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I have always been running. I kept running and running from people trying to take advantage of this ability of mine, this curse of mine. I wished that I was just normal, that I wasn't able to do this, I didn't have this curse of a talent. I wished that I didn't have this book, that I could just tell anyone what they want so I could move on. But I had to keep silent. I wished I was normal.
People from all over the world chased me. I felt like I was an escaped convict and the whole world was the police trying to catch me and imprison me. That's exactly what they do to me every time they laid their hands on me. They keep me locked or hostage until they get what they want or I'm rescued by someone. I wished it hadn't been that way for me.
Tsuna-nii granted those wishes, him and his whole family did. They saved me.
I once got tired of running. I thought of killing myself or getting myself killed. I wanted to die, to end that misery of mine. But it wasn't that easy on my own way. I thought a lot of things have to be done before I feel normal, free, just like others. But I was REALLY wrong. It only took one man and his family to make me feel that way, one man and the people he brought around me changed my life of running, hiding.
How, you ask?
First, they saved me from Mukuro-san. He would've kept me in there for a long time or worse, he would've kept me there forever for his own gain, gain of knowledge about others, to gain control over them.
I couldn't give him what he wanted. I had to keep quiet, heaven know why. He kept me there. That's when I thought of what was stated on the previous paragraph of this note of mine. I thought my life would pass and end there, at that place. But then again, I was wrong.
Before I was there, I met this man, the man that changed it all, the man that really cared. He rescued me from that hellhole. He took me away from that man back then. He and his friends did.
At first I thought, is he another one of those mafia people wanting to use me for their own? Is he one of them? Will he do the same? Is he like them?
All of those questions were answered in a flash with one act of kindness, and with one word. NO. He's not like them. Not one bit! He saved me not because he needed me, but because he wanted me. He wanted me safe. He wanted me to live a normal life. He wanted me to live a life where I don't need to run, where I have people who actually care for me. And he made all that happen. He saved me, took me in, made me feel at home, made me feel alive.
He treated me as his little brother and made me stay at his house. His mother took really good care of me, too. And his friends, they were also the best! They took me in, a stranger, and kept me away from harm. Man, am I happy that I met him, them. They're, especially he, is the star. The star I would always follow, I said to myself. Because I know he would never lead me to harm, he would never do those things to me. Never. He's my guide, my star.
According to my rankings, he is the first In terms of people having the kindest hearts. Well, in my heart, that's what it's like. He's the kindest man I know. And I am proud to say that! I don't care if people call him No-Good. To me, he's all good, all good.
Tsuna-nii, thank you.
