures.
"Oh, so I'm going to be a trophy wife. Forever looking perfect as kami knows how many years pass by until one day I don't wake up? Is that right?"
The lawyer, who I think was named Hiro, hadn't expected my comment and cleared his throat. Jaken on the other hand didn't seem to hear the annoyance in my statement.
"Yes! That is correct."
I give them a sweet smile before I answer with as much sickly sarcasm.
"I guess Lord Sesshomaru doesn't want to be seen with a wrinkly old hag at his side while he forever remains looking young. Well then, what happens to me if Lord Sesshomaru's Beast finds a mate to claim?"
Hiro looks down and flips another page. Once he finishes reading, he looks up to meet my eyes. My aunt trying to sooth me because she knows when I'm upset.
"It states that your union will not change, if that happens. Lord Sesshomaru won't acknowledge any other female until the marriage is over. Lord Sesshomaru will uphold all the rights required to being your husband Ms. Rin, that includes fidelity."
I nod as I take a deep breath. My mind still confused. If Lord Sesshomaru has that chance to possibly find love in a mate, why would he agree to cage himself in a marital contract? I took my aunt's hand on my arm and grasped it.
"Now next, if you look page thirty. I can explain what the importance the next five pages indicate."
As I flip through the pages, I can't help but stop on one that catches my attention.
"What does it mean when it says 'she will relinquish any current occupation.' that doesn't mean I have to quit my profession does it?"
He flips back to the page I am on. Knowing exactly where to go to.
"Actually, yes. I understand that you compete professionally but because of this, you will need to retire from that profession. Once you are married, it will be your duty to learn about the Tashio company, organize events, create charities, and a few other duties. If you have no further questions, I can explain two last important pieces of information."
I can't believe it.
I can comply with many other the duties I know are required of me when entering this marriage, but to retire from my students and competing is the one thing I won't give up. I worked hard all those years to finally being able to compete, only to have to give it up because of a contract? Does that mean no more Judo too?
Not happening.
Lord Sesshomaru is going to have to change a few things before I agree to sign anything.
"Ms. Rin, did you hear what we just said?"
I shake my head and put on a calm smile. The meeting isn't over, so I need to remember to remain relaxed and not get emotional.
"I'm sorry, can you please repeat that?"
Hiro smiles and nods, the assistant next to him continues to type on the laptop. While Jaken is eating some food that my aunt provided for him.
"There are only two more important details to get through. Let me explain them and then if you have any further questions I will be happy to answer them. Living arrangements. Since the lifestyle will be completely different to what you're used to, it states that once you sign the contract you will need to move into Lord Tashio's home before your marriage to Lord Sesshomaru. Lady Izayoi will serve as your mentor as she teaches you what you can expect and how to manage certain duties. That being said, lastly is the debt. Everything will be paid off once the marriage takes place. The land furthest west of the property will be used for Tashio Enterprises but Mrs. Rin you will be in charge of what will be built there. That will satisfy the initial contract requirements that were made between Mrs. Higurashi and Lord Tashio. Now, questions?"
My mind was in a whirlwind. My emotions holding on my the slightest thread of control. Kami! I never expected so much change so fast! I hear my aunt whisper my name and turn to look at her. There is worry in her gaze but also understanding. I could outright refuse to go through with it and she would support my decision. I give her a happy smile and squeeze her hand in a silent thank you. Turning back to the lawyer I take a deep breath.
"Only one. When can I meet with Lord Sesshomaru to discuss a few changes I would like to do?"
The assistant looks up and stops typing. Clearing his throat, he finally speaks for the first time.
"The best time would probably be Saturday morning. He has the entire day free of schedules because of the contract signing. So I can schedule you in at around eight in the morning and once you finish the two of you can sign the contract."
"Thank you, that sounds perfect. What form do I need to sign right now?"
Mr. Hiro looks through his briefcase and pushes the piece of paper toward me. At this point, what I really want to do is get this meeting over with and head over to the studio. I need to clear my thoughts and relieve all the pent up emotions and stress that I have coursing through me.
The next few minutes are a blur.
I sign their form and see them leave. Rushing upstairs I change to my warm up clothes. Black spandex shorts, sports bra and red tank top. I take my dance bag and head for the car. I know its my aunt's day off from work, so the car can be used today. My hands are shaking as I close the door. Taking a deep breath, I go to the one place that feel's like my sanctuary and I know I will find peace.
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"Hey Rin. You want to practice later tonight or are you heading home soon?"
Ballet.
It was the first dance class I had ever taken and its always my go to when I'm feeling stressed out. It had a way of relaxing my body and mind until there is only movement to concentrate on. I had been in the private dance room for three hours, then going to give a class for fifty minutes only to come back and continue. I look up at the clock and see that its almost ten at night.
Kami! I've been here since two-thirty!
Turing to face Takashi, I'm about to answer when my stomach decides to answer by echoing its complaint. I looked down embarrassed and Takashi chuckles.
"I guess that's a no. Come on, lets go get some food. I'm actually kinda hungry too."
"Ok, but I brought the car today."
"No worries, if you want I'll drive, we'll eat then take you home and I'll just catch a cab."
I smile and nod. Gathering my things, I quickly change and Taskashi puts away the equipment I was using. Once everything is in place, we lock up and head out.
"So what has you so worked up that made you forget one of your favorite things, and I'm not taking about me since I know I'm number three on your list. Right after food."
I laugh as he starts the car, that's the first real laugh ever since the meeting today. I can always count on Takashi to know exactly what to say to get me to laugh. I didn't know if I should tell him everything that was going on. He knew that I was going into an arranged marriage with Lord Sesshomaru but not all the details. Everything was happening so quickly and they wanted me change just as fast into someone I know I wouldn't be happy being. Even if it appeared to be a glamorous life. The giddy happiness was quickly over taken by determination as I looked out the window.
"They want me to retire from competitive dancing, not just that but also retire from teaching and Judo."
"What? ….and you agreed?"
I turn to look at Takashi and see the anger and disappointment. His golden eyes looking over my face as he looks back to the road.
"I was just informed of it today, that's why I kinda shut myself in the studio. I don't agree. Dancing is my life and I don't want to give it up. Not yet anyway."
"So what are you going to do?"
"I meeting with him, and I won't settle until I can change that part of the agreement. I honestly don't think Lord Sesshomaru would care what I do, I feel like to him this is just another business arrangement. As long as I do my part and contribute to his growing success, it should be a good compromise."
We sit in silence and Takashi continues to drive. I notice that we are heading to one of our favorite deli's that are open late. I'm thinking about what I want to order but I'm interrupted as he begins to speak.
"Well if it was anyone else, I would tell them that they have a better chance of moving a mountain than changing my cousin's ideas once he's set upon them. But you Rin, you have the ability to make people listen and melt even the most stone cold people. So I do believe you can do it."
I smile at hearing him complement my personality. Taskashi rarely give genuine complements. When he is dating, he is much like the Tashio men in that they say the correct things to get what he wants. With those he cares for he is more about actions than words.
I try to block out all of my worries for the rest of the night and just enjoy the rest of the night.
Saturday Morning...
As I look at my watch I see it read seven o'clock. I had woken up at four in the morning because I hadn't been able to get a decent night sleep.
Today is the day that my life completely changes.
I had organized all of my thoughts and written them out. I place sticky notes on the marital contract copy pages that I wanted further explained or changed.
Now I sat in a coffee shop a block away from the Tashio building having a quick tea and bagel as I looked over my notes. I kept tapping my pencil from the nerves that were spreading throughout my body as the time got closer to the meeting.
Calm down! The worst thing that can happen is he says no to me continuing my profession.
As time began to run out I decided to get there early. Clearing up my table, I gather my papers and start heading for the building. The door man opens the door for me and I turn to give him my thanks. As I turn, I collide with a huge wall. The sudden momentum has me dropping my folder as I wobble to stay up. A strong hand grips my arm to prevent me from falling and I look down.
My papers had slid out of their folder. Great!
"We really need to stop meeting like this."
Startled at hearing that familiar voice I glance up.
Emerald green eyes are smiling down at me as I feel a blush creep to my face.
"Mr. Valverde! Oh Kami! Please excuse me. I should be paying more attention―"
"Don't apologize, and please call me Bastein. Mr. Valverde was my father. I'm the one at fault. I had a little issue with a business meeting that was canceled today and wasn't paying attention. I'm glad I ran into you though. I wanted to express my complements on that beautiful performance you gave us the Tashio Event, Ms. Higurashi. I would have at the event but you left pretty early."
I quickly smile and lean down to slide my papers back in place. I hadn't even noticed that Mr. Valverde or Bastien.. was there. The whole time my thoughts were consumed with a certain dog dayoukai Lord. Once I stand up, I step back and look back at Mr. Bastien.
"Please call me Rin and thank you. I'm actually here for a meeting too."
He is wearing a gray suit today, with his long hair tied back in usual fashion. I try to place his slight accent, but the closest I could guess is Spaniard? Looking professional and handsome, I can't help but be a little cautious around him. I feel like a little mouse confronting a large snake. Of course, he's nothing compared to Lord Sesshomaru. Both in looks and power. I straighten my shoulders and smile as I lift my chin to meet his gaze.
"Well, the whole day of appointments has been canceled if your meeting with Lord Tashio. It would be my pleasure if we could meet for lunch, I would love to talk more with you Ms. Rin."
"Thank so much for the invitation, Mr. Bastien or should I say Lord?... but I'm pretty sure my appointment hasn't been canceled. I must go so I won't be late. It was nice seeing you again."
I stretch my palm out to shake his hand goodbye. Bastien's eyes narrow slightly, but then smiles as he clasps my hand. He leans down and places a quick kiss on my knuckles.
I will not blush. I will not blush!
He drops my hand and smirks.
"Very few are able to recognize what my status is by simply looking at my markings. You have impressed me yet again Ms. Rin. For a human, you are very knowledgeable when it come to dayoukai species. My clan and other dayoukai are the only ones who address me by status, so whichever is more comfortable for you. I hope to see you soon."
As we go our separate ways, my nerves are shattered. I try to push this encounter away from my mind and focus on whats to come. I go up to the front desk where they tell me Lord Sesshomaru is already expecting me. I go to the second highest floor, where immediately I see the same assistant from the meeting a few days ago typing away on the computer.
I guess the demoness did get fired.
As I approac,h he stops what he is doing and gives me a friendly smile. Rising from his seat he begins to speak.
"Welcome Ms. Rin. Please take a seat, while I go inform His Lord you have arrived. Would you like anything to drink? Eat?"
"No thank you Mr. Akira. I'm fine."
His smile widens as he nods but his serious mask comes back as he turn to walk into Lord Sesshomaru's office. I barley sit down, when he's back.
"You may go in wherever you're ready. Let me take your jacket so you're more comfortable."
I quickly hand him my jacket. My hands shaking throughout the whole ordeal. I quickly look at myself and take a deep breath. Straightening my spine once more and lifting my chin, I fold my folder over my chest and open the to walk into Lord Sesshomaru's office. The mantra repeating in my mind.
Everything will be ok.
A/N Thank you for all the lovely REVIEWS! I read each one and they made me want to write the next chapter quicker! lol I remember when I was first outlining this, I didn't expect anyone to like this story so I'm happy people are enjoying it! Off to right some more! 3